Istighfar hati aku sepanjang that 30 minutes.
Malam-malam jumaat like this, banyak dosa die tanggung atas kata-kata itu semua.
No matter what, I believe her.
And it was wrong perhaps, in the eyes of our holy religion.
But during that 30 minutes, he has carried the sins more. All the words he said.
All the doings he did.
It was far much, much, much more that he has to carry.
And from that I realised, he does not love her anymore.
And that is silly and so ungrateful.
For she sacrificed so many things.
And to find that unappreciated,
its disappointing.