Met up wit Siras banu!! like at last!!

She waited for me since 4pm while i finished clas like 5pm. In the end, met her up at ard 5.30pm.

Off we went to Woodlands. Went to break fast at Banquet. Place was jam-packed. Saw marlon Tan. Waahh, the nose so high!! Plus i don't like to see that biatch's face(sori, Lon!). Siras was so right!!! she is one proud bitch!! i don't know why but everytime i see, hear or talk about her, my blood just keeps boiling!!GRR!!

Then we went to the bazaar. First bazaar i've been to and the atmosphere was so mendak lah.. Bought ramly burger and takoyaki balls!!! Yumyum!!

And i got my present, which is more than 3 mths late!! A glass necklace from Chomel!! NICE!! n its BLUE!!! hehe.. Tks, Banu!!

bANqUET-In9!!

Weird faces again!!!

The sweet GirlsssI dOn't noe why they like reflections so mUUCCHH!!!

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To Dearest Lynette,

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!!

Best wishes to you. Hope you like the present we bought for you!!

Ups And Downs are Common In a Relationship

But with determination and hope,

And most importantly, the Strong Bonds and Love we share.

All these will we overcome together

Without much Difficulty.

I just want you to know,

That even though we sometimes fight,

I will always love you!

No matter what, day or night.

Seriously im sick and tired of waiting and hoping and worrying and counting and praying about it. Every little thing, even the minor ones, that i get to know is just making me hurt more. Yes, yes, the lame and dumb me.

Thats it!! Im over and out about this thing. Im concentrating on something more fruitful and not hold on to a broken branch. Actually, there wasn't even a branch in the first place. Perhaps, just sawdust, which is easily blown by the wind.

AND IM THROUGH WITH IT!!!

im so tired.. Puasa lah kan.. so understand-understood.

I've been sleeping more than i should. I take afternon naps n just feel so lazy and weak.

FYP-ing is just so tak sanggup!! I can't stand it that there is something wrong with the paint. It's powdery. So frustrated with the outcome. The waiting time is just so long.

Lecture has started. Notes are given out and brains are starting to work and twirl. And when it twirls and swirls, i get a big whole headache!! hehe

Plus, i think i need to start working next week. I need to think of the future needs and $$ that i owe people. I just don like to be in debt and seriously, I don't want to end up like Xue Ting, who needs to work her ass off. I'll be a walking zombie by then.

And.. I MISS MY BEST FRIENDS N SIRAS BANU!!

Its just so hard to meet my besties. Dee is busy with work and Mal is busy, i think. Like I told Dee, it is the longest we have gone without each other.. for a long time!!! Meet you people soons ya!!

Banu!! i have not seen you, for 2 mths. Where have you been??? its so hard to see you nowadays. And i still want my present!! n I still need to give you yours.. hehe.. C u soons too!!

Bye2..

MUACKS!!!

Stuff we do when FYP-ing or just nothing to do

BeINg SARS-free

FrOm tHe VieW oF aN oVen

AnD tHE weIgHin9 sCalE.. haha

mE!! (sO lOneLY..)

nETTe YoNG.. BeForE n AfTEr. iM sUre U nOw nOe hOw sMAll sHe iS..

N tat iS G.D!! CuTe, isNt sHE??

Today is the 2nd day of Ramadan and the first day of school..

Werds to describe today: Boringly fun, touched and loved

Today my SHF (Lon and Xue Ting.. Jon, nah-da!!) fast with us. They tried for the whole day, without them eating sahur or breakfast.. Touched, isn't it?? AWW!! Love them loads!!

Walking aimlessly at Bugis Junction, pathway-and-seat-whoring, Lots of stories and expectations, Zam zam for buka and they were so like in awe with the food!! With lon and xueting still hungry after a chicken briyani and beef murtabak. I was so full with a half the plate that i had bloated stomach and couldnt stand straight.. Lorong-walking with loads of pic whoring.. And the jakuns of Masjid SultanSheesh.. BAzaar walking and more Bugis Junction walking.. Waahh!! I tink we did too many walks..

In other werds, it was another day well-spent with my SHF!! i love them many2!!

MUACKS!!!

P.S: plus u guys owe me a SIdol finals.. i cldnt watch it lah.. hmmph

hmm..

a week passed by and i have not updated my blog..

well, practically im jus plain lazy to type..

the overview of my life for the past week..

I spent loads on FOOD!!
Maklumlah, kan dah bulan puase..
so i have so many cravings..

Let me see..
We went to Al-Azhar for Chinese fried rice and a taste of Briyani, Causeway point for Roti John, Food Culture for Kental Ball, banquet for Fried fish Noodle and Ban Mian.. hehek

I know, it has been alot.. I still haven got to eat my Long John Silver okai?? *drooling*
I even forgot what it taste like.. the cheese dip, the chicken yg diselaputi tepung.. Wahh!! tak blh angkatz..

And, and..
SCHOOL REOPENS TOMORROW!!

last semester and i'm off to the werking industry..
haiz.. Im kind of nervous about it..

And Azri has got a MINDEF letter.. for his check-up.. What it means is that its preparation for NS.. Kinda nervous about it.. Really.. i know that he is supposed to be nervous, not me.. But think about it.. he's in there and im out here.. for hmm, 2 yrs.. Plus he nds to go in early.. psl ehem,ehem.. paham2 je lah kan.. (sori lah, baby!!)

What else?? let me see..
Im sure you all know im sweet.. haha
What else did i left out????? *thinking hard*

Alar, nothing lah..
so see you ard..

bye2

MUACKS!!!

i knew i haven't been updating bcos i'm jus plain lazy. yes, jus plain lazy.. but for blog's sake, i'll update on the happenings of my life..

The OverNite Camp trip (15/09 - 16/09):

First of all, the weather was not on our side. It was raining lah from morning till night. We even set up our tent when it was drizzling. There was lecak everywhere and it was just so muddy. kotor kaki kite!!

Everything turned out okay. The bbq was fun but the destroying the environment was not. The clever us bbq-ed on the grass and ended up, left 2 big black patches of burnt soil. Then we were like so takut kena fine, sanggup put a mat over the black patches. Then, instead of bbq black pepper chicken wings, we got burnt chicken wings.. Hehe.. pandai punye pasal!! Azri lah, not me!!

We didn't sleep most of the whole night. We were fooling around with the torches. Rmbr when we were kids we like to make animal shadows? yup we did just that!! hehe.. Childish kan? Then we were gossiping about the tent beside us, bcos the couple did not come out of the tent ever since they arrive till 10 am the nxt morning.

Then we were napping for a while and i had to give up my pillow sleeping bag as someone was cold while i was feeling hot. hmmph!!

The packing up was funny!! You know the patch thing? We packed up the tent and the takut us jus pulled the mat and run wit our bags to another spot pasal takut kena fine.. haha.. Slenger kan kite?? haha

Reached home, shagged when to bed till 9 pm. Mind you, I still haven't pack out my bags.. keke

Kenduri @ Obe's Hse (17/09) :

Today there was a kenduri at my aunt's hse. Meeting all the makciks-makciks, whom as per normal, asyik gossip je.. Met all the cute2 cuzzins. And its amazing how all my anak2 sedare call me kakak instead of makcik.. Maklum lah masih muda!! keke

Yup2, den off to another aunt's house to pick up our raye baju. Lawa die tak terkire!! so anggun dan lawa!! Tak sabar nak puase pasal lepas tu raye!! YAY!!

I jus want to say a note to someone:

To that someone, and you know who you are.
THANKS for being there when i needed someone the most..
To know that you remembered means a lot to me
At least i know that i am not alone.
And all i can say is,
"hugs, babe!! I LOVE YOU!!"
(in a friendly manner lah.. jgn salah sangka!!)

P.S: lots of pics, jus lazy to upload.. Will do it nxt time ya..

Someone said this to me,

"No matter what you wear and not dress up, you will still look pretty to me"

Aaww!! *heart melting*

I WANT TO GO CYCLING AGAIN!!!!!!!
AAAHH!!
who is so kind to acc. me cycling??? *showing sweet face*

jus a day and i miss it already.. *sobs*
I want to go cycling!!

I was at home the whole day.. YaY!! three cheers for me.. hip, hip hurray!! *claps hand*

ehem, ehem.. Shah, I was at home.. okai?? i didn't even step out of my house. hmmph. And, and i can't wait to see your new haircut lah.. Meet me soons ya?? by tis week!! hehek

The day was spent slacking around the house. Taking care of my sick sister who was boiling hot since afternoon. I took a short nap while texting dee. And i got 3 missed calls from Azri, Ashwin and my father in which i was knocked out, even though the phone was besides me. I set 2 alarms and i did not wake up. Till my brother ask me to wake up to sapu the rumah. haha..

At night. i was playing a fool with my siblings. I disturb each one of them and was making lots of noises that my mummy pulled my ear. And i think i have a thang for booties. Yup, i think so.. keke

I want jonathan and hady to be in the finals!! its like "duh!!".. But im rooting for jonathan even though Hady is cute and all.

Now i cannot sleep because I had too many sleep times since yesterday. And i have FYP tomorrow at 10. I'll be confirmed, LATE!! haha. so guys, just wait for me a little while ya.. Thankies!! *hugs*

im so dead bored now!! play my Need For Speed now.. Cya soons!

*huggies muggies*

MUACKS!!

Im so hyped up now!!

I went cycling with Azri in the evening. We cycled from Simei to Afghan to Sun Plaza Park to 7-Eleven and way back route, followed the MRT line.. Its was fuuunnnsss!! (I love my baby lots.. haha)

The day was filled with DVDs and crappy tv shows.. Find and Design, Mean Girls, Prime, Hi-5 and other shows.. All this to fill my day up!!

And, and... Suesue jus can't wait for Friday and Saturday.. Tak sabars and so excited to the max!! weee.. Overnite, here i came!!

Suesue don't like this Saturday(16/09/2006) that much.. The day comes slowly and the sadder she gets.. Suesue has been crying again for the past 2 days.. No, not because of that.. But jus sad.. Sad that she will or may break down on Saturday and she don't want to spoil the day with her boyfriend.. What should she do??

Suesue has been hoping and hoping for the past almost 100 days that she will stand strong and be freed of the burden. And its letting go bit by bit but there's still more to go.

And I have insomnia!! yes, yes.. Its very irritating!! so hard to sleep nowadays.. I usually sleep till 3 and wake up like 9.. Only 6 hours.. And i have eyebags!! And E!! i tried the ice-and-spoon-thing, IT DOES NOT WERK LAH!! the eyebags are still there.. hmmph..

okies lah, i want to watch tv.. Cya

*huggies muggies and kissy missy*

MUACKS!!

Next week dah puase!! Lepas puase, raye!!! YAY!!!*waving pom-poms in the air*

But during this period, its stress time.. *sobs, sobs*

FYP STRESS!!

I went to watch little man yesterday. For the first time, we got The Grand Cathay. Lawa giler seh!! like WOOOWW!!! (its wow.. bkn alamak! ya.. keke). So big and jus basically, lawa!!!

The show was okay lah. You can laugh here and there. But its jus unrealistic. mmhhmmm..

So yes, yes.. Went window shopping.. Saw so many stuff that i wan to buy, which i will buy on thurs when i get my $$$.. YAY!!

The dress i wore to johor, its gone. The stupid lace kinds of fade so now the whole dress has bits and pieces of brown.. WAAHH!! $25 down the drain.. Heart pain!! *touching my chest*

Niways, thats all for now..
Im going to bath.. So smelly-melly-bobelly!!
hehe

Ciaoz`

MUACKS!!

S = first things, first.. i'm SWEET!!! keke
U = Understanding!! yes, i am...
H = can i used the werd Horny?? hehe.. no, im not!!! H is for Humble.
A = ANNOYING!! most of the times when the questions and lame jokes comes.
I = IRRITATING!! Dee always say this of me.. she is jus jeles cos she's boring..
L = full of LAUGHTERS!! i can laugh for no reason.. its either too much or jus none..
A = Azri says im an Attention seeker!! haha.. i admit i maybe.. but i didnt ask them for their attention, they were willing to give it to me. kan, kan??

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to PowerBoy,

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!

*claps hands*

hearts him!! *hugs*

One of the best days tis week!!

Had the best times with my darlinks at Johor Bahru today!!

Finally, we got our bajus and we look so sweet in it!! its so sweet that it looks so good on us and suesue can't wait for raye!! Excited to the max.

baju pick-up, kenny rodgers which was so mouth watering, secret recipe which ended up soft and fluffy when we ate it, FOS that has lame clothes, Auntie Anne's and last but not least, snapping!! Dee and Suesue did the most. We basically snapped anywhere, anytime and anyplace!!

Not forgetting the impersonations we did of each other!! like so cute seh kite!!

The bus ride back was a long trip. Mally basically slept and Deedee & Suesue was crapping abt and cam-whoring, again!!

After the whole trip, we slacked at Dee's home and had a fitting session!! we looked so sweet-yg-takleh-angkatnye.. With Dee's insufficient measurements at the dominant part, haha... really kelakars!! keke

Eating desserts on the bed, is really so fascinating!! haha. mcm permaisuri mkn atas katil. N again, sue and dee was pic whoring!! mal was so fed up!!

Plus seeing the sisters being sarcastic to each other, plus the mother being so open and funny. Basically, her family is cute, funny but yet, weird!!

And today, suesue reached home early, before mahgrib okai? keke.. But reached home no difference, still got lectured!! Cos i did not buy anything for my family! They wanted chocolates and snacks!! Bkn nak call. Hmmph

Relax a while, then it was SIBLINGS TIME!! really great!! and i wore my pyjamas which looks so overgrown on me tapi cutes!! keke

so overall, i love the days and time!! *hugs my bantal busuk*

Bye!!
MUACKS!!

I heARTS ThEm LOadS!!!

Kenny rodgering!!

Before & After

The fOOdies!!

In the bus!!mALLy & SueSue

CouNting nuMbers fRm 0 - 10..

Tangkap feeling kat bridge!

Raye Preview!!

besties!!

Life is tough when u feel left out and ur brain is full of tough stuff..

my mom is not talking to me. Im disappointed, yes. I know i have not been controlling myself. I've been out all day for the past 2 weeks and home kinda late. Im sorry.. Will try to control that. Promise will at home and be home early next week (I'll try.. hehek)

Been FYP-ing for the past 3 days. And today finally!!! WE GOT THE PAINTS!!! WEEE!!! I LOVE MY FYP MATES!!! im so over the rainbow. At least there is sum improvement.. keke

OOHHH, OOHHH.. n tmr im going johor with my darlinks. NAK AMIK BAJU!!!! excited giler okais?? haha.. LIKE SO FINALLY!!! haha

Went to send Mr Ariff off to London and Switzerland. It was funny though.. He's just going for a few days but it like as if he's migrating and won't come back. keke.
Niways, to him, HAVE FUN WITH YOUR MAT-SALLEH GIRLFREN!!!

U wan to change e-mail, change lah.. don just keep online-ing with your old e-mail. Do you know how it feels?? im trying damn hard to get rid of the demon but there you are, just destroying it.
I tried hard not to add you cos i dont want to know about your life or whatever you do. Its freaking hard but im doing my best. Im starting my life anew and i dont want any bits and pieces of you in my life nor memories. I've hurt him enough and i don't want to do it anymore. My heart breaks to see him shed a tear in front of me when i'm the one who should be crying. I hate it when he says he is reminded of what i did when he looked into my face. No matter how hard, he's trying and i need that courage from him to actually accept myself again.
(Duush!! i just need sumone to knock my head.. fast!!)

Ever listen to a song and it makes you think of someone?

Well, i do.. A sudden realisation just now while listening to a few songs. Its seems funny that how a song can trigger the thoughts of someone so suddenly. keke

For an example, listening to the 'Hurt', im reminded of Shah's irritated face and the rhythm to 'All My Life' by K-Ci and Jojo, reminded me of Azri.

If you listen to a song, which i meant, LISTEN, not HEAR a song, u may find yourself thinking of someone whom you never expect to think of.

Was walking down the roads from Novena to Somerset, i never ever fail to see butches!! like every 10 minutes.. Is it like a trend now for a girl to dress up as a guy?? i meant, are they mentally confused about their identities? And like don't they feel awkward when they dress up like a guy but have your menses?? No matter what you are still a girl.

Im not trying to discriminate against this population but hey, will you think for just a moment?? You act like this now but how about the future?? Are you not gonna think about that??

Owrite, im done here!!

niTes!!

long day it was today!! Very long day, with ups and downs that was freaking irritating..

First thing in the morning, i found my handphone gone. N i had to use the freaking old phone.. Grr!! All my numbers were inside the phone and i didn't save the numbers in the SIM card. I know im stupid..

Then went to skool to do FYP and supposed to meet PowerBoy at 11.. But he didnt turn up and woke up at almost 1pm. Never mind, so i didnt do fyp.. Luckily, Azri was there to accompany me.. Went to watch King Arthur.. The show, VERY NICE!!!

Then, went to meet the fwens. As per normal, starbucks-ing!! Caramel frap-ing, lame jokes frm Dee, spontaneous Ariff with his numerous cameos of sec skool past, the talk abt lesbians and gays and other lots of stuff.. had fun wit you guys!! *huggies muggies*

Ciaoz`

MUACKS!!

Pics of the day

woohoo~

wonderful, wonderful day!!!

with lots of planes, aircrafts and cute guys!! keke. Went to RSAF open house. last day today!! cut short, my day today with my SHF!!!

Ciaoz`

MUACKS!! don miss me!!!