I'm stressed!!

I think, teaching makes me a year older day by day.

Oh Goodness!!

I had a stress day today, rushing through all my lesson plans and reflection, mcm nak mati ok!!

I have lesson observations next week!! Lagi more stress!!

*Takes minyak kapak, tapping and rubbing my temples*

After school, I was off to his home!!

Rushing through my Excel worksheet, Printing my activity papers, Thinking of symmetry shapes..

Oh, sunnguh memeningkan kepala!!

And, and..

Thanks darling for understanding my situation and sitting quietly by the side, folding your clothes, not making a sound or two.

I'm sorry about your computer and the printer incident!

I know, everything I touch which is yours, just tend to fail on me.

Teehee!! (the brg2 tak blh angkat la ke-sweet-an i!!)

Cik Jam was just so nice and baik hati. Thanks for the seafood porridge. I felt so bad that I didn't bring anything for you but I went home with something instead.

BUT!!!

I hope you enjoyed those egg tarts! (provided he told you its from me.. *looks sternly*)

Some Shots taken!

Stuff and brg2 of mine! I know, very purple..

There he is, folding those clothes of him, quietly.

He makes a good house helper. Takers??

This I gave to him on March 2004. *counts* Yes, 3 long years!!

This I must cerita!! This is exactly what he wore on the first time we went out. Our first date, which was 27th July 2003.

I know, haha.. Very kental back then!!

Guess where we went in that?? Library and Town!! Let me emphasize, Town!!

The very kentalic us!!

(I told you I look haggard and older by 10 years!)

First and foremost,

Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa kepada semua my sedara-sedara islam , sincere dari saya and keluarga. Semoga pahala awak2 semua bertambah berkali-kali ganda.

I think that was the most common thing I read and heard and see and say today. I received almost a dozen of "Selamat berpuasa" msges from friends and families and colleagues.

See my tag board!! Fuddin too.. (I swear, I was thinking about you after buka, thinking what you were doing and blahblahblah, and there you were tagging on my blog!)

My first day of puasa hasn't been a good one. I admit it, I was tired and thirsty on that first day.

I think, it wasn't that sempurna la my puasa today.

I had 5 periods with that freaking class, which I now officially hate (and I pray soooo hard, i'm not getting that class next year!! eek!).

My ears were not clean (I had lots of 'cibai-s' going in my ears.) *sensored*

My blood was boiling up (marah2 bulan puasa is just no gooood!)

And my speech is no good either! (I have been shouting at the class for whole of those periods.)

And I am very tired!! (I went up and down the stairs countless times, when until finally I gave up. I took the lift.)

And today, I realised when you think your problem is worst, the children there go through more than us.

Sometimes, it just take a bit of concern from the teachers to help the children open up to us. And from there, you can see the difference from their lives and ours.

It was a real eye opener and ear opener for me.

To that dearest of mine,

I know you are going through a rough patch right now.

But seeing and hearing you like this,

Makes me worry about you.

But, just in case you need that listening ear..

You know, that I'm a beep or 8 bus stops away...

*smiles*

OMG!!

I must really knock my head this once very hard!!

I was supposed to remember this yesterday but I woke up in the middle of the night, suddenly thinking about it!!

TO MR CHUA JING BIN, my Powerboy love!!

HAPPY 20th birthday!!

I am so freaking sorry that I had to slip that born-day of yours inside my teeny brain!! I swear, I remembered it the day before.. (you don't believe me you can ask Sha!!! eeekk!!) *being regretful and sincerely sorry*

And ya, I may say I do miss you.. But you can say, "And you don't even bother to call or meet me up!", right?? I have been pretty lazy and busy lately and I know I haven't met the clan since 24th June, which probably is almost 3 months now.*shame on me*

And I didn't make it for last Saturday outing. *Shame on me again*

I also haven't seen Marlon, since he went into NS and he's gonna POP soon. *Shame on me again, again*

And most probably I'm not meeting you b4 you go in. *How shameful is that!*

But hey, "YOU ARE ALWAYS ON MY MIND, YOU ARE ALWAYS ON MY MIND..." (if you know the tune of the song, sing it la ok..)

Wishing you the best in everything and you are going to camp in... ermmm, in a few days time. So have fun with that!! And just do rememeber, and I promise I will meet you up pretty real soon, for that birthday gift!

And Angela also!! That was way overdue.... *another knock on the head*

Oh, did I write an entry for xiaomei?? *Thinks hard*

Sheesh!!

That, I am so soorry, but i did give you a midnight msg right??

Ah yes.. RIGHT!!

The Best-Girlfriends Meet up!!

That's the pic while waiting for the other one, well, mcm tak biasa la kan die lambat!

That is at Pizza Hut!!

where those girls were gobbling through and menyental the cheese sampai kosong!!

MacDonalds for my McFlurry and Ice Lemon Tea..

Going home...

The loved Best Girlfriends..

Oh I realised that...

BOTAK JONES IS NOT HALAL LA!!!

*throws pillow*

Sheesh!! Then, kwn aku mkn.... *beb, kau mkn benda tak halal. DOSA!*

So the semangat me actually surf Yahoo.com to find Botak Jones.

Look, look, see, see..

Beef, beef, beef, beef... Sekali, PORK sausages! tequilas, margaritas, etc.

And I was lamenting and lamenting to Azry about it.

He was like, "Its still tak halal. Pikir2 buat ape??"

Oh sheesh!! That freaking NS policeman..

Keep talking about the utensils and barang2 die to keep his case,

"Its not halal, so don't eat it!"

So after that topic, we were talking about police work, which was fun la!

Interesting and very intrigueing!!

And lorong2 and prostitutes and that pocket book thing..

Sunnguh melecehkan, but it still benefits you la day!

SO, UPDATE IT REGULARLY K!!

Sometimes, I feel Azry and me are just meant to keep in contact and not destined to meet.

We live in opposite block and I can even see his room from my room window,

But we still don't meet each other.

Since Primary School... Hmm..

Bertahun kan tu???

I have a few issues untuk diketengahkan.

Ok, I just hate it when I see girls so tak independent la and soo minta kene tendang!

Handbag nak kene bawak kan..

Like I overheard a couple which sumpah minta ditampar pompan die,

"Sayang, bawakkan beg i... Bag I berat and bahu I sakit la.. "

And please eh, your beg is only so small!!

"Sayang, belikan I makan. I penat la."

No wonder your butt is so big!! Pemalas nk mampus!

Oh Goodness!! *smacks forehead*

Another thing, I'm so not comfortable with tattoos..

I see girls with tattoos of dragons lah, snakes la, abeh at all the inappropriate places.

Do they know that tattoos last for a lifetime?

And it gonna stay with you till you die??

Imagine bile dah tua kerepot and you have tattoos on your body.

And your grandchildren asking you,

"Ape nie nek?? cucu pun nak buat!"

Sheesh!! What a bad example!

Another thing,

WHERE THE HELL IS BOTAK JONES???

I have been wanting to go there to eat but i don know where the hell is it!!

And another thing also, When will HIKMAH 2 finish??

Lembab nak mampus la!!

And kan, who has HIKMAH 3 VCD!!!!

I need to have it!!

PLEASEEEEEE!!!!

My Saturdays just never fail to cheer me up!!

*thank you, YOU!!!*

Sentosa was just fun, fun, fun!!!!

We spent ermm, exactly a $100 there!! *I know, Sentosa, duh!!*

First stop was the jakuns ride to Sentosa, by monorail!!

AaaHHH!!!

I swear I was kental like that!

The monorail was swinging from left to right, like as if it was floating on water.

So, imaginations wild, I was scared the monorail was gonna drop to the road below.

HAHAH!!

But the view kan, wasn't that great after all.

Takde kick la!!

2nd stop!!

The dragon walk !!! (or is it trail??)

I was kind of day dreaming, where I can get married there.

The bells, the deco-es, the aisle, etc.

"Aah!! Dgr2 you nie org christian.. *menjeling mata* "

Yes, Pwoof!! There goes my dreams..

Next up!! Our Favourites of Sentosa, Luge and Skyride!!
Oh, very the fun la!!

And Deedee!! I saw Aida werking at the ticket centre for the luge!! hahaks!!

Even though it was raining, kite semangat hujan la!!!

With our helmets and ready to berjuang in the rain,

Jadi jgn tak jadi la!!

HAHAH!!!

And helo mister!! I won the race!!

B&J, plsssssss!!!

Skyride was very the panoramic!!

We were playing a fool, and joking around and playing with each other's slippers..

And I think, we smiled too big for the camera!!

And Palawan Island, for the "Southern Most Point of South-East Asia"..

I finally got on to that bridge!!! OMG!!

After 20 years of my big, fat ass life!!

And the animal show, with the saddening stories of the animals,

And the hawk which just flew and swift over my head..

And it was the humans who did the manouvre-ing (not the hawk!) ,

Finally!!!

CINE BLAST!!!!

Which basically, burned the biggest hole in our pockets!!!

IT WAS A BIG BLAST!!

So people, you should go and try it!!

The simulator was gereks!! The shaking and the effects was more gereks!!

I can tell you, for people who have long hair,

Ermm, you better tie it up..

Or you will have hair swinging haywire.

Teehee!!

Im soooo bitchy and so insensitive about other's feelings.

I'm not used to receiving bad news.

So I kinda panic or clueless on how to react.

I know, I'm sorry for being so insensitive.

And I'm sorry for your loss.

From the tone of your voice, it seems you have cried the whole night.

You don't even want to talk to anyone, nevertheless me..

And I keep blaming myself for not being there when you are at your lowest,

When in the fact, I've lost that right to be.

And I can't believe I keep lamenting on that specific fact!

Oh Sue!! Stop being such a sore, pathetic woman can?? *knocks her head*

Anyway, I promised myself not to press your number, till you do.

And I hope you are doing fine and continue your life like you always do.

Everyone has to leave someday, even you and me..

And do remember to eat and don't neglect your health.

And do take care of your mother ok??

On a brighter note,

It's Teachers' Day tomorrow!! *finds her extra bag for pressies*

Haha!! I know, I am being plain thick-skinned!

But, I'm not expecting anything

But I have received my first little sweet token from my sweet little student.

She actually made 5 paper cranes, and tied it together.

With 2 hearts glued together, at the top, saying "Happy Teacher's Day."

And the thing is, I'm not even teaching her class!!

I only relieve that class for one Music period!

Sweet kan??

Sometimes, you have to accept it.

Life don't turn out the way you want it to be

Sometimes, in life.

Some things are not meant to be yours

And,

Most of the times, in life.

Things aren't simple as you think or see as it is

And some things in my life,

Isn't what you may think it is.

*winks at you*

And,

All there is for me to say it,

Its for you to judge it and think as what I may believe my life is.

Or its going to be.

As I plan it and going to work it.

Day/Night 1 of the No-calls Day.

Oh,

Just a simple post for the simple ones.

HAIRSPRAY

That movie, I'm giving it a 3/5.

Reasons being,

I miss 10 mins of that show for the the sake of nature's call (toilet, it means, for the slow ones) ,

which was unluckily, was upgrading at the 4th level.

And I had to go all the way down to Level 1 of Bugis Junction.

And controlling was a NO-NO that I had to ask the 3 girls in front of me to let me go on first.

The other reason being,

I was sleepy and not concentrating on that movie.

But, but!!

I was awakened by the last part of the movie

Which was, Faboooolastic!!

*sings "You can't stop the beat..."*

which basically save the whole show.

With the pretty, gorgeou-licious vintage clothes, and that boing-boing hair

With lots of hairspray!!

Her White shirt, His White shirt

Her Black Singlet, His Black Singlet

Her Black Pants, His Black Pants

Her Black Bag, His Black Bag

Her Black Slipper, His Black Slipper

One word for Him from Her,

COPYCAT!

Him and Her met up in the early morning, supposedly for morning gym exercise at Tampines.

But, after much deliberation,

Off to East Coast at 9am for a cycling trip!

It was more mengumpats and mengumpats!!

Honestly,

who in their right mind would pitch their tents near the road and far from the beach??

Punch line:

"Dgr2 kalau kereta terbabas keluar road, die selamat dulu.."

Hahaks!!

Yes mister!! Very right!!

And boy, was it HOT!!! *fans herself*

And it was my unlucky day...

I fell 3 times,

First, the MRT staircase *hides her face inside a plastic bag*

Second and Third, that falls from the bikes, which basically left bruises all over my knees and fingers!

*looks at Him for leaving me behind*

The day was tiring but nevertheless, enjoying and exciting!!

The kakak-es and the adik-es going out, enjoying each other company!! Plus the abang-es who joined later!!

Only two adik-es came, the 3 other adik-es, bohliao hilang!!

Here's how the day went...

And the kakak-es met up at Starbucks..
(and kak ana!! There is only one sbux at TM ok??)

After which the kakak-es and the adik-es met dekat MRT!!

So there we went to Vivo City!!
And these were what we were there.

Lots of kecohs, perasan-ness and candidness.
Splashing in the pond!! (where the 2 boys were emo-ing by the stand..)

While the kakak-es and the abg lepak "di tepi pantai" looking out for the adik-es.

And Time crisis at E-Zone, where Abg Nas pun sekaki, tembak2 org!!
And finally, after much anticipation,

SWENSENS!!

I know.. I too almost choke looking at the size of this baked rice.

And the Spaghetti!! (Yes, that was how big it is!!)

But it was very deeeeeelicious!!!

Tgk Abg Nas muka besar mulut nye!! Muahaha

The split and the Fondue!! *sungguh menjilat sudu*
Oh, that is abg Jai!! (I spelt it rite, rite??)

The one who shove the HSBC credit card in front of our eyes, But, but!!

Dapat 10% discount, which means, save la duit aku sikit!!

And us basically!!

I can't stop helping feeling grateful for what I have in my life.

Even though I have problems with my dad,

But its nothing compared to those boys..

And yes, I actually cried when I told Azri about it over the phone.

Isn't it sad that boys their age actually don't get enough attention and almost land themselves in a home,

but alhamdullillah, they are on the right track!!

And when they said,

"Adik tak nak blek la kak. Kakak lepak ngan adik or adik tidur rumah kakak blh??"

And when I promised to lepak with them tommorow night, they actually show me that face, which tells me all promises made to them are broken and that faith of it to happen is fading.

MACAM KESIAN KAN... *drops a tear*

Even though we haven't been talking much

Due to our clashing schedules (I know!! I hate it too!)

And not seeing each other often,

Because of the thing you have to do,

Because of the personal problems we have in each other lives,

But!!

You better make sure...

I GET TO SEE YOU THIS WEEKEND!!

Hmmph!!

*folds arms*

The weekend fun was full of loves from the unknown!

Even though unmatured, cheeky, childish and hyperactive(!!), they were just adorable and sweet plus so manje la..

Imagine la..

During practice, Fendi was pinjam-ing my peha on the left and Afiq on the left. And I received all together 3 hugs from Afiq, excluding that farewell hug on the train!! *unbelievably nods head*

And who, but those boys, would suap food to our mouths, even though they are not eating but encouraging us to eat?? Those boys..

And, and.. They were the most sweet and polite because they actually use "kakak-adik" terms with me..

And when they were not listening and throwing tantrums, last resort, I said, "Siape tak sayang kakak, jgn keluar bilik ini.." And guess what he replied walaupun die merajuk.. "Sorry la kak. Adik sayangkan kakak. Adik keluar bilik skrg. *hugs me*" Me, Stunned!!

Why stunned?? Pasal Secondary 1 and 2 kids are supposed to be at the stage of malu2 dengan perempuan but, but.. They were so peramah-ish and manja-ish!

And like I and Fid said,

"If only my boyfriend was like that.."

"If only they were a bit older and not vertically challenged.."

Sheesh!!

And, and..

Through all that ups and downs and quarrels and seriously poor sportsmanship,

*looks at Fid*

"E-Genesis WON!!!"

*ehem-ehem.. tgk la sape facilitator die sape*

And "Best male facilitator" and "Best male performance", pun E-genesis angkat jgk!! Muahaha!! *lagi sekali, "Tgk la sape facilitator die!"*

And adik-adik kakak yg tersayang, kite jumpa this week k.. For Swensens and tgk Abg Nas rap performance!!

Kakak sayang pada adik2 sume!!

The girlfriend for companion!

That winning performance by E-genesis.

The winning streak. Dapat certificate agi!!
The one pakai cap is our darling Trainer, Abg Nas kite!!

The Gerek and "buang-Kemaluan" Facilitators.

The Whole camp Company! The one pakai cap, was all red when he saw this pic! and guess who he looks like??

*Looks at Fid*

*coughs Hanif coughs*

And, I love this HIP HOP CAMP!!

Tomorrow is the day lah!!!

WEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Will be gone for weekends. Will tell you all about it when I get back.

to fid,

*coughs Fadzuli coughs*

haha.. weekend fun coming up!!

It was shopping and shopping and more shopping!!

It was my first teaching pay, and was I delighted and proud to have it!!
(hey, a month of teaching and screaming and hard work of preparation, I think I do deserve it!)

It was tops and more tops and undies (ah yes! I bought my own undies after 20 yrs of living!) and my dress!! Tweeheehee.. was I delighted like crazy!!

And the up point is, I was on my own!! for the first time, yes I was.. Even though I had last minute company as my bell boy. *looks at Mr Bald-Head*

But, thanks!!

Some awkward things was just bound to happen but its okay.

I guess, it wasnt meant to be.

After which, Bedok North to Nenek's hse!! (I really miss my nenek alot la!!) And my Nenek was very English-sy. She started the conversation, "Hi, how u doing??". Yes, my Nenek was like dat!! And not seeing her for a pretty long time seemed that she has grown old. And I guess all those dialysis have worn her fragile body off. But, but.. I still love my nenek la.. *hugs*

Simpang with my family, which I had to pay!! tsk, tsk. We had satay, roti john, Nasi Ayam Gorreng Samabal, Sotong sambal and not forgetting, my favourite drink, NesLo Peng!! Must-must try ok!

With the stupid jokes, my dad, being the ex-fireman helped the shop behind us from being burnt down due to the exposed live wire (3 cheers for the Daddy!!), and the unfinished food!! Oh Goodness!!

My family are just lovey dovey doves!! (even though we have more downs than ups)

And Korangs, Thanks eh for the headaches and dizzy spells I had the whole night! Syabas eh, what a good way to forget your problem. Instead of reducing my headache, I even had worse!! *looks around at my "well-mannered" friends*

My warnings just don't work on them.

And mun, it's alright.. Just don't cancel next week, and I will be more than happy.

I guess,

For when my bestfriends are busy working and anniversaries, Gerlfriends sibuk with work and kenduri-es and persandingan pengantin, Gay friend and buddies busy with work and my kolong block khakis are busy shopping and with their other halves,

This is the companionship available made for me.

But fear not, I just love his company!!

He makes me giggle and laugh and say things that tickle my stomach. Sumpah till air mata ku bergenang!

With the "melepak" song, and the "mat sentol" topic, and words that are spicy as chili padi.

Those were the sweetest and precious moments.

So, thanks again..

And don't worry, your dulu-dulu crusher-es say you look pretty, bald headed. Teehee..

Those little times, how they still make you blush..

Big lights, Beautiful fireworks and a Great Grand show,

Just what Singapore deserves every year!!

So,

Happy 42nd Birthday, Singapore!!!

His Book-out Day.

From the Bedok platform late-ness, to the long-time-no-feel woman's touch, to having Caramel Frap and KFC along Sinagpore River, to fooling around with the bald scalp, to lots and lots of performances (We think Singapore has too much money to spent on the Arts..) to walking to Bugis to get on bus 12 to cam-whoring on the bus, non-stop!!

It was pretty exciting, I must say.

So, Thank you.. *using sign language*

First,
There was 7. One is down, 6 more to go. Do you think the 6 will still stay? I wonder...

Second,
I'm very disappointed. If you were hopeless at the start, you can tell me. I didn't have to spent the past almost 2 months, thinking about it. But, hell, whatever. It's over...

Third,
I'm easily tired out these days, physically and, mostly, MENTALLY!! I'm sooo way over-stressed about my Maths classes.

Fourth,
By end of term 3, I have to be speaking Denmark language, Mongolian language, Myanmar language and Nepalese language. As for now, I'm using sign language, in addition of English.

I'm moving on..

I think..

Life would be much prettier, brighter, happier and livelier after this.

*cross fingers*

Its past 9.30 and I'm still waiting.. Hmm..

I'll just have to wait for that 9.30 call daily then.

And no one else.. *stucks out tongue*

And oh, oh..

He's coming back!!

Yes, yes he is..

Aaahh.. Don't worry, I'll post his priceless bald-headed pictures first-hand and first thing on Wednesday night. teeheehee

That meet up with Mun, like finally happened!!

From Long John Silver to finding dolphins for the EX-gf(ex, which I must emphasize!!) to Zul's old-school bag which just smells cupboard-ty to Mun being soooo way open overboard (!!) to Zul's dirty jokes/Geylang trips to his merepek-pakcik-die-nye-block-few-floors-masionette-but-his-flat-isnt (Sanggup turun block aku and naik agi just to check it out!!) and finally, to lepak-ing sambil gulung rokok in the middle of the estate till late. *smacks head*

And beb, suke ati kau lah ape kau nak buat dengan hidup kau. Malas aku nak layan! *knocks your head so hard, hoping you do the right thing*

I got something from Fadilah!! I'll post it later.. Just simply sweet. Thanks darl!

I'm missing you, like crazy.

Previous post, I wrote that I missed the girlfriends and the best friends.



Well, I did what I wrote and..

I met the gerlfriends and the best friend yesterday!!



Woohoo woots!!



Gerlfriends was so miss-able!! And I sure loved their company!! And talking about the zaman2 jepun perang dunia waktu secondary school was so fun!! And why is it that it is so easy a topic to mengumpat about Minah Kampung??

We had talks about our future and current happenings!!

Haslin is a NTU scholar.

And yes, Congrats Diana!! I'm sure you will have fun entertaining those mat sallehs from UK and get those ka-chings for sales suport, but hey, I'm not interested. Just keep them for yourelf. Haha

And Fid!! Better get a permanent job soons.

I can't help it but to accept that my gerlfriends are "Shades Girls". As for me, I prefer my lovely eyes to show it all off. *flutters them away*

And finally, since my birthday, I met up with Cik Diyanah kite!! And yes, it was a pleasant and a nice time. Well, you are right. As you say, we are different but, but.. those aside, we are just as good together. *winks*

Meety you next time gerls! Muacks!!

And Mister, I hate that thing you have to do and must feel k.

Meeting Mun later for late lunch!! I have to meet him soons, because he may hilangkan diri for the next 3 yrs. Paham-paham je la kan. *rolls eyes*

Toodles!

The gerlfriends

my kentang face.
Those "Shades Girls"

ps: I didnt know starbucks was sunny inside.

Lovey dovey doves!

I should just stop being a freaking crybaby.

I need to relax and release all the inner negative feelings inside me.
Oh Goodness!!

I just hate that thing they send you for.

And I'm missing the girlfriends!!

And the best friends too!!

Meety up soons!!

A scenario in school:

Me: Good morning class.
Class: Good morning Mdm Sulaiha.
Me: Since when did you promote to Mdm? I got instant husband is it? Again..
Class: Good morning Miss Sulaiha
Me: And my name is Suhaila.
Class: Gd morning Miss Suhaila..

So all in all, I made them greet me 3 times. Muahhaha!!

Confirm dlm hati, "Ngada2 nye cikgu nie.." *scorns*

Like as if I care!! I so hate that class can??

And, and.. Perhaps I might be taking up Nepalese language. I'm taking a class of 20 Nepalese students, whose English I somehow can't understand that muuuuch!!

hehe..

Toodles!

Oh-oh and oh-ho-ho-ho...

Ok, I'm so lazing around. I have 3 free periods (I mean lesson periods!! *looks at cikgu*) and I'm just very, very tired and sleepy and whateverthatisallbadinthisworld!!

I have headaches, I have ankle sprains, marking compositions isn't that fun, btw, Social Studies lesson plans just not werking out yet and, and.. I'm seriously not having enough sleep.

And I am missing my sugar-sweet-free honey...

Ok hell, whatever. If you even know what it means..

And my timetable is very looooong...

And I know I'm not that perfect teacher afterall.

Quoted: "You are the first teacher I've seen who actually lets the students play duck-duck-goose during health education and go to barbie website give makeovers during maths class."

So if the 5 classes I'm teaching now fails during exams or monthly tests, you know who to blame. Muahaha!!

And at home, I'm having a fashion show. Almost every night, if I may add. Blame mamaku yg tersayang. She makes us girls walk up and down in our clothes, to test out our clothes and bajus! Sheesh! My sisters are enjoying it but, not me.. Hmmph..

So all and all, through and through, my life isnt that well spent as I may add yet again.

I'M JEALOUS!!

ya.. wtf, I'm jealous!!

Ok, I'm crazy to be jealous over such a small and trivial matter.

OK HELL!!

whatever....

and 9 more days to go..

eeekk!!

The torture of missing your loved ones..

Come back faster can??

Tsk, tsk

I hate that thing you have to do..

And its Saturday!!

i guess when you are working, you don't feel that time passes by you.

i guess all that teaching, not children, but monkeys from the zoo has taken up a whole lot of my energy!! Huahua..

And I'm not used to students greeting me "Good Morning, Miss Suhaila/Teacher" along the corridors. I'm not used to raising my voice at the children, especially a P1 kid, when they pisses me off. And I'm not able to speak English with the students. (I have students from China, from Malaysia, even from Nepal and one from the Bangladesh!! eeekk!!) And I'm not getting their names right. Hmm...

But, but one thing I can say is, they are very, very, very cute!! *senior teacher rolls eyes*

And the staff are very2 nice and warm! And my mentor is actually my Primary School teacher, Mrs Marican. And yes, she was pleased to see me and even more pleased to help and guide me throughout the days here.

Ok, my blog entry is becoming more of a composition right??
Teeheehee!!

And yesterday,

My dearest one had reported for his National Services. So I guess, I will be alone for the next two weeks then. No company!! *sings* "I'm a lone ranger.. in lone, lone country road.."

But he called last night and he sounded quite happy and satisfied but grumbles at the thought of sleeping in a mosquito net. The possibility of... DENGUE!!

And yes, i am going shopping today, alone!! I repeat, ALONE.

Sheesh!!

Well, I better get back to my work now, if i want to be able to go home at 1pm.

(Ah yes, I am in school now, preparing for next week.. Haiz)

I'm starting werk in 7 hours time and I'm not yet asleep...

Eeeekkk!!

*serious butterflies in the stomach*

It seems like woziji.blogspot and gorblok.blogspot and wohuihaohaoguo.blogspot is dead at the moment. Hmm..

And Elektra!! i think I know why "boyfriend" hasn't replied us yet. The reason being: You are not allowed to bring chargers to camp!!

And Iceboy!! You are just simply cute ok?? And all the best with that gerl of yours.. Teehee!! And you are starting Uni term next week. All the best too!! And jiayou!! You know, i know ah huh.. And better make that lunch quick?? Look who's planning man!

I know, I'm having loads of negative thoughts about loads of stuff in my life. Let me tell, there is no other way of thinking positive when you have had so much failure. All the bad experiences somehow just get to you.

And boy, you know I don't wish to lose you again. But let's just take it slow. It may work out as we want to.

To my one and only Din, Fadilah and Saihah, I know I was being very irresponsible today. But I had such a lousy and hectic day that I just couldn't make it. I promise I will make it up to you alright?? Next week lunch, I pay!!

Din!! I love you to death!! No words can describe what you did. *hugs* I promise you will get your treat. I will personally come down to NYP and treat you like a prince for the day!

Huda!! Alamak beb!! Mana kamu si?? Tak balas msg2 saya?? Beep me tmr and meet up on Monday aite??

Ok, toodles!!

I admit, I'm so freakishly self conscious nowadays!!

I was wearing an okay-outfit, I had my natural make up on with flip flops and someone had to bring me to the airport.. Just for Popeyes!!

I kept nagging and bugging him, blaming him for bringing me to the airport in that kind of outfit!! Well, its still further from my home, so I was very uncomfy in it ok??

At least I enjoyed the food!! Teehee.

Induction meeting was today!!

And it was a pleasant experience. The people was nice, the vice-principal was very soft spoken, the staff was nice too but.. It was the children that matters. Well, they were nice and pleasant and I hope my class of pupils will be a little bit better, i hopefully pray.

And the good thing, I can wear anything I like!!! As long as no jeans and low neck blouses!! The Principal is a guy, so I guess, he is afraid nafsu die di-challenged kot!! muahaha!!

And, guess what??? The school has a lift!! Repeat: LIFT!! So i can save all that energy for teaching instead of climbing the stairs to the 4th floor everyday.

Pendek confirm-ly knows my hates of staircases!! Kan, kan?? *winks*

And a total request from him, here is the story for the day..

I was told to take 155 to reach Paya Lebar MRT and me being the most blurrest, dumbass and potek girl, didn't realise that she took the wrong plate coloured bus and landed her all the way to Toa Payoh instead of Paya Lebar!! *smacks forehead*

I wonder, why I didn't ask myself why I was at Braddell Rd instead of Upper Paya Lebar Rd. Duush!!

And I'm Harry Potter-ing on Monday!! Jadi, jgn tak jd sudah eh!! *tenung hard at that someone*

About that previous post, its was meant for someone.. And I know that someone knows it, or else she wouldn't have asked me what my post meant.

Please eh, even if I keep singing that Toni Braxton song, it doesn't mean I'm thinking or feeling heartbroken or whichever. Me singing that song simply means, I just loved it!! OK?!?! So you don't have to go, "Go and call him if you miss him.." or "See la, heartbroken rite?? Feeling sad again??" again and again.

And you for once, don't take my heartbroken-ness for granted!! Oh goodness!! I broke up, so??? That does not mean, you can keep making me harp on it ok!! I hate it!!

Weelll, whatever gerl.. I'm too frustrated for that now.