I didn't realise how I could have hurt you all over again.
But I feel its the best for me and for us.
I can't keep hanging on when I know something was wrong somewhere.

I don't know why but I feel hurt inside just hearing you just now
I felt that I have been hurting you ever since the 2 years ago.
It has been long but I guess,
I'm ending it now.

Now, all I pray for is that,
the moment will never happen ever again
in both our lives.

To Superman, thank you for those advices.
I think, its better that going in circles all this while.

This is a belated post to the pretty 'woman' whom turned 21 yesterday. And she is officially the woman!

Happy 21st birthday! Hope you are loving the life now. All the best wishes from me to you and we shall catch up this saturday! Loving you much more than you do me! Bye, Little miss Singapore Airlines..

My Sunday was supposed to be filled with gossips with my girlfriend but I ended in the hospital for the whole morning plus afternoon.

Accompanied him to the hospital, actually I dragged him to the hospital. His temperature was high, his body was so warm and he coughed like nobody's business. And yes, I confiscated his cigarettes, so no more cigarette until he is fine and well.

And him being sick, was totally annoying!! *shouts* "Mun, kau sungguh annoying!!" He went total ballistic and lifeless, yet his mouth can't stop talking. He complained about every single thing and was so macam a girl. "I got headache, my head is spinning, I can't cough out my phlegm, I can't walk, its too far.." and blah blah blah.. Irritating!

And to see a doctor, we waited for 3 hours. So yes, I could actually stand his nagging and complaints for 3 hours. It was a record..

Fadilah!!!! I need the sheesha pictures!! Fadilah!!!!

and Fid!!! Your secret's out! hahah!

The situation now has been very weird but I am loving it!

Maybe this is something to be happy for, for my own self.

And I'm loving you for that..


I have loads to update.

Sheesha session with my Fa-Hah-Su-Din
My driving sessions
Girlfriends night out
Mustafa sessions
City plaza sessions
Muntazir sessions
My trip to the National Museum and I loved that place!
Prize giving day
Mrs June Lim's leaving
Sports day

Will do it when I get all the pics..

And this I must tell on my next post,
"The day where I find fault with one of my samseng student."
Miss Suhaila-turned-minah rep.
As labelled by my students.

For now, I'm off to bed.
I had only few hours of sleep.

Someone said,

"You need to take that mask off . Show your true self. Think of yourself. Live your life, knowing you are happy with it. I miss that cheerful Sue these days."

Am I losing my own self already?

A fresh mind with a ketenangan jiwa after last night.

At least, my mind is clear and think properly for now.

Johor, last Saturday was so muuchh gereks! Even though it was for a short trip and the traffic was bad and long, still a short getaway from the mundane world, it feels great. Thanks As for everything.... *hugs*

What you said was true, I needed it. And I got it.

KL next mth for my birthday treat. 4 single girls exploring KL, a place they have been onlywith their family and now, going backpacking there. We are going to stay in this wakrak punyer hostel and just have fun for those 4 days.

My chalet, don't even ask me about it. My mother and I am just too lazy to plan anything, but for the sake of holiday fun, we might just make it happen.

Work... I am so loving it!! Next week is my last week of lesson with my kiddos. After the holidays, the 3 weeks will be hand over to the new teachers and we, just relax one corner.. hehe

And, I bought this!

And I love it!!! Love it, love it, loved it!!!

I have happy feet! Hurray!

I do miss all the shoulders when I am in pain.

Perhaps I do miss all the times when I was happy.

And those times, they would cheer me up when I'm just too low.

And those times we cried together for no reason at all.

I can't take it anymore.

I feel that I have been patient enough and doing things the best as I can to make it the same way as it always is.

But, no matter what, something just keeps cropping up with every little thing I do.

Can't you please take some consideration how my feelings are and some things that are troubling me?

And not the part where you are feeling that you are being made a fool again.

I've been informing on the people I hang out with, what time I'll be back and where I am. I do that almost every time.

And I don't go looking for people when I am not supposed to.

And when they bother, I don't even bother! Sheesh!!

I can go mad at this rate.

And yes! Work is important and my top priority because that is the only thing I can focus on to get all the silly things out of head.

I went to someone's blog, and I saw this, "We'll make it thru."

And Superman, I know something is going on.

And I mean it when I say you will get 2 slaps from 6 of us, if you do something stupid.

Hmmph!!

We love you. That's why I don't want you to make the same mistake.