I almost had a big breakdown after the mini-accident.

Tengah tahan air mata je.

Luckily, all is well and fine.

Will update on our "picnic bawah block".

haha.

My past 3 days was spent with my loved one.

On wednesday, we went to Kallang Leisure Park for a movie, X-Men origins: Wolverine.

It was an A-Okay movie, nothing to flutter about actually.

Dinner at Pastamania.

Tell me, isn't NIE students students??!?!

The cashier said this, "You are not a student. We want universities that has no relation with education."

Wait, aren't all universities related to education?? So irritated.

We went bowling thereafter, with the socks I bought.

It was back to secondary school days, socks tinggi sampai langit.

He said, "You!! So kental!"

Thanks eh.

2 games, well, i know i have improved, at the very least. Haha!

ON thursday evening, I was throwing my utmost tantrums.

I was basically ignoring him and taking out all my tantrumic antics, which he deemed as "MINTA KENE SEPAK" punyer perangai.

He came down all the way to my home, to take me out to dinner at EastPoint.

OMG! We had our very FIRST candlelit dinner.

So romantic can?

Nasib baik he took me out for a candlelit dinner, or else, I would still be mad up till the night.

Today!!

My boyfriend surprised me with a BONIA wristlet!

WHAT?!?!??

I was so, so, so EXCITED!!

I mean, it was a complete surprise even though I told him that I wanted a wristlet but I didn't expect him to get me one.

WEEE!!

I told him, I was like one happy girl who just got her first Barbie doll.
haha.

N because of these days, you make me cheery and happy,

I sayangkan you.

My boyfriend and me,

Short Date.

We had a short but sweet evening date.

We went back to my precious little home first because I had a BIG nature's call.

Checking out the showtimes for Jangan Tegur, we cabbed down to Downtown East.

The story keeps you in close suspense from the beginning till the end.

And my hands keeps popping up to cover my eyes for those popoutofnowhereandscareyou scenes.

The night ended with him sending me home, even though I was pulling a very long face during the bus ride and he didn't even bother to take the initiative to perk me up. Like always, pretending to sleep and jerking your head a bit works everytime so well, in these situations.

My BIG, GREEN walking tree,

We two best friends decided to meet up for a short lunch to Seoul Garden, after contemplating with the choice of Seoul Garden or Swensens.

All the talk over Craig David's concert, over our boyfriends, (yes yes! I still can't get over the fact she has a boyfriend!) and over food. All kinds of food.

After a filled stomach. we went separate ways to meet our boyfriends respectively.

Best friend, we will meet again in almost 2 months alright. For a BIG event. hee

Best friend for 7 years and friends for 15 years,

We were trying to mimic the poster below. We loved the caption.

"Best friends don't always agree. But there's always ONE thing that they agree on, SEOUL GARDEN."

Posting and such.

I got my posting!

Good news, its at Tampines.

Bad news, its a Chinese school.

Not being a racist or such, just that I would prefer a multi-racial school, you know.

Another bad news, double session.

Oh, thanks alot.


Being sick for 3 days now, is a bad and a good thing too.

Bad, i feel so weak and I don't move around as much plus I don't have any appetite to eat.

Good, my body is shrinking, which is a good thing according to my mother.

On a Friday, the day I was down with high fever.

Someone.

Someone who cares,

And someone I adore.

11 months.

its 11 months now.

Exciting!!

Can we just get the months over and done with and start with the years now??

*smiles gleefully*

Pilihan bodoh.

I'm just going to babble in Malay right now. And Sayang, I think your constant syarahan just comes in handy sometimes.

Kenapa dalam dunia, Tuhan itu dah berikan kite akal dan fikiran tapi kite tak menggunakan untuk buat kebaikan dan perkara2 yang mendatangkan faedah? Tak tau bezakan yg HALAL dan yg HARAM? yg SALAH dan BETUL?

I know I am in no position to say all this tapi at least a little bit of what I learnt from my classes and abit of enlightment from him, I am confident to say that I am at least equipped with the basics of our religion and stuff, just that I don't practise some of them like menutup aurat and keeping a distance from the opposite sex. For me, those are already big enough sins for me to handle.

Ustazah kate, "Belajar tinggi-tinggi pun tak guna kalau ugama taruh belakang pocket. Tak diberkati Tuhan."

Nak kate bodoh, tak bodoh.

Cume pilihan yang bodoh je. Tak tau pilih mane betul and mana yang salah.

At 12 midnite,

I got the semangat to clean up my room, change the bedsheets and fix the cupboard I bought from IKEA. And for the first time in almost 22 years of my life, I actually went to wash the fan.

My boyfriend: What?!?! YOU WASH THE FAN??!!?

My boyfriend: YOU CHANGE YOUR BED SHEET?!?!

Me: Yes! It was dirty.

My boyfriend: Am I hearing what I am hearing??

Me: Yes gemuk!!

My boyfriend: WOW!! Really, boncit??

Me: Yes, see la who. Nak jadi kakak and practice jadi isteri tercontoh..

HAHA!!

Now, I just need to go and print my current family photo.

We were talking about some things that was sensitive. Suddenly, I just feel like I am not in the boat alone. There was someone else with me. Through all these weeks, I felt the guilt for feeling what I felt whenever I went there.

But after what happened tonight, suddenly, I realised I was right to feel that way. It was just the concern.

and I better sleep now. I have to send that botak girl for her treatment early in the morning.

Stress aku.

And now, I have an extra person calling me Gemuk.

Which will total up to be 8 of them calling me that.

Thanks eh best friend.

haha.

I am all cranky today because someone promised that we will meet up but that someone forgot all about it.

And I am shutting my mouth until that someone remembers.

So anyhoos,

I had my Science paper today, it was tough alright, given the fact that I started studying last night, just because Aisyah scared the wits out of me.

I am very sorry to Nur Amalina bte Surani, because I cannot upload the videos and pictures of Craig Dvid, just because I misplaced my camera wire. I promise you will get to see them this Friday when we meet up.

I am not going to Bali with the girls, just because I have my lesson on the day of our flight.

But I am going to KL this June, with or without my family. YAY!! And I am not going anywhere further than that place because I promised myself all other exotic places will be spent and enjoyed with my special one.

My birthday is in about 2 months' time and I am sooo excited to turn 22. Yes, I am.

Tomorrow, I am going to Kampong Jawa, in Cik Timah's words. It is actually Arab Street, as commonly known. With Fid and Cik Timah. Excited okay!

Actually, I enjoy going out with her mother.

You know, when you go out with these old people, you get to learn so much from them. Sometimes, you are able to see from their point of view on something that we would actually disagree. You may even feel that it is sort of right, well, in the first place, it is. Just that as we would call it, "Old Fashioned".

I am so-oh mentally tired.

Be back later.

I have many to blog..

Craig David Showcase. FYI, I was mesmerised and he looks so... HOT. What a time to misplaced my camera wire.

My hair! Yesyesyes. I cut my hair. SHORT. BOB STYLE but SHORTER and I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT.

Dinner, Yes, dinner, just. In Fid's words, "oh the drama!"

The boyfriend. uh-huh, the boyfriend again. what to do, without him, i'm just clueless.

The last assignment and the last test. Tuesday babe, tuesday. After that, holidays babey! Just waiting for August.

I always wonder why my mum gets worked up when he is coming over.

She would shout, "OMG! House so messy!!" and "Long, go and sweep the floor!"

Then she will busy2 shuffle everything nicely and neatly.

And I finally got the answer today.

She said,

"Mun kan very particular about cleanliness."

OOHH!!!

And weird thing when I wanted to take out the fried fish out for dinner,

"Mun kan tak makan ikan." (translated: Mun don't eat fish.)

Ah, now I wonder, who is the girlfriend now,

Me or Her.

I am in this love-hate relationship where one moment I just detest and on another, i love.

I might be spiteful in things he did,

but at the end of the day,

he is the one I want to be with.

Insyaallah, for a very looong time.

Craig David is on Wednesday!

*sings oh i can't sleep till you're next to me..... feels like insomnia, ooohhh, feels like insomnia*

" Because you are the smile and joy in my life, and I love you. "

Happy 23rd Birthday, Gemuk!

Wishing you all the best in everything and success in your journey of lives.

I hope you had a blast at the party, which I know you did.

And for me all that was not a waste of money.

Ikhlas, just to let you have a fantastic birthday this year.

And I am not asking for much on my birthday either,

just you and my family for a simple celebration.

I love you much and looking forward to creating fantastic moments together.

I have never jejak Indonesia before.

And i thought I could.

Well, I wanted too!!

Now,thanks to all the makciks-makciks and my dad (thaks a lot eh!) I am paranoid like crazy after hearing the stories. Rapes, bombs and others, saying the place is not safe.

Sungguh aku paranoid.

And when Sha messaged me she couldnt book the tickets, I went, "okay, this is like a sign to ask me to consider." And after one last hit, from Cik Timah, thats it. I am not going, jut because I am scared.

Pathetic kan aku!! Nak gi holiday tapi takut.

And my boyfriend can even add,

"That place is an easy target."

Thanks a lot, knowing I am easily convinced.

Now, I am thinking, did I do the right thing or not??

And I was already planning to do shopping there.

I had a tired 2 days, and I think It was all worth it.

Just for him.

Seeing him smile and have a fabulous time with famil-ies and friends.

It was very tiring and there were so many people, food catering to 60 people.

And with us being busy, ensuring that everybody had eaten their full.

And food was GREAT!!

It was worth all the money!!

HIGHLIGHT of the day:

Both our dads hugged each other so tightly and just simply happy to see each other, which we thought was their first meeting from both families.

Little did we know, they were old friends separated for almost 10 yrs.

Wokay, it was a totally weird moment.

I was expecting something like, "Hi, I am Suhaila's dad" or "Hi, I am ajir's dad".

But NO!!

They went straight for each other and hugged.

That was weird.

And everyone went, "ohhhh!!!"

Now, expressing thanks.

Thank you to Abg Adi and Haron's Satay for the fabulous food!(read: East Coast food Centre)

Sumpah the the satay, the BBQ ayam, the ikan pari and sotong was menjilat jari.

Thank you to Cik Timah (read: Fid's Mother) for the Fried Rice and for your info, it was nice and all of the rice was finished. Except for the last half a pot which was basi in the morning. Sedih sey! I thought of having it for breakfast. And also the kuih2 which she gave to us.

Thank you to Cik Ati (read: Mun's mom) for the Mee Goreng.

Thank you to Kak Urin for sponsoring the cake and help out, being the first to reach and the last to go home.

Thank you to Fid and Hussain and Cik Timah for coming down. I am sorry if you all feel tak terlayan. And Fid, this was one of the times where I wish that you could already walk because we would have hung out till the next day.

Thank you to Siti and Mari for making the trip down.

Thank you also to Arab and friends for making it down at the wee hours even though you were tired from work. And I am sorry I slept in first, I was very tired ok!

Thank you to the two brothers of his for helping out at the pit and housekeeping

Thank you for everyone else who came for the event.

Last but not least, Thank you to my one and only family for coming down to support me. Thank you lots!!

I saw a man lying on the road, surrounded by blood.

And he had a seriously swollen forehead, the size of an apple.

Now, I can't get the image out of my head.

That is what happen when you jaywalk.

And as for me, this is what happen when you gatal turn your head to see what's going on.

And now,

we have 2 friends consoling each other,

telling funny events just to keep us from crying.

Maybe I have been quiet and holding it in too long, that I cried a pail tonight.

I typed out a whole long essay email.

but instead of clicking SENT, i click DELETE.

Seriously, why even bother sending it out only after months later?

Its just redundant.

I think I still prefer keeping it to myself.



Well, what can I say?? My first time being a fool in love.


and yes!! I am going Bali with the NIE mates, just because they want to.

And my KL trip again!!

but this time, with the family.