okay..
im gonna blog..
NOW!!
haha

jus now in class, i was bored..
so i ask dear Elektra to play wit me..
haha
Hangman..
Tic-tac-toe..
Very the lame..
i noe..
haha

Den he came up wit a game..
Its called the "take-a-turn Poetry"..
haha
Very fUn de..

He will start a lIne..
den i will continue it..

So here goes...

in green is Elektra..
in pink is DD..
which is me.. btw

im tinkin of u..
And i noe u're tinkin of me too..
I'm not lying, its true
Cos u're sweet and u like the colour blue..

haha.. tks for callin me sweet!!
his poem, frm him to me.

Okay, here's another..
And i jus love tis onE!!
keke

Your kisses make me tingle
Your gaze makes my hand fumble
The sight of u makes my eyes twinkle
When u r around, i noe im in trouble!

i don like tis one..
but will write it down..
Anyway..

i wish u are always here
Always near, my dear
If u aren't, u'll make me tear
please don 4get me, please, i fear..

i lose in tis one..
he finish up the last sentence for me..
Sheesh..

Okay..
tis one..
he didn't like..
cos it was too sad..
but its me..
very me!!

touches of sorrow feels my heart
Ripping my fragile soul apart
A knife i'll take, my wrist i'll cut
How i yearn for a fresh start..

Actualli this is so us..
since both of us are like so fricking troubled..
but the knife one is exaggerated abit..
jus literally..
not physically..

dis is very raw n original..
our feelings inside..
plus our creativity
our brains..
we do make a gd team..
Don u tink, E?!?!

so dere goes..
im going hm now..
tata

MUACKS!!!

wOitZ..

AftErnOons..
keke..

juS gOt hM..
hmm, veRy tIred..
bUt Must cHionG mY 2 rePorts..
due tis FridAy..
Haiz..

Ytd, mEt baNU..
At laSt!!
aFter 3 wEeks..
Jus Got BacK fRm lOndOn de..
SheeSh!!

oN the WaY bcK..
MeT heR..
So we wEn hM tOgEther..
DeN sI baCin kOl..
sO wE tHree wEn hm 2geTha..

nIwAy, toOk sUm pIcS wIt hEr..
oKAy, hEre GoeS..

sO haRd tO gEt hEr tO sMilE...

sToiNK fAce...

Keke.. Okay, eveRy One LAugH!!!!

mE anD bAciN!!!!

OkAy, bYE2..

MuAckS!!!

okay..

Let me put this clear to all of u..
who knows abt my situation..
I have so many ppl asking me the same ques. over and over again..

The answer:
Its complicated..
i don noe wat my status is now..
And i don care..
i want to continue my life..
Be carefree..
But i can say,
We are werking things out..
so yup, dere u go..

In the lab now..
Doing my CPSTEC report..
Finishing soon..
I hope..
Jus the conclusion..

Okay..
tonite..
im gonna sleep late..
i want 2 c my kaka!!!
haha
So cUte!!

to E, its not wrong to watch soccer jus for the guys..
At least im intersted in it..
keke

Okay..
off now..
will tok laterz..

CIAO!!

MUACKS!!

hi...

first day of skool...
Very the fun!! haha

Get to c all my cute2 Fwens!!
Rite, marlOn??
keke

But streSS lah..
earlY morning get our papers back..
i failed A paper..
The first paper..

Blame the week of the test..
so many thiNgs happen on The week..
i didnt have the mood to study..
no wonder fail..
Plus here's the catch..
i fail by 1 mark..
AAHH!!

haha

after skool..
wen to tamp..
STARBUCKS-ing!!!
haha
realli a long tiMe..
aT last my caramel frap wen into my body..
sO refresHed!!

chuzzlinG wAs fUn and nOisy..

weN WIt AzRI..
ToT of kollinG dee and others..
but we deCided...
NO...
haha..

Btw, met Syahril and Ain ( dulu name die Faezah.. if u rmbr her )..
Okay, she is so Skinny..
Glad to say tis, but..
TISA!!
she's even skinnier than u...
GoodNess!!!
keke...
bUt her Life..
caNt saY muCH riTe..

okay, the Pics..

tHe sWeet mE!!!

ChuzzLinG!!!! cOnceNtraSI benAr...

CARAMEL FRAP!!!!

mY aRtIsTic shElf oN the moVE!!

the nOisy US!!!

The last few hrs of my bday were not tat bad..

I had 3 cakes to cut.. haha.. Fun de..

There was

• Fruit cake
• Blueberry cake
• Strawberry Cake

Fun rite.. cut cakes.. Den we went out to eat at Jln Kayu.. wen out at 11..jus got back.. Food were not back.. But there were cats and cockroaches.. Wen there are roaches by the side walk, it means its gonna rain.. N yes, it rained.. On the way back.. Btw, Family time was Fun!! it was fun.. With my mother laughin over a lame joke.. But her reacion were so over.. haha...

Oya, the pics for jus now.. jus received it to me.. YEAH...

WiTh eYes WidE opEn!! i reAlise i haVE bIg bubble eYEs..

I like tis pic!! oBviousLy, i Took iT!!

No cOmmenTs!! jUs lOOk and sEE...

WeiRd ppL wIt weIrd faCEs!!

i lIke tIs piC too!! doN noE y...

It was my big day today... but sumhow, i feel it was such a normal day.. Only a few minutes into my bday, tears have alreadi dropped.. Sumhow, the day which i've been looking forward to jus didnt turn out as expected. I tink its the first bday which i don feel like celebrating.. It jus brings back sad memories. Don ask y, jus accept it..

i'll tell u abt my day..

1 pm: Azri came to my house. Layan my sister's lib stuff.. Needed his help. 2 pm: Went out to Cathay Cineplex. Catch a movie. Jus my Luck.. the movie was okay. Ppl who has too much $$ can go watch. Otherwise, Don botHer.. Den we went to eat.. After tat, Went to esplanade.. Sit down.. Take breeze.. haha.. Den we eat ice-cream.. Walk all the way to Raffles.. Den i had to go hm.. Mama kol.. going for Dinner.. But haiz.. as per normal, empty promises.. i tink im so used to empty promises.. so now, im blogging.. I haven even cut my bday cake yet..

to B, im sorry i made u cry.. I jus cant help it.. Mayb u r rite.. mayb the medicine is the disease itself.. But it won happen.. i need to recover on my own.. I jus need time.. Plus i cant help it.. i jus keep tinkin.. He made too many promises to me tat i cant 4get.. I'll try.. Jus a few more weeks..

Will put the pics of today later.. After i get it..

Mayb tis is wat happens when u accept sum1 who is so hard to be accepted by sum1 like me.. But in the end, it jus didnt happen well.. This is wat happens wen u put so much love and hope into sumting but it didnt happen..

Looks like i won get my bdae wish after all.. It was a simple wish.. Gd bye..

tks to the ppl who wishes me all day long..

happy Bday to Myself...

mY saD and sOrrOwfUL dAys aRe OvER!! Let Go le.. Don wisH to fEEL soRy fOr mYSeLf aniMore.. keke

sO nOw iM onE haPPy lUckY gIrL!! wIt hEr biG dAY cUmiN sOOn..

tO mY mOm, iM reALli sAd okaY?? hmmPh... *stIcks oUt mY tOngUE*

yTd, weN to sKooL.. sTresS dE.. MCFA repORt is rEaLLy hArd!! dOn nOE waT to wRIte.. sAMe gOes fOr cpsTec.. sHeesH.. haVen dO yEt and iTs dUe nxT weeK.. aAAhH!! sTreSS de.. tEst iS fIrsT dAy of sKool.. haaha..

sO maNY tHingS to Do.. sO lIttLe tIme..

dEN wEn tO bUgis.. mY liTtle sIs stUff.. thE liB tHing.. sO lecEH!! dEn wALk arD thEre.. suMtIng niCE hapPen.. haha.. vEry cUte and sWEet de..

Den dRopPed at taMp.. boUght macD.. toOk bUs and reAch hM.. ResT.. wAs reALLy tIred aNd laZy..

tO mY dEar ElecKtrA, TKS a lOt fOr The eaRly preSSies.. iT meAns a Lot!! weLL, at least i nOE u toT of mE.. rEAd tHE bOOk.. reALLi tOucHIn!! sOrry i miSS ouR soccER daTE.. i wAS buMped deAd!! soRY2.. reAli.. nxT tIme okay? n i'll pRomISe u i'll wAKe uP!!!

tO my deAr aZri, tKs fOr The baG!! reALi nIce plUS exPEnsIve fOR ur budgET, cOnsideRIng uR fInancEs noW.. c U oN sAt!! PromISe we'll haVE a gReaT tIme!!

tO my deAR dEE, tKs a Lot for ur wISheS on uR bLog.. reALLi niCE N sWeeT oF u!! mAde Me dRop a Tear oR twO.. hehe.. okaI, serIOuslY, iM dead eMo nOwadAys.. hAv a Nice tIme In KL.. dOn 4gEt my soUveNiers.. haha.

okai, iM dONe!!

tata..

mUACKS!!

suM tInG taT i took...

u nOe i acCidENtaLLy adDRessed mYseLf as biG sIS wHIle toKin to hIm.. 3 tImes!!

not jUS oNce!!

caNt heLp iT.. im olDEr dEn hIm..hhaa

hi!!

juS reAch hM..
keke..
fRm bUgIs!!

wEn tO the nAtioNal lIbraRY wIth mY 2 younGest sis..
gO ouT wIt dem..
VerY sTresS!!
u nOe sMall kiDs..
teNd tO rUn aRd..
hEck cAre aBt the sUrrOundIng..
sO, taTS wHy i sTreSS..

hah..
oN thE traIn mY yOungeSt sIs liKE moNkeY..
PlaY wIt thE pOle..
hAiz..
dUusH!!
LucKilY, i luv hEr..
oR eLse, mY hAnd WiLL reAch hEr chEeks alreAdi..
keke

sO oFF we Wen tO the lIB..
cOmplEted heR suPer reAdeR liSts..
haLFwaY dOne!!

deN arD 4.30pm, aZrI caME..
haHa..
mY cHAncE tO b lEfT alOne..
tO thE tOileT i wEn..
caMe bacK..
tHEy wEre haVin fUn
moNkeYing ard..
wIt thE sEats..

thE 2 sIs weRe fIghTiNg oVer the laBtOp..
and bOth of jUS saT baCK and ReLax..
lIsTenIn tO muSic..
waH!!!
sYiOk..

5.30pm - wE weN oUt..
bOughT maCd..
Old cHAng Kee..
TimE wit the sTAirs..
hah..
tOok trAin..
tOok pIcs..

wILL poSt dEm sOOns..
dOn wOri..

gOt hM..
jus..

haVEn baTh..
haVEn eAt..

so..

tata..

bYe!!

MUACKS!!

pix timE!!!

me N mY DarLing !! keke

mY daRlINg sIsTers!! mEnteL dPan cAmerA.. mcM kakak dIer..

maTa berLoloK seH!! btW, tats aIdA!!!

okie..

My day ouT toDay!!
fUn-Ness Like cRazY!!
haha
A rEaLLi deTailEd oNe!!

2pm - Met azRi.. he picked me up.. sO niCe of Him!! wEnt tO the sTatiOn.. i Was cRavIn 4 Old cHang Kee.. I bOugHt nUggeTs and soTonG bAll.. yUm2.. Den We wEnt tO fAr eAsT.. firSt Stop!! eAt laTe lUncH.. BK!! lOng Time nVr eAt de.. hAha.. WenT tO lOOk 4 a bAg.. gOt oNe.. kEke.. dEn wAlk dOwn to hEerEn.. dEn tO pS.. deN waLk sUMmoRe.. tO cIty haLL.. raFFles sHoppIn cEnter.. deN walK summore tO marIna sQuare.. dEn waLk suM moRe tO suNtec.. Den wAlk sUmmOre To esPlanade.. leGs were scReaMin 4 hElp..

MarIna haS cHangEd lIke a Lot.. rEaLLi aLOt.. keke.. wEnt Ard.. nOt eVen haLfwAy.. i haD a heAdacHe.. fInaLLY, rAstaFarI is oPened!! haha.. thE eaRrings arE sO niCE!! itS wAs cAllIn oUt To me but mUst taHan.. fRidaY stILL got lUncH to Go ouT wiT.. keke.. $ neEdEd..

The eSplaNade.. nIce plAce.. ELEKTRA!! i FouNd the teDDy beaR shOP!! keke.. sMall buT nicE de.. we'LL gO oNe daY okai? *wiNks*. yUp, wE saT aT bY thE rIver.. wAiTing fOr niTefaLL.. haha.. tO azRi, sOrrY fOR thE bReakdOwn.. u R sUCh a bIg-hearTed persON.. eVen thOu iT hurts u tO nOe thE tRuTh.. u sTiLL heLp mE thRu.. coNsoLe mE thRu thE proCess.. nOt liKE sUm1.. whO juSt blAbs and sHe nvR stopS.. hmmph.. keke..

7.30 pm - WhiLe waItIn foR nIte faLL, a pHonecaLL sPoiL the moMentum.. haha.. gUess fRm whO? DEE lah!! Revenge tIme!! [i dIstUrb hEr on her dAte so sHe's paYinG bcK!!].. keke.. yeS.. thOse 2 weNt oUt wIthoUt me.. sO saD!! hmmPh.. plUs sHafiquE.. nvR teLL me.. doN fRen u.. haha.. wAntEd tO meeT.. bUt i jUs caMe bcK frM toWn.. i dIdn't waNt to Go bcK.. sO fOrcE thEm tO meEt @ sImei.. keke..

nOeiNg maL was fOllowIn, The gd fRen wHicH was Me *eHem2* weNt tO buGis scUrrieDly.. bUy hEr bElT.. sOri mAL 4 lYing sO maNy tImes!!! keke.. pUnisH me buT afTer mY bDae k.. hehek.. okay

sO mEet tHEm @ sImeI.. WenT tO BK.. aGaIN!! dEn tOk aLot... weLL, iT waS mOnotOnouS.. only me waS tOkiNg.. dUUSH!! dEN mY mOm cALLEd.. aSk mE tO cum bCK.. neeDed sUmtIng.. moThers!!! sO caMe bCK.. sAw mY daD.. hE jUs sHoweD mE the 'fAce'.. u nOe the "i-don-lIke-u-cUmin-baCk-laTe. u-r-a-Girl" face.. hah..

yes.. tats all fOr today!!

caN'T waIt fOr fRidaY.. minE anD syam's bdAe ceLebRatiOn.. plus my besTies.. hmm, n other ppL.. accOrdIng tO dEE..

nOw iTs piC tIme!! fORce theM tO senD mE.. stRAighTaWay.. nOw wAitIng 4 thAt dEE.. sO loNg.. sHEEsH!!

iN thE tRain.. tO oRcHard!!

lOOk cLOsElY...

wHatEVA!! keke..

the chArmeD onES...

my twIn sisTer!!!

the slEnge aNd baCin..

Im sure u noe whO's fInger it is.. Haiz.. keke

lets tok abt the last 2 days..

Sunday:

Morning at 10..
went to azri's hm..
Put my bag dere..
Den we went jogging..
haha..
Semangatz!!!

Walk to bedok reservoir..
And we chiong the track dere..
The sun was like so fricking burning us..
Dehydration..
Can faint anytime..
Den halfway. we went to the bedok reservoir shops..
Buy water..
Nice!!
Den we walk the last quarter of the track...

Sumting funny happen..
We were walking...
Den there was tis stray dog..
Which kept following us..
For ur info, we both were scared of dogs..
Even HIM!!!
haha
Dere was like a time where the dog was jus beside our legs..
Dat was wen we realli freak out..
like really freak out..
Den the dog was like almost going amok...
iTs actions were scary..
Noe rite that dogs can sense fear..
n we were like scared..
So we did sumting funny..
we jus ran and cross over the road..
the dog followed us but wen we cross..
It jus stared at us..
haha
stupid dog..

for those who like dogs, im sori..
i jus don like dem...

Den went bck to azri's hm..
Refresh myself..
Change..
Feel realli stinky..
Sheesh..
luckily, his sister was nice enuff..
keke

Went to have a late lunch..
Den went hm..
n sleep.. till 7..
Syiok..

Aftermath of the run: i have blisters all over my feet..

Monday:

ytd was like the tiredest day..
don noe y..
went to skool like 11..
den ask Elektra to edit my essay..
den i went back..
i don noe y but i was realli tired..
plus i don hav the mood..
After wat happen the nite b4..
Don wish to elaborate..

Went bck..
sleep..
sleep..
and don wish to tink of anything more..

Tuesday:

Will be updated later...

to tat sum1..
im sori..
i promise u..
wen its over..
i'll come bck..
jus not the time yet..

i don noe wat is happening to me..

my brain is breaking down soon..
my eye bags are showing..
my tear glands are jus not dry yet..

i tink im the first person..
who watch a world cup match and im cryin..
who chats wit a best fren..
but tears are rollin for sum1 else..

i tink i need more time...
jus a little longer..

hi...

jus reach hm..

went to skool..
wit azri..
last min plans..

wanted to print sum stuff..

den watch csi season 5..
haha
nxt week episode..
so fun!!

but a bit disgusting..
got crap everywhere..
Yucks!!

Den wen to eat food culture..
tks guys for acc. me..
So nice!!

eat hor fun..
so nice!!

Wanted to meet dee..
but i noe she is bz..

okay...
sum pics for now..
so long, no pic rite...

Enjoy!!

tata...
bye2..

MUACKS!!

blackies for today!!!

messy hair...

hi...

believe it or not..
i jus woke up...
AAHH!!!

nette called me like 3 times ard 8 bu i was dead..
hehe
sorry!!

wat do u expect?
Sleepy..
i cudn't sleep..

At midnite...
Guess wat i was doing?

I was watching a soccer match..
Full Time...
4 the first Time!!!

hehe..

Okay, seriously...
it was boring at first...
But then cursing the the stupid Lampard..
for inaccurate shoots..
It was fun!!

haha..

But in the end, obviously..
England won..
Like duh!!

Tell me..
How good was T&T?
No cute guys...
so obviously..
U can say bye2 rite..
haha

Den finish at 2..

was tinking of watching the other match..
Or is it an encore..
The paraguay thing..

Aiya don noe..

Den still cannot sleep...
Den play ard..
Roll on the bed..
Disturb my sister..
Who was sleeping by the way..
Play with her nose...
Tickling..
Haha..
She got fed up..
She went to my parents rooms..

I slept at 4..
eventually

5 days in the running...
I haven seen my dad..

I don even noe where he is..
He's either home late..
Or im home late..
n he's sleeping..

Niway, i don care..
my mum n siblings are impt..
haha

mal jus went off to langkawi..
will miss her..
LOTS!!!

no one to play nudge wit..
in the evening..
keke

well, i still have dee at nite..

Is it weird tat i cried cos mal is going to langkawi??
haha

actually, i don noe why too...

haha..
im like so emo..
these days..
hehe

its raining..
tinking of going to skool..
but nah!!

jus going out later..
Ciao..

MUACKS!!

today is such a blurry and tiring day..

Let me c..

me, Nette, Jb and Shah is supposed to meet at Jurong East..
At 11..

but as per normal..
i'll be the only one to actually wait..

reach at ard 5 mins late..
At least its better that those guys..
Jb and Nette is 40 mins late..
Luckily Shah is quite early..

Went inside Popular..
Read Russel Lee's book..
I didn't noe dere was a book 13..
No body told me..
Hmmph..
So read like a quarter of it..
den walk ard for teddy bears..

Got one cute one..
Really fluffy..

Den waited for the shuttle bus..
Den our "taxi King" wanted to take his transport..
Taxi lah..

wat do u expect..
frm jurong east to IMM..
I tink the uncle oso got fed up..

Sheesh..
So taxi uncle..
Ur job is to drive ard ppl..
so jus accept ur fate okay..

Niway, the taxi uncle got perked up..
Jus by mentioning..

WORLD CUP!!!

Oh, guys..

Okay, ppl..
he say possibility..
England will Win..

hmm, i wonder...

Den went to eat at Bagus Banquet..
Fried Dumpling Noodles..

Yum2..

Went to Giant..
Bought the milk..

Den check out the food wraps..

U noe, by the name Giant..
The place shud be big rite??
Yes!!

We spent like 15 mins to check out the food wraps..
Den wen found and record the materials..

Kena tahan for security..
no permission granted to record stuff..

I didnt noe u nd permission jus to look at plastic..
Sheesh..

We jus wanted to do our report..
thats all..

Duush..

oya..
met Denny..

he's like in every Giant i go to..

But lucky for him, its near his place..

Den after that, took the bus to skool..
1o5..

it was like fricking hot in dere..
Like sauna session..
n i hav to pay like only 90 cents for it..

It was fricking hot..
Seriously..

we were like perspiring...

Reach skool..
Went inside library for free aircon..
Went up to comp lab..

Met the usual guys..
who go lib to play games..

sat down..
keep cool..

Den went for prac..
the dumb us..
or is it me..
noeing we r polymer students..
go to polymer labs..
but we went to IC lab..
haha

Den went to polymer lab..
Met the TSO..

i tink her name is Hui lan or is it Hui lian..
Aiya..
don noe lah..

got ready for the prac..
play wit milk..
seriously, if u did wat we did and saw wat we saw..
u wldnt drink milk or eat cheese again..

gross..
looks like dried vomit..
BWEK!!

okay..
waited and waited for the thing to boil..
so long...
sheesh..

den lazy, we jus left in the oven..
don noe wat will happen to the milk..
or is it, casein??
okay, casein...

den went to the lib..
continue wit my EPI..
report..
not done yet..
wen wil it be done..
i wonder..
haiz..

Den went off to loyang point..
Sent DVDs..

den go hm..
jus reach hm..

nxt up, i have to study..
for Prodgn quiz..
due tis fri..
haven study yet..

so, tata..

MUACKS!!!

bye..

hi...

miss me?

wat day is it today..

12th June..

12 more days..

YEAH!!!

Mal, Dee..

don 4gEt ye..

haha

okay..

im in skool..

doing my report..

so damn tiring..

im very bored..

to the MAX..

no MIN..

Elektra is beside me..

She jus keeps listening to the youtube mtv videos..

so the boring!!

hehe..

Plus he jus made my stomach painful..

Cos we were laughing while mungutuk-ing org..

close to him..]

Mean kan?

But for the sake of it..

I join lah..

COme on, who don like to gossip..

hehek

Okay...

im fine nowadays..

life's good...

not great..

cos of sum problems still arising..

Over that woman..

its gone..

the fury..

Over the guys..

Its almost gone..

but tats a teeny-weeny bit of side effect..

keke

Niway, i wan 2 be me..

fo now..

i don wan any status bestowed upon me..

i jus wan to go on..

Plus sum1 say tat..

"No use crying over a man.. every drop of ur tears are precious"

kan, kan?

keke

okay..

later..

i wan to ciao..

watch movie..

plus eat!!!

at Lucky..

haha..

i can eat my noodles again..

Yes!!

Yum2..

im hungry..

but i can only bela ard 3 plus..

haiz..

k lah.

i wan to write my report..

CIAO..

DON MISS ME!!

MUACKS!!

AAAHHHH!!!!!!!!

u noe tat in chinese superstitions..
there is tis thing where u can cut out a paper cutting of sum1..
then u hit it wit a slipper...
Repeatedly..
Den u say all the bad curses at that sum1..
i wish i cld do tat..

but too bad..
im not superstitious enuff..
haha..

okay..
ppl, tell me...
do i call every guy i noe..
my bf..
shameless woman..
she accuses me..
she is the one who sins..
she carries all the greatest sins in the world..
i tink there is 7 rite..
im not sure either..
keke..

okay..
hapi moments..

I LUV MY MOTHER!!!!!!!

haha...
ok, who doesn't luv their mothers rite?
but not as much as me..
4 wat reason..
im not telling u y..
keke..
typical daughters..
they oni luv their mothers wen they get sumting they want..
keke..

im so in a dilemma now..

to ones who noes..
i alr told them..
i don wan anithing serious..
but wat is the point..
1 is budging me..
and i cant let go of another..
haiz..
im so screwed..

hey..
but at least i didn't cry ytd..
my first nite..
keke..

i luv myself!!!

4 pulling tis thru...
hard moments..

i luv my best frens..
n tks!!
I wan to thank Elektra 4 lending me a ear..

n i wan to tank Boy..
even thou u luv me, but u help me pull thru my moments..
even thou its painful..

I LUV U GUYS!!!

im alone at hm..
everybody is gone..
some went to the lib..
1 went to play soccer..
1 went to werk..
n me?
stuck at hm..
do my reports..
i have 6 to b done..
1 by nxt week..
5 by nxt 2 weeks..
keke..

wish me all the best!!

tata..

MUACKS!!!

okay...
im really sad rite now...
im crying..
over a lame matter...

i jus went to sum place..
on the web..
where the BITCH..
FUCKIN BITCH..
jus replied...

to my fren...
im sori...
im nt tinking of ur feelings..
but i'll pray to God..
in all my 5 daily prayers...
tat u will nvr b wit her..
AGAIN..
a stupid, assholic woman like tat..
jus not worth it..
u r such a nice guy..
tat bitch..
so not worthy 4 u..
She deserves the mental hospital...
i can recommend her to my cousin..
she werks in IMH..

Tis is my blog..
if my fren not happy abt it..
im sori..
i'm like so fricking pissed okay...
im letting off steam here..
n tis is my feelings..
Don say sori to me..
Ask tat bitch to say sori to me..
She is the one tat is shameless..
Gt bf but go out wit other guys..
Idiot..
so ppl..
learn sumting frm tis..
nvr go JC..
esp the one she goes to..
*evil laughter*

i don like to b called shameless..
wen i did not do aniting wrong..
i don noe wat the hell she wants..
She's jus so damn ridiculous..

i don like to b acused of breakin a r'ship..
wen there is not one..

if that stupid, sundal woman wans to still budge herself..
go ahead..
Now u noe why i say she deserves IMH..

okay..

those ppl who don like curses..
don scroll down k..

May she fail her A'levels..
May she nvr get a job..
may she nvr b successful in life..
May she b an old spinster..
if she ever gets married..
may she gets a pervert husband..
N may she nvr gets any offsprings..

okay..
im done..
i have a lot more curses 4 her..
but tats all 4 now..
the rest, i'll leave it till later..

Jus got bck frm johor..
Very syiok..
haha...

Went to custom-made my baju kebaya..
cant wait 4 it..
will be pickin it up in August..
haha

Went ard..
bought a MNG tee..
only $25..
Singapore money..
for dress down days..

hmm..
okay..
i don noe wat to say..
tata..

MUACKS!!!

P.S: ya allah ya Tuhanku.. maafkan dosa2 ku.. but i jus cant help it.. Amin

i'm so fricking pissed rite now okay...

To the one concerned, im sorry...

But....

She's a damn bloody stupid bitch...

Ppl who go JC r all clever..

but tis one is an exception...

She's dumb n perhaps with a huge ass...

i don noe..

nvr seen her b4..

Moron..

Wat is tis thing abt cover up and indecency..

i was willing to let go for L and his sis's sake..

Den y go n write dumb things again..

plus u did let him go...

now, both of u are single..

so jus back off ah..

Its not like as if im in a r'ship wit him..

So stupid..

niway, 4get abt tis woman..

Jus makes ur day horrible cos she is a monster..

the monster in poltergeist..

so similar..

*evil laughter*

okay, lets abt the past 3 days..

met shah at simei mrt..

took my bag..

take 12 to loyang point..

waited 1 hr for WZ, salleh n Chun mei..

After buying the food..

we went to MacD..

waited for Fad..

4 2 hrs..

play cards..

read mag...

rent DVDs..

keke

After which, we check in the place...

got our rooms..

sleeping place..

waited for ppl to cum..

rented our bikes..

overnite...

WZ cooked us dinner...

Spaghetti..

Yum2..

At 11, we went cycling

Me..

XT..

Lon..

Shah..

Xue Shi..

Jb..

Jonny..

Minutes after..

Zad and Victor join us..

by motosikal..

hehe

To OCV...

eat..

drink teh tarik..

Chicken wings...

Den cycle to OCH..

Scary..

saw sumting..

very panicked..

won elaborate..

den wanted to cycle to geylang..

but back out..

too far..

came back ard 6..

very long...

butt and leg cramp..

Sori guys..

i noe i spoil the nite..
wit my falls and complaints..

Shower..

sleep only one hr plus..

Got abit sick..

giddy and leg pains..

hand pains...

needed my mommy alot..

Wake up..

got breakfast beside me..

so terperanjat..

haha..

Plus sum1 did sumting sweet for me..

tks, Electra!!

Ard 12..

feel like going hm..

feel uneasy..

ask zad for favour..

send me hm..

i tell u.. i'll nvr hitch a ride again..

on a bike..

Scary..

haha..

Came back..

feel sleepy..

so slp again..

wake up..

notin to do..

go beach alone..

Came back..

go cheers..

bought stuff..

BBQ..

so much food to eat...
haha
stomach big..
keke

At 10..
movie marathon..
Poltergeist..
Azri came by..
nice of him..

after which, 9 of us..
bunk in a small room..

4 on the bed..
the rest on the floor..
me..
on the floor..
haiz..

Still cannot slp tat well..
So cold..
frm the room..
went outside..
on the chair..
den feel uneasy..
went inside the room again..

didnt slp..
Azri acc. me...
tok crap..
abt the past and others..
haha

Bathe..
brush teeth..
blah, bla..

wait for check out..
n we bela..

they wanted to watch movie..
but i went hm..
take bus..
den sleep...
haha

okay..
tats all..
i wan to sleep..
nite...
MUACKS!!!

i've missed u.. alot
Sori 4 my actions..

Aiye..
BB is so lagging..
Been waiting for my quiz to upload..
4 the past 15 mins..
so long..

Today nah, early morning...
i have my best, best and best, cute, chubby fren to accompany me..

Guess who is it?
*winks*

Who else among my frens has chubby cheeks which makes u wan to pinch it..
So much..

Its Mal!!!
*hehek*

Yup2, early in the morning..
w/o showering and brushing her teeth..
hehe..
so smelly but still, yet luvlie..
log on msn..
n chatted wit me..
hehe..

Long time nvr meet her alr..
miss her alot..

heheks..

wait, i hav sumting to say and declare..

i noe u guys are worried abt me..
im okay realli..
i jus nd sum time to let go of stuff..
n be on my own..

in front of u guys, is still..
the same, old but yet, SWEET..
susu in front of u okai?

hehe..

okai, the BB is still not on yet..
So lagging..
Stupid skool..
we pay skool fees okay..
but still so ma-fan...

Duush, dUussh...

tata..

i luv u!!
MUACKS!!

don miss me!!!

hi...

im very bored..

U noe, i slept like frm 3 till 7..

So syiok..

haha..

hehe..

hoho..

huhu..

Okay, im crapping away..

My whole family went to malaysia..

So im alone at hm..

Ahh..

didnt wan to go as my jam sickness will occur..

Don like the feeling of wanting to vomit..

Dey went off at 8.30 am..

N dey kol me at 11.15 am..

They were still not in johor yet..

hahha

Padan muka

I woke up @ 6.30 am..

Help them got ready..

8.30am, they went off..

No even a minute they went off..

i alr felt bored..

AAhh..

Den 8.45 am, Ashwin kol me..

M lifesaver..

Haha..

More like bOred-saver..

He was bored as he needed a companion to study..

So ya, i went over his hse..

pick me up at 9.30 am..

Wit his car..

Alr 2 times in his car, i still cant believe he drives..

The car jus doesn't suit him..

keke.

The car is too cool..

Wen for breakfast at the prata shop..

Where he made fun of the prata man..

wit his pronounciation of "Yes.."

haha..

Evil man..

we ate the prata up..

it was like a heavy breakfast..

Met his mom..

surprisingly, his mom rmbrs me..

keke

am i jus to sweet for ppl to 4get me?

keke..

So, instead of study, we were crapping and chatting..

N ashwin felt asleep, at times..

N i had to disturb him..

Obviously, i was like alone..

He had another date wit his fren..

So i ciao at 1..

walk ard abit..

n reach hm at 2pm..

Log on msn..

chatted with kucin, azri, banu, bf and dee..

Ask dee for company..

she got 2 study 4 test..

bf was in malaysia..

so he did not reply me..

Azrie ask for company for dinner..

but im not in the mood..

kucin had soccer..

jus ask me to take care...

obviously i will..

im turning 19 soon..

duh!!

luckily, got hm..

i hav my sweet but distorted lip fren of mine..

to msg me..

same2 bored, so kite msg..

Den i ws hungry..

i cook up a meal..

fried noodles..

it looks delicious..

BUT...

it was burning hot and spicy..

i tink i put too much chilli..

Looks like im jus not cut off for cookin'..

keke

Den after that i fell asleep..

till 7..

log on msn..

n now bloggin..

plus im hungry..

i only had 2 meals today..

So ya..

tats basically my whole day today..

Now, m gonna watch tv..

Bye2..

LUV U!!

MUACKS...

tats basically me rite now!!!

hi...

jus got hm...
keke..

y must u reprimand me?
u noe..
i get stressed n frust at hm..
wen im at hm..
i tink too much..
n i jus break down..
its tat easy y im nvr at hm..
Y i don c u a few days..

U don noe i hav probs..
u don bother to ask..

u don bother..
i don bother abt u..

i don even wan to b in the same room as u..

i sadly say tat..

Niways, im satisfied wit how my life is going now..
So, ya..
Don feel like having a change..
Jus accept it, will u?

I jus don care animore..

mY heart jus fell through ytd..
Shattered into pieces..
I loved u..

i had high hopes of this relationship..
jus like u had high hopes too..
But it jus cudnt werk out.

Why must u be stubborn and let ur feelings control u..
Why cant u think of me?
there is no such thing as safe in a rship..
There's always a risk..

why must u let a guy who used to b in my life
Get btwn us..
is tat a wise thing to u?

And how cud u say that,
the only mistake of urs,
Is to get on a relationship with me?

Is it like wrong to luv sum1..
If its not, y does it feels so wrong..

This heart will take time to heal..

A long time....

hi...

jus now was the moment of my life
where my heart was pounding damn fast...
The fastest it cld get..
pasal bdk dua tu lah..
the mission impossible 4..
haha

yup2...
but everything turn out as expected..
so no worries..
keke

i won say much..
only pics will tell..
Enjoy...

MUaCkS!!

PS: lizzy, get well soon!! tu lah, who ask u to play soccer.. now ur lip is affected.. Sheesh..

Dont b jealous.. i got a kiss!!

sLeePin afTer a LonG dAY..

SweetIe anD cUtiE..

Oh, don Mind her.. sHE liKes tO berAngaN.. aLOt

aZrie, sUe and DEedEE!!!

cUtIe, sWeeeTie and LuvLie!!!

wHat r wE wOndeRinG???

oN the plAtfOrM...

tHE maGic oF mIrrOrs!!

oUr sAd fAces wIll oNlY tEll iN tIme