At 12 midnite,
I got the semangat to clean up my room, change the bedsheets and fix the cupboard I bought from IKEA. And for the first time in almost 22 years of my life, I actually went to wash the fan.
My boyfriend: What?!?! YOU WASH THE FAN??!!?
My boyfriend: YOU CHANGE YOUR BED SHEET?!?!
Me: Yes! It was dirty.
My boyfriend: Am I hearing what I am hearing??
Me: Yes gemuk!!
My boyfriend: WOW!! Really, boncit??
Me: Yes, see la who. Nak jadi kakak and practice jadi isteri tercontoh..
HAHA!!
Now, I just need to go and print my current family photo.
We were talking about some things that was sensitive. Suddenly, I just feel like I am not in the boat alone. There was someone else with me. Through all these weeks, I felt the guilt for feeling what I felt whenever I went there.
But after what happened tonight, suddenly, I realised I was right to feel that way. It was just the concern.
and I better sleep now. I have to send that botak girl for her treatment early in the morning.
Stress aku.
And now, I have an extra person calling me Gemuk.
Which will total up to be 8 of them calling me that.
Thanks eh best friend.
haha.