The day was tiring but nevertheless, enjoying and exciting!!

The kakak-es and the adik-es going out, enjoying each other company!! Plus the abang-es who joined later!!

Only two adik-es came, the 3 other adik-es, bohliao hilang!!

Here's how the day went...

And the kakak-es met up at Starbucks..
(and kak ana!! There is only one sbux at TM ok??)

After which the kakak-es and the adik-es met dekat MRT!!

So there we went to Vivo City!!
And these were what we were there.

Lots of kecohs, perasan-ness and candidness.
Splashing in the pond!! (where the 2 boys were emo-ing by the stand..)

While the kakak-es and the abg lepak "di tepi pantai" looking out for the adik-es.

And Time crisis at E-Zone, where Abg Nas pun sekaki, tembak2 org!!
And finally, after much anticipation,

SWENSENS!!

I know.. I too almost choke looking at the size of this baked rice.

And the Spaghetti!! (Yes, that was how big it is!!)

But it was very deeeeeelicious!!!

Tgk Abg Nas muka besar mulut nye!! Muahaha

The split and the Fondue!! *sungguh menjilat sudu*
Oh, that is abg Jai!! (I spelt it rite, rite??)

The one who shove the HSBC credit card in front of our eyes, But, but!!

Dapat 10% discount, which means, save la duit aku sikit!!

And us basically!!

I can't stop helping feeling grateful for what I have in my life.

Even though I have problems with my dad,

But its nothing compared to those boys..

And yes, I actually cried when I told Azri about it over the phone.

Isn't it sad that boys their age actually don't get enough attention and almost land themselves in a home,

but alhamdullillah, they are on the right track!!

And when they said,

"Adik tak nak blek la kak. Kakak lepak ngan adik or adik tidur rumah kakak blh??"

And when I promised to lepak with them tommorow night, they actually show me that face, which tells me all promises made to them are broken and that faith of it to happen is fading.

MACAM KESIAN KAN... *drops a tear*

Even though we haven't been talking much

Due to our clashing schedules (I know!! I hate it too!)

And not seeing each other often,

Because of the thing you have to do,

Because of the personal problems we have in each other lives,

But!!

You better make sure...

I GET TO SEE YOU THIS WEEKEND!!

Hmmph!!

*folds arms*

The weekend fun was full of loves from the unknown!

Even though unmatured, cheeky, childish and hyperactive(!!), they were just adorable and sweet plus so manje la..

Imagine la..

During practice, Fendi was pinjam-ing my peha on the left and Afiq on the left. And I received all together 3 hugs from Afiq, excluding that farewell hug on the train!! *unbelievably nods head*

And who, but those boys, would suap food to our mouths, even though they are not eating but encouraging us to eat?? Those boys..

And, and.. They were the most sweet and polite because they actually use "kakak-adik" terms with me..

And when they were not listening and throwing tantrums, last resort, I said, "Siape tak sayang kakak, jgn keluar bilik ini.." And guess what he replied walaupun die merajuk.. "Sorry la kak. Adik sayangkan kakak. Adik keluar bilik skrg. *hugs me*" Me, Stunned!!

Why stunned?? Pasal Secondary 1 and 2 kids are supposed to be at the stage of malu2 dengan perempuan but, but.. They were so peramah-ish and manja-ish!

And like I and Fid said,

"If only my boyfriend was like that.."

"If only they were a bit older and not vertically challenged.."

Sheesh!!

And, and..

Through all that ups and downs and quarrels and seriously poor sportsmanship,

*looks at Fid*

"E-Genesis WON!!!"

*ehem-ehem.. tgk la sape facilitator die sape*

And "Best male facilitator" and "Best male performance", pun E-genesis angkat jgk!! Muahaha!! *lagi sekali, "Tgk la sape facilitator die!"*

And adik-adik kakak yg tersayang, kite jumpa this week k.. For Swensens and tgk Abg Nas rap performance!!

Kakak sayang pada adik2 sume!!

The girlfriend for companion!

That winning performance by E-genesis.

The winning streak. Dapat certificate agi!!
The one pakai cap is our darling Trainer, Abg Nas kite!!

The Gerek and "buang-Kemaluan" Facilitators.

The Whole camp Company! The one pakai cap, was all red when he saw this pic! and guess who he looks like??

*Looks at Fid*

*coughs Hanif coughs*

And, I love this HIP HOP CAMP!!

Tomorrow is the day lah!!!

WEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Will be gone for weekends. Will tell you all about it when I get back.

to fid,

*coughs Fadzuli coughs*

haha.. weekend fun coming up!!

It was shopping and shopping and more shopping!!

It was my first teaching pay, and was I delighted and proud to have it!!
(hey, a month of teaching and screaming and hard work of preparation, I think I do deserve it!)

It was tops and more tops and undies (ah yes! I bought my own undies after 20 yrs of living!) and my dress!! Tweeheehee.. was I delighted like crazy!!

And the up point is, I was on my own!! for the first time, yes I was.. Even though I had last minute company as my bell boy. *looks at Mr Bald-Head*

But, thanks!!

Some awkward things was just bound to happen but its okay.

I guess, it wasnt meant to be.

After which, Bedok North to Nenek's hse!! (I really miss my nenek alot la!!) And my Nenek was very English-sy. She started the conversation, "Hi, how u doing??". Yes, my Nenek was like dat!! And not seeing her for a pretty long time seemed that she has grown old. And I guess all those dialysis have worn her fragile body off. But, but.. I still love my nenek la.. *hugs*

Simpang with my family, which I had to pay!! tsk, tsk. We had satay, roti john, Nasi Ayam Gorreng Samabal, Sotong sambal and not forgetting, my favourite drink, NesLo Peng!! Must-must try ok!

With the stupid jokes, my dad, being the ex-fireman helped the shop behind us from being burnt down due to the exposed live wire (3 cheers for the Daddy!!), and the unfinished food!! Oh Goodness!!

My family are just lovey dovey doves!! (even though we have more downs than ups)

And Korangs, Thanks eh for the headaches and dizzy spells I had the whole night! Syabas eh, what a good way to forget your problem. Instead of reducing my headache, I even had worse!! *looks around at my "well-mannered" friends*

My warnings just don't work on them.

And mun, it's alright.. Just don't cancel next week, and I will be more than happy.

I guess,

For when my bestfriends are busy working and anniversaries, Gerlfriends sibuk with work and kenduri-es and persandingan pengantin, Gay friend and buddies busy with work and my kolong block khakis are busy shopping and with their other halves,

This is the companionship available made for me.

But fear not, I just love his company!!

He makes me giggle and laugh and say things that tickle my stomach. Sumpah till air mata ku bergenang!

With the "melepak" song, and the "mat sentol" topic, and words that are spicy as chili padi.

Those were the sweetest and precious moments.

So, thanks again..

And don't worry, your dulu-dulu crusher-es say you look pretty, bald headed. Teehee..

Those little times, how they still make you blush..

Big lights, Beautiful fireworks and a Great Grand show,

Just what Singapore deserves every year!!

So,

Happy 42nd Birthday, Singapore!!!

His Book-out Day.

From the Bedok platform late-ness, to the long-time-no-feel woman's touch, to having Caramel Frap and KFC along Sinagpore River, to fooling around with the bald scalp, to lots and lots of performances (We think Singapore has too much money to spent on the Arts..) to walking to Bugis to get on bus 12 to cam-whoring on the bus, non-stop!!

It was pretty exciting, I must say.

So, Thank you.. *using sign language*

First,
There was 7. One is down, 6 more to go. Do you think the 6 will still stay? I wonder...

Second,
I'm very disappointed. If you were hopeless at the start, you can tell me. I didn't have to spent the past almost 2 months, thinking about it. But, hell, whatever. It's over...

Third,
I'm easily tired out these days, physically and, mostly, MENTALLY!! I'm sooo way over-stressed about my Maths classes.

Fourth,
By end of term 3, I have to be speaking Denmark language, Mongolian language, Myanmar language and Nepalese language. As for now, I'm using sign language, in addition of English.

I'm moving on..

I think..

Life would be much prettier, brighter, happier and livelier after this.

*cross fingers*

Its past 9.30 and I'm still waiting.. Hmm..

I'll just have to wait for that 9.30 call daily then.

And no one else.. *stucks out tongue*

And oh, oh..

He's coming back!!

Yes, yes he is..

Aaahh.. Don't worry, I'll post his priceless bald-headed pictures first-hand and first thing on Wednesday night. teeheehee

That meet up with Mun, like finally happened!!

From Long John Silver to finding dolphins for the EX-gf(ex, which I must emphasize!!) to Zul's old-school bag which just smells cupboard-ty to Mun being soooo way open overboard (!!) to Zul's dirty jokes/Geylang trips to his merepek-pakcik-die-nye-block-few-floors-masionette-but-his-flat-isnt (Sanggup turun block aku and naik agi just to check it out!!) and finally, to lepak-ing sambil gulung rokok in the middle of the estate till late. *smacks head*

And beb, suke ati kau lah ape kau nak buat dengan hidup kau. Malas aku nak layan! *knocks your head so hard, hoping you do the right thing*

I got something from Fadilah!! I'll post it later.. Just simply sweet. Thanks darl!

I'm missing you, like crazy.

Previous post, I wrote that I missed the girlfriends and the best friends.



Well, I did what I wrote and..

I met the gerlfriends and the best friend yesterday!!



Woohoo woots!!



Gerlfriends was so miss-able!! And I sure loved their company!! And talking about the zaman2 jepun perang dunia waktu secondary school was so fun!! And why is it that it is so easy a topic to mengumpat about Minah Kampung??

We had talks about our future and current happenings!!

Haslin is a NTU scholar.

And yes, Congrats Diana!! I'm sure you will have fun entertaining those mat sallehs from UK and get those ka-chings for sales suport, but hey, I'm not interested. Just keep them for yourelf. Haha

And Fid!! Better get a permanent job soons.

I can't help it but to accept that my gerlfriends are "Shades Girls". As for me, I prefer my lovely eyes to show it all off. *flutters them away*

And finally, since my birthday, I met up with Cik Diyanah kite!! And yes, it was a pleasant and a nice time. Well, you are right. As you say, we are different but, but.. those aside, we are just as good together. *winks*

Meety you next time gerls! Muacks!!

And Mister, I hate that thing you have to do and must feel k.

Meeting Mun later for late lunch!! I have to meet him soons, because he may hilangkan diri for the next 3 yrs. Paham-paham je la kan. *rolls eyes*

Toodles!

The gerlfriends

my kentang face.
Those "Shades Girls"

ps: I didnt know starbucks was sunny inside.

Lovey dovey doves!

I should just stop being a freaking crybaby.

I need to relax and release all the inner negative feelings inside me.
Oh Goodness!!

I just hate that thing they send you for.

And I'm missing the girlfriends!!

And the best friends too!!

Meety up soons!!

A scenario in school:

Me: Good morning class.
Class: Good morning Mdm Sulaiha.
Me: Since when did you promote to Mdm? I got instant husband is it? Again..
Class: Good morning Miss Sulaiha
Me: And my name is Suhaila.
Class: Gd morning Miss Suhaila..

So all in all, I made them greet me 3 times. Muahhaha!!

Confirm dlm hati, "Ngada2 nye cikgu nie.." *scorns*

Like as if I care!! I so hate that class can??

And, and.. Perhaps I might be taking up Nepalese language. I'm taking a class of 20 Nepalese students, whose English I somehow can't understand that muuuuch!!

hehe..

Toodles!

Oh-oh and oh-ho-ho-ho...

Ok, I'm so lazing around. I have 3 free periods (I mean lesson periods!! *looks at cikgu*) and I'm just very, very tired and sleepy and whateverthatisallbadinthisworld!!

I have headaches, I have ankle sprains, marking compositions isn't that fun, btw, Social Studies lesson plans just not werking out yet and, and.. I'm seriously not having enough sleep.

And I am missing my sugar-sweet-free honey...

Ok hell, whatever. If you even know what it means..

And my timetable is very looooong...

And I know I'm not that perfect teacher afterall.

Quoted: "You are the first teacher I've seen who actually lets the students play duck-duck-goose during health education and go to barbie website give makeovers during maths class."

So if the 5 classes I'm teaching now fails during exams or monthly tests, you know who to blame. Muahaha!!

And at home, I'm having a fashion show. Almost every night, if I may add. Blame mamaku yg tersayang. She makes us girls walk up and down in our clothes, to test out our clothes and bajus! Sheesh! My sisters are enjoying it but, not me.. Hmmph..

So all and all, through and through, my life isnt that well spent as I may add yet again.

I'M JEALOUS!!

ya.. wtf, I'm jealous!!

Ok, I'm crazy to be jealous over such a small and trivial matter.

OK HELL!!

whatever....

and 9 more days to go..

eeekk!!

The torture of missing your loved ones..

Come back faster can??

Tsk, tsk

I hate that thing you have to do..

And its Saturday!!

i guess when you are working, you don't feel that time passes by you.

i guess all that teaching, not children, but monkeys from the zoo has taken up a whole lot of my energy!! Huahua..

And I'm not used to students greeting me "Good Morning, Miss Suhaila/Teacher" along the corridors. I'm not used to raising my voice at the children, especially a P1 kid, when they pisses me off. And I'm not able to speak English with the students. (I have students from China, from Malaysia, even from Nepal and one from the Bangladesh!! eeekk!!) And I'm not getting their names right. Hmm...

But, but one thing I can say is, they are very, very, very cute!! *senior teacher rolls eyes*

And the staff are very2 nice and warm! And my mentor is actually my Primary School teacher, Mrs Marican. And yes, she was pleased to see me and even more pleased to help and guide me throughout the days here.

Ok, my blog entry is becoming more of a composition right??
Teeheehee!!

And yesterday,

My dearest one had reported for his National Services. So I guess, I will be alone for the next two weeks then. No company!! *sings* "I'm a lone ranger.. in lone, lone country road.."

But he called last night and he sounded quite happy and satisfied but grumbles at the thought of sleeping in a mosquito net. The possibility of... DENGUE!!

And yes, i am going shopping today, alone!! I repeat, ALONE.

Sheesh!!

Well, I better get back to my work now, if i want to be able to go home at 1pm.

(Ah yes, I am in school now, preparing for next week.. Haiz)

I'm starting werk in 7 hours time and I'm not yet asleep...

Eeeekkk!!

*serious butterflies in the stomach*

It seems like woziji.blogspot and gorblok.blogspot and wohuihaohaoguo.blogspot is dead at the moment. Hmm..

And Elektra!! i think I know why "boyfriend" hasn't replied us yet. The reason being: You are not allowed to bring chargers to camp!!

And Iceboy!! You are just simply cute ok?? And all the best with that gerl of yours.. Teehee!! And you are starting Uni term next week. All the best too!! And jiayou!! You know, i know ah huh.. And better make that lunch quick?? Look who's planning man!

I know, I'm having loads of negative thoughts about loads of stuff in my life. Let me tell, there is no other way of thinking positive when you have had so much failure. All the bad experiences somehow just get to you.

And boy, you know I don't wish to lose you again. But let's just take it slow. It may work out as we want to.

To my one and only Din, Fadilah and Saihah, I know I was being very irresponsible today. But I had such a lousy and hectic day that I just couldn't make it. I promise I will make it up to you alright?? Next week lunch, I pay!!

Din!! I love you to death!! No words can describe what you did. *hugs* I promise you will get your treat. I will personally come down to NYP and treat you like a prince for the day!

Huda!! Alamak beb!! Mana kamu si?? Tak balas msg2 saya?? Beep me tmr and meet up on Monday aite??

Ok, toodles!!

I admit, I'm so freakishly self conscious nowadays!!

I was wearing an okay-outfit, I had my natural make up on with flip flops and someone had to bring me to the airport.. Just for Popeyes!!

I kept nagging and bugging him, blaming him for bringing me to the airport in that kind of outfit!! Well, its still further from my home, so I was very uncomfy in it ok??

At least I enjoyed the food!! Teehee.

Induction meeting was today!!

And it was a pleasant experience. The people was nice, the vice-principal was very soft spoken, the staff was nice too but.. It was the children that matters. Well, they were nice and pleasant and I hope my class of pupils will be a little bit better, i hopefully pray.

And the good thing, I can wear anything I like!!! As long as no jeans and low neck blouses!! The Principal is a guy, so I guess, he is afraid nafsu die di-challenged kot!! muahaha!!

And, guess what??? The school has a lift!! Repeat: LIFT!! So i can save all that energy for teaching instead of climbing the stairs to the 4th floor everyday.

Pendek confirm-ly knows my hates of staircases!! Kan, kan?? *winks*

And a total request from him, here is the story for the day..

I was told to take 155 to reach Paya Lebar MRT and me being the most blurrest, dumbass and potek girl, didn't realise that she took the wrong plate coloured bus and landed her all the way to Toa Payoh instead of Paya Lebar!! *smacks forehead*

I wonder, why I didn't ask myself why I was at Braddell Rd instead of Upper Paya Lebar Rd. Duush!!

And I'm Harry Potter-ing on Monday!! Jadi, jgn tak jd sudah eh!! *tenung hard at that someone*

About that previous post, its was meant for someone.. And I know that someone knows it, or else she wouldn't have asked me what my post meant.

Please eh, even if I keep singing that Toni Braxton song, it doesn't mean I'm thinking or feeling heartbroken or whichever. Me singing that song simply means, I just loved it!! OK?!?! So you don't have to go, "Go and call him if you miss him.." or "See la, heartbroken rite?? Feeling sad again??" again and again.

And you for once, don't take my heartbroken-ness for granted!! Oh goodness!! I broke up, so??? That does not mean, you can keep making me harp on it ok!! I hate it!!

Weelll, whatever gerl.. I'm too frustrated for that now.

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Un-do this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart, my heart

If you think that's how I feel, NAH!! Forget bout it k!!

As for now, I'm feeling it and this!!

And yes!! He came over!! (Ok, no surprise. He's been coming over almost every week for free lunch aniway, kan??heehee) Finally, our plans were activated!! So movies-watching baby!!

And "Jangan pandang belakang" was very ermm... Lame and kelakar but there were scary moments. I know I was laughing hard!! At the part, "Bapak kau!!". Kwakwa!!

Rambutans, Air wap, Cakar Ayam, Kuih Bakar and Chocolate Ice cream and, and.. His free lunch, Mama's speciality, Asam Pedas Ikan Pari, dipped that Tauhu in kicap pedas, Wow!! Sungguh sedap hingga menjilat jari!!

"Ghost Rider" was half way through because someone has to werk!!

Moments are gerek with him around and disturbing my computer non-stop for his "Need for Speed Underground". OMG!! I swear when he comes, I'll just shut down that comp plus lock my room too!!

And those who are thinking ways over their heads about us, please eh!! Nothing of that sort!!! We are still friends, from dulu2 sampai lah sekarang!! hurhurhur

And honey, did we just did what we did earlier?? Oh goodness!! "It's so unbelievable!!" *sings to craig david*

Happy Birthday (19th!!) to Miss Angela Yang Hui Hui aka our Xiao mei aka SuperGer!! I wish you all the best to you, for school for your active activities and for everything good in your life!! You know, I love you much and I can't wait to see you at the end of the month k!! Muacks!! *hugs and kisses*

Happy Birthday to that long distance friend of mine too, Zhafir!! I hope you are reading this, but if you are not, I gave that friendster comment too!! Hope you are doing fine over the other side of the globe. I didn't remember your birthday actually, but I remembered your tattoo!!!

Weekends have been loads of lovessss and joysss!!!

I met up with the dearest of mine on thursday!! And I'm sorry for not Harry Potter-ing with you!! But thanks for the trip and the time together..

And ain't I sweet to have visit you at your werkplace. And let me tell, Mal is very good in her customer service!! lembut nye suare dier... weeheehee...

Orchard-ing with Mr Azri!! And yesh, I was wearing so pretty-ly and too lady-like for a simple day like that.

And and... I fell in love with that vintage dress!!!! That dress was calling out to me and yes, it was calling me!! OMG!! I just fell in love at first sight. But, but.. no, no.. Azri won't let me buy it. Reason being: It costs $109!! Grr.. but it was so pretty la!! And the vintage skirts, and the vintage bag and belt!! Just everything vintage ok!!

Cahaya Restaurant for Dinner. And damn la!! The Hokkin Mee is so sedaps and so basah!! Sampai menjilat sudu garfu mee dier!!

To Borders for books! And silly us bought this book, Brainteasers and we spent hours at the McCafe, just laughing at ourselves silly!! haha!!

Here are a few:

If there are 3 apples, and you take away 2, how many do you have??

Ans: 2 apples, cos you just take away 2!

What do you put in a toaster??

Ans: Bread. If you say toast, shame on you!

Take 30 divide by 1/2, add 10. What do you get??

Ans: 70. If you say 25, shame on you too!!

Thanks for the day!!

Oohh.. And I got my posting!! And the upside is, the further the better. The downside, it's morning session and I got posted at Aljunied!! Aaahhh!! Can I just knock heads of the Placement Unit??

I'm the type who don't wake up early and always late for almost everything early!! I can even see it in my head, my students are waiting for me and the teacher is still sleeping like a pig ok!!

Luckily, its only for a year!! But on second thoughts!! Its 12 months!! Sheesh!!

To Miss Nurda darling, Next week we go school together k.. Lunch together, chill together, sume nye together2!! Kwakwa..

To my Miss Jay-Alexander wannabe (Fuddin, I mean!), Please eh!! Do go to school!! You just have 1 and 1/2 more years to go!! And after that, you are done. But whatever it is, I support you all the way!!

To my 3rd boyfriend, *sobs, sobs*

You going NS lerr... Haiz..

One down, 2 more to go... And my Superheroes will be spread to other parts of the world, i mean, Singapore and I will miss them..

But, but.. on the bright side..

By spreading to other parts, means our powers wil be used for the good of others often.

Ok, fine, whatever, I'm CRAPPING!!!

So Superman, you take care, go serve the country, always think of me, oh, me ONLY, and go get more hunky k... I see you at the month, when you book out ok!!

And, and.. Kwakwa!! don't drop your soap often k?? hehe

Bye, bye!!

I love you so much!! And don't worry ah, when u POP, I will be there.. so will the others..

And thanks for all the support, the shoulders, the memories and the years together.

And I will always remember that time, you held my hand tightly, when I was frightened during our adventure at OCH. Hahaha!!

Take care!!

Can I say I adore this guy much???

Because for now, he's the man!!

Thanks for that support dearie!!

And I do wonder how he can be so positive and optimistic and so cheerio, after all that has happened, between us, between him and her, and our individualistic lives.

But, but...

In any way, saya sayang awak!! (even though I did bitched about you back then. I know, Z and Fid knew that!! Keke)

Azri: One Ice Lemon Tea, pls.

Auntie: Home made one, can??

Azri: Oh, I don't want.. *looks at tin cans* Err, Whatever ah, auntie..

Auntie: Whatever ah?? *????*

Azri: Ah, whatever.

Auntie: OooHH!!! Whatever ah!!

HAHAHA!!! Ok, do you guys kind of get it??

There's this new drinks distributed by Yeo's, right?? The flavours are, Whatever and Anything..

Just imagine saying to the auntie, "Auntie, Anything ah..". Muahahah!! I know I was laughing back then. It sounded rude, but blame Yeo's. keke

Another incident was,

Every toilet should have a baldi kan?? (And yes, ainie.. I'm kind of getting my temporary loss of dictionary!! Errmm, what is baldi in eng ah??)

So most of the time, after my fourth sister bathes, that baldi will always be turned upside down. I always wondered why but, I never asked.

So...

Mama: Ayu, when u bathe, u like to sit at the baldi ah??

Ayu: No.

Mama: Why is the baldi always terbalik??

Ayu: *dgn muka selamba* Denggi.

Muahaha!! I think, that sis of mine have too much of Health Education. Kwakwa!!

Ohh, my 3rd boyfriend is NS-ing on Fri. So sad!!! *sobs*

I will miss him much de. Cfm when he gets back, he won't be that cute and fair and hunky 3rd boyfriend of mine de. I bet ah, abit aneh-ish can?? Hehe..

Superman, you take care hor. I lup you much and beep2 and think of your other superheroes k!! *winks*

Life is just one, big daze right now.

Saddening, the main feeling for the week.

I had meet up with that friend of mine. And tks for the necklace. I know, you know, I loved it!

But I'm still wondering, Why did you even bother after all what has happened??

And the funny thing, why did I even bother??

I know, I was saddened by that look into that hp of yours. But I think I took it my stride. But seriously, after all this, why bother??? Haiz...

I've met with that other friend of mine. And I know, he feels it. And I'm glad he realise it, because sooner or later, I may just be out of his life.

Maybe somehow, I feel I could just run away from my troubles and others. Just like a buddy of mine, "air kotak". He's just gone, just like that... Hmm....

I spent quality time with the one close to me nowadays, my Belo. He's just here to listen to me and spent time with me to throw my troubles away. And I seriously thank him for that, even after all that i did and what we went through. *hugs*

And for the record, its been 2 weeks and 2 days exactly, since I talked. And whatever it is, I'm not talking to him, sooner or later.

I saw that best friend of mine the other day and i just wanted not go to werk and accompanied her to orchard and cry on her shoulders all the way. I wanted to... Because I just had too much in my head and so many burdens to throw. *sobs*

But, but.. as least life is a little bit better, in a way or another.

I bought too many, many tops!!! I need to search for skirts!!

But wherever i go, my eyes will be on tops and not bottoms. And Belobacinboncit will be like, "Sue!! skirts, please!!"

Sheesh!!

Since I havent been blogging much about my doings and recent playthings, Here is some of it!!!

I had such a wonderful time watching... Transformers, robots in disguise!!!

Actually, when he asked me out for a movie, I was, "errr...". But I'm not regretting it!! I enjoyed it and it was worth my money and my Nachos!! muahaha.. Tell me, which cartoon movie had this kind of emotional thing, great graphics and nice robots?? This one did!!

And I have been getting rashes lately. That's why I keep turning people down for dates. And I am so sorry!! But it was very red!! And not a lovely sight..

I had my health check yesterday and tell you, it was not a very good experience. It was an embarassing one where u let doctors touch the sensitive parts of you. Seriously, very embarassing and uncomfy!!

But hey, at least I get to see the inside of me, and it was very delicate. Keke..

How I wish I could just pull off all my hair, then cut my scalp, then the skull and take out the brain and put it in a chest and bury it. Then I will be dead and all my troubles will go away ok!!

Grrr!!

Let's see..

I'm pissed, i'm frustrated, i'm depressed, i'm distressed and I'm having such a big, hug, gigantic headache!! Can???

I'm not in the mood for serious talks about commitments, relationships and fcking patch-ups!! Chill ok?? I'm not soooo into that right now!! You said, we were friends and that's that!! Ta da!! Bye-bye, helo!!

And please eh!!! You are just a friend whom I know a few months ago, and I'm not yet that close to you. I contact you for the sake of friendship, and now, you are telling me, please be your teman hidup?? Nak masuk minang and all that!! Just freaking go to hell can?? Asal bbual world je, macam paham je!! And oh ya!! I know you are readng this, so just freaking terase ok!! I will be so glad!!

Sheesh and Geez!! What is this world of mine coming too?? Its terbalik-balik!!

And one more thing, it was ups and downs and upsss again den it was down at its lowest, like low gile, now here's the question.. Should I bring up its upssssss and moments of glory again??

I think I should, shouldn't I??

God is just making me keep my first promise, that is, forever sampai ke tua sampai ke mati, bawak ke kubur.

Lets talk about Saturday ok??

I wanted to talk so much about Saturday event.. (I've been waiting for 2 days ok!!) But the pictures, Sheesh!! lembabs!! *stares at Azri, with a piercing look*

It was a date for us!! (i mean, a friend-to-friend date laaa..)

Cable car was first!! Ok, chill! It was my first and it was the most frightening moment ok!! I was just scared that the wire would get loose and I would die and be part of the sea. I was that paranoid! And Bacin was so irritated and annoyed that I just shut up.. *zips*

And the incident with 'Tuna'.. (not sardine k..) Sheesh!! Nasib baik he looks pathetic, so I would just swing my arms at him!!

And Bacin!! Shut up about that incident in the cable car ok??? *rolls eyes* I know I freaked out but hey, the cabel car was really senget and I didnt want to die!!

Underwater world was next!! And again, I know I'm very kentalic-scared to go in the tunnel because I was scared the glass might break/crack then I will be eaten by sharks!! haha!! kental I know!!

He said that too.. Hmmph!!

And we were the most Jakuns of all jakuns!! Really, really jakuns!! My first at Underwater world!! And the turtles don't look like the typical turtle I see at ponds, the crabs aren't the typical crabs I eat and even the ariwana fish I keep at home isn't the one I see there!! The ariwana is as tall as me, VERTICALLY!! whosh!! I'm not joking!! And My first seeing jellyfishes, which looked to me in my secondary school biology diagrams, Cell Membranes!! Muahaha!!

And ikan pari-pari (I don't know what is called in English!!) which was living in self-denial. It actually thought it is a dolphin and keep flapping its flabby face there!!

The sharks were great!! And big and huge and, and... JUST GEREK OK!! because it was so big and it was swimming and I can see the teeth or gums or whatever it is called!! It was pretty sharp!! *ouch!*

Vivo was next for shopping!! And, and..

A BIG SHOUT OUT TO AZRI BELOBACINBONCITS!!!
"THANK YOU!!" *gigantic, extravagant hugs*

I received 3 dresses from him!! And yes, yes.. It was very pretty!! Very, very pretty-tak-blh-angkats nye!!

Earl Swensens for Dinner!! And dinner was very besar and the Baked Rice was even Besar!! It was so embarassing to ask for take-outs ok!! Sheesh!! We had Smoked Chicken which was very sedaps!! And salad was yummy yum yum!! And, not forgetting my fave, the fries la!! Next time, we take the Ice Cream Fondue k??

VInco Donuts, which queue was inevitably long!! And very long!!! Mom and sisters were waiting like hours for us to come down!! Sheesh!! But the donuts, was very worth it!! Kan, kan??

After the long day, Azri send the girls home. (My mom is still young ok?? Young at heart..)

And it was home sweet home!!

And to Belobacinboncits, Thanks for the morning, afternoon, evening and night!! Which basically makes up the whole day.. And you are one of the very few who never fails to make my day!! And someone dah pandai cam-whore lah!! hehe.. I adore you laaa!! From dulu, dulu sampai lah sekarang!! *hugs and lots of pan-kisses*

And enjoy the pics!! How I wish I could post all 167 pictures, but, due to limited spaces and the stupid slow loading and Azri who haven't even reached yet to install my programs, for now, these will do!!

Nice and Preetti in our clothes for the day!!

Me scared before the cable car ride.. Errrr!!Bacin all cool for the ride!!
In the cable car.. The Jakuns!!
That's Vivo, FYI!!
Fossil-ised Amazed. AAAAHH!!! JAWS!!

Wat I call, a butt crab!! muahaha.

That's a shark face!!Our Earl Swensens Meal for 2..

Thank you

helo *waves*

Its not healthy to be eating and eating and eating to kill my feelings.
Well, thats me.
I eat and stuff myself when I'm just troubled or stressed up.

And all the more, its not healthy to cry and keep hanging on to false hopes.
Like Dee would have said, "Just living in self-denial."

Haiz..

Well, whatever!! Back, back, dussh, dussh!!

Niways!!

A big shout out to MUN!!

THANK YOU!!

Sayang kau!! Haha *jumps up and down*

I know you miss me but you don't have to come all the way to my workplace.
kwakwa..

And tomorrow!! OOOHH!!

Sentosa baby!! Woohhooo!!

Underwater world, dolphin lagoon, dress shopping, 4ever 21, perfumes, jewellery (AAAHHH!!!) and, and.. Swensens!! And National Day preview!! Oh my god!!

Busy, busy!!

To my babe in love, lows of a relationship is essential in a relationship.

Some say its the lows that could bring a pair close and treasure each other more.
But take care ok??

Don't be that down..
My shoulder will be here for you too..
I love you..
*hugs*

I can't wait for Saturday..

*grins widely*

Tuesday, a day of chaos and.... leg pain!! Ouch!! *rubs feet*

Had lunch at KFC, sponsored by the Mother. And that watever Miso-flavoured chicken is very... errr.. not quite to my taste. Like errr, bluek!! But mashed potatoes and you should know how great the mashed potatoes were.. Just Yumsss!!

Vivo for shopping!! And I just wanted to NETS IT! ok!! Forever 21 dresses, tops, overalls!! AAAHHH!!! Grr.. Luckily, my best bitch arrived in the nick of time.

And perfumes at Tangs!! Argh!! I'm still confused about the perfumes!! I think the next time I go there, I'm gonna splurge on that Davidoff Clear Water Waves!! I just loved it!! And CKIN2U ladies, please someone.. Buy that for me ok?? hurhur *in perfume-ation land*

Donuts and yes, Nuts about Donuts!! I swear, we were binging on that!!

And sorry bitch! I know you were pretty late for work!!

And Amin!! Thanks for the handbag and Arnolds!! Ok fine, Arnolds the fish and chips ok?? And, and.. for that stupid lame jokes you made up, which was seriously, very the merepek!! And thanks eh.. *rolls eyes, fold arms* For the "Rudolph the red nose reindeer". Sheesh!!

Chalet at Aloha for Lin and Leh's sake!! It was food and food and more food!! Oh goodness!! And sori for the fries, I know I did a bad job!! Tsk, tsk.

Oh, oh!! Even though I don't think you gonna read this... But niways,

To Zander aka Zhafir,

Take care and bon voyage!! Thanks for the weeks and time we spent together, making fun of each other. And wish you all the best there in the States ok?? Will be missing you..

my best "bitch" (bitch je.. nak taruh boo, lambat ler.. kwakwa)
That chalet/bbq in the dark. The buruk side of us..

Girls, I love..

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

I promised myself I will never cry over this ever again.

I guess, I did break my promise.

And one thing's for sure, love do hurts.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Had that outing-cum-bday celebrations with the girlfriends!!

MadJack for western food which was full of yummm-ness and yes, it was cheap!! , that bday back-to-skool package prezzie which was splendidly pretty, and loads of mengumpats after buka. *looks at Dee* *shakes my head*

Tks girls for the night and the prezzie. FYI, was my first!! Because Im having late birthday celebrations this year! Sheesh!!

And the best thing about the prezzie is, the card!! It states, "Happy Birthday, Sweetie!". AAHH!! hehe

And SHF!! Your hongbao ah, I use the money to cut my hair!! And I bought that pretty dress top which I will pose it off soons!! hehe

Talking about hair *!!*, yes I cut my hair!! And I am not happy with it!! I said, cut just below the shoulder, and the auntie ah!! Grr!! Cut like as if it was free hair on my head. Sesuke hati mak bapak die je!! And yes, heart pain because my hair is so short now!! Tsk, tsk.. I miss my long hair.

Extensions please?? can??

I love you gerls..

That Pweeti Back-to-School Package PrezzieThank you.

Monday, June 25, 2007

helllooo!!

hehe.. So if you people have been reading properly and actually counting down, you should know what day was today..

And yes, yes.. Can I say out all my loves and hearts to my SHF???

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!!!

Tks for spending my birthday hour, for Popeyes, and for Fantastic Four. And thanks to Jon and Jb for chaffeuring me home.

And that birthday song on the bus, it was embarassing but it was sweeeet, coming from you guys!!

And, and.. Tks for the Hongbao!! I can buy myself a beautiful dress!!

And to Azri, tks for accompanying me at the wee hours of my bday and lending me your shoulder when I needed it. And sacrificing your sleep just to layan my karenahs. I know I smell and I can't express much thanks to you. *hugs*

And boy, better get those specs fixed! Instead of crying, you made me laugh!! hehe

To those who wished me, even those I thought who wouldn't remember, A big THANKS!!! *hugs and kisses* and sori i didn't reply!! *90 degrees bow*

I had a almost flat battery and no prepaid left!! I know, what a coincidence!!

And after all that happened, at least when the clock strucks midnight, I smiled to my hearts' content. And thanks, it did made my day bcos you are the first. Bcause least I know you remember and cared. *drops a tear*

Friday, June 22, 2007

*Type, type, surf, surf*

*eating rice with lauk lemak with my favourite tempe*

*hp reads: Denny Takin*

I scratch head, picks up phone.

"Sue, can you come to work at 6.30 today?? I know, its last minute but I really need you to open counter. Ask Din and Saihah along. Thanks."

Tersedak aku kejap!

*Looks up at clock* Time reads: 5 pm!!

Arrrgghh!!

*Calls Hah-Din*

And yes, we did go to work!!! Sheesh!! Semangats kan!!

The shock of the day: Fa-Hah-Su-Din is werking full shift (FYI, 7.30am to 12am) on Saturday and Sunday!! On my Birthday!! And only the four of us!!

Reason: Pasal kite orang empat je yg blh diharap!! *corrects my collar shirt*

Ehem, ehem!!

And Gino is coming down!!! On weekends!! WEEE!!! hehe *childish acts on*

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