Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Un-do this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart, my heart

If you think that's how I feel, NAH!! Forget bout it k!!

As for now, I'm feeling it and this!!

And yes!! He came over!! (Ok, no surprise. He's been coming over almost every week for free lunch aniway, kan??heehee) Finally, our plans were activated!! So movies-watching baby!!

And "Jangan pandang belakang" was very ermm... Lame and kelakar but there were scary moments. I know I was laughing hard!! At the part, "Bapak kau!!". Kwakwa!!

Rambutans, Air wap, Cakar Ayam, Kuih Bakar and Chocolate Ice cream and, and.. His free lunch, Mama's speciality, Asam Pedas Ikan Pari, dipped that Tauhu in kicap pedas, Wow!! Sungguh sedap hingga menjilat jari!!

"Ghost Rider" was half way through because someone has to werk!!

Moments are gerek with him around and disturbing my computer non-stop for his "Need for Speed Underground". OMG!! I swear when he comes, I'll just shut down that comp plus lock my room too!!

And those who are thinking ways over their heads about us, please eh!! Nothing of that sort!!! We are still friends, from dulu2 sampai lah sekarang!! hurhurhur

And honey, did we just did what we did earlier?? Oh goodness!! "It's so unbelievable!!" *sings to craig david*

Happy Birthday (19th!!) to Miss Angela Yang Hui Hui aka our Xiao mei aka SuperGer!! I wish you all the best to you, for school for your active activities and for everything good in your life!! You know, I love you much and I can't wait to see you at the end of the month k!! Muacks!! *hugs and kisses*

Happy Birthday to that long distance friend of mine too, Zhafir!! I hope you are reading this, but if you are not, I gave that friendster comment too!! Hope you are doing fine over the other side of the globe. I didn't remember your birthday actually, but I remembered your tattoo!!!

Weekends have been loads of lovessss and joysss!!!

I met up with the dearest of mine on thursday!! And I'm sorry for not Harry Potter-ing with you!! But thanks for the trip and the time together..

And ain't I sweet to have visit you at your werkplace. And let me tell, Mal is very good in her customer service!! lembut nye suare dier... weeheehee...

Orchard-ing with Mr Azri!! And yesh, I was wearing so pretty-ly and too lady-like for a simple day like that.

And and... I fell in love with that vintage dress!!!! That dress was calling out to me and yes, it was calling me!! OMG!! I just fell in love at first sight. But, but.. no, no.. Azri won't let me buy it. Reason being: It costs $109!! Grr.. but it was so pretty la!! And the vintage skirts, and the vintage bag and belt!! Just everything vintage ok!!

Cahaya Restaurant for Dinner. And damn la!! The Hokkin Mee is so sedaps and so basah!! Sampai menjilat sudu garfu mee dier!!

To Borders for books! And silly us bought this book, Brainteasers and we spent hours at the McCafe, just laughing at ourselves silly!! haha!!

Here are a few:

If there are 3 apples, and you take away 2, how many do you have??

Ans: 2 apples, cos you just take away 2!

What do you put in a toaster??

Ans: Bread. If you say toast, shame on you!

Take 30 divide by 1/2, add 10. What do you get??

Ans: 70. If you say 25, shame on you too!!

Thanks for the day!!

Oohh.. And I got my posting!! And the upside is, the further the better. The downside, it's morning session and I got posted at Aljunied!! Aaahhh!! Can I just knock heads of the Placement Unit??

I'm the type who don't wake up early and always late for almost everything early!! I can even see it in my head, my students are waiting for me and the teacher is still sleeping like a pig ok!!

Luckily, its only for a year!! But on second thoughts!! Its 12 months!! Sheesh!!

To Miss Nurda darling, Next week we go school together k.. Lunch together, chill together, sume nye together2!! Kwakwa..

To my Miss Jay-Alexander wannabe (Fuddin, I mean!), Please eh!! Do go to school!! You just have 1 and 1/2 more years to go!! And after that, you are done. But whatever it is, I support you all the way!!

To my 3rd boyfriend, *sobs, sobs*

You going NS lerr... Haiz..

One down, 2 more to go... And my Superheroes will be spread to other parts of the world, i mean, Singapore and I will miss them..

But, but.. on the bright side..

By spreading to other parts, means our powers wil be used for the good of others often.

Ok, fine, whatever, I'm CRAPPING!!!

So Superman, you take care, go serve the country, always think of me, oh, me ONLY, and go get more hunky k... I see you at the month, when you book out ok!!

And, and.. Kwakwa!! don't drop your soap often k?? hehe

Bye, bye!!

I love you so much!! And don't worry ah, when u POP, I will be there.. so will the others..

And thanks for all the support, the shoulders, the memories and the years together.

And I will always remember that time, you held my hand tightly, when I was frightened during our adventure at OCH. Hahaha!!

Take care!!

Can I say I adore this guy much???

Because for now, he's the man!!

Thanks for that support dearie!!

And I do wonder how he can be so positive and optimistic and so cheerio, after all that has happened, between us, between him and her, and our individualistic lives.

But, but...

In any way, saya sayang awak!! (even though I did bitched about you back then. I know, Z and Fid knew that!! Keke)

Azri: One Ice Lemon Tea, pls.

Auntie: Home made one, can??

Azri: Oh, I don't want.. *looks at tin cans* Err, Whatever ah, auntie..

Auntie: Whatever ah?? *????*

Azri: Ah, whatever.

Auntie: OooHH!!! Whatever ah!!

HAHAHA!!! Ok, do you guys kind of get it??

There's this new drinks distributed by Yeo's, right?? The flavours are, Whatever and Anything..

Just imagine saying to the auntie, "Auntie, Anything ah..". Muahahah!! I know I was laughing back then. It sounded rude, but blame Yeo's. keke

Another incident was,

Every toilet should have a baldi kan?? (And yes, ainie.. I'm kind of getting my temporary loss of dictionary!! Errmm, what is baldi in eng ah??)

So most of the time, after my fourth sister bathes, that baldi will always be turned upside down. I always wondered why but, I never asked.

So...

Mama: Ayu, when u bathe, u like to sit at the baldi ah??

Ayu: No.

Mama: Why is the baldi always terbalik??

Ayu: *dgn muka selamba* Denggi.

Muahaha!! I think, that sis of mine have too much of Health Education. Kwakwa!!

Ohh, my 3rd boyfriend is NS-ing on Fri. So sad!!! *sobs*

I will miss him much de. Cfm when he gets back, he won't be that cute and fair and hunky 3rd boyfriend of mine de. I bet ah, abit aneh-ish can?? Hehe..

Superman, you take care hor. I lup you much and beep2 and think of your other superheroes k!! *winks*

Life is just one, big daze right now.

Saddening, the main feeling for the week.

I had meet up with that friend of mine. And tks for the necklace. I know, you know, I loved it!

But I'm still wondering, Why did you even bother after all what has happened??

And the funny thing, why did I even bother??

I know, I was saddened by that look into that hp of yours. But I think I took it my stride. But seriously, after all this, why bother??? Haiz...

I've met with that other friend of mine. And I know, he feels it. And I'm glad he realise it, because sooner or later, I may just be out of his life.

Maybe somehow, I feel I could just run away from my troubles and others. Just like a buddy of mine, "air kotak". He's just gone, just like that... Hmm....

I spent quality time with the one close to me nowadays, my Belo. He's just here to listen to me and spent time with me to throw my troubles away. And I seriously thank him for that, even after all that i did and what we went through. *hugs*

And for the record, its been 2 weeks and 2 days exactly, since I talked. And whatever it is, I'm not talking to him, sooner or later.

I saw that best friend of mine the other day and i just wanted not go to werk and accompanied her to orchard and cry on her shoulders all the way. I wanted to... Because I just had too much in my head and so many burdens to throw. *sobs*

But, but.. as least life is a little bit better, in a way or another.

I bought too many, many tops!!! I need to search for skirts!!

But wherever i go, my eyes will be on tops and not bottoms. And Belobacinboncit will be like, "Sue!! skirts, please!!"

Sheesh!!

Since I havent been blogging much about my doings and recent playthings, Here is some of it!!!

I had such a wonderful time watching... Transformers, robots in disguise!!!

Actually, when he asked me out for a movie, I was, "errr...". But I'm not regretting it!! I enjoyed it and it was worth my money and my Nachos!! muahaha.. Tell me, which cartoon movie had this kind of emotional thing, great graphics and nice robots?? This one did!!

And I have been getting rashes lately. That's why I keep turning people down for dates. And I am so sorry!! But it was very red!! And not a lovely sight..

I had my health check yesterday and tell you, it was not a very good experience. It was an embarassing one where u let doctors touch the sensitive parts of you. Seriously, very embarassing and uncomfy!!

But hey, at least I get to see the inside of me, and it was very delicate. Keke..

How I wish I could just pull off all my hair, then cut my scalp, then the skull and take out the brain and put it in a chest and bury it. Then I will be dead and all my troubles will go away ok!!

Grrr!!

Let's see..

I'm pissed, i'm frustrated, i'm depressed, i'm distressed and I'm having such a big, hug, gigantic headache!! Can???

I'm not in the mood for serious talks about commitments, relationships and fcking patch-ups!! Chill ok?? I'm not soooo into that right now!! You said, we were friends and that's that!! Ta da!! Bye-bye, helo!!

And please eh!!! You are just a friend whom I know a few months ago, and I'm not yet that close to you. I contact you for the sake of friendship, and now, you are telling me, please be your teman hidup?? Nak masuk minang and all that!! Just freaking go to hell can?? Asal bbual world je, macam paham je!! And oh ya!! I know you are readng this, so just freaking terase ok!! I will be so glad!!

Sheesh and Geez!! What is this world of mine coming too?? Its terbalik-balik!!

And one more thing, it was ups and downs and upsss again den it was down at its lowest, like low gile, now here's the question.. Should I bring up its upssssss and moments of glory again??

I think I should, shouldn't I??

God is just making me keep my first promise, that is, forever sampai ke tua sampai ke mati, bawak ke kubur.

Lets talk about Saturday ok??

I wanted to talk so much about Saturday event.. (I've been waiting for 2 days ok!!) But the pictures, Sheesh!! lembabs!! *stares at Azri, with a piercing look*

It was a date for us!! (i mean, a friend-to-friend date laaa..)

Cable car was first!! Ok, chill! It was my first and it was the most frightening moment ok!! I was just scared that the wire would get loose and I would die and be part of the sea. I was that paranoid! And Bacin was so irritated and annoyed that I just shut up.. *zips*

And the incident with 'Tuna'.. (not sardine k..) Sheesh!! Nasib baik he looks pathetic, so I would just swing my arms at him!!

And Bacin!! Shut up about that incident in the cable car ok??? *rolls eyes* I know I freaked out but hey, the cabel car was really senget and I didnt want to die!!

Underwater world was next!! And again, I know I'm very kentalic-scared to go in the tunnel because I was scared the glass might break/crack then I will be eaten by sharks!! haha!! kental I know!!

He said that too.. Hmmph!!

And we were the most Jakuns of all jakuns!! Really, really jakuns!! My first at Underwater world!! And the turtles don't look like the typical turtle I see at ponds, the crabs aren't the typical crabs I eat and even the ariwana fish I keep at home isn't the one I see there!! The ariwana is as tall as me, VERTICALLY!! whosh!! I'm not joking!! And My first seeing jellyfishes, which looked to me in my secondary school biology diagrams, Cell Membranes!! Muahaha!!

And ikan pari-pari (I don't know what is called in English!!) which was living in self-denial. It actually thought it is a dolphin and keep flapping its flabby face there!!

The sharks were great!! And big and huge and, and... JUST GEREK OK!! because it was so big and it was swimming and I can see the teeth or gums or whatever it is called!! It was pretty sharp!! *ouch!*

Vivo was next for shopping!! And, and..

A BIG SHOUT OUT TO AZRI BELOBACINBONCITS!!!
"THANK YOU!!" *gigantic, extravagant hugs*

I received 3 dresses from him!! And yes, yes.. It was very pretty!! Very, very pretty-tak-blh-angkats nye!!

Earl Swensens for Dinner!! And dinner was very besar and the Baked Rice was even Besar!! It was so embarassing to ask for take-outs ok!! Sheesh!! We had Smoked Chicken which was very sedaps!! And salad was yummy yum yum!! And, not forgetting my fave, the fries la!! Next time, we take the Ice Cream Fondue k??

VInco Donuts, which queue was inevitably long!! And very long!!! Mom and sisters were waiting like hours for us to come down!! Sheesh!! But the donuts, was very worth it!! Kan, kan??

After the long day, Azri send the girls home. (My mom is still young ok?? Young at heart..)

And it was home sweet home!!

And to Belobacinboncits, Thanks for the morning, afternoon, evening and night!! Which basically makes up the whole day.. And you are one of the very few who never fails to make my day!! And someone dah pandai cam-whore lah!! hehe.. I adore you laaa!! From dulu, dulu sampai lah sekarang!! *hugs and lots of pan-kisses*

And enjoy the pics!! How I wish I could post all 167 pictures, but, due to limited spaces and the stupid slow loading and Azri who haven't even reached yet to install my programs, for now, these will do!!

Nice and Preetti in our clothes for the day!!

Me scared before the cable car ride.. Errrr!!Bacin all cool for the ride!!
In the cable car.. The Jakuns!!
That's Vivo, FYI!!
Fossil-ised Amazed. AAAAHH!!! JAWS!!

Wat I call, a butt crab!! muahaha.

That's a shark face!!Our Earl Swensens Meal for 2..

Thank you

helo *waves*

Its not healthy to be eating and eating and eating to kill my feelings.
Well, thats me.
I eat and stuff myself when I'm just troubled or stressed up.

And all the more, its not healthy to cry and keep hanging on to false hopes.
Like Dee would have said, "Just living in self-denial."

Haiz..

Well, whatever!! Back, back, dussh, dussh!!

Niways!!

A big shout out to MUN!!

THANK YOU!!

Sayang kau!! Haha *jumps up and down*

I know you miss me but you don't have to come all the way to my workplace.
kwakwa..

And tomorrow!! OOOHH!!

Sentosa baby!! Woohhooo!!

Underwater world, dolphin lagoon, dress shopping, 4ever 21, perfumes, jewellery (AAAHHH!!!) and, and.. Swensens!! And National Day preview!! Oh my god!!

Busy, busy!!

To my babe in love, lows of a relationship is essential in a relationship.

Some say its the lows that could bring a pair close and treasure each other more.
But take care ok??

Don't be that down..
My shoulder will be here for you too..
I love you..
*hugs*

I can't wait for Saturday..

*grins widely*

Tuesday, a day of chaos and.... leg pain!! Ouch!! *rubs feet*

Had lunch at KFC, sponsored by the Mother. And that watever Miso-flavoured chicken is very... errr.. not quite to my taste. Like errr, bluek!! But mashed potatoes and you should know how great the mashed potatoes were.. Just Yumsss!!

Vivo for shopping!! And I just wanted to NETS IT! ok!! Forever 21 dresses, tops, overalls!! AAAHHH!!! Grr.. Luckily, my best bitch arrived in the nick of time.

And perfumes at Tangs!! Argh!! I'm still confused about the perfumes!! I think the next time I go there, I'm gonna splurge on that Davidoff Clear Water Waves!! I just loved it!! And CKIN2U ladies, please someone.. Buy that for me ok?? hurhur *in perfume-ation land*

Donuts and yes, Nuts about Donuts!! I swear, we were binging on that!!

And sorry bitch! I know you were pretty late for work!!

And Amin!! Thanks for the handbag and Arnolds!! Ok fine, Arnolds the fish and chips ok?? And, and.. for that stupid lame jokes you made up, which was seriously, very the merepek!! And thanks eh.. *rolls eyes, fold arms* For the "Rudolph the red nose reindeer". Sheesh!!

Chalet at Aloha for Lin and Leh's sake!! It was food and food and more food!! Oh goodness!! And sori for the fries, I know I did a bad job!! Tsk, tsk.

Oh, oh!! Even though I don't think you gonna read this... But niways,

To Zander aka Zhafir,

Take care and bon voyage!! Thanks for the weeks and time we spent together, making fun of each other. And wish you all the best there in the States ok?? Will be missing you..

my best "bitch" (bitch je.. nak taruh boo, lambat ler.. kwakwa)
That chalet/bbq in the dark. The buruk side of us..

Girls, I love..

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

I promised myself I will never cry over this ever again.

I guess, I did break my promise.

And one thing's for sure, love do hurts.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Had that outing-cum-bday celebrations with the girlfriends!!

MadJack for western food which was full of yummm-ness and yes, it was cheap!! , that bday back-to-skool package prezzie which was splendidly pretty, and loads of mengumpats after buka. *looks at Dee* *shakes my head*

Tks girls for the night and the prezzie. FYI, was my first!! Because Im having late birthday celebrations this year! Sheesh!!

And the best thing about the prezzie is, the card!! It states, "Happy Birthday, Sweetie!". AAHH!! hehe

And SHF!! Your hongbao ah, I use the money to cut my hair!! And I bought that pretty dress top which I will pose it off soons!! hehe

Talking about hair *!!*, yes I cut my hair!! And I am not happy with it!! I said, cut just below the shoulder, and the auntie ah!! Grr!! Cut like as if it was free hair on my head. Sesuke hati mak bapak die je!! And yes, heart pain because my hair is so short now!! Tsk, tsk.. I miss my long hair.

Extensions please?? can??

I love you gerls..

That Pweeti Back-to-School Package PrezzieThank you.

Monday, June 25, 2007

helllooo!!

hehe.. So if you people have been reading properly and actually counting down, you should know what day was today..

And yes, yes.. Can I say out all my loves and hearts to my SHF???

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!!!

Tks for spending my birthday hour, for Popeyes, and for Fantastic Four. And thanks to Jon and Jb for chaffeuring me home.

And that birthday song on the bus, it was embarassing but it was sweeeet, coming from you guys!!

And, and.. Tks for the Hongbao!! I can buy myself a beautiful dress!!

And to Azri, tks for accompanying me at the wee hours of my bday and lending me your shoulder when I needed it. And sacrificing your sleep just to layan my karenahs. I know I smell and I can't express much thanks to you. *hugs*

And boy, better get those specs fixed! Instead of crying, you made me laugh!! hehe

To those who wished me, even those I thought who wouldn't remember, A big THANKS!!! *hugs and kisses* and sori i didn't reply!! *90 degrees bow*

I had a almost flat battery and no prepaid left!! I know, what a coincidence!!

And after all that happened, at least when the clock strucks midnight, I smiled to my hearts' content. And thanks, it did made my day bcos you are the first. Bcause least I know you remember and cared. *drops a tear*

Friday, June 22, 2007

*Type, type, surf, surf*

*eating rice with lauk lemak with my favourite tempe*

*hp reads: Denny Takin*

I scratch head, picks up phone.

"Sue, can you come to work at 6.30 today?? I know, its last minute but I really need you to open counter. Ask Din and Saihah along. Thanks."

Tersedak aku kejap!

*Looks up at clock* Time reads: 5 pm!!

Arrrgghh!!

*Calls Hah-Din*

And yes, we did go to work!!! Sheesh!! Semangats kan!!

The shock of the day: Fa-Hah-Su-Din is werking full shift (FYI, 7.30am to 12am) on Saturday and Sunday!! On my Birthday!! And only the four of us!!

Reason: Pasal kite orang empat je yg blh diharap!! *corrects my collar shirt*

Ehem, ehem!!

And Gino is coming down!!! On weekends!! WEEE!!! hehe *childish acts on*

Thursday, June 21, 2007

MONDAY:

It was Lin's birthday picinic and gosh, wasn't it a long wait??? *looks at Lin*

Canadian Pizza, late night picnic-ing, girls talk and toilets incident! *looks at Naz*
And, and.. *looks at Fid and covers face*

That freaking most embarassing and the most stupid thing I said and did in my whole life!! Grrr!!

And Lin, don't you just love the flower and teddy and those stuff you had to carry home..

I know, we foursome are just so sweeet tak terhingga kan, kan..

TUESDAY:

My lunch date with Mr Azri-belo-bacin-boncit!! Pay day and guess what he belanja me??

Popeyes!!! WEEE!!!

But, on second thoughts, Popeyes??? Pfft.
hehe..

But, but.. On compensation sake, it was "Bumi bergegar" at Swensens!! It was just.. DEEEELICIOUS and mouth watering!! Yummmsss!!

But, the ultimatum of the day: My computer broke down and it had to be reformatted!! grr!! damn!! Stupid Farhana song and that LG phone!

WEDNESDAY:

And again, it was another Azri-day!! My boredom saver of the day!! That computer breakdown, made me realize how much I depended on computer for personal entertainment. ( macam kenal je line nie.. *grins at Mal*)

Mother, Father, Sisters and Brothers all gathered in the room, surrounding Azri to restore that computer of mine. And, I swear, we shouted like as if, Singapore won the World cup!! Muahaha.. Ok, Bullshit, i know..

Lunch at home, prepared by my Mama for my boredom saver..

Azri, ikan masin je sedap?? hehe

And belo boncit!! THANKS ALOT x 10!!! I just can't express it enough.. hehe

And I heard, someone was lying through his teeth there.. Ish ish!! Dosa tau tipu gerl-friend!! Kwakwa..

After which, Tampines for a movie with FaHahSuDin!! And Shrek 3 was funnnniii!! And chatting and doing stupid things was so.. FUN!! And french fries, and food culture and the coughs and pic whoring, BEST!!

I lovey, lovey, lovey them loads!!

FYI!! My burfdae is in.. 3 days!! So get your pockets ready ok?? Muahahah

Monday, June 18, 2007

That chocolate of mine has been the most loving, patient-est and sweetest to the maximus. And thanks for that support and comcern and endearing moments of yours for me. I lovey, lovey, lovey, lovey, loooove you!! *gigantic hugs and kisses*

And, and… FINALLY!!!

“ Fa- Hah- Su- Din ”

For the first time in loooong time, we four got our breaks together!! I guess, Kak Adzlin pun dah fed-up/mlsnaklayan our karenahs. When asked, “Nak pegi break??”, each one will answer, “Abeh dorang??”

Hehe.. Sehati sejiwa sehidup semati!! Macam paham je aku nie eh!!

Work has been so tiring and so cramps-full!! Can I just kill all the customers of my workplace??

I so hate it when customers don’t weigh their vegetables and fruits and WE, cashiers have to run to the end of that giant place to go for them, especially when I get the back counters.

And I soooo hate it when I don’t have a packer and customers come with one or two or even, three trolleys full to the brim with their items. Are they shopping for a year supply or what?? Sheesh!!

I also soooooo hate it when I get the express counters and I have to say, “No trolleys!!” a gazillion times. Can’t they just read the sign, “No trolley, please.”?? Are they just blind?? The sign is so freaking big!! I guess, most Singaporeans have myopia.

And not say I hate it, but it’s just irritating when on days where cashiers are just vulnerable to making mistakes, kanchiong-ness and overwhelmed by the long queues. Then, they will be, “Sue!! ID!”. And not once, but 54637389 times!! And I would be doing my counter and I would get distracted then I will be vulnerable to making mistakes. And when I lend them my ID, I would be searching high and low for the cashiers to get my ID back. Sheesh!! Work Life!

Luckily, I love the cashiers there, or else, Duush!! Kena hentam by me ah!

Tell me; are all the supervisors/managers dead?? Where are they when you need them and when you don’t, they are sprawling all over the place?

See, see?!? I think if I have to stay there for a few mths more, you might as well bury me. I’m so not willing.

The willing part: Counting the money, my in-between breaks and my wee hours picnic with the cashiers. That, I like.

Life is just so tiring and so, so busy and fussed about. Someone, Help...

B4 I forget..

Happy 20th Lin!!

Simply short and simple..

Saturday, June 16, 2007

The day of fun, laughter and just happy-ness for me…

Girls talk and chilling outs!!
I just love you girls!!

And Din!! Let me kiss you can?? I promise it will make you a man, than the ‘sister’ that you are now. Hehehe. I know you are blushing..

And Mr Aneh.. (oops!! Okies, chocolate.. Sorry!!)

I’m sorry for those quiet moments. And yes, I do keep quiet when my thinking cap is on. And hey, I enjoyed the night!! N those stupid faces practice we had just now. MUACKS!!! Lup, lup k??

It just hurts me a lot to know that you forgot. The more I think about it, the more I cried. It just hurts me, that deeply..

On a brighter side of life, I'm spending my birthday hour with my SHF!! oh goodness!! I just love, love, love and love them!! To the maximus!! hehe. I'm so looking forward to it!! With popeye's, Movies, chilling and chilling and driving, accompany-ment of the car!! WOOHOOO!!!

Thursday, June 14, 2007

As requested by Hui Hui Meimei, I’m gonna do this. And this is the first time I’m doing something so silly and this taggy-maggy stuff. So here goes:

6 things about me, which I feel is weird:

1: When I know I’m gonna cry and my minds tells me not to cry, I would take a bowl of rice in front of me and eat it. As my mum always say, “It’s sinful to cry in front of food.” Silly, I know…

2: When I am pissed/angry or just fed up about something, I would go to my kitchen and cook oyster fried rice. Or just the other day, I was pissed and I baked brownies at 2 am in the morning. Hahaha!!

3: I have a fetish for pinching butts. So at home, my brother’s is the one to suffer!! Muahahah!! *pinch, pinch*

4: When I am damn hyper, I can talk and talk and go on and on, NON-STOP for long. My record: 2 hours, NON-STOP!!

5: Let’s say, I’m bored. I would find a straw and continuously bite into it.

6: I eat rice wit fork and noodles with spoon. That, so many, many, many people have said, “That’s weird!”

You tell me to get used to it, but it’s just hard for me. I miss you and every touch I feel, is just a remembrance of yours.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

N i'm sorry.........

Monday, June 11, 2007

THE ENTRIES OF DEDICATION!!!

I know this is really, really late entry and I know some one is gonna be pweeti mad at me, because I forgot about her birthday and I missed wishing her by just an hour. Sheesh!! *knocks my head*

So to Banu Darling, I love you loads and HAPPY, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!

Hope u had a fun day last week on your birthday and yes, yes.. Well wishes to you! I love you loads and I miss you loads too!! We will meet up at the end of the month alright?? Our own birthday celebrations plus I still owe you your prezzie!!

And, yesh!!An entry for you. First things first, GROW UP!! MATANG LAH SIKIT!! Sheesh!!

You are reporting for duty tomorrow for goodness’ sake. And your thinking and behaviour is still unchanged. Hope when I see you the next time, you are that matured and civilised and not-corrupted police force man that you should be. Kwakwa!! Happy NS-ing mister!! *salutes*

And, and… Treat your girlfriend well, not for the sake of her or yourself but for the both of you. Get it?? Both of you!!

And it was nice to catch up with you after so long..

And to Fadilah, Fuddin and Saihah, (I need to take pics with you sey. I have nooone!!) Thanks for all the laughters and stupidity and crazyness at work. Even though work was tough and hard, your presence-s just made it worthwhile. And Fadilah!! You are 18 for heaven’s sake!! Don’t be like a childish 10 year old. KEKKE!! And that dirty talk from me yesterday, I think just made you 4 years older. Hehhe! Kan Din??

And yesh, yesh.. Long live Fa-Hah-Su-Din!!

And beb, don’t be sad and keep tenung-menenung je. Cheer up a little ok?? Whatever will be, will be. Maybe like me, its just one of the heartbreaks you have to go through, in this quest of the right love. I’m sure she will come through it and confide in you what she feels. As for now, Cheer up and remember, my ears, mouth, shoulders and my whatever-you-need will be there when you need it. Chalo malo!! *big hugs*

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Somehow in some way, you just made it all right and perfect in the end.

And it was a silly but yet, sweet surprise… And I just love you for that. *big hugs*

I’m just hoping to let go than to just hold on.

Thursday, June 07, 2007

I guess I just don't believe in third chances;

And that's something which keeps holding me back.

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

“Marilah kasih
Marilah sayang
Hadirmu engkau lah segala nya

Marilah kasih
Marilah sayang
Kehadiranmu membawa cahaya”

Okay, I just love this song!!! With his voice accompanied by the guitar, it was just perfect and soooooo merdu.

And I know you people haven’t heard it. The reason why: It’s Mun’s original song, which mean he wrote it la. And, and.. I don’t know why, I just fell in soooo in love with it, I find myself singing or humming it almost everytime!!

Maybe like you said and I realise it, perhaps this song would probably has its dedication and meaning to someone, and that someone is pretty lucky.

And I decided not to jaga tepi kain I in the matter, because I know, I don’t want to know. I’m just gonna wait for it and see how it develops. I don’t want details, until you tell me.

And people!! I made it!! I made it into NIE. Accepted and approved!! WEEEE!!!! And hopefully, if nothing goes wrong, I will be deployed to a school where I will be training for a year. Repeat: a year, which seems pretty long to me. And I just can’t imagine myself waking up early in the morning and going to work early when me, myself and I just comes late everyday for my current job. And Imagine me hearing to that national anthemn every morning like I did for that 10 years of my education. Sheesh!!

Now, when I got what I felt I wanted, I keep asking that question: Am I really gonna be a teacher? Is that what I want and is that my passion or am I just pursueing what my mum wishes me to pursue?? I wonder… But hey, whatever, passion or what, I know I am happy and delighted that I’m accepted.

And I’m sorry for yesterday. I didn’t mean to make you angry by calling you names and no, I don’t want anything to singgah-menyinggah, not even a short while. And I’m sorry for causing you trouble and create hatred in yourself. I’m sorry.

And please eh!!!! I don’t keep comparing our heights okay?? I just love to look at shadows. I’m soooo over your pendek-ness alright?? Hmmph!! *rolls eyes*

And, and, and…. *ehem, ehem* 18 days more!!!

Monday, June 04, 2007

Friendships are like roller coaster rides, They have ups and downs just like the tides.
So many things can go right or wrong,

And yet a friendship can last really long.

Some friendships last for your whole life,
While others end with a stab of a knife.


And as for you, dear friend;
It's up to you which road you choose in the end.

Love is more than just a feeling: it's a process requiring continual attention. Loving well takes laughter, loyalty, and wanting more to be able to say, "I understand" than to hear, "You're right."

Can I say something???

I JUST LOVE MY CHOCOLATE BOY!!!

And surprise, surprise and hello, hello!!!

My chocolate boy brought me to Snow City!!

A pretty long journey, which first half was blissfully full of laughter and lesbian-ness with the girlfriend, and second half was filled with loud voices from me!!

And Snow City was so filled with jakun-ness and laughter and screams and pictures!! Not forgetting loads and loads of snow!! It was extremely cold!! Like COOOLD!! Freezing and mucus-infested!! And the slide, WEEEE!!! Hehe.

And Pendeks, isn’t it nice and better and sweet if you are always cheerful and happy like just now? I know I loved u that way, than that silly old, grumpy face you gave me almost everyday.

And thanks for listening and caring and taking special note towards my feelings, even though you're hurt by it. That trust and loyalty issue, we will nurture it, together. You are just the sweetest boy. *wipes tear drop*

*Brightens up* And, and... Fly kite, Underwater world and DHL balloon, here we come!! keke

Friday, June 01, 2007

Welcome to the month of… June!!!!!!!

And, and… Countdown to that most looking-forward day: 23 days!!

And preetty please eh, get your ka-chings-ka-chings ready, because Sue here is gonna ask for a lot for this year. *counting fingers for presents*

And, and… Hurhur… Pendeks!! Yours will be the most wanted! So better save up more for the month. Kwakwa!!

As for the to-be-20 girl, I have been eating alot!! My cravings just come and go!! And Imdad say, "Something is wrong when you have cravings ok." Crap!!

But can I say my utmost thanks to Din??!?! The one person who have been accompanying me frequently for my supper cravings, till he reached home at 4am and he is skooling at 9am later. Sheesh!! I do love him for that!!

And we had Ayam Penyet, Nasi Lemak, Roti John Special and Roti John King, Western Food at Abg Botak's kedai. And also, thanks to Botak, who actually waited for us to come and kept his shop in the wee hours when his shop actually closes at 2am!! Muahaha!! And those free chicken wings, deeeliciiouz!!

Work has been awfully tiring and boring. Because my “gay-friend” is not around. Oh Goodness, I miss him la!! The most I missed is his screeching like some freaking tires!

And, this week has been full of disappointments, with the cancel appointments, the never-came late phone calls and that freaking fights and misunderstandings I have.

But life is great and different and I just love it for the way it is!! *crapping like crap*

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