Yesterday was a night full of drama, detest-ivity to the maximus and merajuk-ness yg melampaui batas!!
HAHAH!!

At least I was satistied with the outcome. Well, which girl doesn’t like to be given in to?? *satisfied but evil grins*

I just realized my Malay is so terukthenakmamps. It’s all over the place.. Very the tongkang terbalik.. Memalukan/merosakkan bahase Melayu yg terindah nie.Cedebah!! sejak bile ntah aku mcm nie...

Certain scenarios:

Scenario 1:

I was pulling up my pants which were falling down on me.

Him: Knp asyik tarik2 seluar je?
Me: Seluar I meleret la, tak pakai belt nari.
Him: Oh… *keeps quiet for a while*
Me: You… bkn melarat ke??
Him: Tu ah.. Tapi melarat mcm pelik pulak..
Me: Ntah.. *In thought*
Him: You!!! Melorot la!!! Seluar melorot!! Hurhurhur

Scenario 2:

I was quarrelling with my brother over his long hair.

Me: Go and cut your hair la!! Dah la serabai!!
Bro: Aku nye pasal ah. My hair what!!
Mum: *interrupting* Otak kau serabai!! Serabut la!! Serabai tu name kuih!
Me: Eh?? *scratch head*
Mum: IC je malay, bahasa terbalik dibuat nye
Bro: *laughs sinisterly*

Scenario 3:

I was talking to Azri that day and we were the type who always critic-ing.. ermm.. big, big people.. (no offence to those..)

Me: *looks at him*Astaghfirullah, huh kau!! Gerdek nye!!
Him: Otak kau!! Gerdik la!! Mane ade word gerdek!!
Me: Diam ah!!

It is really Gerdik instead of Gerdek??? I just kept quiet because he is the Malay Language expert. *wonders*

I think I really need to upgrade my Bahasa Melayu!! So people, better start talking to me in Malay, but… PROPER MALAY!!

Ok, Random pics which were very outdated but still very, BOOGIE THE BAMM!! Hehe.. Well, whatever that means alright?? Hurhurhur


Those were the Food we had when Mak Ngah and family came over on Chinese New Year Eve!! So basically said, those were our very own Reunion dinner dishes!!


That is my little sis, whom I loved very, very the much and dote the most!! But she is damn spoilt by the parents sampai I also cannot angkat.. Macam paham je aku nie.. Kwakwa!!


And that is our very the annoying but happily living Azri!! The thing I hate when I hang out with him is, I HAVE TO BE HIS CAMERA-WOMAN!! So tak bersefahaman langsung!! Sheesh!


Oh, request from the sister who is very jealous and merajuks because there was no entry about her birthday.. SO TA DA!! Happy 11th Birthday!!


And these are the scented candles I burnt almost everynite.. So my room is constantly sweet smelling! You can call it therapy, sue's own therapy.. hurhurhur


HEHEHE!!! Memecah perut every time I see this picture!! Keke!!

Ok!! Tats all for today!! Ola!!

Bye.. MUACKS!!

Today’s topic will be everybody’s favourite topic, FOOD!!! Tell me, who doesn’t like to eat???

I’ve been going to all the makan places that I just loved!! And has been critic-ing all the various foods/drinks. Here are some of my personal Favourites….

For the Laksa,
Parkway Parade is the place!! Not too oily and not too spicy.

For the Chicken rice,
Parkway Parade is still the best!! But ask for ta-pao, the portion of rice is more than you eat there… hurhurhur..

For the Roti John,
Simpang Bedok!! You can get all kinds of Roti John there!! Yumyum!!

For the best Nasi Ayam Goreng,
Go Afghanistan Restaurant!! My new favourite!!

For the Ban Mian,
Food Culture at Century Square!! Ban Mian there is so syiok!! Add more chilli okay?? Even more syiok!! Chicken pieces are so big!! Very the syiok!!

For the powerful Fried Fish Soup,
Lucky Plaza Level 6!! Ask for more milk!! Confirm melemak yg menimbun!! Sedaps!!!

For the very nice and yummy Nasi Goreng Sambal,
Go Al-Azhar!! The sambal is menimbun2 and its so the spicy!! The presentation looks scary because its rice and chicken flooded in sambal but its damn SYIOK!! If you don’t know where is, its at Bukit Timah.. I know its far… but if you have the transport, go check it out! Oh, it’s in front of Beauty World, next to the well-known Al-Ameen, btw…

For the nice and cheap plus big Portion of Fish and Chips,
Kawasan Bedok conquer!! There is Bedok Banquet, the one which took over Yassalam. There is Simpang Bedok’s Fish and Chips and the one recommended by Pendek, which is at Bedok South Blk 26. Sanggup seh ayahanda beli kat blk 26!! Sygku nye pasal.. hehe

And who likes to have Spaghetti, do come my house!! Because I do make nice spaghetti sauce!! So pekat, very the gao-gao nye. *praising ownself* But do make an appointment before coming ok?? Few days in advance.. Hehe

And for the Nasi Lemak,
Who don’t know where to go but Changi Village!! Or so I recommended, is the Afghanistan Restaurant. It has the same standard but the chilli cannot beat Changi one la…

For very, very nice, cheap but authentic Thai Food,
I would recommend the halal food court at Woodlands Mart/Central. It’s just behind the Admiralty MRT station. So many kind of Thai dishes. If you took a closer look, you will realize a THANK-YOU card, which I think still is there. Which is nicely done up by Me and Geraldine..

And for nice Chapati plus Keema,
Highly recommended is, Har Yassin, the one at Geylang. (Siras, I help you advertise your shop!! hehe). The Chapati is very Syiok and the Keema, my all-time Favourite!!

As for my cravings for Murtabak,
The nicest for me so far is at Zam Zam, which is at Arab Street. I know that place is a favourites for the pengunjung-pengunjung there.

And for Nasi Briyani,
Welcoming Victory, which is next to Zam Zam.. The briyani very the nice, and the Dalca/curry, also very the yumyum.

And whoever has cravings for Mee Kuah and Rojak Mama, do head to S-11 Tampines. The last store yg tersorok kat belakang tu. Well, basically which East people don’t know where is it??

And on the far end of the MRT line, which is at Boon Lay, the Banquet there… Sells nice Claypot Chicken Rice. The sauce very nice!! Yumyum!!

Those who likes ‘Kentang Ball’ or Potato Ball, do drive your way to Haig Road.. The soup is like Tom Yam, spicy and sweet and sour.. Very the nice, sampai hingus meleleh… Haha!!

Oh, for desserts, who likes Apple Strudel, Please head to Katong. I don’t know the shop’s name but when you see Siglap Centre, follow the main road, 10 minutes walk. Favourite hang-out for the desserts. Never fail to go there for the weekend craving. Hehe..

And lastly, those who likes Teh Peng, Teh Cino or whatsoever Tea la, kindly please go to Teh Tarik which is near ermm, East View Secondary or Dunman Secondary. Its just somewhere between them la..

Ok la, that’s the foodies for tonight ok? *winks*

Bye… Happy eating, people!!
MUACKS!!

21st February 2007:

Meet-up with the girls was just lovely, sweety and so the cutey!! Hurhurhur… Even though it was short, our kerinduanss for each other was just suffice-able!! You girls are just my loves, 4ever and ever, sampai ke anak cucu!! Insyaallah. Stuff with each other, the work, the boyfriend, the detestable, the mengumpats and the fave, badaks of the day (the pengaruhs of sum1 calling ppl badaks…)!! Kwakwa…


Bile Sue dah start berbahasa Melayu… Cedebah!! Huahua!!

22nd February 2007:

Morning is just a good start everyday for the past weeks, today was no exception. *grins mentel-ly* Breakfast-cum-lunch at Changi was just fun plus kekok-ness and full of nasi lemakness. The freaking long queues and the crite pasal hantu in the kedai calling the customers which was deemed as merepeks by someone. Hmmph!! But it’s true, read/heard it somewhere someplace. And Pendek!! I will pay the next time and thanks for the meals/time taken off to take care of all my karenahs. Hehe… No worries, more karenahs of mine to come!! Hoohoo!! And I hate you… Hmmph!

Oh, please la Mr ??? (you know who you are…), all the “biar yg lepas tu lepaskan and yg sudah tu sudah..” That applies only to you but not me!! Wah!! I can’t take it la. Org tu kate die tanak masuk campur but die buka mulut tu buat pe?!??! Menyibuk menjaga tepi kain org la!! Org nye pasal la nak contact ke, nak jumpa ke or whatsoever. And I’m not merepek/bodoh/gajah/gemuk/kental/takdeotak… You are just so good at bringing people down, don’t you?? NO MORE MARAH, MARAH SAYANG!! Had enough of it when all you get is pain, pain and MORE pain!! End of story, full stop. A promise is a promise and a deal is still a deal. Alhamdullillah.

The fishes you gave are still living, alive and swimming well. 2 of them, kiki and koko. Been taking care of them well, just tat it likes to shit a lot and the tank needs cleaning, which is so time consuming. And it’s not growing, I think it has anti-growing syndrome.. Its just small and sweet.

Your little Tweety, I still want to keep it, I don’t want to give it bck. Been my company since I had it. Been with me in good times and bad times. (You should see the mark holes I made and the bekas air liurs. Haha.)

Few days was so mendaks-ness!! After 3 weeks of wasting my time/life, (my 3 weeks was sleep late, wake up, go out, home at midnite and it goes all over again.. and yes note taken, I am wasting my life…), I decided to have a few days by myself. Was at home for 3 days straight, the motivation of being the good girl was there. Spring cleaning the living room, wash dishes, TV, TV and more TV!! Oh, and I cleaned up my room and I’m so bangga lah!! Which was like my mom said, “Kandang Babi”… Haha… which I agree, totally…

Money has been out, seriously tak menjalan and I can’t keep depending on my savings… After a lecture by that freak, which is titled, “Menyekik duit mak bapak, lebih puas ati cari keje”… I have decided or plan to (insyaallah…) find work, next week!! But I know my plans/decide-ments don’t always work out so…. Tak tau la… Hmm..

The name keeps coming up these past few weeks… Sad but true, I’m not totally over you. Like Azri says, “You are just simply pathetic… I don’t know just what else you want…”. My answer: A proper ending. Ok, I am just pathetic, I admit!!

The blur/stupid moments of Sue…

My hair was wet and I was lazy to blow dry it… Coincidentally, I was masak-ing Maggi… I tried to dry my hair with the wap/steam from the rebusan. Ok, that is so the pelik yg tak masuk akal!

I tried to make a wax figurine with the IKEA candles. And this little miss dumpity-dump actually used her fingers to sculpt it, the hot molten wax. In the end, she got burnt. I know what you are thinking.. “So bodoh nye!!!” Tau takpe.

Little miss dumpity dump plus so the bodoh nak mampus and so the sotong gile yg menunjukkan low IQ, tried used the penknife to actually unscrew a screw. Patut nye pakai screw driver kan, screw driver depan mata, nak step clever/power, at last, I cut my fingers.

Oh, I was crossing the road and I didn’t press the button.. So the green man didn’t come out when the red light came out. So I just walked and without realizing it, I have cars honking at me. It was green light and I was even halfway down the road.

I went to the beach alone last week… I didn’t have any coins with me so I walked. From Pasir Ris Mrt to Pasir Ris Beach, took the 2 bridges and reached Pasir Ris Park. Sat on the rock up till 8 plus. It was getting freaky dark and I had to walk that dark alley beside Wild, Wild Wet to get to the MRT station. So I walked alone, trying to whistle but couldn’t. Saw something by the corner which was in white hanging. Was pretty freaked out sambil bace2 doa... Sekali at last, Baju2 bangla la!! It was hanging at the bus stop. Buat seram je!!

23rd February 2007:

Something majorly happened!! Yg menggegarkan dunia ku, which I THOUGHT but NOT!! Tell me, typically… The person would get MAD!! But u didn’t and that made me mad!! Sheesh… Like you didn’t care!! Whoosh!! I’m not saying I like getting scolded/mad at but hello!! *snaps fingers* I went out with my ex and you even saw us!!! Hello!! *waves hand* Well, whatever… Let’s see how things go… So the menyampahs!! And yes, as days passed by, u like to make me feel so geram lah!! So the geram to the maximus!! Suke menyakat and melayankan my karenahs!! Sheesh… Nasib tak jumpa or else, I karate you, then you know, noe… Hmmph!!

And yes, I am childish/immature/takmatang/verythemerepeks/giler that I had my surat hijau/talkative/becok/suke or kuat merajuk/a badak or so u call me/menangis tak tentu masa/verythetaktaujagadirinyeorang and, and I’m spoilt!! Considering all this facts, would you still accept me?? And mind you, I’m not changing or berubah-ing!! I’m so like this and that, and I’m so not into changing… Because, “to love someone is to accept all their flaws and goodness of themselves”… Quote taken from crite Hindustan. Hurhur!!

Somehow, you ask me to forgive and forget. And I tried the very damn best to actually act nothing was wrong but!!!!! I just couldn’t… There was just something in there that was blocking. That’s why I ignored somethings that you say. Buat tak dgr je.. HAHA!! But, slowly, maybe things will improved but the anger is not fully appeased yet. Hmm…

Ok that’s all!! This should suffice rite?? For the next 2 weeks… The entry is so long!! Ok!! See u around, soons!! Byes!!

Note to SHF: WHERE ARE YOU GUYS??!?! I MISS YOU LA!!! Sheesh… Finish skool all disappear into thin air… Sheesh… C u ppl soons!!

Yours Truly, Sue
Love, hugs and kisses!!
MUACKS!!

To the person I owe too much to, like damn, damn, damn lots… The one who have been supporting/helping me emotionally, physically, motivationally and also, a bit of financially… The only one who was there when I needed a shoulder, a hand or even a listening ear… My best-est of all friends, Muhammad Azri…



Thanks for the company for the past week and helping me out with the stuff and hanging out with me and melayankan all my karenahs and well as, my mum’s. Kwakwa!! And thanks for the listening ear and the hand and the shoulder and the heartaches (hurhurhur) and the laughters and the jokes and all the other stuff you did just to keep me happy… Thank you for supporting me all the way and giving me the space and the concern, even though it hurts. Thanks too for the late nights and the company home and so sorry for not the enough rest and sleep and whatsoever I caused. Oh, oh… And thanks for all the makan places we had and sorry if I intruded in your personal life. No interference intended!! Like you always say, “Suhaila hidup di dunia nie utk menyusahkan Azri je!!” Well, note taken! *winks*

Life does have its twists and turns, ups and downs and likes to play jokes on us. Many obstacles which we have hurdled but not this one. The maximum chances a person can get are second chances but not the third. It’s just not the limit people can reach to. I just want to say, “Treasure your close ones well, for them will they do good to you…”

Mum has been screaming at me for these days!! Must, must learn to stay at home and be a good daughter. No more hotel-living, Sue!! Sheesh…

Firstly... IM BACK!!!!! for a while only la..

Anybody miss me much?!?! Ok, I see lots of ppl mimicking the puking action. The one beside me is.. SHEESH!!Well whatever!!

The season of love.. First of all, I feel like kicking the asses of all the couples I saw celebrating Valentines day. Because I am out of love!! Sheesh!! Well, We still got to celebrate Vday and it was such funness plus, plus, plus!!! But before I go to that topic, let me story2 about the few days before that..

On last friday, I had dinner with the family!! Not my family but, but Azri's Family!! The International Family buffet watsoever2.. The one at ermm.. Tampines!! The sharing moments was sokekekthemaximus, with the Cik Amin telling funny2 stories, the Nenek Muda taking all the food just for the sake of taking it, and kak Ayu plus the bf's childish acts!! oh, oh.. And the raw oysters was the funny one!! Me, Azri and Abg Imran was eating it and the Mother just couldn't see it. We had to give signals bile nak telan oyster tu!! Experience eating raw oyster: Hate the stomach!! Bluek!! Muahaha!! Had nice2 times!! Oh, oh.. Tks to Azri and KakAyu for the meal! Its was yumyum!!

Then on Tuesday i went to the Zoo!!! Like Finally.. Hate to tell the story.. Too long!!wait till i get the pictures from Jonny monmon!! aite?!?!

Here comes the favourite part!!

14th of February!! Its our valentines Day!! Which is Friendship Day!! Love, love it!! Days with them were never never a disappointment!! Bowling, Walking and more walking, 3 times havin meals at macDonalds, Epic Movie which was sotheverylameandunrecommended, and Igot to meet NAZ!! after 2 years.. Dah jd kakak ofis dah!!And the time home was funny with the critics.. Naz said,"Oh no!! where Shud I hide the boyfriend?!?!" Muahaha!! Minah Kampung la!! Kwakwak!! tp seriously boyfriend die tak cute!! Sheesh!jahat sue!! mengumpat agi!! So ppl, nice morning, nice afternoon, nice evening and nite!! Ok, first time we spend like the whole day together!!! Loves and kisses!!Looking forward to the Sentosa thing!! will and must work out!!

Ok byes!! Cu ard!! Soons...

The Pix-es, involving Sue, fid, Diana, Lin, Naz, Azri, fathul, Eleh, Khai!! Enjoy!!

Ola to all my pweeti, pweetti and sweeti, sweeti and cutey, cutey readers.. *hurhurhur*

Im so, so pleased to say that...

TMR IS MY LAST PAPER AND AFTER THAT, BYE2 SP!!! wohoo!!

Ok, I'm not that excited about the stuff after poly life. Still very, very indecisive. I don't know which road, lane, lorong or even expressway to take or follow. Sheesh!! But whatever it is, I'm just taking it/things very slow.

Ok, ok.. Stop all this serious talk.

I've been wanting to talk about yesterday. I'm ver, ver, very excited and pleased to say...

I WENT SHOPPING AT IKEA yesterday!!! hahaks!!

After such a freaking easy MD & MAT paper and an-hour-slacking at Banquet Bedok with no sleep for 24 hrs, we went IKEA tamp. The huge2 one there, where there seems to be everything and basically they have almost everything? haha...

With the pasar-like trolley, we two went around the place with such aweness!! The rooms were so pretty, pretty and so comfy, comfy that our dear Mr Azri was sitting and checking out the place as if it was his own. HAHA!! I would want furnitures and a place furnished as that. It was such a nice sight!

And we shopped and shopped and we got lost following all the arrows, and were argueing as they was so many choices to choose from and we had totally different opinions. Grr!! But, but we manage an agreement and we bought pwetti, pwetti little things and I bought a big storage box. HAHA!! well, I had somebody to carry it for me. hurhurhur.

It was just 2 hours well-spent!! and a really, really great time there!!

oh, FYI, my comp at home is freakishly unavailable for 2 weeks, so wont e updating for awhile there. Until that thing is fixed... But anything, I'm still a msg/call away!!

Byes!! Ciao bala chin!! keke

MUACKS!!

IKEA funnessss...

There is always something more behind that smile people see me put on. It's not just a smile, but as we like to call it, its a mask. A mask to disguise all the emotions juggling inside your heart, deep inside your soul. The turmoil those feelings make that sometimes i too can't control. Well, only the Above and I know...

Ok, people!!! I'm Getting my Durians after my exams!! Woohoo!! Mr Da-ren say one hor!! So must, must, must die, die, go liao!! So.... Geylang here we come!! *hurhurhur*

And on Wednesday, Insyaallah, I'm meeting my girls!! I miss them lots!! Esp Nur Amalina bte Surani!! Sheesh..

And on Friday, its shopping at IKEA!! plus insyaallah, kalau tak tau malu, we have DINNER!! Sponsored la!! hehe

And on Saturday is... Hand-made day!! Can't, can't wait, Surprise, surprise, surprise!! kan, kan, kan??? *winks at bdk2 407*

And on nxt Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Saturday, I'm fully booked!! lots of plans, lots of funness and loads of enjoyment!!! I CAN'T WAIT!! I feel like jumping up and down rite now!! YAY!!!

And, and I have signed up for my NTU/NIE science education!! Hopefully and prays it gets in!!

and to the loved one, I'm so sad that you may be leaving for your further studies. And sumpah its so freaking JAUH!! But, but... All the best and hope you get what you wished for. *love, hugs and kisses*

Makes me realise.. OMG!! i have to think of the future. I'm moving into a new whole phase of my life. Sheesh!!

The impromptu meetings was just so funs and loves!!

I met up with Azri for dinner at Food Culture. It was so impromptu. Ban Mian was just… YUMMY YUMYUM!!! And after being Teh Peng-deprived for 3 days, I finally got it!! wohohoho…

That crave for MacD came and off we went to MacD for fries!! And tats when all the funs and so the impromptuness started.

One by one, the calls came. So met up with Fid, Diana and Fathul!! I missed them alots. It’s been exactly 3 mths!! Gdness!! How long was that?!?!

With Fid so happy that she got her starbucks discount card, so we had starbucks drinks!! And mentang2 la si dua ekor tu keje pat starbucks, all drinks ordered were so freaking long la!! Like so chim-chim nye!! And Fid just can’t stop talking about her card!! Sheesh.. Excited giler la die!! Hehe.. And I saw a smile somewhere from Fid. Hohoho!!

And yes, we have loads of talk, laughter yg sumpah-takblh-angkat nye.. With those freaking jokes, and Diana nye kecohness and all the fun, fun stuff those 2 were teasing each other, and my sudden blurness, it was just simply US!!! As like normal meetings, it won’t be complete with idiotic Fathul trying to get on my nerves. We are just those cats and dogs who can never meet but still, thanks eh for making me sedar and the advices…

And yes, we laid everything on the table. We had lots of personal talks/feelings, with tears almost flowing. I just love you guys for lending the listening ears and the wake-up calls. Every one of us had some dirty laundry/underground stuff happening and letting it all out was so… ermm… makes it all bearable. And I saw some surprised faces there. Hohoho!! But jahats ok you all!! Suro aku buat self confession in front of u guys until sempat nak record agi… GRRR!! Haha.. Even though we seldom meet, but I must say, we are like a family and once in awhile for our meet-ups, IT WAS JUST LOVES FROM US TO EACH OTHER!!

*hugs, loves and kisses*

But come what may; let’s just pray the best for each other…

And we just opened a club, as Fid put it, “The Flabby Tummy Club”. HOHOHO!! It’s such a wonder when we were in sec school and we were so freaking skinny, but now we have tummies. And yes, I am accepting the fact that I am getting semangat-er, slowly… hurhurhur

And YESH!!! I can’t wait for 14 Feb!! And it’s our first friendship day together!! Breakfast, Bowling, Ice skating, Theme park or whatever we indecisive people plan, we will make it work and enjoy ourselves. WOHOOOO!!! N I will bring something. Insyaallah.

TKS FOR THE NIGHT COMPANY!!! *hugs*

It's tearing up my heart when I'm with you
But when we are apart, I feel it too
And no matter what I do,
I feel the pain with or without you

Baby I don't understand
Just why we can't be lovers
Things are getting out of hand
Trying too much, but baby we can't win

I'm suddenly interested in N'Sync's old songs. That boyband-craze is back. Love them!!

So semangats that i went to borrow their old cds from the library. *hurhurhur*

Oh, requests... Stop putting stupid werds and comments in my tagboard. Hate it that I'm so hot and cursing in there. Grrr...

Splitting headache.
Sore Throat.
Very-the-over runny nose.
Watery Eyes.

And my paper is tomorrow at 2 pm.
As you can see on your right hand bottom corner of your desktop,
Its 9.57pm.
I have not more than 14 hours to study my POPRI, which I haven't touch yet.
So, all the best to me. *cross fingers*
I don't think I will be able to make it well tomorrow.
But will try the very best!!

I will be burning the midnight oil tonite.
Tomorrow, you will see a big huge panda walking around school and sitting for a paper.
HAHAH!!!

Byes!!

Equipped with a pillow, a blanket and even her Tweety along plus a box of tissues, little miss sickbutsweet Sue stationed herself in front of the TV right on the dot at 7.50 pm. Hehe.. So cute!! *so perasaan-ing about herself*

Okay, I caught the Singapore vs Thailand match. One, I’ve never felt this intense and raging feeling when watching soccer. I can gurantee you I was swearing most my way through that match. I’m so pissed with the Thai players. *no offence to the Thai citizens* Like why do they keep injuring themselves? There’s falls here and there. Like one by one the Thai players are down. Is it true or just drama?? So not tough but girly wirly. Grrrr!! And the part I was swearing a lot was that drama-mama part. When there is a penalty, just kick the ball and go on. So what if there is a 99%-1% chance that the ball is gonna goal?? There is next Sunday’s match!!! There is no need for protest, action merajuks la tu. NO SPORTSMANSHIP!! If I was that referee, I would show a card to that Thai player who ordered the rest off the field!! For 12 freaking minutes, the Thais were off the field. Do you know with that 12 minutes, I could write 2 pages of POPRI notes?!?! What a waste of time!! I just wanted the match to be over so I could get back to my books. So mengeramkan!!

But whatever it is, Singapore is still in the lead. So…. YAY!!!!! *my little sister is hurling pom-poms behind me, FYI*

Morning paper was not bad. Fairly not bad, but I’m certain I can get a B for that module so I won’t worry too much. Now, I have to concentrate on my other 3 modules. Let’s just get it over and done with, and bye, bye, SP!!

Okay, I’m off to bed now, early morning wakey tomorrow and Sick people needs good rest and sleep. *hurhurhur,winks* Nites..

Bye!!
*loves, hugs and kisses*

All I wanted upon seeing you was,
A warm hug and a peck on the cheek,
Not a final goodbye.

Tomorrow is my first paper and it’s a morning paper.
Its 7 plus now and I’m left with,
Structural Adhesive and Pressure Sensitive Adhesive
Those two giants to kick over,
And off I am to bed!!
Jiayou, Sue!!

Tell me, why I have been hearing this similar phrase from so many different people for the past few days or a week? And coincidentally, I’m in love with the song of this phrase too. The phrase is this,

“What goes around comes around…”

Like wada?!?! Whenever I’m discussing something with someone, this phrase will definitely come up. Like Grrr… Sick of the words so suddenly.

And yes, yes… Maybe you are right. I’m paranoid, definitely paranoid. It’s like reflex action perhaps I’m used to it. Takes a little bit of time to overcome that habit and I will get over it. *hurhurhur*

And sadly, I won’t be getting my durians tonight. My “driver” is busy tonight. Sheesh! As for now, I’m so in the mood for Mcdonalds, notes and books aside, I’m off to Tampines for those fries now!! Tata..

*Loves and kisses and hugs*

Oh… Freaking Kents!! I’m not preggers!!*stared face* Sheesh. I have these few little and huge craves for food. My brain sensed it and my stomach wants it so I’m gonna eat it!! Muahahahaha.

Today is just one headache-eeyyy day!!

I have problems with my studies. My notes/materials/information is overloaded. Cannot concentrate… AAAHHH!! And I just found out that my first paper is a morning paper. AAAAHHH!!! Panic attack!! Means, I won’t be sleeping for 2 nights… Need to really, really, really, really chiong my revision!! Oh and those going to ton at Moberly, I WANT TO JOIN TOO!! Hopefully if I’m not sleepy. My mom was freaking surprised/reluctant when I said I’m gonna study for a whole night and day. She is scared I’m gonna faint from overstress. HAHA!!

Let’s talk about today…

I woke up freaking late, even though I had an early morning wakey. But seriously, I can’t wake up. My morning revision was gone… And I waited for Azri to come along, which took a long time… He bought OCK’s sotong ball and nuggets which was totally my favourites, so I was basically munching while studying. And seriously I didn’t know my mom was fasting, but the Curry O was saved up… Well Azri, it’s the thought that counts ya… *winks*

For 2 whole hours, he was in the room, hogging the computer and I was so freaking fed up with him. I was like talking to the wall, so I got back to my books. He was so khusyuk, into the computer. My mom was walking up and down the room and he doesn’t even realise it. Bomb meletup pun die tak sadar agaknye!! The only thing that could distract him was his tummy!! He was basically hungry and he went up and down the kitchen at times to grab some food. Buka Periuk sane sini, buka fridge and menyekik!! Sheesh!! Macam rumah sendiri pulak!! Tak tau malu langsung!!

And, and I got my pics downloaded!!! Finally!!! WEEE!!

Then, we headed for school, in the evening to return my DVD. A one hour trip just to save up 2 bucks fine. Grr!! Waste of time…

To waste some more time, we went to the arcade!! It’s been a long time since I step into the arcade!! And boy, I didn’t lose in the race ok?? The steering just got stuck. Hmmph!! Then there was this many buttons thing, where you just smack it hard. Best, best!! I was so into it. Smacking those buttons.

And, and… I watched Ghost Tunnel!! Freaking scary show!! Naik bulu roma la!! The sound effects, the ghost, the atmosphere. It just fits!! Its very menyeramkan la. thumbs up!

Got my Teh Peng from Ah Mei. I swear, the teh Peng there is so nice!! My favourite. And tomorrow, hopefully, I will have my personal driver to accompany me to Katong to get my durians!! I never like durians that much but those durians, I miss suddenly… I have a sudden huge crave!!! *drools*

And, and… I’M GONNA HANG OUT WITH THE GIRLS ON VDAY!! WEE!!! Insyaallah. Because it’s always last minute cancelled. That I hate!! But we will plan and make it work! And I just realised Vdays are on the 14th. Haiz…

So thats my day today!! Its weird, isn't it??? I have 4 papers these 2 weeks and instead of kuai-kuai sit at home study, I can still go out, have fun and even watch a movie... Typical Sue style!!

One more thing before I end, I know you will be reading it and I beg you, Please stop sending me the messages. Just don’t make me feel inferior and have too many thoughts for now. Can you?

Been binge-ing again! Oh goodness gracious!! Hopefully I can still fit in my jeans weeks later. *prays hard*

And, and I’m going to Causeway Point tomorrow!! FOR DINNER!!! I miss my roti john there. Or should I just go to Simpang and eat the Roti John there? Hmm… Let’s see how my makan kaki decides. But whatever it is, I’m eating Roti John tomorrow!!

OH!! I have this special wish, I know some people know but I’m still gonna ask for it openly!! Can I pweettipwettipwetti pleeeeaaseee… Have a hamster as a gift on friendship day?? *flutter eyes*

I remember telling one of the friends what I wanted on Valentines-cum-Friendship day and he/she said it was a dumb gift. It’s not. It’s something unusual/special/extraordinary. You are giving a life to me. I wish I could just have a pretty little hamster, in that small little cage in pink. *dreaming*

And my TWeety!! Something happened to it!! I was holding on to it while eating curry and plop!! It fell right of the head.. Sheesh! Now there is an ugly patch there. But I wiped it off, so it’s a little bit better…

Okay, I’m way lazy on my notes/revision. I’m just lazy!! Can’t face it!! So now, I’m off to bed…

Bye2… love you.. MUAX!!

Life has been hectic, hasn't it??

But comparing my situation with a friend, I'm more fortunate. And Rin, Take care of yourself. Life's too much precious to waste away like that. And I'm sorry that I didn't got to know about it earlier. *tight hugs*

And to those who have took the time off to actually press and send supportive messages toward me, Thanks and thanks, thanks, thanks alot!! *lots and lots of hugs n Loves*

And no, no.. Its not gonna affect my studies. I'm not that stupid for that. My last semester and I'm gonna do it well. Insyaallah.

And the moron who tagged me, I KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! you are just one unsupportive freak who likes to dwell on my life, when it is none of your concern anymore. And stop it eh!! Jgn nak kol and step salah send message la. Malas aku nak layan!!

Oh, I watched the SIN vs MAS match yesterday. Syiokkies!!! Especially the penalty!! Woohoo!! And there was the Malaysian and the Singaporean at home. Abang Syamsul was so keen on watching and finishing the match with Dad before he headed home. When the penalty didn't hit, he went, "Ciss!!". HAHA!! KECOHS! Somemore with the dad as company.

And comments from the mother: "You have to stop eating!! Too much for the past days.."
And from the dad, "Ppl who eats alot are usually stressed..."

Ya, ya.. I'm stressed!! I have exams for the next 2 weeks, 4 papers!! And I'm up to my neck with revision. So scared de!!

And I realised that I have to stop my binge on food. Imagine, I'm studying and there are always food on the desk. While memorising, I'm munching... HAHA!! And, tak pernah2 aku makan pudding, I ATE 4 bowls of puddings yesterday night!! WAH!! Sheesh! I had chocolates, I had biscuits, Bread, Spaghetti.. ALL ON THE TABLE!! I think the food takes up much of the table than the books itself. KWAKWA!!

But, but... I guess never mind!! I can lose all that weight during the hols which is in... 2 WEEKSS!!! WEEEEEEE!!! *hurhurhur*

OK, back to my notes now!! *Mr blur jonny is gg back to his notes, so i'm gg too..*

Bye!! lOVEs, hUGs ANd KISSes!!

MUAX!!!

No one/no matter has ever made me cry this way.

Because never in my life, I have ever been insulted/accused/blamed like that.

Sekarang terang2 aku kate kat dalam blog aku, walaupun matair kau best friend aku sendiri (sorry bestfriend! But he is too much!! And bestfriend, Kalau kau nk marah kat aku, marah ah.. aku terima tp matair kau melampau. ), aku bencikan SEKEPING dengan seteruk2 nye yang aku takkan maafkan die seumur hidup aku. Okay, boldly, SEUMUR HIDUP AKU!!

You have insulted me enough. You lied and u made my loved one detest me a lot. And I’m sure you had your ways. Tak tau la kau pakai ilmu ape kan. Read, I LOVE MUHD FAIROZ BIN ABDULLAH and we were on the road of recovery in our relationship. But thanks to you and congratulations, you have made him hate me in just a few hours. Bagus, good job indeed.

Sekarang, aku tak nak pun tengok muke kau. Jangan ckp muka, name kau pun tak nak aku dengar.

Confession!! Yes, I do contact other guys beside my boyfriend, when I was in a relationship with D. Two of them and they are my friends. And I gladly and proudly say, One is my new found best friend who have put in a lot and gave me strength and advices in situations of my life and the other, is the one who was just there. Yes, he carries a torch for me but he knows it’s fairly impossible but due to the groups of friends we hang with, we meet each other a lot. And for good or bad, we have agreed to go our own ways in life, just today. So, why must you make it sound like as if I was a timer? I didn’t. And I didn’t flirt around. I know I didn’t. And yes, l don’t know why the word is there, “suke melayan”. Ya, memang aku suke melayan org, tapi it never went too far. We joked, we laughed, we have fun, we confide, we tell stories about each other’s life, our experiences and there was all to it. If you look around, there are many other interesting people, unlike you, where your life is freaking boring.

And I don’t accept it that you called me a perempuan gatal and flirt and maki2 aku nie semua. Let me tell you this, even if this was true, at least aku ade harga diri and maruah aku sendiri. Aku tak sesuka hati and dengan senang-wenang nye macam kau. And what right do you have to comment on my life?! Like I said before, you don’t have that. AND READ THIS (I wrote it in bold pasal kau tu buta sikit. Potek semacam!!), WE NEVER PATCHED UP. So kau tak payah nak compare2 aku nie semua. And it’s still my problem that I still contact him, okai?? You don’t let go of the ones you LOVE and so I didn’t let go.

And memang tak selamat la hidup kau, buat keje-keje macam gini. That’s why your life is surrounded by problems and troubles. That is called “dolat”. Padan muka!! Or can I say this in English, “Serve you right!!”.

Now to my 2 other loved ones,

To D, yes, he is your best friend. And I don’t blame you if you believe that good-for-nothing. And I know you basically hate me now. So, whatever, I don’t think I ever want to contact you again or even see you. Enough is enough. The two of you has made me miserable enough for now. And you are one freaking contradict-or of your life!!! Dulu, when my best friend bad-mouthed you, ape you kate, “Ape sia you. I matair u and you back up die, let her talk about me instead of supporting me”. Well, that isn’t what I heard just now, I believe. Instead I heard, “U… Orang luar dah kate you macam gini.. U takde adat, budi bahase org melayu.. Kawan baik I and u sendiri dah kate..” Can I say something??? F*** YOU!! You talk about adat with me?? Please, freaking reflect on your life before you talk about adat/budi bahasa with me. I have far better adat/budi bahase than you.

To my bestfriend, You want to be mad/angry/pissed or whatever, go ahead. Well, he is your boyfriend right? But I don’t think because of this, you will stop talking to me. Because I love you too much for that. But I’m not gonna be mad at you for saying the stuff that you did, behind me. That, you know me too well. And I’m not sorry for all this. And, you want to be with him, I don’t have problems. As long as I don’t have to see him and I don’t even want to hear his name.

I don’t know what the hell is wrong with you. I mean, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?!?

When last time it happened, “never mind”, I said to myself. Perhaps you were concerned about your girlfriend; you wanted her to change perhaps so you used my name and his. Never mind, I just forgive and forget. I also wanted the best for the two of you. So I relented. I acted everything was normal. I said nothing when you caused a rift between my closed ones. I simply take it as something unfortunate bound to happen, someplace, somehow.

But when it happened again this time, I can’t let it go. What is this game you are playing? Why are you lying and calling me a liar?? What is this?!?!?! YOU ARE THE BIG FAT LIAR HERE!! Oops, wrong…You will be the first, labelled: THE BIG SKINNY LIAR. This time round, we are not taking the blame, instead going to find the blame.

And yes, yes… We did go out together. Remember?? Perhaps you have too-short Short-Term Memory!! Maybe next time, you will even forget that you even had a girlfriend. Or maybe is it me? Did I dream about us going out together and took it for reality?? Did I imagine you sitting down and talking to me? Did I imagine all that?? NA DA!! It did happen!! I can even replay/recall what I/we did on that day.

I’m so FREAKING PISSED with you. I don’t know seriously, is it fun to lie, especially to someone who regards you as his good friend? And after that, putting the blame on me and calling me a liar (READ THIS, he called me penipu haram la!!)?? And one more thing, so what if I did something? Is it my life or your life? I have every right in my life to make any decisions and you only have the right to look and see. And whatever steps me and my other one take, you don’t have to bother. Its OUR life.

As for now, you don’t have to feel sorry/mad or whatsoever towards me or your good friend. Just feel sorry for yourself. You have so much trouble in your life, just bother about it. Go and wash up your dirty laundry before you volunteer to wash mine. Tak payah nak jage tepi kain aku. And please, have the every need in your life to balas baik with baik. Not balas baik dgn penipuan!!!

And, and patut pun kau mengaku diri kau bodoh, PASAL SEMEMANG KAU BODOH!! I may be stupid in certain matters but you are the ultimate, man!!

And one more thing, just get the hell out of my sight for now, till my anger towards you subside. As for now, you are at the top of my black list.

Taking a break from my notes to blog… Nowadays, I just can’t seem to go a day without blogging.

I should have listen to you but your words always fall on deaf ears.

Your words, “You will come to regret it soon.. You are just troubling yourself.”

This is the part where I go, “Dammit! I hate to admit it but I think you are right.” Sheesh..

Sue… A girl who thinks she is always right and won’t listen to others. A stubborn little girl who don’t know herself, inside. So keras kepala, as you always call me…

Now a decision has been made and I have to accept it. Regrets or no regrets, I have to keep it. Old habits die hard but I can do it!! Done it once, so I’m sure I can do it again. Right? Right! *being outrageously optimistic even though she knows the chances of it*

You keep saying I can’t control myself. Now I will show you SELF-CONTROL!! And I will show that, my leopard spots are sprayed-on spots.

Go, Sue!!! *showing confidence of herself*

To a loved one, I’m sorry for showing you that face/expression I haven’t shown since months ago. I know I seem to be in a daze for a whole day. And you know me the best among others and you have shown me support through all that. But no worries, I’m taking everything in my stride. *winks*

To the person I’m mad since afternoon, STRIKE ONE!!! Sheesh. Just because I cancelled our outings like twice, I did make up for it OKAI!! Nak kena kan orang blek pandai seh. Trying to make me feel how you felt those times. But never mind, Whatever.. Read this carefully.. "You are paying the next trip", so no hard feelings!! HAHA!!

Now, back to C&AT notes… bye!

MUAX!!

Ok… I’m sorry for stealing your lines but it’s kinda true for the both of us. We may look happy and hurray2 but are we really happy in our lives?? *wondering*

Think and reflect, so I speak....