After so looong...

this entry is just for YOU.

You are the sun, you are the moon, you are the star of my life. Nyehahah. Even though you can be detestable, annoying and overly sensitive at times, you are just that only one who stands this annoying, hot-headed self of me. And I know, without you, life is never the same. Those five years, the bad times and me di-jaga org lain and you menjaga org lain, it still brought us back together and made us understand each other.

2 more months to go and hope we are just as happy and lively together.

I LOVE YOU BONCIT!!

The staff well being department decided to have a gme among us. It's called the "Angel Mortal Game".

And I already have my mortal...

And I get the "orang atas".

So to be silly like I always do,

I decided to be a stalker angel...

Next week, whole week, I will put a note, every morning on her desk...

Which means, I have to enter the HOD room, every morning and you know, how I feel awkward with HODs right??

Urrgh!! But for the sake of my silliness, go la Miss Sue..

And I finally get approval to spilt my class!!

Yeah bah!!

"37?? so many??"

Ya, and tell me how many atrocious kids have I handled every single day for the 4 weeks??

Duush!!

"Alright, I know you are quite fierce and firm in class. So can u like pass only 7 kids to Mr Kwok?"

That, I can't take it.

Which means, I get 30 for my class!!

Still alot.. Every day must scream, must make them reflect, make them stand, pull their collars/shirts..

Oh ya, surprised??

I pull their collars or shirts with the aggressive ones. My untrained friends from other schools thought, I am exaggerating. But, if only, they could just take my place for a period. I wonder how...

i need to sleep..

Tiring, long day...

Today I learn something new from the boys..

hahahah..

"Shuffle"

And I actually scratched my head..

Then, I went to my cuzzies blog, and there it was..

"Shuffle"

And suddenly similarly I don't feel so 'in' anymore...

Well, I don't hang out with the mats and the reps, so I don't know all this thing.

And since "shuffle" are steps to trance, I'm not surprised that I do not know about it.

Nyehahah..

Fid!! Diana!! I need credit card!! You have one???

Or our plans won't work..

And NMT class, Teacher Sue was mad!!

Throw papers at them, scream at them and cold shoulder.

Amazing thing is, it shut them up for 3 whole periods.

And monkeys in the zoo no more..

Hindi dance, not going well..

Teow!!!!

It has been like eons since I met Diana.. Ah yes! Since Hari Raya I suppose.

Talk about work, Gossips about girls, and planning!! yes, planning for that big 21 birthday!! Woohoo!!

And meeting the ex-bf with girlfriend who is holding a bouquet. Girl, I know how you feel, you don't have to say it la. It's so typical of girls to feel that way. And for the other, too madly syiok with that firefighter *coughs mohd coughs*. Just neverending!

I love them girls, for brightening my sick and bloody full of work day.

Love them!!

That outing with Moonshine,

That bulan gemok actually forced me to go out with him knowing that I was wearing plainfully ugly close and he purposely wore smart, with the shoes, shirt and those pants.


And he knew that I was on diet, and he made me eat Long John Silver.


Oh goodness!! But he was a great shopping partner..

His pus-full, ugly calluses and footrot..

Ben & Jerry's!!

Moonshine..

Okay, seriously, Hindi songs and Suhaila just don't work well together.

And teaching the students the steps to a Hindi song, just do not seem right to me. Yes! Not right at all! Plus, imagine.. A hindi dance in the Chinese New Year Concert, basiclly equals to total disaster!!

And Netball!! I loved every moment, every minute and every second. But it just had to rain after just a game with the players. Urggh!! Nature is so inevitable and so unpredictable. And let me tell you, the weatherman is not doing a good job.

And yes ah!! Ya-be-da-be-doo!!! If God willing, I will be getting my license within a year's time. And Fid!!! Aku sayang kau kerana teman aku to enrol in a school. And the countless rides you have given me.. Oh, sungguh touching!! We are just two girlfriends totally in love.. Nyehahah! And...... Ahyuk!! I am now officially a student in Comfort Driving Centre. And I paid too much, just to be a student. Blame the government for that 7% GST hike.. Oh, the economic and financial state of living nowadays..

And speaking of that, I thought the kachings this month were upped a little. Well, it did upped by a couple of hundreds.. but!!!!!!!! THEY LIED WITH THE STATISTICS!! They actually cut my CPF for that couple of hundreds. I would prefer that to be in there(my CPF, i mean.) At least that would be in use for a new house in the future, right?

And lots of things have been happening lately lah.. Too many stuff going around. Work has been totally hectic. Now, Miss Suhaila feels the pressure. And may I say it once more?? I love my whistle!! Now I can save my voice for the better use of speech than wasting time on ridiculous kids with hyperactive and undisciplined behaviour.

And please remind me to remind my students that they are not supposed to shout and scream in the bus 62 every single day?? As a teacher, getting those complains, just not good for my voice and their ears.

Plus.. Did I tell you I have these filipino kid who is new, named Jessekiel?? He is a very interesting kid, interactive mind and good speaker. But every time he enters or exits the class, he does that Justin Timberlake moves?? You know, the moonwalk-sort-thing?? I hate it!! And he does it at least twice a day. And thinking back, let him nurture his talents. And weird thing is, he is in softball. I really wonder how he coordinates.

And I love my P1-es.. They are extremendously, I emphasize, extremendously, adorable!!! "Teacher, you look nice today.", "Teacher, can you follow me to toilet?", "Teacher, can you help me do my plus and minus?".. Oh my goodness! Remind me to never fall in love with them too deeply because I will miss them when I leave in July. Oh ya.... Yes, I am definitely into the July intake. As long as I don't screw up the next 5 months.

And this Friday, I'm accompanying Moon for his hospital visit. Silly boy got footrot. I keep teasing him about amputating his feet that he got scared and didn't go for his check up. So kental punye NS man.. "Kurang ajar eh kau eh.." His favourite line to me.. With him, I get to be silly and open like crazy. Even we are surprised at ourselves. Btw, he is up for sale. Hahah!! Do you want him?? I will kindly intro him to you. But beware, HE BITES... Nyehahah..

Okay, I should be prepared for his knocks this Friday when he reads this.

And yes, to my Belobacinboncits.. I miss you and the way we are. Do come back soon ya?? Miss Suhaila needs extra care and concern already.

And those who is not eating well because their boyfriends are in NS, take it in your stride eh. He will come back and I'm sure he wouldn't want to see a skeleton when he comes back home. Be like me.. A big, fat but gorgeous girl... (I stole that from Tyra Banks, "BIG IS GORGEOUS")

It's a pretty long post ya..

Have a pretty day ahead. I love you people.

I didn't mean and don't want to come out as an eccentric, fierce teacher but.....

Things just had to dealt with in that manner.

And yes, the first time I scolded a student and she cried.

It made me feel bad.

But as Rachel said,"These kind of people, don't feel bad for them. They deserve it."

And Monday, as I see, is a bad start. Every Monday!! 3 full periods with the monkeys.

Plus... that whistle, did the trick.

And the lines for whom misbehave, did the trick too..

As Rachel say, "So old school.."

And so suddenly, I felt so enlightened and proud of what I can do.

Hahahah!! Dear silly Sue...

Suddenly i realised i could get into trouble.. BIG TROUBLE with the parents!!

I have done it to 4 of my students..

Well, i couldn't stand it and I just hate it when they disrupts my lessons.

Err...

I hope I won't get into trouble..

Or my head would be on the chopping board..

Tomorrow, the first thing I'm going to do is...

Put away my masking tape in the drawer and lock it up..

gulps.. *clears throat*

I have a lot, and i mean ALOT to blog about..

I have been meeting her alot lately, sampai jelak, blh ku kate kan..

heheh..

New Year's eve, Hiking with Clubilya, and just now...

Too much of her and I will crack.

Nyehahah..

Ah yes!! those big trucks and lorries and buses were very scary.. And that sudden break made our hearts skip a beat kan??

But we love getting drenched, in the rain.. And drench-walking at Toa payoh Hub.. And someone getting panicky because her oil tank is almost empty on PIE.. heheh

And I love you, sooo much for the nice times together. One of the few memorable i'll always remember...

And I swear, I seriously thought you cried just now.. Well, you have puffy eyes and you calling me in the middle of the day, "Lepak bawah blok ngan aku kejap.." just doesn't seem right to me..

And just because it was their first meeting, she dressed up pretty for a day out..

New year's Eve..

Giant Trampoline@ Sungei Buloh

And my Brother's 14th Birthday which was spent at home yesterday. We family love family dinners and getting to chill out.. One, we get to bond, two, we get to crap and three, we get to eat and four, we get to criticise each other's other half.

One who looks like a Mat Ganja and is a heavy smoker and yes, my brother's girlfriend whom in one way or another is just not so demure after all but yet, when required is sweet enough. As for mine, he's perfect as he is. Nyehahah...

That birthday of his.. Happy 14th Darling!!


Him and the Truffles cake..
Last but not least, my messy and yet unclean table..

AAAHHH!!!!!

I haven't done my lesson plan yet!!! AAAAHHHH!!!!

I'm still in holiday mood la dey!!

And my worksheet and my word cards not done yet...

AAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

*screams panicky*

And, and...

I HAVE WEIRD KIDS THIS YEAR!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

hey hey hey!!!

Been missing for a few days ya..

Sick, tremendously sick.. Flu, cough and fever.

Not like any normal sick I am, because it has been 4 days already and its still not getting any better. No doctors and no medicine, what do you expect??

And just not in the mood to write..

So.......

Just a short view of pics of the weekends...

Dee's Send-off Day to Bangkok..

Kak Yaya's Wedding..

I guess, its just a season of emo-es..

I've already lost my listening ears, and I'm just trying very hard pretending that everything is going to be alright, nothing has change.

I'm trying my best to solve my own problems and filtering my thoughts my way and on my own. But, somehow, someplace, your head gets into you and it just makes it worse.

I was being silly, but I did what I have never done before. It was simply naivety.

I called out your name 10 times with tears rolling down from my eyes, and as like you promised, you weren't there.

It's a turmoil of feelings inside and those negative thoughts aren't just going away.

Remind me how much I miss this girl.

hahs.

*Nyehahahah*

Ok, big thing here.. *sings to moffatts'*I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY.. lalalalalala

Shopping with her, the sunglasses, the matching rings, the sandals, the mango frenzy and yes, MacDonalds. How I promised myself, no more MacDonalds butbutbut.. it just keeps calling me.

Anyone knows putu bambu?

Well, go to the bazaar at the Tampines Interchange. You'll never know, you might just learn something new.

Too much stuff on a freaking bike.

"Not heavy on human weight, but heavy on shopping weight!", she says.

And please, if you can feel mine the next time we ride, just shoot and speed off. Hahahs!

Time check: 12.30 pm.

I have 6 hours exactly to prepare. Hmm, but.. No ideas in my head.

Oh never mind about that. I'll think of it somehow.

Andandand, I'm going back to work tomorrow!!! 9 am, AGM. Now, the clue that gives away the duration of the meeting, "Lunch provided". Which basically means, meeting will probably last till 2 pm. Shessh!

I went to Geylang to shop with my Sister and Mama for this weekend and yes!! It was a nice purplish, very labuci baju. With that nice black corset and black pants, I will be as just ready to go for the weekends.

And I know he would freak out (well, he already did..) because of his clothes-I-cannot-wear rules, (no translucent clothes, no low-cuts*not even a pinch of the cleavage*, no tank tops, no short skirts, no bra-strap showing*nyehahah* and yes, no white pants), I actually bought my white pants!! Only 10 books!! How cheap?? It was very cheap!! Nyehahah.

And my wireless connection is up! Thanks to my only one, who came over yesterday to chill out but had to do some work for my family.

I love the way when he is concentrating on something, that face of his, with the wrinkled lines of his forehead, and I will always be there to agitate him.

And it's funny seeing how him and my dad put their heads together on how to work on the telephone line. Looking at all the connections around the house, just to figure it out. Because after all, it's just connection lines. Which to me basically means, nothing important.

Andandand, we had dvd times, I pronounce you Chuck and Larry. It was sungguhkelakarperutbolehpecah kind of movie, with a spread of boyanese food which was very delicious-mencecah-belacan. Nyehahah..

After which, he headed for buffet and Pak Brahim's bbq.

And the wardens-get-a-house topic still bugs me.

Oh.. I am already in love with the Bismilla Sarabat Stall at Changi with their cheese buns.

And I feel like picking my boyfriend up today.. But the issue: Boon Lay MRT Station.

Should I or not??

Sometimes, you tend to take things for granted.

Then, maybe sometimes, suddenly, you feel lost, like as if you have lost something important.

Then, sometimes, stuff happens and you just feel regretful and have something missing in your life.

But then again, that is life and no use lamenting over it.

Then again, as least I'm blessed with the family, friends and loved ones whom I care about and whom makes me all jolly and happy.

"Must be positive, must be positive!", says Mdm Tan from Bukit Anak Kambing. Nyehahah!

And Angela, thanks hor for that msg. It made me laugh, at just the right time! *sings to jingle pau, jingle pau, jingle car siew pau, lalalalala*

A little love each day, will go a very long way.

I loved today and you too.

2 hours of non-stop snooker and I really hate you. A game of bowling and yes, I hate you too! Hmmph!!

Even though it was one of the last outings until few months later, with the sacrificing weekends ahead of us, and loads of time apart, (tsk, tsk..) but hey, we spent loads of time with each other the past week and I loved it, because…. WE DIDN’T QUARREL and it was a record of 5 days, plus today!! *big grins*. What an achievement kan..

And, and… awak, saya sayang awak and it really makes a big deal kalau awak malu-malu dengan saya, pasal saya tak suka. I hope these past 2 weeks have made you happy, with the birthday presents, the pretty little gifts and yes, the pretty little thought that counts. Plus, those pretty little dreams we share. *big, gi-normous hugs*

And, I don’t think I need to say many much here, because we had all the talks and words we’ve ever need when we’re together.

Those little sweet-nothings… with 5 years of history.

This week has been loads of funs, movies and lots and long hours of queueing!

We went to watch the Alvin and the Chipmunks, the kids and me, 7 of us! And wasn't it cute and funny?!? And spending time and kachings at Toys'R Us. And KFC and the neverending rain which just makes us laze around and feel so cooling that u just want to sleep in all day.

We had a waiting time which beat our record patience at 2.5 hours at Starhub, just to get a re-contract for him. And yes, his new phone! A 3G phone! And guess what I did the whole day yesterday?? Video call! Yeah! And I think that bill of mine is gonna be up-the-hill next month.

Changi for nasi Lemak! And so kentalic and embarassing moments when we ended up at the Changi bus Depot instead, with the driver honking at us.. Nyehahah. And I had to queue again, for almost half an hour. But the chilli was just worth it! And yes, the walks and the bus rides, i love them.

Mustafa with family plus Azri! And we took the MRT! yes, no transportation. And it was gerekgerekgerek! We spent almost 3 hours there. And the trip to Little India wouldn't be complete without Komala's for Battura and masala Thosai.

And later, Chinatown and National Treasure. Wohoo!! Today will be the last day where we will be spenting more time with each other, so let's enjoy it to the fullest!

So after he starts work at Jurong Camp, its...*sings* FREEDOM.. FREEDOM.. FREE...DOM.. FREEDOM!! nyehahah.

And, and.. Its a little too late, but its 3 days long. So... SELAMAT HARI RAYA KORBAN!!

Movies with the Kids

Mustafa with the Family.

So that concludes the week, for me.

With the stay-in weekends, dedicated to me, myself and I.