The SHF outing to ECP

How great was it to meet the SHF (read: full strength of 7) and have fun at ECP?!?!

It was great of course! Cycling and screaming and playing in the rain, eating MacDonalds while standing. Of course it was gerek!

And me, wanting to tan my body to get rid of the tan lines on my arms, but ended up with tan lines on my shoulder due to the tank top!! Sheesh!

Now, please someone accompany me to Sentosa and let me tan my whole body. I just want my colour back.


Last Few Days @ MacPherson


How did the last few days in school go??

Fabulastic!

We received great thanks and hugs and some wonderful kisses and really good pictures.

Receiving an enormous and utmost applause from the school just touched us four.

And the last four days was Dress up day.

"Living the life as Contract Teachers to the fullest"

Skirts, Dresses, Heels and Sarees.

How cool and preety we were??

Very.

Haha!


My times with Muntazir

The reason why I am putting on so much weight is because of HIM!!

Going out with him just makes me fat and always eating.

But it was always a good food fiasco every single time!

Like yesterday, Haig Road for the meat chops and then, we had buah jambu with sambui (did I spell it right?) bought along the roadsides.

And we would go to all different2 kinds of place just to eat and without fail, we would go home with big stomachs.

How big?? Now, you see his stomach there?

I know, I think I got the same reaction too when I first saw that.

Her passing off was such a shock and an unfortunate event.

Images of us going for basic theory and doing our driving practicals, going for the Healthy lifestyle day, playing captain's ball to eating at Mr Prata, it's really saddening.

I went through the Facebook for the photos and I still can't believe that you are gone.

This incident made me realised that your time can be up any time, any where. Even if you are young and strong. When God decides your time is up, you are going back to Him.

Life can be that unfair.

This has taught me not to take things or people for granted. Treasure every minute of your life and live it like as if it is your last.

For this is the reason why I called you just to hear that you are fine and well.

I was thinking to myself,

I must be really crazy to be doing this..

No, actually I must be insane to even write this entry.

But, I must die, die write this entry.

I just wish to show my appreciation and my thanks and my love and care and concern and many, many other things to this someone..

For showing me that there are many other things that are worth living for and still be contented with.

This is for someone who had opened up my eyes to more than just material things in this world and for making me want to search and open up my heart for things that was bothering me.

And also, for someone who have been listening intently to every single thing that my big mouth had said. And for being patient, really patient to every little cranky behaviour of mine.

Thank you for being that person, who is always there, whenever you are needed. *winks*

Finally...................

After 3 days stuck at camp, with the presence of a laptop but without internet access,

I could have gone crazy!!

But NO!!! I was wrong, screaming at my students and making them suffer made it much bearable.

Hahah!!

Most of the teachers was worried as the school was sending the naughtiest batch for camp. Something might just happened, and yes it happened. (No wonder they sent the monstrous teachers for camp!)

Fights (nose/mouth bleeding!), torturous punishment (push up position for 1 hour, running around the field barefooted on the muddy field for endless times), possesed-like girl (she looks horrifying!) and others.

But no matter what we had fun!! We bonded, teachers and pupils.. I finally saw another side of my pupils, outside class and they saw a different side of me, as a teacher. I was like a crazy woman during the campfire. Hahah!!

And Miss Jannah was fantastic!! She was so outgoing! The best station Master I could have ever seen..

It wasn't that bad after all. In Fact, I HAD FUN!!!

That's it!!

Next week, I'm crossing the borders.

For my Kenny Rogers, which I have not touched since last 2 years.

Urgghh!!

And some cheap movies.

With or without transport, or just by public bus.

So.. just to let you know, you are booked next weekend!

So, how was my birthday??

It was great, fabulous, memorable and entertaining!

As soon as the clock struck 12, I teared out of happiness. I guess, I never expected it to happen. I mean, I expected it to happen but not in that way. Haha! My mother was so sweet to wait for me and send me a midnite birthday message. And my bestie too!! Thank you, thank you..

As you all may have realised or find, I was not so excited about my 21st birthday! I wasn't even publicising it like I did every single year. So, I was not expecting lots of messages/well-wishes/presents as it did previous years. But!!!!!

It was much more than I expected!!

Thank you to every single one of you who messaged me sending your birthday well wishes. I was surprised at some. But still, thank you so much!

So, How did I spent my birthday?

Normal curriculum time, The Singapore Flyer, Don't mess with the Zohan, time with the family.

Thank you Azri for the time, the flowers and the wallet! *shows off wallet* It's Fossil leather!!!! The reason he bought me a wallet is because I hate wallets!

Even though the night ended bad, those last words meant a million. *winks*

As for now, Enjoy the pics!

It has been too long..

Before I get to my birthday, let's jump all the way back to last week when I went to Kuala Lumpur.

It was a good 3 days, 2 nights there. KLCC, Genting Highlands (we paid a cab driver RM300!!), Petaling Street, Masjid India and please....Never forgetting the roadside foodstalls which was extremely sedaps!!!

A shock when we realised that our hotel, that nice red and white hotel was at Chowkit, the red light district for bapoks!

We got to know loads of things.. They don't know what was ice lemon tea, so we had to say, "Teh' O ice limau" and that egg sunny side up, it's called "telur mata kerbau"!! Hahah!! Amin taught all of us that. And Farhafiq was the only malaysian we made friends with. He was extremely funny with his makwe and pakwe language!! Nyehaha!!

Not forgetting, Siti got hit by 2 bikes 2 days in a row, and me, almost by a big coach. Scary!!

Genting was extremely lawa and the rides was so cool!! Cloudy and sumpah, the cable car was scary! I was holding on for life's sake. The Viking made me scream like hell!!

And guess who I met?!?! Nur Amalina bte Surani! I was screaming!! And hehe, to that someone, she is my bestfriend still ok? Take it or leave it, but I will never leave her..

Pictures for your eyes to glance at..

Thank you for everything.

And yes, Now I officially have the word C-H-E-A-P on my forehead. Haha!

But my sis, there is an addition of E-S-T to that word.

Yesterday's Sisters Day was the BOOOMB!!

Loved the cheap bargains!

But hate the GSS season.

Nothing cheap at all.

Sometimes, when you are overwhelmed by some things in your life,

You tend to pressure yourself more than it really is.

For now, I am just waiting for next Wednesday for that getaway.

And people, don't bother about my 21st. I feel so hopeless and unmotivated about it.

A sweet song I discovered. One of the classics.

Enjoy.

My trip to Sungei Rd

I went here today for the very 1st time. And it was hot, stuffy but loads of pretty and cheap things.

I wanted to get that Chanel N5 for only 12 bucks! I thought of showing it off to Linda but... No money la! I need that kachings for my KL trip next week. Haiz..

But.. I got something for my phone.

Ta da!

Sorry, Mally!! Stole your favourite colour.. hehe!!

My trip to Geylang on a busy filled with maids Sunday

Yesterday, I went here to shop!!

I have such high concentration when it comes for shopping. And at City Plaza, you can get anything and everything to wear at very cheap bargains. Blame NurJannah and Siti Radhiah for making me such an addict.

And I hate it that Jason's shop was closed for my cheap dresses! Humph!

I also went to here to break my fast and yes, it was very... fulfilling and I came home with a very big, big, "pregnant" stomach.

Did I even tell you, I gain another 3 kilograms? I just don't seem to care about my weight anymore. Hah! Most likely, someone said.

And thank you, You for that company yesterday! *hugs*

The moment she set her eyes on me, she gave a cheeky laugh.

I hate the way she laughed like that. Bluek!

I have not don a tudung since end of 2006.

So, I took almost 20 minutes just to have it perfecto as I want it too.

Class yesterday was okay, actually, great!!

Very religiously inspirational and some things were not known were made clear to us.

And we were the only 2 remajas, the rest all makcik2.
(nak step remaja only, when we are adults alreadi)

Well done for getting our asses there early in the morning.

As he said, "Pagi2 cari pahala.."

My Fa-Hah-Su-Din

Aah, takpe.. Kau simpan je gambar nie. Let me find myself next time ok? Duush!

This was during our sheesha session at El Sheikh. I have not been there since 2006, so to go there was like memories??

Lebonese food for dinner, accompanied by that chapalang sheesha (apple, strawberry, mint, blueberry and god-knows-what!)

Catching up was great! Things about Din was surprising enough with him smoking and doing other stupid things.

And all 3 of you, are the best!

Teachers' Learning Journey to the National Museum

National Museum was an eye-opener! I have not been there since primary school and it was beautiful!

Lots of historical events and exhibitions. It felt like as if we were at that era on a certain point of time.

They have the funerals, the antiques, the clothes (mod era and it was gorgeous!), the food!! Was really extraordinary.

They also had that Mozart playground going on and yes, the place was like, you know, Charlie and the chocolate factory back drop?? It was gorgeous, gorgeous, gorgeous!

I would recommend you go there some time.

I'm going to the Peranakan Museum in time to come. Beautiful place!

The night I met my SHF.


Mind's cafe was the BOMB! It's the best place for dinner, to hook up and catch up with friends.


The personal questions game was fun, we get to know how we guys felt for each other, our opinions towards each other and some facts/secrets were thrust open.

Now, we know ah. And those few sensitive questions of ALMOST. Hahaha!

And Jonathan, it has been a long time since I saw you laugh like that. I have not seen that hearty you since polytechnic life.

"Ugly, ugly, ugly, ugly!!!" Our favourite game for the night! It really shows the ugly side of SHF!

That long walk from Boat Quay to MOS in the late night was fabulastic and crazy. I miss those fun and craziness and doing silly things together.

And Xue Ting, hope you loved those scents! It's my favourite aroma therapy smell, btw.

I didn't realise how I could have hurt you all over again.
But I feel its the best for me and for us.
I can't keep hanging on when I know something was wrong somewhere.

I don't know why but I feel hurt inside just hearing you just now
I felt that I have been hurting you ever since the 2 years ago.
It has been long but I guess,
I'm ending it now.

Now, all I pray for is that,
the moment will never happen ever again
in both our lives.

To Superman, thank you for those advices.
I think, its better that going in circles all this while.

This is a belated post to the pretty 'woman' whom turned 21 yesterday. And she is officially the woman!

Happy 21st birthday! Hope you are loving the life now. All the best wishes from me to you and we shall catch up this saturday! Loving you much more than you do me! Bye, Little miss Singapore Airlines..

My Sunday was supposed to be filled with gossips with my girlfriend but I ended in the hospital for the whole morning plus afternoon.

Accompanied him to the hospital, actually I dragged him to the hospital. His temperature was high, his body was so warm and he coughed like nobody's business. And yes, I confiscated his cigarettes, so no more cigarette until he is fine and well.

And him being sick, was totally annoying!! *shouts* "Mun, kau sungguh annoying!!" He went total ballistic and lifeless, yet his mouth can't stop talking. He complained about every single thing and was so macam a girl. "I got headache, my head is spinning, I can't cough out my phlegm, I can't walk, its too far.." and blah blah blah.. Irritating!

And to see a doctor, we waited for 3 hours. So yes, I could actually stand his nagging and complaints for 3 hours. It was a record..

Fadilah!!!! I need the sheesha pictures!! Fadilah!!!!

and Fid!!! Your secret's out! hahah!

The situation now has been very weird but I am loving it!

Maybe this is something to be happy for, for my own self.

And I'm loving you for that..


I have loads to update.

Sheesha session with my Fa-Hah-Su-Din
My driving sessions
Girlfriends night out
Mustafa sessions
City plaza sessions
Muntazir sessions
My trip to the National Museum and I loved that place!
Prize giving day
Mrs June Lim's leaving
Sports day

Will do it when I get all the pics..

And this I must tell on my next post,
"The day where I find fault with one of my samseng student."
Miss Suhaila-turned-minah rep.
As labelled by my students.

For now, I'm off to bed.
I had only few hours of sleep.

Someone said,

"You need to take that mask off . Show your true self. Think of yourself. Live your life, knowing you are happy with it. I miss that cheerful Sue these days."

Am I losing my own self already?

A fresh mind with a ketenangan jiwa after last night.

At least, my mind is clear and think properly for now.

Johor, last Saturday was so muuchh gereks! Even though it was for a short trip and the traffic was bad and long, still a short getaway from the mundane world, it feels great. Thanks As for everything.... *hugs*

What you said was true, I needed it. And I got it.

KL next mth for my birthday treat. 4 single girls exploring KL, a place they have been onlywith their family and now, going backpacking there. We are going to stay in this wakrak punyer hostel and just have fun for those 4 days.

My chalet, don't even ask me about it. My mother and I am just too lazy to plan anything, but for the sake of holiday fun, we might just make it happen.

Work... I am so loving it!! Next week is my last week of lesson with my kiddos. After the holidays, the 3 weeks will be hand over to the new teachers and we, just relax one corner.. hehe

And, I bought this!

And I love it!!! Love it, love it, loved it!!!

I have happy feet! Hurray!

I do miss all the shoulders when I am in pain.

Perhaps I do miss all the times when I was happy.

And those times, they would cheer me up when I'm just too low.

And those times we cried together for no reason at all.

I can't take it anymore.

I feel that I have been patient enough and doing things the best as I can to make it the same way as it always is.

But, no matter what, something just keeps cropping up with every little thing I do.

Can't you please take some consideration how my feelings are and some things that are troubling me?

And not the part where you are feeling that you are being made a fool again.

I've been informing on the people I hang out with, what time I'll be back and where I am. I do that almost every time.

And I don't go looking for people when I am not supposed to.

And when they bother, I don't even bother! Sheesh!!

I can go mad at this rate.

And yes! Work is important and my top priority because that is the only thing I can focus on to get all the silly things out of head.

I went to someone's blog, and I saw this, "We'll make it thru."

And Superman, I know something is going on.

And I mean it when I say you will get 2 slaps from 6 of us, if you do something stupid.

Hmmph!!

We love you. That's why I don't want you to make the same mistake.