Had that outing-cum-bday celebrations with the girlfriends!!

MadJack for western food which was full of yummm-ness and yes, it was cheap!! , that bday back-to-skool package prezzie which was splendidly pretty, and loads of mengumpats after buka. *looks at Dee* *shakes my head*

Tks girls for the night and the prezzie. FYI, was my first!! Because Im having late birthday celebrations this year! Sheesh!!

And the best thing about the prezzie is, the card!! It states, "Happy Birthday, Sweetie!". AAHH!! hehe

And SHF!! Your hongbao ah, I use the money to cut my hair!! And I bought that pretty dress top which I will pose it off soons!! hehe

Talking about hair *!!*, yes I cut my hair!! And I am not happy with it!! I said, cut just below the shoulder, and the auntie ah!! Grr!! Cut like as if it was free hair on my head. Sesuke hati mak bapak die je!! And yes, heart pain because my hair is so short now!! Tsk, tsk.. I miss my long hair.

Extensions please?? can??

I love you gerls..

That Pweeti Back-to-School Package PrezzieThank you.

helllooo!!

hehe.. So if you people have been reading properly and actually counting down, you should know what day was today..

And yes, yes.. Can I say out all my loves and hearts to my SHF???

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!!!

Tks for spending my birthday hour, for Popeyes, and for Fantastic Four. And thanks to Jon and Jb for chaffeuring me home.

And that birthday song on the bus, it was embarassing but it was sweeeet, coming from you guys!!

And, and.. Tks for the Hongbao!! I can buy myself a beautiful dress!!

And to Azri, tks for accompanying me at the wee hours of my bday and lending me your shoulder when I needed it. And sacrificing your sleep just to layan my karenahs. I know I smell and I can't express much thanks to you. *hugs*

And boy, better get those specs fixed! Instead of crying, you made me laugh!! hehe

To those who wished me, even those I thought who wouldn't remember, A big THANKS!!! *hugs and kisses* and sori i didn't reply!! *90 degrees bow*

I had a almost flat battery and no prepaid left!! I know, what a coincidence!!

And after all that happened, at least when the clock strucks midnight, I smiled to my hearts' content. And thanks, it did made my day bcos you are the first. Bcause least I know you remember and cared. *drops a tear*

*Type, type, surf, surf*

*eating rice with lauk lemak with my favourite tempe*

*hp reads: Denny Takin*

I scratch head, picks up phone.

"Sue, can you come to work at 6.30 today?? I know, its last minute but I really need you to open counter. Ask Din and Saihah along. Thanks."

Tersedak aku kejap!

*Looks up at clock* Time reads: 5 pm!!

Arrrgghh!!

*Calls Hah-Din*

And yes, we did go to work!!! Sheesh!! Semangats kan!!

The shock of the day: Fa-Hah-Su-Din is werking full shift (FYI, 7.30am to 12am) on Saturday and Sunday!! On my Birthday!! And only the four of us!!

Reason: Pasal kite orang empat je yg blh diharap!! *corrects my collar shirt*

Ehem, ehem!!

And Gino is coming down!!! On weekends!! WEEE!!! hehe *childish acts on*

MONDAY:

It was Lin's birthday picinic and gosh, wasn't it a long wait??? *looks at Lin*

Canadian Pizza, late night picnic-ing, girls talk and toilets incident! *looks at Naz*
And, and.. *looks at Fid and covers face*

That freaking most embarassing and the most stupid thing I said and did in my whole life!! Grrr!!

And Lin, don't you just love the flower and teddy and those stuff you had to carry home..

I know, we foursome are just so sweeet tak terhingga kan, kan..

TUESDAY:

My lunch date with Mr Azri-belo-bacin-boncit!! Pay day and guess what he belanja me??

Popeyes!!! WEEE!!!

But, on second thoughts, Popeyes??? Pfft.
hehe..

But, but.. On compensation sake, it was "Bumi bergegar" at Swensens!! It was just.. DEEEELICIOUS and mouth watering!! Yummmsss!!

But, the ultimatum of the day: My computer broke down and it had to be reformatted!! grr!! damn!! Stupid Farhana song and that LG phone!

WEDNESDAY:

And again, it was another Azri-day!! My boredom saver of the day!! That computer breakdown, made me realize how much I depended on computer for personal entertainment. ( macam kenal je line nie.. *grins at Mal*)

Mother, Father, Sisters and Brothers all gathered in the room, surrounding Azri to restore that computer of mine. And, I swear, we shouted like as if, Singapore won the World cup!! Muahaha.. Ok, Bullshit, i know..

Lunch at home, prepared by my Mama for my boredom saver..

Azri, ikan masin je sedap?? hehe

And belo boncit!! THANKS ALOT x 10!!! I just can't express it enough.. hehe

And I heard, someone was lying through his teeth there.. Ish ish!! Dosa tau tipu gerl-friend!! Kwakwa..

After which, Tampines for a movie with FaHahSuDin!! And Shrek 3 was funnnniii!! And chatting and doing stupid things was so.. FUN!! And french fries, and food culture and the coughs and pic whoring, BEST!!

I lovey, lovey, lovey them loads!!

FYI!! My burfdae is in.. 3 days!! So get your pockets ready ok?? Muahahah

That chocolate of mine has been the most loving, patient-est and sweetest to the maximus. And thanks for that support and comcern and endearing moments of yours for me. I lovey, lovey, lovey, lovey, loooove you!! *gigantic hugs and kisses*

And, and… FINALLY!!!

“ Fa- Hah- Su- Din ”

For the first time in loooong time, we four got our breaks together!! I guess, Kak Adzlin pun dah fed-up/mlsnaklayan our karenahs. When asked, “Nak pegi break??”, each one will answer, “Abeh dorang??”

Hehe.. Sehati sejiwa sehidup semati!! Macam paham je aku nie eh!!

Work has been so tiring and so cramps-full!! Can I just kill all the customers of my workplace??

I so hate it when customers don’t weigh their vegetables and fruits and WE, cashiers have to run to the end of that giant place to go for them, especially when I get the back counters.

And I soooo hate it when I don’t have a packer and customers come with one or two or even, three trolleys full to the brim with their items. Are they shopping for a year supply or what?? Sheesh!!

I also soooooo hate it when I get the express counters and I have to say, “No trolleys!!” a gazillion times. Can’t they just read the sign, “No trolley, please.”?? Are they just blind?? The sign is so freaking big!! I guess, most Singaporeans have myopia.

And not say I hate it, but it’s just irritating when on days where cashiers are just vulnerable to making mistakes, kanchiong-ness and overwhelmed by the long queues. Then, they will be, “Sue!! ID!”. And not once, but 54637389 times!! And I would be doing my counter and I would get distracted then I will be vulnerable to making mistakes. And when I lend them my ID, I would be searching high and low for the cashiers to get my ID back. Sheesh!! Work Life!

Luckily, I love the cashiers there, or else, Duush!! Kena hentam by me ah!

Tell me; are all the supervisors/managers dead?? Where are they when you need them and when you don’t, they are sprawling all over the place?

See, see?!? I think if I have to stay there for a few mths more, you might as well bury me. I’m so not willing.

The willing part: Counting the money, my in-between breaks and my wee hours picnic with the cashiers. That, I like.

Life is just so tiring and so, so busy and fussed about. Someone, Help...

B4 I forget..

Happy 20th Lin!!

Simply short and simple..

The day of fun, laughter and just happy-ness for me…

Girls talk and chilling outs!!
I just love you girls!!

And Din!! Let me kiss you can?? I promise it will make you a man, than the ‘sister’ that you are now. Hehehe. I know you are blushing..

And Mr Aneh.. (oops!! Okies, chocolate.. Sorry!!)

I’m sorry for those quiet moments. And yes, I do keep quiet when my thinking cap is on. And hey, I enjoyed the night!! N those stupid faces practice we had just now. MUACKS!!! Lup, lup k??

It just hurts me a lot to know that you forgot. The more I think about it, the more I cried. It just hurts me, that deeply..

On a brighter side of life, I'm spending my birthday hour with my SHF!! oh goodness!! I just love, love, love and love them!! To the maximus!! hehe. I'm so looking forward to it!! With popeye's, Movies, chilling and chilling and driving, accompany-ment of the car!! WOOHOOO!!!

As requested by Hui Hui Meimei, I’m gonna do this. And this is the first time I’m doing something so silly and this taggy-maggy stuff. So here goes:

6 things about me, which I feel is weird:

1: When I know I’m gonna cry and my minds tells me not to cry, I would take a bowl of rice in front of me and eat it. As my mum always say, “It’s sinful to cry in front of food.” Silly, I know…

2: When I am pissed/angry or just fed up about something, I would go to my kitchen and cook oyster fried rice. Or just the other day, I was pissed and I baked brownies at 2 am in the morning. Hahaha!!

3: I have a fetish for pinching butts. So at home, my brother’s is the one to suffer!! Muahahah!! *pinch, pinch*

4: When I am damn hyper, I can talk and talk and go on and on, NON-STOP for long. My record: 2 hours, NON-STOP!!

5: Let’s say, I’m bored. I would find a straw and continuously bite into it.

6: I eat rice wit fork and noodles with spoon. That, so many, many, many people have said, “That’s weird!”

You tell me to get used to it, but it’s just hard for me. I miss you and every touch I feel, is just a remembrance of yours.

N i'm sorry.........

THE ENTRIES OF DEDICATION!!!

I know this is really, really late entry and I know some one is gonna be pweeti mad at me, because I forgot about her birthday and I missed wishing her by just an hour. Sheesh!! *knocks my head*

So to Banu Darling, I love you loads and HAPPY, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!

Hope u had a fun day last week on your birthday and yes, yes.. Well wishes to you! I love you loads and I miss you loads too!! We will meet up at the end of the month alright?? Our own birthday celebrations plus I still owe you your prezzie!!

And, yesh!!An entry for you. First things first, GROW UP!! MATANG LAH SIKIT!! Sheesh!!

You are reporting for duty tomorrow for goodness’ sake. And your thinking and behaviour is still unchanged. Hope when I see you the next time, you are that matured and civilised and not-corrupted police force man that you should be. Kwakwa!! Happy NS-ing mister!! *salutes*

And, and… Treat your girlfriend well, not for the sake of her or yourself but for the both of you. Get it?? Both of you!!

And it was nice to catch up with you after so long..

And to Fadilah, Fuddin and Saihah, (I need to take pics with you sey. I have nooone!!) Thanks for all the laughters and stupidity and crazyness at work. Even though work was tough and hard, your presence-s just made it worthwhile. And Fadilah!! You are 18 for heaven’s sake!! Don’t be like a childish 10 year old. KEKKE!! And that dirty talk from me yesterday, I think just made you 4 years older. Hehhe! Kan Din??

And yesh, yesh.. Long live Fa-Hah-Su-Din!!

And beb, don’t be sad and keep tenung-menenung je. Cheer up a little ok?? Whatever will be, will be. Maybe like me, its just one of the heartbreaks you have to go through, in this quest of the right love. I’m sure she will come through it and confide in you what she feels. As for now, Cheer up and remember, my ears, mouth, shoulders and my whatever-you-need will be there when you need it. Chalo malo!! *big hugs*

Somehow in some way, you just made it all right and perfect in the end.

And it was a silly but yet, sweet surprise… And I just love you for that. *big hugs*

I’m just hoping to let go than to just hold on.

I guess I just don't believe in third chances;

And that's something which keeps holding me back.

“Marilah kasih
Marilah sayang
Hadirmu engkau lah segala nya

Marilah kasih
Marilah sayang
Kehadiranmu membawa cahaya”

Okay, I just love this song!!! With his voice accompanied by the guitar, it was just perfect and soooooo merdu.

And I know you people haven’t heard it. The reason why: It’s Mun’s original song, which mean he wrote it la. And, and.. I don’t know why, I just fell in soooo in love with it, I find myself singing or humming it almost everytime!!

Maybe like you said and I realise it, perhaps this song would probably has its dedication and meaning to someone, and that someone is pretty lucky.

And I decided not to jaga tepi kain I in the matter, because I know, I don’t want to know. I’m just gonna wait for it and see how it develops. I don’t want details, until you tell me.

And people!! I made it!! I made it into NIE. Accepted and approved!! WEEEE!!!! And hopefully, if nothing goes wrong, I will be deployed to a school where I will be training for a year. Repeat: a year, which seems pretty long to me. And I just can’t imagine myself waking up early in the morning and going to work early when me, myself and I just comes late everyday for my current job. And Imagine me hearing to that national anthemn every morning like I did for that 10 years of my education. Sheesh!!

Now, when I got what I felt I wanted, I keep asking that question: Am I really gonna be a teacher? Is that what I want and is that my passion or am I just pursueing what my mum wishes me to pursue?? I wonder… But hey, whatever, passion or what, I know I am happy and delighted that I’m accepted.

And I’m sorry for yesterday. I didn’t mean to make you angry by calling you names and no, I don’t want anything to singgah-menyinggah, not even a short while. And I’m sorry for causing you trouble and create hatred in yourself. I’m sorry.

And please eh!!!! I don’t keep comparing our heights okay?? I just love to look at shadows. I’m soooo over your pendek-ness alright?? Hmmph!! *rolls eyes*

And, and, and…. *ehem, ehem* 18 days more!!!

Friendships are like roller coaster rides, They have ups and downs just like the tides.
So many things can go right or wrong,

And yet a friendship can last really long.

Some friendships last for your whole life,
While others end with a stab of a knife.


And as for you, dear friend;
It's up to you which road you choose in the end.

Love is more than just a feeling: it's a process requiring continual attention. Loving well takes laughter, loyalty, and wanting more to be able to say, "I understand" than to hear, "You're right."

Can I say something???

I JUST LOVE MY CHOCOLATE BOY!!!

And surprise, surprise and hello, hello!!!

My chocolate boy brought me to Snow City!!

A pretty long journey, which first half was blissfully full of laughter and lesbian-ness with the girlfriend, and second half was filled with loud voices from me!!

And Snow City was so filled with jakun-ness and laughter and screams and pictures!! Not forgetting loads and loads of snow!! It was extremely cold!! Like COOOLD!! Freezing and mucus-infested!! And the slide, WEEEE!!! Hehe.

And Pendeks, isn’t it nice and better and sweet if you are always cheerful and happy like just now? I know I loved u that way, than that silly old, grumpy face you gave me almost everyday.

And thanks for listening and caring and taking special note towards my feelings, even though you're hurt by it. That trust and loyalty issue, we will nurture it, together. You are just the sweetest boy. *wipes tear drop*

*Brightens up* And, and... Fly kite, Underwater world and DHL balloon, here we come!! keke

Welcome to the month of… June!!!!!!!

And, and… Countdown to that most looking-forward day: 23 days!!

And preetty please eh, get your ka-chings-ka-chings ready, because Sue here is gonna ask for a lot for this year. *counting fingers for presents*

And, and… Hurhur… Pendeks!! Yours will be the most wanted! So better save up more for the month. Kwakwa!!

As for the to-be-20 girl, I have been eating alot!! My cravings just come and go!! And Imdad say, "Something is wrong when you have cravings ok." Crap!!

But can I say my utmost thanks to Din??!?! The one person who have been accompanying me frequently for my supper cravings, till he reached home at 4am and he is skooling at 9am later. Sheesh!! I do love him for that!!

And we had Ayam Penyet, Nasi Lemak, Roti John Special and Roti John King, Western Food at Abg Botak's kedai. And also, thanks to Botak, who actually waited for us to come and kept his shop in the wee hours when his shop actually closes at 2am!! Muahaha!! And those free chicken wings, deeeliciiouz!!

Work has been awfully tiring and boring. Because my “gay-friend” is not around. Oh Goodness, I miss him la!! The most I missed is his screeching like some freaking tires!

And, this week has been full of disappointments, with the cancel appointments, the never-came late phone calls and that freaking fights and misunderstandings I have.

But life is great and different and I just love it for the way it is!! *crapping like crap*

Don’t you sometimes detest that somehow, somewhere there is someone who is able to read your thoughts and able to predict what you are doing or what you are about to do??

Well, I do!!

And I just hate it! Hmmph!! Because there is no way I am possibly able to hide stuff from him. Or perhaps even lie! Grr…

And to my dearest, dearest loved one…

I’m sori.. Ok, its my fault! I’m pathetic, I don’t even know how to spell your name. but seriously, is it muhamad or mohamad or muhammad or mohamed or noor or nor?? Ya, ya.. I’m such a pathetic girlfriend. I don’t know this or know that, after a year of friendship. And yes, you are disappointed in me. And I’m sorry!! Well, u always called urself Matno, I didn’t bother about the name and u seldom use ur full name! You can't blame me all for it! *finding excuses for herself*

“You love me but.. You don’t even know my name”, he said.. He’s mad at me, isn’t he?? Sheesh!
But hey, as long as I recognise u and love you, names don’t matter right?? *grins*

I LOVE YOU OK, MISTER?? *hugs tightly my chocolate guy*

After a very, very, very, very long time…

I finally got my most wanted and missed “Family” outing.

Seriously, I missed those harmony and fun and laughter among us. And we got just that for the evening.

Donuts for appetiser!!! And we bought a dozen + 2, which means its 14 donuts altogether!! Chocolate Cinnamon, Stormy Peanut, Hazelnut Delight and Sa-shi-mi!! We were cursing because our most favourite, Chocolate Delight was not available!! Grr!! But, but.. we were like… WEEE!!! “Donuts-donuts for me!!” hehehe

Headed towards Breeks and we had best times of the day!! We took a pretty long time deciding and debating and 7 of us were ordering food and more food and more food, like nobody’s business. It was like as if Breeks was giving away free meals. We were passing food around, plates all over the table and yes, there were no table manners! But the shock of the meal was the bill: $195.65.

That was the ultimatum; Sue sue and Xt jie had to pay. Sheesh!! But it was good food that we just can’t resist, especially the soup. It was creamy, and concentrated and oh gdness!! *drools*

After some donuts and lots of good food, Ben&Jerry we went!!

We bought these 6 scoops of ice cream, called “Merlionster” and oh-my-god-how-heavenly it was!! Spoons spilling around and loads of ice cream grabbers eating and eating and the bowl was like moving around. It was just a joy and there was this love and chemistry among us which I missed, with Angela crapping and us laughing and tearing till my stomach hurts. We sat and crap and talked and we were the honorary last 7 customers of B&J. I think we sat at B&J over their closing time. We left at 11pm le!! And, who the hell put that mint ice cream in our Merlionster, you guys know I don’t take mint!!

And to my Superman, Elektra, PowerGer, PowerBoy, SuperGer and Iceboy, I LOVE YOU GUYS a lot!!

To participants of Poly 50, all the best and happy training!!

To the 3 SHF NS-to-be men, be prepared to protect the country. And you people are gonna be missed. I know, when I send you guys off, I’ll cry!! *sobs* hehe

And to Jonathan Big Brother, have a happy relationship with your new found partner. She is sweet and yes, pretty. Don’t take my werds to heart alright?? *winks*

And to Xue Ting, hope you had a pleasant evening and again, happy 20th birthday!! I love you!! *many, many hugs and many, many kisses*

Preetty Family Photo!

It was a great and nice and fun yet formal day, my Graduation Day!!

And wohhooo!! Yesh, yesh, I have gotten my diploma ler! I was looking at that piece of paper and that one piece of paper cost me like $3000++. Sheesh!!

Well, I’m not trying to feeling2 it but hey, it was true I came to school grandly!! I came in a Mercedes car and with my dad in the front seat, looking all smart and with a tie. REPEAT: A TIE!! Hehe. His first time ever!!

My Dada, Mama and the Car

And the first moment I step into that hall, I gave that most miss-able hug to the “boyfriend” of mine!! EeeK!! I know, some were jealous, that I had to hug almost everyone after that. And we were looking all pretty and smart with our shirt and robes on.

After which, was off to Vivo. And Pastamania for pastas and Mocha Freeze and not forgetting, my BANANA CHOCOLATE PIZZA!! I missed that, a lot!

AND PEOPLE!!! Pirates of the Carribean was GREAT!!! Weeee!! I’m gonna watch it again!! keke

Those Pretty little photos we took!! That's me fetching my scroll!! Me and Siras Banu!!
My doting and lovable parents, who came down to see me.
And my uncountable and tons of friends!!