I was reading my old diaries, this came across on my opinions about all my friends.

This came out the most impact..

"They are the very persons I will always remember and never forget. They were always by my side whenever I am happy or depressed. Although they were unsupportive in some things that I do, their advices were greatly appreciated and to be looked forward to. Their friendship is something I will never forget and cherish every moment when I am with them. That I call, the friendship of Su, Mal and Dee."

Believe or not, I cried. I didn't know I was so sentimental during secondary school. Hahah!!

Try reading your old diaries, you will be touched by the things you write. At least I did.

I am amazed at how we can just cursed at each other with all our hearts, or behind , then in one way or another, we end up being lovey dovey like nothing has happened.

It feels silly sometimes, but hey, its the specialty.

And if we are fated that way to stay together, so be it.

We leave it to the Above.

That day in Tampines Mall,

I love this pic because I won at pool!! Whatever, I'm skilled, no buts accepted.

That Plain Jane with lots of simplicity.

Too much to blog about, but too little time..

I had my time with the SHF on Sunday. I mean, last Sunday. It was just great with the original members there. Essential brew for lunch, and it was so nice and yummy la!!! Desserts was at Cold Rock, and oh me god!! It was so full of Ice-cream, Yummy, yummy, yummy ice cream!!

And I am the only one who has gain weight. Hey, I gain 5 kg and they lost, lots of kilograms!! Sheesh!!

So many things to talk about even though it was very short.

Contact Time was so mendaks nak mampus especially with Smartboard course thing. And yes, I finally found my Angel!

Two weeks before,

Sue: Imagine if my Angel was Mr Subra, abis la.. satu pape pun aku tak dapat!! Hahah!! Plentiful of borings!

Well, guess who is my angel?? Mr Subra!!! Nyehahah!! I swear we were laughing our heads off. With his low tone of voice, "Hey, Suhaila. I am your angel!!" Nyehahah!! As least, I had loads of chocolates from him. Sungguh best!

Kerepek la sey!! Then we had our staff lunch with the Lo Hei, Fa Cai Yu Sheng, if I am not wrong that is what it is call. Sungguh-I-don't-like-it!!

My table was full of chocolates on that day. Plus the cupcakes. Very kecohs!! The instructor was teaching and me?? I was listening to my music and eating loads of chocolates!!

I should let you see it!!

Had way, way loads of fun with the girls on Wednesday. With our laptops, books and materials, we went to Simpang to chill and did our planning.

Way, way too much fun with gossips and laughter, we overshot our time there.

And Muntazir-night on Friday and Saturday!!

Friday was Jalan Kayu for Mad Jack!! Suhaila was sungguh stress and down on that day. That boy likes to makes me panic and make me feel stupid. He made me walk all the way to Esso to withdraw $$$. Sheesh!! But MadJack was fabulastic!! The ending, brownies with Ice cream!! He said, "Makan2!! Jadi tak stress.."

And you should have seen his face, when my eyes were teary and red. Classic!! "eh dah ah.. Makan dulu, makan dulu!"

I went to Bugis yesterday. Suhaila's alone day! Sungguh pathetic nak mampus nye!! I was a lone ranger! Bought a bag pack!! Yes, a bag pack!! Oh sungguh soooo lawa!! Price also lawa la!!

After which, it was supper with J again, at McDonalds! I was so frustrated and troubled I did not eat the whole day! Sungguh kurus yesterday!

And now, I am back to work. Lesson plans, again!!

Compliments from my Angel!

SHF day (Essential Brew and Cold Rock),




Contact Time,


MadJack,

I am so, so, so mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why do I get bullied by my Primary 5-es at once a week??

Why can't I be the one to bully them every single day of the week??

Why must I always used my voice every single time?? Until my voice is gone is it??

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Tak blh jadi nie.. Must do something about it.


And I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MAD LA AT THIS STUPID FREAKING PERSON!!!!!!!!

Last 15 minutes of Valentine, I was busy replying to almost a dozen of messages, asking what happened to me.

Actually kan, to tell you the truth, I went out with a guy yesterday to celebrate Valentine's Day. I lied to you when I said I went out with my friends to eat. No, no, its true. This is not a lie.

To those he disturbed, i'm sorry.

Uhh!!

ohohoh... Talking about V.day, since I did not celebrate it, (I mean, seriously, I did not celebrate for 3 years alr plus this one.) my darling Primary 6 gave me loads of pressies. I got a rose, teddy bear, chocolates, heart-shaped straws. So sweet!!

And I went to Borders, alone, eat alone at McDonalds and I CUT MY HAIR!!!!!!! hahah, Pendeks!!!! Short and thin and botak abit at the back.

At night, I went out with my darling friends. And I swear, he kept stealing glances at me, which gave me the creeps. Even though dah lame kite kenal and saling jumpa, please eh. Your minah-sungguh-tak-lawa girlfriend is beside you. And sungguh meluat and irritating and ridiculous when I saw her. I thought you had better taste.

And Mun, thank you for listening to all my sarcasms and frustrations and all. Even when you are in Tekong with stupid reception which keeps disconnecting during calls. hahah!!

In exactly 20 minutes,

I will burst all my anger and my soul even though losing my voice is a risk, I don't care..

This is too much already!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

From Suntec City for donuts to Strawberry Banana Freezer, Marina Square for those earrings and ended up at Jalan Kayu for dinner. It was love knowing that you would just comply with all my 'wants' and me, just showing those attitudes which you call it, "angin tak betul die dah sampai".

Saya sayang sama awak!!

And those who walks from bus stop at Seletar Camp, that walk to Jalan Kayu, passing that pokok kapas, just keep quiet and do not tegur any smell there.. I dah kasi warning eh..

The reason why I was busy for the past 2 weeks..

And finally, its over!

Though they are terrible aunties and uncles from the market,

It was extremely fun, teaching and coordinating the dance.

Thank you, my 'aunties' and 'uncles'

They said,

"Aiyo!! She even has a boyfriend who likes to make funny faces like her. Just perfect. Too Perfect."

Hahah!! After almost five years, of course I am always the one who has that kind of influence. Don't you simply agree??

Mom said,

"The crazy twosome of the century. *shakes head*"

If we are not crazy, we would not have such fantastic, and rollercoaster years together. Even though some were unpleasant, its adds on to all our experience and mistakes to learn from. Don't you agree?

So all this aside...

I love you.

P.S: He made that for me. A sudden surprise from the unromantic.

It was busy Saturday and a busy week.

Lots of things happenend in a week.


There was my Chinese New Year Rehearsal. And I was not happy with the coordinator! I almost, almost said something unpleasant to her and luckily not, since she was the Senior Head of Chinese Department. Even though my kids are Nepalese kids and they are the bunch that is being looked down upon at, she didn't have the right to say like that to the kids. It makes them feel unmotivated and disappointed. My kids practise everyday after school, put in all their efforts, without me organising it and out of their own accord. They were very enthusiastic and were excited about it. And those words from her, could make them lose all sense of enthusiasm. And oh, just because I wasn't there, she had no right to say unmotivational words to them! Urggh!! Mad!!


I had my Timetable time with Mrs Marican. She was a great help and good advisor. I had lots of courses especially Mathematics, when I felt I need more help on English. And I have a box of papers and books to mark but I just simply ignored and push it aside. I can't bear to mark all those assignments. Let me off please!


Yesterday, was Jung Na's departure to Korea. I brought my girls there and I promise myself that I would never bring them to Bimal's departure to US after PSLE. Hahah! I would be gone by then. All six of them created a scene by crying and all eyes were red. Miss Jannah and Miss Sue felt so uncomfortable walking with 6 crying school girls. And the weird thing is, Jung Na didn't even shed a tear. McDonalds for late Dinner and the girls reached home at 10 plus. I'm going to be worried and in trouble if I don't get them home as early as possible. After 10pm for Primary school kids are a No-No.


As for today, I am busy like a clerk. I will be typing and typing all day long. Sigh!

The pictures of yesterday...

After so looong...

this entry is just for YOU.

You are the sun, you are the moon, you are the star of my life. Nyehahah. Even though you can be detestable, annoying and overly sensitive at times, you are just that only one who stands this annoying, hot-headed self of me. And I know, without you, life is never the same. Those five years, the bad times and me di-jaga org lain and you menjaga org lain, it still brought us back together and made us understand each other.

2 more months to go and hope we are just as happy and lively together.

I LOVE YOU BONCIT!!

The staff well being department decided to have a gme among us. It's called the "Angel Mortal Game".

And I already have my mortal...

And I get the "orang atas".

So to be silly like I always do,

I decided to be a stalker angel...

Next week, whole week, I will put a note, every morning on her desk...

Which means, I have to enter the HOD room, every morning and you know, how I feel awkward with HODs right??

Urrgh!! But for the sake of my silliness, go la Miss Sue..

And I finally get approval to spilt my class!!

Yeah bah!!

"37?? so many??"

Ya, and tell me how many atrocious kids have I handled every single day for the 4 weeks??

Duush!!

"Alright, I know you are quite fierce and firm in class. So can u like pass only 7 kids to Mr Kwok?"

That, I can't take it.

Which means, I get 30 for my class!!

Still alot.. Every day must scream, must make them reflect, make them stand, pull their collars/shirts..

Oh ya, surprised??

I pull their collars or shirts with the aggressive ones. My untrained friends from other schools thought, I am exaggerating. But, if only, they could just take my place for a period. I wonder how...

i need to sleep..

Tiring, long day...

Today I learn something new from the boys..

hahahah..

"Shuffle"

And I actually scratched my head..

Then, I went to my cuzzies blog, and there it was..

"Shuffle"

And suddenly similarly I don't feel so 'in' anymore...

Well, I don't hang out with the mats and the reps, so I don't know all this thing.

And since "shuffle" are steps to trance, I'm not surprised that I do not know about it.

Nyehahah..

Fid!! Diana!! I need credit card!! You have one???

Or our plans won't work..

And NMT class, Teacher Sue was mad!!

Throw papers at them, scream at them and cold shoulder.

Amazing thing is, it shut them up for 3 whole periods.

And monkeys in the zoo no more..

Hindi dance, not going well..

Teow!!!!

It has been like eons since I met Diana.. Ah yes! Since Hari Raya I suppose.

Talk about work, Gossips about girls, and planning!! yes, planning for that big 21 birthday!! Woohoo!!

And meeting the ex-bf with girlfriend who is holding a bouquet. Girl, I know how you feel, you don't have to say it la. It's so typical of girls to feel that way. And for the other, too madly syiok with that firefighter *coughs mohd coughs*. Just neverending!

I love them girls, for brightening my sick and bloody full of work day.

Love them!!

That outing with Moonshine,

That bulan gemok actually forced me to go out with him knowing that I was wearing plainfully ugly close and he purposely wore smart, with the shoes, shirt and those pants.


And he knew that I was on diet, and he made me eat Long John Silver.


Oh goodness!! But he was a great shopping partner..

His pus-full, ugly calluses and footrot..

Ben & Jerry's!!

Moonshine..

Okay, seriously, Hindi songs and Suhaila just don't work well together.

And teaching the students the steps to a Hindi song, just do not seem right to me. Yes! Not right at all! Plus, imagine.. A hindi dance in the Chinese New Year Concert, basiclly equals to total disaster!!

And Netball!! I loved every moment, every minute and every second. But it just had to rain after just a game with the players. Urggh!! Nature is so inevitable and so unpredictable. And let me tell you, the weatherman is not doing a good job.

And yes ah!! Ya-be-da-be-doo!!! If God willing, I will be getting my license within a year's time. And Fid!!! Aku sayang kau kerana teman aku to enrol in a school. And the countless rides you have given me.. Oh, sungguh touching!! We are just two girlfriends totally in love.. Nyehahah! And...... Ahyuk!! I am now officially a student in Comfort Driving Centre. And I paid too much, just to be a student. Blame the government for that 7% GST hike.. Oh, the economic and financial state of living nowadays..

And speaking of that, I thought the kachings this month were upped a little. Well, it did upped by a couple of hundreds.. but!!!!!!!! THEY LIED WITH THE STATISTICS!! They actually cut my CPF for that couple of hundreds. I would prefer that to be in there(my CPF, i mean.) At least that would be in use for a new house in the future, right?

And lots of things have been happening lately lah.. Too many stuff going around. Work has been totally hectic. Now, Miss Suhaila feels the pressure. And may I say it once more?? I love my whistle!! Now I can save my voice for the better use of speech than wasting time on ridiculous kids with hyperactive and undisciplined behaviour.

And please remind me to remind my students that they are not supposed to shout and scream in the bus 62 every single day?? As a teacher, getting those complains, just not good for my voice and their ears.

Plus.. Did I tell you I have these filipino kid who is new, named Jessekiel?? He is a very interesting kid, interactive mind and good speaker. But every time he enters or exits the class, he does that Justin Timberlake moves?? You know, the moonwalk-sort-thing?? I hate it!! And he does it at least twice a day. And thinking back, let him nurture his talents. And weird thing is, he is in softball. I really wonder how he coordinates.

And I love my P1-es.. They are extremendously, I emphasize, extremendously, adorable!!! "Teacher, you look nice today.", "Teacher, can you follow me to toilet?", "Teacher, can you help me do my plus and minus?".. Oh my goodness! Remind me to never fall in love with them too deeply because I will miss them when I leave in July. Oh ya.... Yes, I am definitely into the July intake. As long as I don't screw up the next 5 months.

And this Friday, I'm accompanying Moon for his hospital visit. Silly boy got footrot. I keep teasing him about amputating his feet that he got scared and didn't go for his check up. So kental punye NS man.. "Kurang ajar eh kau eh.." His favourite line to me.. With him, I get to be silly and open like crazy. Even we are surprised at ourselves. Btw, he is up for sale. Hahah!! Do you want him?? I will kindly intro him to you. But beware, HE BITES... Nyehahah..

Okay, I should be prepared for his knocks this Friday when he reads this.

And yes, to my Belobacinboncits.. I miss you and the way we are. Do come back soon ya?? Miss Suhaila needs extra care and concern already.

And those who is not eating well because their boyfriends are in NS, take it in your stride eh. He will come back and I'm sure he wouldn't want to see a skeleton when he comes back home. Be like me.. A big, fat but gorgeous girl... (I stole that from Tyra Banks, "BIG IS GORGEOUS")

It's a pretty long post ya..

Have a pretty day ahead. I love you people.

I didn't mean and don't want to come out as an eccentric, fierce teacher but.....

Things just had to dealt with in that manner.

And yes, the first time I scolded a student and she cried.

It made me feel bad.

But as Rachel said,"These kind of people, don't feel bad for them. They deserve it."

And Monday, as I see, is a bad start. Every Monday!! 3 full periods with the monkeys.

Plus... that whistle, did the trick.

And the lines for whom misbehave, did the trick too..

As Rachel say, "So old school.."

And so suddenly, I felt so enlightened and proud of what I can do.

Hahahah!! Dear silly Sue...

Suddenly i realised i could get into trouble.. BIG TROUBLE with the parents!!

I have done it to 4 of my students..

Well, i couldn't stand it and I just hate it when they disrupts my lessons.

Err...

I hope I won't get into trouble..

Or my head would be on the chopping board..

Tomorrow, the first thing I'm going to do is...

Put away my masking tape in the drawer and lock it up..

gulps.. *clears throat*

I have a lot, and i mean ALOT to blog about..

I have been meeting her alot lately, sampai jelak, blh ku kate kan..

heheh..

New Year's eve, Hiking with Clubilya, and just now...

Too much of her and I will crack.

Nyehahah..

Ah yes!! those big trucks and lorries and buses were very scary.. And that sudden break made our hearts skip a beat kan??

But we love getting drenched, in the rain.. And drench-walking at Toa payoh Hub.. And someone getting panicky because her oil tank is almost empty on PIE.. heheh

And I love you, sooo much for the nice times together. One of the few memorable i'll always remember...

And I swear, I seriously thought you cried just now.. Well, you have puffy eyes and you calling me in the middle of the day, "Lepak bawah blok ngan aku kejap.." just doesn't seem right to me..

And just because it was their first meeting, she dressed up pretty for a day out..

New year's Eve..

Giant Trampoline@ Sungei Buloh

And my Brother's 14th Birthday which was spent at home yesterday. We family love family dinners and getting to chill out.. One, we get to bond, two, we get to crap and three, we get to eat and four, we get to criticise each other's other half.

One who looks like a Mat Ganja and is a heavy smoker and yes, my brother's girlfriend whom in one way or another is just not so demure after all but yet, when required is sweet enough. As for mine, he's perfect as he is. Nyehahah...

That birthday of his.. Happy 14th Darling!!


Him and the Truffles cake..
Last but not least, my messy and yet unclean table..