I'm back!!

Last 3 days have been GREAT!! lup u guys!! *huggies-muggies*

Even though plans did not work out that great, we did spent memorable days and nights together. First night was fun even though the uncle spoil our plans but but, we had fun snapping and watching movies together. Plus, thanks for letting me have the whole bed while you guys had to share. To dear 3rd boifren, i really had fun dressing you up. Truth or dare, poker, murderer and blackjack and lots and loads of stuff. Tv-ing togther and criticising and men-cair-ing due to Singapore idol finalists.

2nd night was the day of total craziness!!! Cycling 80km in the wee hours, seriously, not fun, for the legs and shoulder and hands plus fingers. The rest of it, WOOHOO!!!!!!!! i luv it!! Cycling through Changi Airport, ECP, Bedok, Geylang for roti john, mee goreng, murtabak and teh tarik, back to Simei, Tampines and Pasir Ris. The way back, i've never done anything so dangerous. Cycling the roads which buses and taxis in the early hours was damn SCARY!! We were cycling and imagine taxis and buses were just less than a metre away.. Sheesh. Plus almost had a heart attack there when Xiaomei fell from the bike in the middle of the road. Luckily, traffic was not heavy.

To sum up, I WILL REMEMBER THESE DAYS!! THE MOST ENJOYABLE MOMENTS WITH MY FAMILY!!

Ciaoz`

My SHF! I love them Loads!!

Official SuperHeroes!!

today, im gonna write mostly in malay and little of english. Sorry for the non-malays!!

okay, seriously, i just tak faham what the hell is in your mind. Macam budak-budak kecik. Sori, Shah but i think i have to write this. I need to vent my unsatisfaction sumwhere. Tried the paper plane method tapi semakin geram pulak aku!!! One whole night i was pondering, i mean.. Y??????? im looking forward to all the best2 punye times for these 3 days and i will not allow anyone to hapuskan that wish of mine. macam tak masuk akal kan. You planned it tapi you destroyed it in the end. Like damnit, man. Yes, i want you all to have the heart to forgive him. I don't mind what he did but i need sincerity. I seriously tak suka paksa2 org tau. And kalau rasa dipaksa, jgn datang kan lagi bagus. Now, im stating.. "Gasak kau lah!! buat pape yg kau suka asalkan tak affect kan kite sumer.."

okay, im done!!!


Dear loved one,
i really meant what i say. You want to play me, you tell me. Don't do it behind my back. I don't want to have to hate someone another time for playing me. At least if you tell me, i can still be acquainted with you. I know and trust you won't do this. I mean, you are too nice for all this but i'm just saying. Preparing myself for the future. Plus if i'm the one playing, i'll tell you.. tit for tat, okie dokies??

"The foolish man seeks happiness in the distance, the wise grows it under his feet"

James Oppenheim

I was surfing the net and came across this quote. This sounds kind of true. You should not seek the happiness but instead enjoy the things around you and enjoy it. If look from another perspective, things happening around you, when treasured is the happiness you maybe looking for.

I need my rest now. If i don't rest today, you will find to visit my funeral on Thursday, keke. To SHF, looking forward to the rest of week.. We'll tear the house down!! hehe

bye2.

MUACKS!!

DAY TODAY!!!

Nitey-nites..

its 7.40 pm and im updating this blog.. I was sleeping just now, was very sleepy and i got a call.. The moment i saw this name on my phone "Chua J.B", i immediately woke up!! all freshed up!! we talked for a while, about preparations of the chalet and yes, we chatted, happily.. It was very nice to hear to laugh and joke with me.. *loves*

And he can still say, things happen, u can still enjoy your day ah.. hehek.. Eh, i was like sad the whole night and i'm entitled to a day of fun.. Btw, when i got the msg from BF, i leave out a sigh of relieve.. Pweh!!

After which i slept again but with a smile on my face.. A few minutes later, i got a msg from E about the news.. Why must all this happen at a straight shot? This is a test of God to him and us.. To PB, take care aite?? The best we can do is to give you our encouragement and support.. But you have to be strong.. If not for yourself, at least for ur family and us.. i believe we all dont want to see you fall down after all this.. And we are being strong, well, at least im trying to be.. Okies?

Guys/Girls of SHF!!! i realise we haven't taken a family photo before.. Must take it okay?? den i can put in the blog..

Ciaoz`

MUACKS!!

DON MISS ME!!!

haloo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today nah, today nah... i spend my day with my dearest, dearest and cutest and sweetest (but not as sweet as me.. hehe) boyfren of mine.. the real one.. not my 2nd or 3rd.. hehek.. AT LAST, I KNOW!!! im sorry if i neglected you and spend more time with my friends.. SORRY!!*90 degrees bow*

First stop, FOOD CULTURE!! i miss my chicken hor fun and he misses his ban mian.. so syiok!! after which, we made an impromptu decision to Pasir Ris Park. Spent the whole day there!! To SHF, I CONQUERED THE SPIDER WEB!! no need to wait for u all, hhmph... Den sat by the beach, where we were playing a fool and mengutuk orang.. hehe.. Plus i put glittery lip gloss on Azri's lips. So nice!! haha.. he was tasting the gloss and you should have seen his face.. (Dee, die ckp kau giler.. rasa2 gloss sedap..)

Plus my mouth was like a train for the whole day.. non-stop seh.. Know what that guy did?? HE FARTED AT MY FACE!! DISGUSTING!!! GRR.. believe me, i was quiet after that.. luckily there was no smell.. or i would have fainted.

At the end of the day, he said, "thanks for spending the day with me!!" and kissed my forehead.. Cair lah.. haha.. Y? one, he never ever said thank you before when we go out together.. n usually, he does not give me a flutter-kiss-on-the-forehead to sum the day up.. Plus we did not quarrel the whole day.. AHHH!! Sweet okay?? haha.. So now, im like all smiles!! *grins*

niways, it was much funs!!!!!!! love, love u.. MUACKS!!

fOoD cuLture

trYin tO be cHeekY

SWeeT sTUFF

bY thE sEA, MakaN aNgIn

CRANKY!!!tHoSe The lIp gLossY lIps!!

why must u do this??
do you think it is nice to make us worry about you??
haiz..
Maybe you just need the time to be alone.
We dont know wat is wrong with you..
but i hope things will work out fine..

Today whole day.. you can say it was fun.. but on the other hand, it wasn't that great at the end..
Afternoon, i went to the library.. borrowed loads of DVD.. waahh!! can keep me company for the week. Den wen to play sports.. Badminton, volley ball and Basketbal.. I got blue black on my arm.. wah!! followed by a hit on my stomach by the ball.. and i got stepped on my foot plus i got knocked on the head by the ball and xueting head.. WAAH!! why so i always get hurt when play sports?? Sheesh.. After which, we buka puasa at KFC.. And thats when all started.. Haiz..

Pics for the day..

Bye2.. today, no kiss and no dont miss me.. cos i don want you people to miss me when im not sober and cheerful.. mmhmm..

My best bUddies

Shortest to tallestso now can you imagine how tall he is compared to me?? basketball head!!

LOVE THEM LOADS!!! *hugs and kisses*

okay..

few stuff that happen today:

1) i forgot about the slumber thing happening.. sori again..

2) Cried when listen to the song, 'Hurt' by Christina Aguilera.. Sedih nak mamps!!

3) Got perked up by the song sent by conditional Bf.. tks!!

4) okay, read properly!! SYIMIR SAID I LOOKED PWETTI IN MY PIC!! AAAHHH!!

5) again, read properly!! SYIMIR SAID MAL N ME LOOK SO JAMBU IN THE PIC!! AAAHH!

6) stomach pain.. been laughing alot due to syimir's stupid lame jokes... he asked me to bath in paint so i will look fairer.. DUUSH!!

sick like.. really damn sick.. really hate it.. the nose, the voice, the heatiness.. AAHH!!

to dearest dee and fwens, im sorry!! i forgot about it.. heehek.. really sori!!

to Powerboy, u just have too much in your head. u need time to relax.. Looking forward to our 3 days, 2 nights together nxt week!! how much fun it will be!!

To that sum1, i hate it when u bring up the topic. I've hated myself for the trouble i looked for.. i hate it when we have to go through it all over again.. You think its hard for you to accept me wholely. How about me? You think its easy for me?? do you know whenever i think of it, i start to hate myself and sumtimes, label myself for all i did.. i don like it..

Yes, i'm back to my old self.. and i'm glad because i feel happier now. And im not willing to give up my happiness and cheerfulness and my sweetness and cuteness (ehem, ehem..)over sorrows.. Im determined to live my life like i've always been.. and not to take things for granted in life..

okies, signing out..

Ciaoz`

ChaNges are Jus essential in life

It can either make you or break you

As for me, it breaks me..

woohoo!!

a day out with my loved best friends!! plus loads of pics..

as per normal, I was fasting today. So told my best friends to eat out first and they went Seoul Garden!! sobs, sobs. i miss that. So parted with my boyfriend, meet them up at ard 3.30 pm, off we went to watch "break-up"..

Seriously, i don't like the show at all. I DON'T LIKE THE ENDING!!!

Den we went Heeren, HMV, and at last, home!! tired.. legs are killing me!!

Stuff happens along the way.. hehe. to dee, im sorry!! made her irritated for a while there.. but it was funny lah.. and mal, with static thing, seriously, aku tak faham pun benda nie sume.. maybe aku ter-charge lebih tak.. haha


BYE2..

MUACKS!!

The LOVed ONes!!

PWEETTI IN SPECS!!!

PS: too many pics.. this is for now!!