For someone with a little faith in relationships,

I can say,

He is someone worth the wait and the time.


And no more overseas trip for me, not even across the sea within the next year or so.

Because I am going to start saving for my dream trip, Turkey.

Die, die, I want to make my dreams come true.

Mess, mess, mess

I really need to get my ass off the bed and my feet in the house instead of out, to clean up my room and the house these few days.

Because I know that I will have my mother screaming her lungs out and nagging and following my big butt around saying, (sooner or later, latest by Friday afternoon i can gurantee.)

"Go and clean up your room and sweep the floor! Your 'future parents' are coming this weekend and the house is soooo dirty."

I mean, that was what she did when my boyfriend came over past few days. She shoo-ed me out of the house, asking me to stall for half an hour so she could clean the house up.

Ridiculous, YES!!

Because the house was already clean but it wasn't good enough for her.

Why must I have such a perfectionist mother?? *sighs over the mess in my room*

OH!!

I found the flying cockroach after 3 days, dead under the window.

Taught me a lesson to close my windows at all times.

Okay.

I am so mengidam-ing A & W since yesterday!!

AAAAAAHHH! *bites fingers plus nails*

Sayang.. or Mal...

Johor or Kuala Lumpur??

Birthday dinner-sssss

A frequent question I have been getting,

"Sue, what present you want for your birthday?"

The every same answer I gave, every single time,

"I don't want presents. Just take me for dinner okay?"

Okay, that should stop the questions coming to me again.

This year, I don't feel very present-y. I feel dinner-y, knowing myself, I love to eat!

So, I only have myself to blame if I have a few more kilos added to my butt. HAHA!

But hey, its the company that counts, not the monetary presents. Its good enough that you guys remember I turn a year older on the date every year.

*winks*

I received my pre-birthday presents, without expecting it.

Being Suhaila,

I have a fetish for shoes. A HUGE FETISH!

i would buy shoes, at least 2 pairs per month.

BUT!!!

I would seldom wear them.

so we went around Orchard and I went crazy when I look at those shoes.

I wanted them soooo much.

And I know, I had to wait for my pay which is in a week's time.

Looking and looking, more geram and geram,

He said,

"Sayang, just pick one. I'll pay for it."

AAAAAHHHHH!!!

I went giggling and smiling at myslf, happy at that sentence.

So I went to pick one elegant wedge, which I can wear for work in 3 week's time.

After trying on all those sizes, I saw a pretty slip-ons which was casual and comfy, and he said,

"Sayang.. Just pick what you like. I pay for it."

AKU LAGI GEMBIRA!

And now, I have a few additions to the Shoe family.

Weeeeee..

But since I worry so much about his pocket, I told him,

"Sayang, treat this as my monetary birthday presents okay?

"But I expect something with your personal touch on my birthday, can?"

He was argueing and argueing about it, but as usual, I won. I'm too stubborn, for my own sake.

Its fine that I spend thousands for you, but its not fine for me when you spend don't say thousands, but hundreds for me.

Last year, was a beautiful birthday song at midnight from you. This year?

I'll wait, okay?

Here it is..

The "TEMBELANG FIGHT"

Our outing had a very-basi aftermath, a week later. I received the email at night, and it was a pretty long email that I had to read 135173727862 times over. I mean, why now, after a week!! There was a terrible squabbling between so many people, among 10 of us. Then the surprise came, who was the "Pecah-Tembelang-er". I was more surprised, of all people. The quiet and nice one, with the story of lots of exaggeration.

Now, everything is fine between us, besides the "Pecah-Tembelang-er". When school re-opens, I tell you, we are going to be famous and things are going to change into an awkward, weird situation. Unlike me, some are unwilling to forgive and forget.

THE CASE OF THE EX AND THE BESTFRIENDS

We bestfriends planned days before to meet before she went to work. So knowing that, he decided to come along. He pleaded with me,

"Please tanye Mal. I know she may mind, but no harm asking what. Please, please."

Silly us made a bet whether Mal would mind him tagging along and thanks eh bestfriend! You made me lost that bet. So we pick her up and went bowling at Kallang. The duo was trying so hard to teach and make me throw the ball straight through the whiteandblackthings but it always end up in the pit. Why do I always play with the best of the best?!?! Mal and Him was challenging scores with STRIKES, SPARES and TURKEYS! Mal, I think your "bowling skips" work wonders! hehehe.

A trip down to Parkway for Pastamania before she goes off to work. And 26th June eh Mal! Don't forget my 'Jam Dinding' (which I know my present is better than that)!!

The DRIVE

I drove on the second day I got my license(Believe me, I still am denial on that). Remember, I ould only drive an auto car. But NO!! I drove a Cheverolet Optra, manual. If you have no idea about this car, its an American car where their gears are haywire and the signals are on the right side instead of left. Luckily, I survived the day, with only ONE stall in the middle of a junction. So I was on the hot seat and my boyfriend was the "SIR-besar" for the day. Remind me, next time when I am driving, to put him inside the bonnet. Because he went (screams actually),

"Sayang, you are going to hit the car!" *close his eyes*

"You are killing the suspension!"

"Turn some more, turn some more!!"

"Too near the car, sayang!"

Gosh!

When I get my license, tell me to shove it up in front of his face and tell him I am fine enough to drive.

RESULTS of SURPRISES

So, I got a message from Estee yesterday afternoon that our results are out. I, of course, was not prepared for it at all. You see, this semester was a semester of slacks for me, with only 2 lectures per week, in which I attended 1 only for the whole semester. And most of it was assignment-based modules. Science exam was a killer with 100 MCQs and I did not study for the paper, instead I was entertaining temporarycacat Fid with her plans. So with that, I was freaked out!! I took 15 minutes to calm myself down in front of the computer. And..

TADAaaaaaa!!

An A and the rest, Bssss...

Surprised? Yes! I can only offer thanks and praises to God. alhamdullillah.

Macam nie, next semester tak belajar pun boleh pass ah. haha.

Must-to-be-Updated!

I have so many things to blog about!

the TEMBELANG FIGHT! yes, TEMBELANG FIGHT.

the outing I labelled as: The case of the EX and the BESTFRIENDS

The DRIVE of the first

the RESULTS of SURPRISES

The EXPO expediture

and the COLD, COLD SHOULDER.

haha

all updated soon!!

I'm driving tomorrow!

I told my boyfriend,

"Helo, no manual please. Now and forever, I am driving auto."

And he replied,

"Your license is class 3 but u are driving class 3A. Only stupid people drive auto when they learn drive manual."

Thanks eh!

That's what 16 demerit points turns you into, okay!

2 Ph-AT people

We are just two FAT people who

1. is a happy couple.

2. is stubborn.

3. loves to eat.

4. loves to fight and quarrel over silly, trivial things

5. loves each other very much, no matter how different our sizes were.

HAHAHAHA!!

Aku Rimas, Aku Lemas!

I very rimas with his hair, you know.

I need to get a hair shaver.

Then I can go,

"OOPS!! i TER-shave rambut you."

That would jolly well force him to get a shorter haircut.

hehe.

Pretty but lazy Saturday

I believe I spent so much time with Fid that I should share my blog with her.

On a pretty but lazy Saturday,

1. I was very early, and those two were late. Half and hour okay!
2. With Face shop products signed, I craved for Ramly Burger and Vadai.
3. Headed to Starbucks for sweet Mocha.
4. I craved for Nasi Ayam that we headed down Afghan just for that.

My Lazy Weekend,

Our First of NIE

Our First NIE girls outing.

The thing about NIE is that, you will never have close friends. In fact, you will have alot of friends because your classes are all over the place with different, different people. And you will never get to interact in depth with them, because you will see them once a week. That's it, "bye bye, see you next week!"

So our dear Cik Farhanah Banu went to make the effort to have a all day Friday girls outing. 10 of us, with very little information of each other, and some girls whom I used to bitch about, started out with a lunch at Seoul Garden.

Gossips, gossips, gossips and more gossips!

I think, we girls scooped up alot of dosa for the day and night!

Especially at One Fullerton.

Like my boyfriend would say, (ustaz-mode): Dosa tau ni sume. Macam mane kubur wanita lebih dalam lagi. Mengumpat je.

But, I love the all-day outing with you girls.

Suka, suka, suka!!

Hanah!! Plan lagi eh??

The 1st of NIE

Our 1st

Finally, I can do away with months, and count with the years.

The objective of our 1st,

Recession time, must cut cost. Throw all romantic times, and come cheap, fun day!

The early morning started with us hanging on the phone, wishing each other at 12 midnight. I mean, we do that every single month!! haha.

We started the bright Thursday morning, watching the crowning of Kris Allen as Idol (yea!!). Thereafter, we had some healthy breakfast at Afghanistan, chicken and meat porridge, accompanied by really katai-katai punye Kopi and Teh tarik. The double bus ride took us to East Coast for some good, old, tired but fun cycling. We headed to Bedok Jetty or maybe further, with stop-overs at the Bouganvillae Garden and the Food Centre for some sugarcane with lemon.

Mind you, the weather was so hot and humid. We were perspiring like nobody's business. After a whole 2 hours of that, we headed to Kebab Station for some turkish delicacies. Sedap okay the chicken wings! It was sour-sour yet sweet-sweet all in one. After all that, I TER-hailed a cab to get us to our next destination, Plaza Singapura for 'Angels & Demons'. I love the movie! It was predictable, even though I have read the book years ago but forgot how the story went. After which, we took the bus to Bedok for a dinner at the Bedok Food Centre (please eh, the nasi ayam there sedap okay!) and headed to Tampines to get those lovely cupcakes. Thank you, Hana! Those were lovely cakes.

The night ended early because we were tired and we were perspiring like no one's business, even at night.

Last not least, Thank you for that day, Sayang ku yang gemok. Happy 1st and hoping for more beautiful years to come.

Our beautiful First,

My Boyfriend

This time round,

I am just so grateful and thankful to have him in my life.

Of course, I am lucky enough to be stuck with a good friend of mine.

Someone who knows me well, what I think and what I want, sometimes.

Because sometimes, guys just don't get it.

Someone is also open and wild to dream of every single detail we want in our lives.

I have learnt not to take him for granted and respect him as he is.

Communication is important in a relationship.

It works two good ways.

Even though I'm very stuborn and hot headed at times, and good at sulking my way through,

he knows jolly well what to do,

Leave me alone and let me sulk.

And make me pissed all the way through.

I know, silly.

haha.

I don't know why I am typing all this funny things.

But.

I know,

Next week is our 1st bebey!

Suke nye i!

I bet Mal is having a whirlwind of a time shopping in Kuala Lumpur.

And I am stuck here, waiting for time to go for a kenduri.

Bleargh!

Istighfar hati aku sepanjang that 30 minutes.

Malam-malam jumaat like this, banyak dosa die tanggung atas kata-kata itu semua.

No matter what, I believe her.

And it was wrong perhaps, in the eyes of our holy religion.

But during that 30 minutes, he has carried the sins more. All the words he said.

All the doings he did.

It was far much, much, much more that he has to carry.

And from that I realised, he does not love her anymore.

And that is silly and so ungrateful.

For she sacrificed so many things.

And to find that unappreciated,

its disappointing.

bodyache.

shoulder ache.

backache.

stomachache.

and

love ache.

To sum all that up, it just ACHE.

So miserable.

We were walking towards the bus stop, on our way home.

So I just randomly claimed,


Me: Sayang, when go KL next month, I want to buy kain la. I want to upah a jubah.

Boyfriend: *slowly slaps his right cheek, in a miming way and then his left cheek*

Me: Are you okay?

Boyfriend: Slap me. I am not dreaming, am I? hurry, slap me.

Me: *slaps his arm* Thanks eh. Surprising nya!!


My boyfriend is funny. He would go in his slap-me-and-tell-me-I-am-not-in-a-dream mode every time I talk about making good of my life with covering myself up or anything that has to do with religion.

I swear, he has been irritating me with his tutup-your-aurat-or-nanti-lubang-neraka-you-jawab-sendiri line. But you know, when you seem to hear that frequently, you tend to consider it and take it into realisation.

Now, if you have not seen, I am in that mode of realisation nowadays.

Very rare okay!

What to do,

Macam dah rasa tua, so must sedar diri sikit.

Realisation.

In life, there has be a time where you have to wake up and realise that life is short and make it more meaningful.

Picnic.

Things you do, when you have nothing to do or just plain lazy and want something to do before you are on course the next day for two whole weeks.

So we had our "picnic bawah block" just opposite her place, under a pavillion.

We had our pink tablecloth, colourful plates, my favourite "biskut butang", chips and chocolate, not forgetting McDonalds' Delivery.

Haha! We threw our promises to each other and ordered macD. So surreal. Now, she changed our pact from "cannot" to "Sekali-sekala bole".

We ate to our fill and started catching up of a week's load of crap and gossips.

Camwhore-d through the vicinity and ended the evening early.

Thanks for the awesome, silly times just now. Love same kau.

Looking forward for dinner tomorrow.

My now and forever friend,