Today I will be speaking from my point of view.

I blogged hop and blogged hop and I see these words, "True Love". And I know, behind this true love, a real caption of their relationship hidden called, "True Lust".

Please eh people! You talked about how your relationship is going on so strong and so much in love after years when the basic fact of your relationship is SEX! Doesn't mean you are in love with each other and you feel you are gonna be together forever (you are goning to be married anyway, that kind of thought!) you've got to be entwined together on one freaking bed before you get married.

And oh please, don't give me all the bullshit that we will be together and we-are-going-to-do-it-anyway-so-might-as-well-do-it-now reason. If your thoughts are like that, I would have gone all the way with my 4 ex-boyfriends, don't you think?? So stupid!! As a woman, you can think! Whats the use of belajar tinggi tapi tak pakai otak and ikut hati dan nafsu sendiri?? You have to keep your self respect and dignity la ok.

Don't you think your self respect (which in simple words, your virginity) be given to your one and only after it has been official?? And freak it, you have a religion. Don't you think of God when you do all this sinful things? I admit I do mistakes because a human is to err (did I get this phrase correct??). But before I go towards the limits in any mistakes I do, I think of my mother and yes, Tuhan. Because my nenek say, "sebelum buat ape2 tu, ingat lah mama and Tuhan." God always see what we do. So imagine if you were humping your partner "sinfully", God is looking at you. How shameful!

And I do what couples do with my boyfriend, but we don't go all the way to Setan's menara gading. We don't have sex to know that we love each other. Just a simple good night kiss on the cheek/forehead and a hug suffice it for the day. Isn't that love too?? Or in your case, love needs sex to nurture? Uuuuhhh!!!

I don't know why I am very frustrated and disgusted and angry at this. Serious. Because if people know me that well, I am the open blabbermouth type and simply talk about anything under the sun. Angry? seldom. But somehow, when my friends give me all the stupid reasons in the whole world why they need to have sex with their partners, I get frustrated. And please eh, not because I am jealous but I just find it D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G.

And Noor, I feel so insulted that you actually thought I was not one!! I may be one blabber mouth and talks about horny and all the indecent topics you can come up with, but I still do keep my maturity in me ok?? Hmmph! *menjeling mata*

I was reluctant on blogging this but here goes... hahah

One fine Tuesday evening on the way home from Pasir Ris Park, Sue was being itchy hands and touching and caressing and playing a fool while Fid was riding on the road.

Sue: *Press, press, squeeze, squeeze Fid's babat* Fid, Banyaknye babat kau!! *Press, squeeze somemore* Asal soft nye eh??

Fid: Tu tetek aku la!!! *both laughing like mad*

Ooooo!!! Just for your information from hands-on experience, she has soft tits.. hahah!! Ooops..

That budak kecik times we had, the windy rides and the beach sight plus the MacDonalds was sungguh the BEST!! Girl talk was what we (perhaps me!) needed! Fid, Aku sayang samer kau!! haha...

Day started with my bad diarrhoea..

I shud blame that Changi Nasi Lemak la!! But Jannah was right. Maybe I shudn't have tegur that jembalang/pontianak part and keep on joking the whole meal throughout. I think the ilmu caught up to me. Sheesh!

And inclusive of the diarrhoea, those 2 teachers went around announcing and making a big deal about my diarrhoea that everyone keeps asking me how I was feeling. Oh damn it!! And Cikgu Zaiton was being the "motherly figure", trying to force those PO CAI down my throat. And Rozali, being the father of three, treated me like a Primary 1 kid asking me to take the pills like soup. He is sungguh sweet plus plus plus la.. I really wonder, how his Primary 3 is going to turn out next year. Comfirm so darling-marling..

Nazreen drove for lunch to Mr Phua's transfer lunch together. Lunch was Indonesia style at Suntec City.. With Mr Ng, the SAC committee chairman.. Wah!! We can be good friends la!! haha.. And one long table was kopped by the new teachers and wasn't it fun and our stomach hurts from all the laughter la!!

After which 6 of us girls, were eating B&J ice cream!! Aaahh!! Yum-yum!! And we were being 6 little gossiping, bitchy teachers. Now, I realise even the middle-aged needed time off from all those devilish kids. HAHAH!!

In the car..

Nandhini and Jannah Jannah and Norlinda. (she is one cool mama!)
Rachel and Sue.. I love her loads for her politeness. Nazreen. Btw, she is 22 and has a daughter named Alisha.
Elsa, whom I totally respect for her patience. Dillion.

Just being that Sweet her.

After that, I met Ajay!! Ajay!!!!!!! I just loved calling him that.. Because he hates it!! huahua.. And Mun, all these, from my opinion, just isn't worth it. But, Love is blind and I won't say more as all as you are happy, I will be happy for you. All the best for that special birthday and don't forget the roses!!

I simply loved the weekends. Basically, my weekends were spent with the loved ones whom I adore alot!! And a weekend, away from the good company. Prrr...

Saturday was my Daddy's Birthday and it was simply stomach-filling!! We went to Chai Chee Seafood Restaurant! And we really filled our tummy to the top of our oesophagus! *biology comes in really good use when keeping people shut* Huahua. Followed by the traditional cake cutting where the tua bangka, turning 42 cut his nice mango fruit cake. Oh yes!! My dad is 42!

So to my Daddy, Happy 42th Birthday!! May all your teeth fall out by next yr!! *fyi, my dad has only around 12 teeth in his mouth right now*

Sunday was the anticipated day! Morning was lunch at Mad Jack with the SHF!! It has been a long time!!! Since my birthday! And yes, it was fun to gather and collecting hongbao from every one and giving 3 hongbaos at one shot! Huahua.. MadJack was fantastic and just squeezing juicy stories about each other, from being with the Chinese Muslim to the Non-halal Botak Jones eating!! Huahua.. Even though it was short but yes, its enough to kill the "i am missing shf" bugs till december.




After which was dinner with the Bestfriends! Ayam Penyet yg sungguh HOT tapi SEDAP, and to the girls unknown, the crackers biting actually worked killing the pedas-ness. Present giving and Dee, I'm glad you loved it! And please take good care of your new HP ok? Do make use of the pouch ok?? And shopping and walking and KOPI KACANG (I even wonder how u girls come up with such funny names!). And the day and night just ended up great, with much love from friends.

girls-friends..

Monday!! I met up with Fid for McDonalds!! and talk and chill at Starbucks!! And yes!!! I was seram, esp at the cross road junction. I think both of us were practically trembling, since I was the one panicking, not the rider. HAHAH!!! Thank you Fid for the ride home and the time together2 and catch up.

Oh FID!!! "die cute pe.. Ceh, ceh.. dah pegang2 lah.. *zooms to that touchy2 part*" *wink, wink*

Can I say something??

I am the way I am for what this is me and this is the way I am and is going to be. You can't expect me to keep quiet and throw away my voice because Singapore has given the citizens the right of speech in this country.

And I just love being the open and crazy BLABBERMOUTH!! hehe

I realise one thing about myself..

I'm just one angry, unforgiving bitch!!

HUAHUAHUAHUA!! *evil laughs*

I read from a close friend's blog that he was seeing someone new. He was dating again. And yes, I feel so glad and happy for him because he broke up with that BIATCH as same time as me last year, and he had move on after *counts* many months!!

So, Sue, me, being that insenstive, revengeful and unforgiving bitch, went to BLOG HOP to that BIATCH'S BLOG and I was actually smiling and feeling happy at what I was reading.

hehe... *smirks sly*

She was basically suffering, and crying that he has moved on, because she was still holding on to that miracle to happen between them.

But hey, FORGET IT!!

He has moved on and he deserves that right! I would really scrunitise and psycho him if he ever get back with you to break up with you AGAIN.

OK, I am such a bitch, feeling happy at the advantage of somebody's loss. *pretended sobs*

She just don't deserve him...

Once, you are in my black book, you are forever there, and you are still no. 1!!

HUAHUAHAUAH!!

Oh!! To Noor, HAPPY 34th BIRTHDAY!! So old!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MISS NUR DIYANAH YAHYA!!

My Best wishes to you ok!

Lovey-lovey-love you very muchy!!

I do not know what I will do, without your company and all your help!!

Thank you, thank you, thank you!!

*tight, tight hugs*

Oh you know what happened to this silly boy in camp?? He got electrocuted. He got to be excused for half the day or something, because this boy wasn't wearing gloves. I swear, within all that shock and worried, I shouted at him fine and well when he came over for dinner. One, he told me like at 8pm when he came over and I know nuts about it! Pissed?? Yes! Careless can just cost you your life honey!! You are handling live wires!! Duh!!

So to end the note of Hari Raya Puasa, Nur Amalina came over for Hari Raya on the very last day. Well, save the last for the best!! And best friend, I had loads of fun, doing stuff and talking with your Mother. Sungguh fun la!! See you tomorrow for lunch k. *Tight hugs*

And helo!!! Haha!! I bought my Backstreet Boys CD la!! Huahuahua.. *sings to "unless you turn around and treat me right"* That song is so the nice. It sounds very N'snyc-ky so I looked at the composer credits list. Guess who is the composer, JC Chasez!! No wonder.. Overall whole CD is great! Please do grab one ok?? Highly recommended.

And I have lots of appointments and my social life is getting better. Just the late nights isn't there anymore. Haiz..

Tc, byes!!

Loves.

No one in this world knows me the way you know me

So you’ll probably always have a spell on me..

"The only one that makes me laugh and smile..."

Hari Raya can never be much fun as ever as this year!!

Raya with the Primary school kids can never be much fun and gereks like that. Even after 8 years of leaving primary school, we actually pull up our socks and handphones plus friendster to search for all the primary docks. And yes, I think we did a great job, just too last minute. Eeekk!! I know I made loads of blunders and mouth too laser *Looks at Ain too*, but hey, I did minta maaf at the end of it all eh. And thanks to Sabri for driving us around, mlm2 buta to Braddell and send each of us back home safely. Tgk la sape yg pujuk mcm nk rak! Awak2 sume never say thank you to me ok! Sedih.. Niways, Awak are so suueet la, ehem, depan Bad je..

Syahrul Afif came over also, yes, for Raya!! And he clicked so well with the siblings, even though he made really lame and tak-menjadi jokes, sumpah!, but still, appreciate for coming over ya! *winks*

The most exciting was the childhood makciks came over but without the childhood friends, because the childhood friends were schooling or at camp, which was terribly upsetting. And talking with Cik Ita and Cik Ju can never be much fun, with the lasers and reminiscing about zaman2 dulu, and what is happening to them now. And Syimir!! Cik Ita windu kau la.. She was saying, "Kurus camne agaknye si syimir skrg eh." Huahua.. Guess what I reply la?? "Dulu Syimir terlampau cute, now die cume cute je."

And a few days back, we the secondary school jocks went jalan raya also!! Last minute! Walaupun hanye segelintir manusia sahaja, tapi it was tetap gerek kan?? Yes, it was!! With Tasha bawak cards, and we were cursed by Mee Goreng-s and ayam goreng-s.. And lepak-ing at Kamil's house till late, just to crite hantu! Aahh!! Sumpah I cannot sleep 2 straight nights after that.

Jalan Raya with the Primary school Kids,
*Sab!! Ain!! you owe me gambars!!*

Sab behind the wheels, with Bad

Thank you..

Syahrul Afif,

The childhood Makciks,

Secondary school friends,

Selamat Hari Raya and Happy Deepavali!

Oh!! I forgot one more, most important thing...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELEKTRA!!

ALL THE BEST WISHES FROM SUE DD TO YOU!! MUACKS!!