Wednesday, February 27, 2008

I was reading my old diaries, this came across on my opinions about all my friends.

This came out the most impact..

"They are the very persons I will always remember and never forget. They were always by my side whenever I am happy or depressed. Although they were unsupportive in some things that I do, their advices were greatly appreciated and to be looked forward to. Their friendship is something I will never forget and cherish every moment when I am with them. That I call, the friendship of Su, Mal and Dee."

Believe or not, I cried. I didn't know I was so sentimental during secondary school. Hahah!!

Try reading your old diaries, you will be touched by the things you write. At least I did.

Monday, February 25, 2008

I am amazed at how we can just cursed at each other with all our hearts, or behind , then in one way or another, we end up being lovey dovey like nothing has happened.

It feels silly sometimes, but hey, its the specialty.

And if we are fated that way to stay together, so be it.

We leave it to the Above.

That day in Tampines Mall,




I love this pic because I won at pool!! Whatever, I'm skilled, no buts accepted.

That Plain Jane with lots of simplicity.

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Too much to blog about, but too little time..

I had my time with the SHF on Sunday. I mean, last Sunday. It was just great with the original members there. Essential brew for lunch, and it was so nice and yummy la!!! Desserts was at Cold Rock, and oh me god!! It was so full of Ice-cream, Yummy, yummy, yummy ice cream!!

And I am the only one who has gain weight. Hey, I gain 5 kg and they lost, lots of kilograms!! Sheesh!!

So many things to talk about even though it was very short.

Contact Time was so mendaks nak mampus especially with Smartboard course thing. And yes, I finally found my Angel!

Two weeks before,

Sue: Imagine if my Angel was Mr Subra, abis la.. satu pape pun aku tak dapat!! Hahah!! Plentiful of borings!

Well, guess who is my angel?? Mr Subra!!! Nyehahah!! I swear we were laughing our heads off. With his low tone of voice, "Hey, Suhaila. I am your angel!!" Nyehahah!! As least, I had loads of chocolates from him. Sungguh best!

Kerepek la sey!! Then we had our staff lunch with the Lo Hei, Fa Cai Yu Sheng, if I am not wrong that is what it is call. Sungguh-I-don't-like-it!!

My table was full of chocolates on that day. Plus the cupcakes. Very kecohs!! The instructor was teaching and me?? I was listening to my music and eating loads of chocolates!!

I should let you see it!!

Had way, way loads of fun with the girls on Wednesday. With our laptops, books and materials, we went to Simpang to chill and did our planning.

Way, way too much fun with gossips and laughter, we overshot our time there.

And Muntazir-night on Friday and Saturday!!

Friday was Jalan Kayu for Mad Jack!! Suhaila was sungguh stress and down on that day. That boy likes to makes me panic and make me feel stupid. He made me walk all the way to Esso to withdraw $$$. Sheesh!! But MadJack was fabulastic!! The ending, brownies with Ice cream!! He said, "Makan2!! Jadi tak stress.."

And you should have seen his face, when my eyes were teary and red. Classic!! "eh dah ah.. Makan dulu, makan dulu!"

I went to Bugis yesterday. Suhaila's alone day! Sungguh pathetic nak mampus nye!! I was a lone ranger! Bought a bag pack!! Yes, a bag pack!! Oh sungguh soooo lawa!! Price also lawa la!!

After which, it was supper with J again, at McDonalds! I was so frustrated and troubled I did not eat the whole day! Sungguh kurus yesterday!

And now, I am back to work. Lesson plans, again!!

Compliments from my Angel!

SHF day (Essential Brew and Cold Rock),




Contact Time,


MadJack,



Friday, February 15, 2008

I am so, so, so mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why do I get bullied by my Primary 5-es at once a week??

Why can't I be the one to bully them every single day of the week??

Why must I always used my voice every single time?? Until my voice is gone is it??

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Tak blh jadi nie.. Must do something about it.


And I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MAD LA AT THIS STUPID FREAKING PERSON!!!!!!!!

Last 15 minutes of Valentine, I was busy replying to almost a dozen of messages, asking what happened to me.

Actually kan, to tell you the truth, I went out with a guy yesterday to celebrate Valentine's Day. I lied to you when I said I went out with my friends to eat. No, no, its true. This is not a lie.

To those he disturbed, i'm sorry.

Uhh!!

ohohoh... Talking about V.day, since I did not celebrate it, (I mean, seriously, I did not celebrate for 3 years alr plus this one.) my darling Primary 6 gave me loads of pressies. I got a rose, teddy bear, chocolates, heart-shaped straws. So sweet!!

And I went to Borders, alone, eat alone at McDonalds and I CUT MY HAIR!!!!!!! hahah, Pendeks!!!! Short and thin and botak abit at the back.

At night, I went out with my darling friends. And I swear, he kept stealing glances at me, which gave me the creeps. Even though dah lame kite kenal and saling jumpa, please eh. Your minah-sungguh-tak-lawa girlfriend is beside you. And sungguh meluat and irritating and ridiculous when I saw her. I thought you had better taste.

And Mun, thank you for listening to all my sarcasms and frustrations and all. Even when you are in Tekong with stupid reception which keeps disconnecting during calls. hahah!!

Thursday, February 14, 2008

In exactly 20 minutes,

I will burst all my anger and my soul even though losing my voice is a risk, I don't care..

This is too much already!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Saturday, February 09, 2008


From Suntec City for donuts to Strawberry Banana Freezer, Marina Square for those earrings and ended up at Jalan Kayu for dinner. It was love knowing that you would just comply with all my 'wants' and me, just showing those attitudes which you call it, "angin tak betul die dah sampai".

Saya sayang sama awak!!

And those who walks from bus stop at Seletar Camp, that walk to Jalan Kayu, passing that pokok kapas, just keep quiet and do not tegur any smell there.. I dah kasi warning eh..

The reason why I was busy for the past 2 weeks..



And finally, its over!

Though they are terrible aunties and uncles from the market,

It was extremely fun, teaching and coordinating the dance.

Thank you, my 'aunties' and 'uncles'

Sunday, February 03, 2008


They said,

"Aiyo!! She even has a boyfriend who likes to make funny faces like her. Just perfect. Too Perfect."

Hahah!! After almost five years, of course I am always the one who has that kind of influence. Don't you simply agree??

Mom said,

"The crazy twosome of the century. *shakes head*"

If we are not crazy, we would not have such fantastic, and rollercoaster years together. Even though some were unpleasant, its adds on to all our experience and mistakes to learn from. Don't you agree?

So all this aside...

I love you.


P.S: He made that for me. A sudden surprise from the unromantic.
It was busy Saturday and a busy week.

Lots of things happenend in a week.


There was my Chinese New Year Rehearsal. And I was not happy with the coordinator! I almost, almost said something unpleasant to her and luckily not, since she was the Senior Head of Chinese Department. Even though my kids are Nepalese kids and they are the bunch that is being looked down upon at, she didn't have the right to say like that to the kids. It makes them feel unmotivated and disappointed. My kids practise everyday after school, put in all their efforts, without me organising it and out of their own accord. They were very enthusiastic and were excited about it. And those words from her, could make them lose all sense of enthusiasm. And oh, just because I wasn't there, she had no right to say unmotivational words to them! Urggh!! Mad!!


I had my Timetable time with Mrs Marican. She was a great help and good advisor. I had lots of courses especially Mathematics, when I felt I need more help on English. And I have a box of papers and books to mark but I just simply ignored and push it aside. I can't bear to mark all those assignments. Let me off please!


Yesterday, was Jung Na's departure to Korea. I brought my girls there and I promise myself that I would never bring them to Bimal's departure to US after PSLE. Hahah! I would be gone by then. All six of them created a scene by crying and all eyes were red. Miss Jannah and Miss Sue felt so uncomfortable walking with 6 crying school girls. And the weird thing is, Jung Na didn't even shed a tear. McDonalds for late Dinner and the girls reached home at 10 plus. I'm going to be worried and in trouble if I don't get them home as early as possible. After 10pm for Primary school kids are a No-No.


As for today, I am busy like a clerk. I will be typing and typing all day long. Sigh!

The pictures of yesterday...