okai..
i have some of the pics..
lookies-mookies!!

muack2...

from their eyes..

jumpin high for the skies...

SHF, hrs b4 iceBoy alight onboard!!

the needies..

our papparazzi for the day!!
West Coast chiong-ing

ytd was the FUN, FUN, FUN, FUN.. VERY SO THE FUN DAY!!
hahak..
not joking!!!

Met up Elektra at 11.30 at jurong East.. Den we FLEWto Woodlands.. to meet up the rest of the superheroes.. besides PowerGer.. She still charging her powers.. hahak (dozing off, i mean)

And off we ZOOMED to woodlands lib.. but bcos too many ppl due to weekends.. we cudnt chop place.. upon request, we went to West Coast, where we met PowerGer on the way to Clementi.. taking the bus was very diaoz.. Getting lost.. walking across the wide plain field wit so many pit holes.. Sheesh..

Studied at MacD.. for 3 hrs.. den we were playing a fool til 7.. snapping away.. Meteor Garden.. Papparazzi.. Flying Fox.. Spider Web.. very the fun okay? but bcos this superhero was wearing a skirt.. i cannot enjoy the rides.. but i was laughing at ppl.. can give me six pecs faster.. hahak

After which, we took the bus again.. to Jurong East.. where we had our dinner @ LJS.. n took neos..At last.. hahak..

oh, oh.. plus as co-founder of the club, i gladly announce that there is 2 new addition to our family.. in jus 4 days.. hahak.. SuperGer and Iceboy.. *playing pom-poms up in the air*

lots of pics taken. almost 300 shots.. but i haven receive it yet.. Sheesh.. will post it as soon as possible..

okai..
Ciaoz..
Don miSS Me, OKai??
or perhaps, try not to.. hahaks...

MUACKS!!!

my heroes!!

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noTe:

To PowerBoi, nxt time break down, tell me? i can break down wit u.. i broke down too ytd nite..

To SuperMan, don tink too much.. u sad, tink of me.. since u everyday say to me, "YOU'RE SO SWEET"

To PowerGer, don tink2.. Smiles de!!

To SuperGer, hmm.. i don noe wat to say to u.. but stop LAUGHING TOO MUCH!! oh.. plus, abt the u-noe-i-noe, if fated, it will be..

To Elektra, u are the backbone of this family.. u always dere wen one of us is in need..

To IceBoy, welcome to tis world of Crazy Bunches.. who jus act like jackasses most of the times.. n withstand this dirty jokers.. PLUS, NICE BUTT!! hahak

lazy to crap abt..
so this is my day..
TODAY!!

its starting all over again..
n i hate it!!
*sobs*

there's jus always times in which i feel overwhelmed.. Tats wen i can jus feel like my brain is gonna burst.. N sumting happen.. Too much stuff to tink of.. y must u still be roaming in my head?? i feel like taking a gun n point it to ur head.. n BAAMM!!! u're dead n im free n happy!!! WEE!!! but one prob, i haven meet u for a long time.. so cant shoot u... in addition, i don have a gun.. GRRR!!!

Niways, watsoever... i miss my gerfrens.. i miss sum1.. alot.. plus i miss my SHF!! rite now, i need all shoulders.. cos rite, im very amazed that my tear glands can store so much water.. everyday cry for the past 2.5 mths.. still not dry yet.. i tot become desert alreadi.. but NO!!! its still a big swimming pool.. sheesh..

Btw, my whole body hurts.. alot.. especially my shoulders.. Tks to badminton!! my right hand till my shoulders.. is so damn painful.. i cant lift it up.. n wen i stretch, im in total awe.. OUCH-TO-THE-MAX!!! Sheesh..

i've started studying for my exams.. Plastics, Materials and Additives II.. but must really buck up!! failed the first test.. AAHH!! i wan all As and Bs tis sem.. but i noe surely get 1 C.. for my EIC.. *grr..*

yup, i ask my mom for money for my shopping spree.. and she nag2.. and at last,

"I'll give u the money after my pay"

Nvm.. jus bear it all.. at least i get my money.. hahak.. i noe, im a spendthrift and im 19 but i still depend on my mom.. im not werking okai??

I LOVE MY MOM!!!! *signs of conditional love*

okay, end of story..
bye2..

MUACKS!!

don miss me, okai??

will be back after the exams..

Started off with TYY class which i was pissed abt.. i gain nothing from his class.. FOR THE WHOLE SEMESTER!!! Sheesh.. now i have to werk my ass off.. to pass his module, to get a B.. hmmph..

After which we went running.. but instead of running most of the time, we were snapping away!! i tot girls were vain, but guys are more VAIN-ER!!! we had some cheerleading lessons.. do sum stunts.. it was so cute de!!

which was then followed by a badminton session where we kapo all 3 courts.. Wee!! Most were playing badminton.. except me!! was kinda tired, plus it was HOT!! n sumting happen.. jus no mood.. to vent frustration, i jus hit the shuttlecock.. but sum1 cheered me up wit her laughter.. Angela!! wah!! seriously, u can get six pecs, man.. wen u r wit her.. hehek.. And the guys were wondering y me and her were laughing.. they jus don get it!! Actually, neither did we!! hahak.. the "peace sign" in which we played ard wit..

Showering together.. Once we were in, we jus shouted. "WE ARE NAKED!!".. hahak.. passing the shampoo and bath foam overhead.. its was damn funny!! the reflection above us.. in which i can see Xue Ting, in the next cubicle.. hahak..

we tok sum stuff thru, too many stuff happening tat i don noe where to start.. there are jus certain things that i believe you shud let go.. You can't keep living in the past and put hopes on it.. I mean, wen are u gonna wait? Forever?? haiz..

to E, tks alot but u don hav to say sori... its me tat shud apologise.. but its sweet of u to do tat..

hmm, after which i separated frm them, to go Orchard wit azri.. Fried fish noodle at lucky plaza, 7-11, Mc Cafe, movie watching.. CLICK!!! i jus don get the story man.. its a bit lame.. seriously..
i now realise its hard to work a r'ship..
wen it is once broken..
the trust n believe in each other is not dere..
in addition, the insecurities one has..
i don noe wat i shud do more..

i sacrifice the outing wit my friends which i really wanted to go..
jus to c u happy..
but still, u jus give me the face..
i seriously don noe wat to do..
the more i wan it to work, the more i jus fall down..
hard..
so now im jus tired to tink abt animore..
plus walking aimlessly in Orchard Rd is jus not fun..

After which headed hm.. where on the way,sumtings jus hav to happen.. jus the wrong place, wrong time..

here r sum pics we took today..
btw, most of them r really digusting..
R-rated...
abit..
hahak..

crazy bunch!!

guYs tHese daYS!!

Cheerleading lessons!!!

the well-known Pyramid formation!! how i missed cheerleading.. hehek

the "soccer" kakis!!!

Badminton-ing...hitting the showers!!

today was jus one of the days where u jus feel down..
affected by the surroundings ard you..
sheesh..

there are times where u jus need to break down..
a shoulder to lean on..
and a listening ear..

but after all tat is over..
ALL IS FINE AND SWEET AGAIN!!!!


hehek..
buat anti-climax je..
hehek..


Tks, SHF!!!
lup u!!
MUACKS!!

Elektra: You look nice today!!
Lynette: Y u wear so nice today? Going out ah?
Angela: You look prettier in person..
Angela: You so cute!!

Hehek..
See?

Im jus the luckiest girl in the world..
everyday ppl give me compliments..
Wat can i say??
jus accept it lah..
u can deny sumting tat is within u..
keke..

oh, btw.. if u r wondering who Angela is..
she is one noisy girl, who jus likes to laugh..
i was laughing at her n shah on the way hm..
hehek..
so ke-ai..

hmm..
i got to noe sumting which SHF assume the whole SHF knew..
but not ME!!!!!!
SM!!!
why nvr tell me the whole story..
i only noe like 1/4 of it??
BWEK!!!
so i was rite after all, rite??
hehek

niway, we got sum pics..
WEE!!
ENJOY!!

MUACKS!!

don miss me!!
keke

SHF bAcK viEW.. identity must b kept secret!! Shh...

Put a gay n 2 guys together, wat do u get??

where's elmo?? hehek.. C her forehead??

im sincerely apologised..
if i cause u pain and distress..

i don noe y..
im giving u the cold shoulder..
or watsoever u call it..

well, actually yes..
maybe im giving u the cold shoulder..
but don ask me y..
i don noe either..

im jus having mixed/confused thots rite now..
i promise wen im done wit it..
its b normal again..

jus don be sad/bother urself abt tis matter..
watever it is, our frenship is still dere..
no worries..

okai?

u used to give me winks..
so now, im giving u a wink..
SMILE aite? :)

*winks*

today was like oh-so-the-fun/best.com (sori dee!! curi sikit.. haha)

as per normal, janji2 melayu nie.. arrange to meet at small Mac at 10.. at last everyone met up ard 10.30am.. plus lin and salleh met us at 12.15pm at harbourfront.. how late was tat?? a late breakfast @ Mac.. n off we went to sentosa..

we were oh-so-the-cute, wit our maps, like tourists.. but we were jus in Sentosa.. haha.. getting on the wrong buses.. how were we to know?? there was red, blue and yellow lines!! Sheesh.. but it was still fun!!!

the luge, n skyride!!! wee!! haha.. the pic wit the merlions.. the constant im-so-thirsty catch phrase.. almost every 1/2 an hour..

there was lin who was acting crazy n hyper the whole day.. Plus there was Salleh.. acting as the abg ngah jaga adik2.. nice to have him ard.. he was so enthusiastic to get to the places... hehe..

we caught the bird shows.. got to take pics wit macaws.. so the nice and colourful!! but one of the macaws so bad!! scratch my baby's neck.. den go patuk on his hair!! den we caught the animal encounter show.. sumting happen.. we were playing ard wit a box.. n we even took out the cover.. n we did not c anything.. later did we noe there was a python inside there.. we were like "AAAHHH!!!".. gdness.. luckily nothing happen... hehe.. plus we got to touch/hold the python.. n monitor lizard.. chimpanzees.. hmm, peacocks n husky dog.. the dogs in 'eight feet below'..

the day at sentosa was filled wit laughters n the so-merepeks-but-funny jokes.. compliments from salleh and lin.. haha.. very dumb but we played the guessing games.. haha.. hate those 2 for playing a fool on us.. made us crack our heads for the ans.. kan, fid?? hmmph..

After a long day, off we went to the ESPLANADE!! so semangatz okai.. we were so tired but fireworks?? we jus cant miss tat!! hehe.. was hungry but all the places were full.. so we tapao LJS n we ate by the river.. while waiting for the fireworks.. we were like 1.5 hrs early.. to waste the time, again, compliments frm fid and lin.. GHOST STORIES!!! haha.. seriously, after hearing all that, i've been lookin at the ceiling.. every now and then.. haha

Fireworks were NICE!!!! COLOURFUL!!! those who didnt go, don wori.. there's 3 more on tuesday, friday and saturday.. hehe.

After the fireworks, we were like rushing off to the MRT so quickly.. so the kiddy 5 of us.. held hands and rush thru all the crowds.. ALL THE WAY FRM ESPLANADE TO CITY HALL CONTROL STATION.. it was fun.. haha.. like anak2 ayam ikut bapak ayam.. reach city hall, we were panting...

so off we went hm.. tired and shagged.. reach hm.. n now chatting wit the girls.. photo sending.. haha.. wat do u expect!! hahaha.. we were CAM WHORING the whole day.. hehe

my mon cherie..
Charlie Chaplin's assistant.. keke

the ladees..

luge.. the helmet is so mepeks..

Skyride..

Tat's the pythom in the box!!

the colourful macaws.. they are husband n wife.. btw

the being-chased-by-paparazzi pic.. as the bapak ayam likes to call it
the Merlion.. wat a privelege.. haha

look @ lin!!


FIREWORKS!!!

The 5 cheeky friends...

i don noe y..
but i feel u've changed..

frm the one who controls ur temper..
the nice and cute person..
to sum1 i don noe..
so short-tempered..
not the nice n sweet-talker i noe of..

i was shocked to noe wat was happening to u..
its like..
"eh, wat happened?"
is tat the real you which i nvr got to noe..
i don noe..
im clueless myself..

yes, im worried..
i don noe wat will happen..
but to noe, i tot of the worst tat cld happen..

im wishing the best for u tmr...
*prays silently in my heart*

i wish u cld tell me the outcome..
but i noe u won bother..
u jus won bother..
esp wen its me..

im jus wishing the best for u and myself..
i cant live in the past..
i'm trying to move on..
no more of the past..

nowadays, wen i tink of the memories..
i'll jus smile to myself, sumtimes..
im starting to accept the reality..
that is going on ard me..

its real love that u don't know abt

nothing to do today..

n i need sumting to occupy me..

so i won tink of undesirable/unhappy stuff..

so i did tis!!

p.s: its a rare talent.. haha

jus not the happy person animore

REACHING MY BREAKING POINT SOON!!

my brain cant take it anymore..

jus lying to myself all these while..

i feel like taking it out on the punching bag now..
seriously..

if u r online now, im sure my nick will b
"smoke is coming out of my nose and ears"

really stressed..
my prob. jus keep piling up..
my depression mode..
my family..
my skool..
my FYP..
my friends..
my best frens..
my r'ship..

luckily my financial stuff is taken care of..

not one settled, another comes in..
damn shit, man!!

only a period of 3 mths..
n my probs are jus bloody many..
like Mt Everest..
*abit exaggerating*

now, u know the ans y im out most of the times..

i tink i nd a while to settle these stuff..
take it a day at a time..
insyallah

test is in 10hrs..
i haven touch it yet..

sheesh..
gonna do bad for the paper..

whole day was slacking..

morning: go skool..
afternoon: sleep..
evening/nite: out @tamp

wonder wat will happen for my exams?

k lah..
ciao..
bye2
muacks!!

is it tat bad till u cant look at us rite in the face?

Wen i saw u jus now, it was jus total awkwardness..
i did not even utter a werd..
Are things that bad till we cant be close to each other anymore?

i tink maybe a little more time away from each other might be better..
and time for urself too..

im like stuck in the middle..
not a nice position to b in..

n yes, i wan to c the person wit so much confidence n self-esteem back..
jus waiting for the day..
when its jus the 3 of us..

Noe the phrase "MONDAY BLUES"??

seriously, thats bullshit..
ytd was the best/sweet/fun/laughable monday in my life!!!!

early in the morning, bf came.. Fetch me de!! sweet!! haha.. we cekik abit of breakfast.. luckily my mom goreng epok2.. he sat quietly playing his laptop.. while i get ready for skool.. so cute!! haha

den in skool, role play.. very funny!! me n geraldine got conflict.. very panick and totally freak out wen i did not noe the details.. but luckily, i manage the identification of conflicts.. plus CP marks are high.. so no worries..

Wen to slack in the lib.. instead of study, we joke abit.. a bit racist but im tokin abt my own race.. so not racist rite? we snapped abit.. hehe

Wen to fc 4.. everyone was chiong-ing on CPSTC test.. Esp me.. started like in the morning.. Ppl were eating n i feel like vomitting.. Nausea.. sheesh

Got Prodgn.. half asleep..

CPSTEC test.. which was very insulting.. study so hard but the same EXACT COPY of the tutorial.. but its okay.. as least can get high marks.. keke

Met dee, tash, ariff n marl.. at starbucks tamp.. reminiscing abt old times.. haha.. plus arif sarcastic remarks and jokes.. tasha's silenceness for the first time.. reason y? reading the new paper.. sheesh.. was laughin the whole nite.. i tink can get my six pecs soon.. HAHA.. den acc. ariff n marl to delifrance.. Where i also have nausea again..

my realli-very-the perasan cute belovedthE 5..
we separated ard almost 10.. tash took taxi.. as expected.. the rest took buses..
basically, all in all.. i had the best times in a while and a gd monday, except for the earful i got frm bf!!! hehe

ytd nite was one of the nites wen we jus broke down.. all we ask for is for u to open up.. we miss the days where we can jus tok abt everything under the sun.. we wan life to go back to normal.. no more uneasiness among us..

okai..

i tink im a stupid/silly/blur little girl who jus doesnt listen..

I CAME FOR A CLASS WHICH I DID NOT HAVE TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GRRRR..

pissed ok?
at myself..
hmmph..