The night I met my SHF.


Mind's cafe was the BOMB! It's the best place for dinner, to hook up and catch up with friends.


The personal questions game was fun, we get to know how we guys felt for each other, our opinions towards each other and some facts/secrets were thrust open.

Now, we know ah. And those few sensitive questions of ALMOST. Hahaha!

And Jonathan, it has been a long time since I saw you laugh like that. I have not seen that hearty you since polytechnic life.

"Ugly, ugly, ugly, ugly!!!" Our favourite game for the night! It really shows the ugly side of SHF!

That long walk from Boat Quay to MOS in the late night was fabulastic and crazy. I miss those fun and craziness and doing silly things together.

And Xue Ting, hope you loved those scents! It's my favourite aroma therapy smell, btw.

I didn't realise how I could have hurt you all over again.
But I feel its the best for me and for us.
I can't keep hanging on when I know something was wrong somewhere.

I don't know why but I feel hurt inside just hearing you just now
I felt that I have been hurting you ever since the 2 years ago.
It has been long but I guess,
I'm ending it now.

Now, all I pray for is that,
the moment will never happen ever again
in both our lives.

To Superman, thank you for those advices.
I think, its better that going in circles all this while.

This is a belated post to the pretty 'woman' whom turned 21 yesterday. And she is officially the woman!

Happy 21st birthday! Hope you are loving the life now. All the best wishes from me to you and we shall catch up this saturday! Loving you much more than you do me! Bye, Little miss Singapore Airlines..

My Sunday was supposed to be filled with gossips with my girlfriend but I ended in the hospital for the whole morning plus afternoon.

Accompanied him to the hospital, actually I dragged him to the hospital. His temperature was high, his body was so warm and he coughed like nobody's business. And yes, I confiscated his cigarettes, so no more cigarette until he is fine and well.

And him being sick, was totally annoying!! *shouts* "Mun, kau sungguh annoying!!" He went total ballistic and lifeless, yet his mouth can't stop talking. He complained about every single thing and was so macam a girl. "I got headache, my head is spinning, I can't cough out my phlegm, I can't walk, its too far.." and blah blah blah.. Irritating!

And to see a doctor, we waited for 3 hours. So yes, I could actually stand his nagging and complaints for 3 hours. It was a record..

Fadilah!!!! I need the sheesha pictures!! Fadilah!!!!

and Fid!!! Your secret's out! hahah!

The situation now has been very weird but I am loving it!

Maybe this is something to be happy for, for my own self.

And I'm loving you for that..


I have loads to update.

Sheesha session with my Fa-Hah-Su-Din
My driving sessions
Girlfriends night out
Mustafa sessions
City plaza sessions
Muntazir sessions
My trip to the National Museum and I loved that place!
Prize giving day
Mrs June Lim's leaving
Sports day

Will do it when I get all the pics..

And this I must tell on my next post,
"The day where I find fault with one of my samseng student."
Miss Suhaila-turned-minah rep.
As labelled by my students.

For now, I'm off to bed.
I had only few hours of sleep.

Someone said,

"You need to take that mask off . Show your true self. Think of yourself. Live your life, knowing you are happy with it. I miss that cheerful Sue these days."

Am I losing my own self already?

A fresh mind with a ketenangan jiwa after last night.

At least, my mind is clear and think properly for now.

Johor, last Saturday was so muuchh gereks! Even though it was for a short trip and the traffic was bad and long, still a short getaway from the mundane world, it feels great. Thanks As for everything.... *hugs*

What you said was true, I needed it. And I got it.

KL next mth for my birthday treat. 4 single girls exploring KL, a place they have been onlywith their family and now, going backpacking there. We are going to stay in this wakrak punyer hostel and just have fun for those 4 days.

My chalet, don't even ask me about it. My mother and I am just too lazy to plan anything, but for the sake of holiday fun, we might just make it happen.

Work... I am so loving it!! Next week is my last week of lesson with my kiddos. After the holidays, the 3 weeks will be hand over to the new teachers and we, just relax one corner.. hehe

And, I bought this!

And I love it!!! Love it, love it, loved it!!!

I have happy feet! Hurray!

I do miss all the shoulders when I am in pain.

Perhaps I do miss all the times when I was happy.

And those times, they would cheer me up when I'm just too low.

And those times we cried together for no reason at all.

I can't take it anymore.

I feel that I have been patient enough and doing things the best as I can to make it the same way as it always is.

But, no matter what, something just keeps cropping up with every little thing I do.

Can't you please take some consideration how my feelings are and some things that are troubling me?

And not the part where you are feeling that you are being made a fool again.

I've been informing on the people I hang out with, what time I'll be back and where I am. I do that almost every time.

And I don't go looking for people when I am not supposed to.

And when they bother, I don't even bother! Sheesh!!

I can go mad at this rate.

And yes! Work is important and my top priority because that is the only thing I can focus on to get all the silly things out of head.

I went to someone's blog, and I saw this, "We'll make it thru."

And Superman, I know something is going on.

And I mean it when I say you will get 2 slaps from 6 of us, if you do something stupid.

Hmmph!!

We love you. That's why I don't want you to make the same mistake.

Having that conversation to K.L. After this, GIRLS NITE OUT!

I'm even wearing the socks.

Heheh!

hoho!!

Loved the week, and a very busy week.

After Mrs Marican nagged at me for the lesson last week, I finished it! My SPAM competition, my students are fantastics! My script, almost finished. And boyfriend and friends, always healthy!

Last thursday was the bomb! Had a lovable day! It was the 24th April, which means its a month after our anniversary. Feeling very guilty I did not get him anything, I bought cupcakes for him, army themed style! And thank you hanna for the lovable cupcakes, he loved them! Don't forget my next week's order!! heheh!

Thank you to my sister and her boyfriend for sending me to and fro to get my cakes. Even though you are a Mat malaysian, still Thank you for the help and the sunnguh tak glamour pick up truck. Nyehehe!

Boyfie finished late that night, like wat, 9pm. So our japanese date was cancelled! tsk, tsk. Nevertheless, thank you to Mama for giving me that idea of setting up the table in our home to give the surprise. He came over around 9 plus 10 and that face, when he saw it, CLASSIC! hehe.

i guess, he never knew that soft, sentimental side of me since i'm always blabbering nonsense and being that little miss chatterbox who likes to shoot her mouth without thinking. Nyehehe!!

I also had that SHF outing where it was just great to meet up and seeing all the peeps that I miss, like truckloads.

Sakunthala for lunch, it was extremendously cheap for 6, bugis to chill and yes, loads of bullshits to talk about.

Being with those guys just reminds me of the younger days. (yes, I realised I am old already)

And last but not least, Ajay, I am so sorry that I slept on you for the past few days. I am very sleepy like pig. You must understand me ok?? But don't expect me to understand you. I just love disturbing you and making that nonsensical crap from your mouth into sarcasm. BODOH KAU! nyehahah!!

Pictures of the week!

Cupcakes.

We felt like as if we were in India even though we were at Little India.

My Superhero Boys.

Girls.

Stupid faces of the century.

All done.

I am so pissed about the video!!

He realised that it was too adorable and too expensive of his voice that removed the video from youtube.

But nvr mind!!!

I have a recording of his voice, will upload soon.

Muntazir, you know me that I will go to every extra mile just to achieve my goal. Yes, I will.....

The Chinese Dance achieved Gold Award, WITH HONOURS for the SYF this year. Well, first, Congratulations! I think the judges were impressed by the throwing of the young girls.

Second, I hate the fact that they keep saying,"Our hard work paid off." And when they say, "our", it refers to the teachers. One, you tell me who performed for the judges to get Gold? Is it the teachers? They only do administrative work and the technical things. Skills-wise, It goes to the coach and the children's efforts and dedication. Am I right to say this?? Even I as the netball teacher-cum-coach, instead of shouting and screaming at them, I was laughing and relaxing one corner looking at them play. Its all in them.

And yes... Doesn't mean a silver should make the kids feel left out and down. You should let the children feel proud and let them know they had tried their best. Make it happen, not lecture them and make them feel useless.

Sheesh! I don't like how the tradition goes and how winning is important in almost everything. What about teamwork and decdication and commitment??

Got this video from Md Muntazir..

You are really one dumb guy, you know.

You know I would kill you or make fun or do somethings you don't want me to, if you tell me something..

So here it goes...

Your beautiful video up here... Which was simply adorable that I would like to see your expression when you come across this tonight..

Huahuahua.. Enjoy!!

FYI, this was like early this morning... and before that, there was this dangdut video which would seems extremely atrocious to post it up..

After 15 days of not blogging, let's just have a bit of fun with blogging before I continue with my Eco Garden.

Been spending too much time with the teachers.

Last 4 weeks has been hectic. Pure chaos in my life.

Netball practice almost everyday, that friendly match against madrasah Aljunied (We won!!), house practice, cheerleading, Eco Garden and etc. Pweh!! After almost 5 weeks, I'm done with all this. I'm one happy teacher with a happy life, work almost halfway done.

And... my school is participating in the Channel 8 record breakers!! Do look for me on TV ya. I will be cheerleading with the pupils or just pushing the truck.

I miss my friends, I miss my happy free on going life, I miss the late nights and I miss partying. Suddenly, I feel like I've lost contact with the world.

And I miss my boyfriend, Muhammad Azri bin Amin for whom I saw yesterday, after 2 weeks!! and probably will see him again in 2 weeks time!! Urgghh!!! I hope our japanese date will come true. It comes with lots of surprises tau!!

And Muntazir bin Taib, thank you for spending endless times talkng crap and entertaining my endless nonsensical ways of destressing to shopping and to starbucks moment and that taxi race we made. It was sungguh the childish tapi cute! People with simple telepathy just goes well nd complement each other.

That pep talk about you-know-I-know was sungguh an eye opener but nonetheless, nothing surprises me about you.

I guess that would be sufficient for the next 2 weeks.

"Stay funky and don't be dreamy!". I love saying this, one of my class rules. *winks*

Another one of those friends who don't like birthdays...

WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!

He spent his birthday in camp, having ambulance duty. Until tomorrow, Tuesday..

Then, he can hurray-hurray!!

And yes ah!!! I am the first one to wish him exactly at 12..

Aku dah kate Mun, sape yg sanggup selain aku?? Who actually sacrifice the need of going to the toilet and waited for you sampai pagi near your camp, just to accompany you buy supper?? Sape

Mun, Sape??

Only me......

Nyehahah!

Beb!! Hope you had the best memorable day ever. I was happy for you when she actually remembered. I am just here, going to wish you for the best and pray for your long wanted happiness. I am also praying that you just won't be blinded by love again and then, you fly far, far, faraway to LaLa Land. *shows hard fist of mine*

Huahua...

SO, last but not least..

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!

No words to describe it...

Just....

HAPPY 5th ANNIVERSARY!!!

(its in years ah, not mths.. minus the unessential few mths la..)

Oh My Allah!!

I realised I am the only girl excited for the birthday even though its not mine!

And, and.. I just realised I don't have a decent photo of you, even though we met up last week!!

Sheesh!! So teruks!!

Nevertheless.....

I want to wish you (and i know u read this blog of mine.)

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!!!

(so embarassing that I have to steal your photo from frenster and tak tau zman bile lah gambar nie.)

*shouts* NOOR!!!! noor!! nooooooooooooooooooooooo.........................................

nyehahah.

May all your wishes come true. And I know your day was spent with someone special and hope it has been enjoyable and memorable *ceh, ceh* (Did I just typed what I just typed??). Even though I accidentally dozed off minutes before your birthday, I am still proud that I am the 3rd person to wish you. Damn to those two freaks before me, the 'F' brothers.

Sorry for the tangan kosong, just a simple wish and some friendship love to share.

I passed my Basic Theory Test!!!!

Wohhoo!!! Now, PDL and then, driving lessons!!

So excited!!

Let me tell u one annoying experience of mine at Borders Parkway Parade..

Me carrying and buying stuff from Borders, and you know Borders stuff are not at all cheap..

Cashier scans my stuff.

Cashier: Are you a student?

Me: No..

Cashier: Ok.

Me just wonders.. Then I saw it!! 20% for teachers and students.

I was swearing and cashier already checked out my stuff.

Cashier: You are a teacher?? *shocked*

Me: Yes!!! Why didn't you say there was a discount for teachers and students?

Cashier: Because you don't look like a teacher.

Me: So you only asked customers who looked like a teacher is it?? Now you have a perfect example of a teacher who looked like a student. Next time, do your analysing properly of the customer before you get complaints.

Cashier: *keeps quiet, looking blank* Thank you.

I feel like shouting at the cashier!! He should have offered a refund or something or basically say sorry!! I missed a 2o% discount ok?!?! *heart pain on loss of money*

And I heard the news/gossips!! Help me to not laugh when I see her.. It would be totally awkward!!

And.... I AM SEEING FID TOMORROW~!!! FID!! I RINDU YOU TAU!!!

Saturday was filled with lots of laughter, hearts and reminiscing!!

These kind of people, when you meet them, even hours together is not enough to cover almost 10 years of history..

Primary school mates..

Settlers for games and finger food. It was very low class, compared to katong. No ambience at all, but company was great. Games were entertaining and with loud mouths like us, we were working it out!

After all those hours, Simpang for dinner. With some extra company. And Woah!! There were loads of food on that table. Nasi Ayam, Kebab, Murtabak, Kebab satay and my craving for ice cream goreng was replaced by this banana split with ice cream rapped around prata or something like that. Well any way, it was SEDAPSSSS!!! In capital letters!!

Gift exchange was the most hilarious and tak senonoh at all! With recorders, skipping ropes, teddy bear and not forgetting, ferrero rocher (which is a must for gifts!), we were contented yet appreative for all that.

And with all that, ta da!!

Enjoys!!

Primary mates,

Simpang,

that chocolate ice cream banana split,


those chunky gifts,

After all that has happened, and all that talk we teachers had,

I am starting to appreciate what I have right now.

It is better than not having anyone or being traumatised to be with someone.

I am going to be thankful for he is there and be appreciative of little single things he has done, despite me being so lo hey about it.

Thank you.

Like as if I am not busy enough that she has to make me join the National Crime Prevention Competition.

I have too many things at hand.

1. Netball E-Zone and trainings and friendly match tomorrow
2. Primary 5 Projects
3. Weekly lesson plans/preparation daily lesson plan
4. Administration work
5. Markings (one whole box plus a stack of books!)
6. Meetings!!
7. And that thing she had to give me, National Crime Prevention Skit Competition
8. Tomorrow, meet the parents session.

Now you get what I mean?? I didn't add things for the Madam yet!

Monkeys, Donkeys, Chinkies!!

God!! Please help me to go through this smooth and well. Insyaallah, may tomorrow's match be well and fair, with my girls not show bad sportsmanship.

Things we do in trains, always..

Vivocity for Danceworks Preliminaries!!

And yes, the ones we were rooting for won!

Wohoo!!

And met lovely Syam, unexpectedly.

Oh so sweet and still so selamba like always!!

And, Ben & Jerry, loved it!! My sweet cream and cookies..

Yums!

His working days

Monday to Saturday

8am to 9pm.

No wonders I'm feeling great.

heheh.

Thank you for being that irritating, selfless and sensitive yet fun and gerek boy you are!!