When will that one damn of a timetable be released?!?!?

I need it!!

I just feel so disheartened.

Still am, after so many hours.

Its not like once or twice, but many, many times you said that.

"You have too much things.. You must stop buying things.. blablabla.. Waste money blablabla"

It's not like I'm using your money to pay for all my expenses.

I've never used your money to supplement my expenses.

Sedih sey, pikir-pikir balik..

Fid,

Aku pun miss-miss kau.

n Syed Nizar.

haha..

Book out soon la..

I want to know all about prison life..

hehe.

I was getting ready for my lessons, 

He called me, 

Him: Sayang, can you dress up a little today, not too much? 

Me: Err, ok.. Why just a little?? 

Him: Because I say so and you always tend to overdress.

Me: Ouh, ok.

Then it kept me wondering, where he was taking me, what he was planning because he is never so secretive when taking me out.

So being me, I squeezed it out of him!! 

Surprise, surprise I was when he said,

Him: I would to ask you out to town to see Christmas lights la.

Haha!! I almost choked on my saliva when I heard him say Town. 

Because that will be the last place he would stepped in.

He hates that place but today, he says he's taking me out there.

How cute!

After picking me up from school, we went to Town and guess what?

Another surprise!

He stepped into Far East Plaza and ate at Cahaya Restaurant!

Now, I thought the world was going to end.

Haha!

Next he says, 

"I thought we could take time for a movie, Bedtime Stories."

And we did!

He planned it all. For the very first time.

And he was so getting cosy and extra manja2 today.

Andandand..

this ended my day perfectly..

Me: *looks in mirror* Sayang, I look pretty today, don't I?

Him: Sayang, you look pretty everyday.

Me: *speechless, mouth reallyreallyreally dry*

I don't know, I thought today was weird but really sweet.

I love you.

Blame my itchy hands for scrapping off those kulit-es.

Blame my boyfriend for not being firm enough.

Blame my very, very pretty Everlast sneakers and my beautiful, beautiful Crocs pumps.

Now, I have 3 exposed, fresh blisters on my feet.

Andandand, I'm driving later.

Great.

I just miss the touch today.

It was just not there.

I miss it really..

" Bila nak kahwin?

Bila nak kahwin?

Bila nak kahwin?!!!!!??? "

BILA AKU KATA AKU NAK KAHWIN???

My aunties are very sungguh pelik nak mampus.

Happy 7th Month to us!!!

Ok, I seriously feel I am too old to be counting months of relationship.

It feels so sixteen.

Haha!!

My message to you is,

*sings to Melly Goleslaw's Song*

I just want to say, I love you. I just want to say, I love you. I just want to say, I love you. I just want to say, I love you. I just want to say, I love you.

We girls had a lot of fun during the barbeque yesterday.

I know, blame me for not spending more time with you guys.

News update..

Mari is getting older tomorrow.

Jannah is single and ready to mingle-jingle.

Siti is in desperate need of a job.

We were not ready for the thought of us having to start the fire and everything.

And looking how many things and preparation needed just for a bbq,

I freaked out!

Because I can't imagine me having to prepare all this and that for the chalet.

Aaaahh!!

I was suggesting to best-boyfriend,

"You know what yang, since Arab is in need of a job, I can use his services and pay him for his efforts! Hehe.."

Expected reaction: Sarcastic rolling eyes

So.. I have to really buck up and prepare everything beforehand.

Help.

OK, sidetracking again Sue!!

We took turns to bbq the uncooked stuff and took turns to eat of course.

Chicken after chicken, sausage after sausage, prawns after prawns..

Catched up on lots of stuff, things that has been happening and what we have been doing.

Marshmellows incidents, which caught us laughing like crazy!

the hmmm-s and aaaaah-s

Concentrate beb, concentrate!

haha!

And the fight over the lyrics of Akon's song!

That was so merepeks and kelakar. 

Mun!! you just listen to us next time ok!

Next up! Jannah's bbq session kan??

We will make it happen.

And, and..

I can't wait for that meet up with Zul and his newly found love..

Sooooooo exciting!!!

Peeeeektures!!!

Mari, mari Ana..

We got our identical spectacles! Finally..


Miss Siti Intan Payung, always with her bag.
Jannah-ma!!



Marshmellows bbq-ing..

That was us..

Today..

Andandand..

Sayang!! 

I sayang sangat kat you!!

*Malu-malu kucing*

Ok, Cheesey!! 

Really cheesey!!

Hehe.. 

My sister's 9th Birthday..

Extra special because she got that Swensens cake!!

Well, what to do, I am such a GoooooD kakak.

His birthday fell on last Friday.

We (he actually!) had a make-a-fool-out-of-myself celebration. Botanical Gardens for nature walk, Swensens, BloodBros shop and all my damn annoying obstacle courses. You did like Amazing Race, didn't you?

And I know you loved all your presents!

I am such a sweet friend.

I know, you didn't have to say it.

hah!

And yes, he was the ex I was telling you about, madam..

Who has a sister who calls her own sister a whore?

Well, I have one.

Luckily, I have that good level of patience and asking myself to mengucap that much and having that good sense of anger management.

Next time, if you think I am such like that, don't take my dirty money as you call it every month ok?

And yes, I have very kuat berugama boyfriend, which I am very proud to have. Because that changed me.

And I became a better person.

I realised that in life, there will be a stage that will make you wake up from all the wrong paths and choices you have been making.

I've been through it.

And I will pray for yours to come.

Because if you are like this for the rest of your life, I can sense when you are in mature age, you will forget your roots.

Astaghfirullah.

And KL during Chinese New Year is on.

Yes, we very melampau!

Gi KL naik flight..

Bonuses just rocks!

This was taken last week when he was healthy as a stallion and kicking out hard.

Now, he is so weak and yet so fragile.

I promise I will try not to bother you so much with my merepekrequests.

Take good care ok Sayang?

I will visit you tomorrow.

And yes, we have been addressing each other 'Sayang' as our affectionate term since Day 1.

Is it that cheesy?

We thought it was so Melayu and jarang we hear couples called each other that.

All we hear is, 'BIE!!'

Lagi Cheesy!

Hah..

I won't say anything.

I will just keep my mouth shut.

No point getting mad over it right?

I know Lon wouldn't want me to stress myself up over this.

Right.

MY RESULTS ARE OUT!!!

I received 4 Bs all the way.

Crap that science paper which received C.

Urgghh!!!

Wah!!

I didn't know my 2 psychology paper carried off some meaning to receive Bs.

Alhamdullillah.

*big smiles*

Did I tell you I almost cough out my breakfast when I saw my payslip??

Syukur Alhamdullillah

Who says meeting each other everyday leads to jelak-ness??

For sure, it has been such a great day for us every single day since wednesday!

We had sent his family off to Kuala Lumpur for a holiday, we had breakfast, lunch, dinner together, we had cook up some food for each meal (my bbf is a very good cook!), Picking him up from work early in the morning at 8am and just chilling out watching soccer.

We have been well satisfying our stomach for this one week that we have grown quite a little bit that he can't fit his pants well anymore and I can see my bulging stomach from my very big shirts. 

Like we say when someone says we looked too sihat for our own sake, 

"We are really VERY HAPPY now.."

Mirrors are just the cameras best friends, aren't they??

My 2 Favourite boys.

Startled parents of his..

My 3rd month present to him.

Quote Sue:

"My Sweet Boyfriend made me lunch!!!!!"

I LOVE YOU.

n thank you.

Sentosa with boyfriend and 2 young siblings was a really great way to spend the weekends.

Like I said, we finally get to take the car out and zoom!! we went..

I was never and still not a fan of cars when he is the driver.

When we are not dates, I still prefer..

PUBLIC TRANSPORT!

Because when he is driving,

he is focused on the road,

the steering wheel, the gears, the clutch and everything that has got to do with cars..

So, with that, I feel left out!

With public transport, his eyes are on me always.

and his hands does not have to be on the gear 24/7.

Instead, they are holding my hands and some other places where he likes to place them.

Like..

MY KETIAK!!

Back to the topic,

SENTOSA!!

Pieces and pieces of coupon were teared out just to make sure we won't be fined during all the fun we had.

(Another bad thing about cars: FINES.)

Panorails where the kids was so jakuns, Luge and Skyride, who can miss that when you are at Sentosa, the bridge which states "The Southernmost East of Asia" like we care so much, Animal Show which was cancelled halfway due to some stupid bird which won't get down from the roof and the peak of it all, McDonalds. Children nowadays, MacD is their lifeline.

After sending the kids home, we wanted to savour MadJack @ Simpang but after turns and turns for parking space, there was none! And we paid $1.60 for nothing. Bedok Corner as a change of plans, but still.. No parking space that roadside parking was such an ideal choice for then.

Food queues was so long that some stalls had to close early because they have to finish up their orders. We had to wait for 1 hour to get our food that boyfriend was so pissed off, I had to get sugarcane drink for him to cool down. We just packed the food and went back home.

It took us a whole 2 hours just to eat. By the time, we reached my place, it was 10.30pm.

Remind to self: No eating out on Saturday night.

Luckily, after all that bingit-ness coming from him, he managed to cool and smile and laugh that normally after all that shit coming out from my brother's friend's mouth.

He is just damn adorable!

Boyfriend even offered a ride to go for a spin to the big but immature kids around east estate.

I think, that probably cooled him off.

Nice Day?

I thought of it as exceptionally.

Saturday fun.