it took a long time to suppress it..
but nowadays, its awakening again..
i'll be lying if i say im not tinking of it..
i still do sumtimes..
n i feel sad wen it happens..
it hurts..
still..
jus trying my best to suppress it..
i noe my life is never gonna be the same..
there will always be tat black patch..
but i nd to live on
Cant be harping on the same old thing..
i had a dream jus now..
N i wake up crying..
at least i noe subconsciously..
its still there..
to bebo,
don wori..
i understand..
u r bz
wit fyp, skool and upcoming ITP..
i'll wait for 3 weeks..
Den we have fun aite?
the overnite stay..
the zoo..
n lots more..
*winks*
ok..
ciao..
MUACKS!!!