today was like oh-so-the-fun/best.com (sori dee!! curi sikit.. haha)

as per normal, janji2 melayu nie.. arrange to meet at small Mac at 10.. at last everyone met up ard 10.30am.. plus lin and salleh met us at 12.15pm at harbourfront.. how late was tat?? a late breakfast @ Mac.. n off we went to sentosa..

we were oh-so-the-cute, wit our maps, like tourists.. but we were jus in Sentosa.. haha.. getting on the wrong buses.. how were we to know?? there was red, blue and yellow lines!! Sheesh.. but it was still fun!!!

the luge, n skyride!!! wee!! haha.. the pic wit the merlions.. the constant im-so-thirsty catch phrase.. almost every 1/2 an hour..

there was lin who was acting crazy n hyper the whole day.. Plus there was Salleh.. acting as the abg ngah jaga adik2.. nice to have him ard.. he was so enthusiastic to get to the places... hehe..

we caught the bird shows.. got to take pics wit macaws.. so the nice and colourful!! but one of the macaws so bad!! scratch my baby's neck.. den go patuk on his hair!! den we caught the animal encounter show.. sumting happen.. we were playing ard wit a box.. n we even took out the cover.. n we did not c anything.. later did we noe there was a python inside there.. we were like "AAAHHH!!!".. gdness.. luckily nothing happen... hehe.. plus we got to touch/hold the python.. n monitor lizard.. chimpanzees.. hmm, peacocks n husky dog.. the dogs in 'eight feet below'..

the day at sentosa was filled wit laughters n the so-merepeks-but-funny jokes.. compliments from salleh and lin.. haha.. very dumb but we played the guessing games.. haha.. hate those 2 for playing a fool on us.. made us crack our heads for the ans.. kan, fid?? hmmph..

After a long day, off we went to the ESPLANADE!! so semangatz okai.. we were so tired but fireworks?? we jus cant miss tat!! hehe.. was hungry but all the places were full.. so we tapao LJS n we ate by the river.. while waiting for the fireworks.. we were like 1.5 hrs early.. to waste the time, again, compliments frm fid and lin.. GHOST STORIES!!! haha.. seriously, after hearing all that, i've been lookin at the ceiling.. every now and then.. haha

Fireworks were NICE!!!! COLOURFUL!!! those who didnt go, don wori.. there's 3 more on tuesday, friday and saturday.. hehe.

After the fireworks, we were like rushing off to the MRT so quickly.. so the kiddy 5 of us.. held hands and rush thru all the crowds.. ALL THE WAY FRM ESPLANADE TO CITY HALL CONTROL STATION.. it was fun.. haha.. like anak2 ayam ikut bapak ayam.. reach city hall, we were panting...

so off we went hm.. tired and shagged.. reach hm.. n now chatting wit the girls.. photo sending.. haha.. wat do u expect!! hahaha.. we were CAM WHORING the whole day.. hehe

my mon cherie..
Charlie Chaplin's assistant.. keke

the ladees..

luge.. the helmet is so mepeks..

Skyride..

Tat's the pythom in the box!!

the colourful macaws.. they are husband n wife.. btw

the being-chased-by-paparazzi pic.. as the bapak ayam likes to call it
the Merlion.. wat a privelege.. haha

look @ lin!!


FIREWORKS!!!

The 5 cheeky friends...

i don noe y..
but i feel u've changed..

frm the one who controls ur temper..
the nice and cute person..
to sum1 i don noe..
so short-tempered..
not the nice n sweet-talker i noe of..

i was shocked to noe wat was happening to u..
its like..
"eh, wat happened?"
is tat the real you which i nvr got to noe..
i don noe..
im clueless myself..

yes, im worried..
i don noe wat will happen..
but to noe, i tot of the worst tat cld happen..

im wishing the best for u tmr...
*prays silently in my heart*

i wish u cld tell me the outcome..
but i noe u won bother..
u jus won bother..
esp wen its me..

im jus wishing the best for u and myself..
i cant live in the past..
i'm trying to move on..
no more of the past..

nowadays, wen i tink of the memories..
i'll jus smile to myself, sumtimes..
im starting to accept the reality..
that is going on ard me..

its real love that u don't know abt

nothing to do today..

n i need sumting to occupy me..

so i won tink of undesirable/unhappy stuff..

so i did tis!!

p.s: its a rare talent.. haha

jus not the happy person animore

REACHING MY BREAKING POINT SOON!!

my brain cant take it anymore..

jus lying to myself all these while..

i feel like taking it out on the punching bag now..
seriously..

if u r online now, im sure my nick will b
"smoke is coming out of my nose and ears"

really stressed..
my prob. jus keep piling up..
my depression mode..
my family..
my skool..
my FYP..
my friends..
my best frens..
my r'ship..

luckily my financial stuff is taken care of..

not one settled, another comes in..
damn shit, man!!

only a period of 3 mths..
n my probs are jus bloody many..
like Mt Everest..
*abit exaggerating*

now, u know the ans y im out most of the times..

i tink i nd a while to settle these stuff..
take it a day at a time..
insyallah

test is in 10hrs..
i haven touch it yet..

sheesh..
gonna do bad for the paper..

whole day was slacking..

morning: go skool..
afternoon: sleep..
evening/nite: out @tamp

wonder wat will happen for my exams?

k lah..
ciao..
bye2
muacks!!

is it tat bad till u cant look at us rite in the face?

Wen i saw u jus now, it was jus total awkwardness..
i did not even utter a werd..
Are things that bad till we cant be close to each other anymore?

i tink maybe a little more time away from each other might be better..
and time for urself too..

im like stuck in the middle..
not a nice position to b in..

n yes, i wan to c the person wit so much confidence n self-esteem back..
jus waiting for the day..
when its jus the 3 of us..

Noe the phrase "MONDAY BLUES"??

seriously, thats bullshit..
ytd was the best/sweet/fun/laughable monday in my life!!!!

early in the morning, bf came.. Fetch me de!! sweet!! haha.. we cekik abit of breakfast.. luckily my mom goreng epok2.. he sat quietly playing his laptop.. while i get ready for skool.. so cute!! haha

den in skool, role play.. very funny!! me n geraldine got conflict.. very panick and totally freak out wen i did not noe the details.. but luckily, i manage the identification of conflicts.. plus CP marks are high.. so no worries..

Wen to slack in the lib.. instead of study, we joke abit.. a bit racist but im tokin abt my own race.. so not racist rite? we snapped abit.. hehe

Wen to fc 4.. everyone was chiong-ing on CPSTC test.. Esp me.. started like in the morning.. Ppl were eating n i feel like vomitting.. Nausea.. sheesh

Got Prodgn.. half asleep..

CPSTEC test.. which was very insulting.. study so hard but the same EXACT COPY of the tutorial.. but its okay.. as least can get high marks.. keke

Met dee, tash, ariff n marl.. at starbucks tamp.. reminiscing abt old times.. haha.. plus arif sarcastic remarks and jokes.. tasha's silenceness for the first time.. reason y? reading the new paper.. sheesh.. was laughin the whole nite.. i tink can get my six pecs soon.. HAHA.. den acc. ariff n marl to delifrance.. Where i also have nausea again..

my realli-very-the perasan cute belovedthE 5..
we separated ard almost 10.. tash took taxi.. as expected.. the rest took buses..
basically, all in all.. i had the best times in a while and a gd monday, except for the earful i got frm bf!!! hehe

ytd nite was one of the nites wen we jus broke down.. all we ask for is for u to open up.. we miss the days where we can jus tok abt everything under the sun.. we wan life to go back to normal.. no more uneasiness among us..

okai..

i tink im a stupid/silly/blur little girl who jus doesnt listen..

I CAME FOR A CLASS WHICH I DID NOT HAVE TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GRRRR..

pissed ok?
at myself..
hmmph..

my makciks and pakciKs camE over today!!
not 4GettiNg mY cUzziNs n anak2 sedare..
sume nye cute2 giler!!!

all the bIsiNg2..
whiCh meAns weLL i dId not stUdy 4 mY cpstec tmr..
hehe

sum of the pics i took today..
bye2

Muacks..

my cUte sMall cuZzins

mY faVoUriTe lIttLe onE..

mY aNAk sEdaRez.. kin2 and aYuL

mY bUtcH cUzzIn.. ekseN maLu!!

cUte kan??

oH tats me.. trYing To sTudy..

went out for a late lunch @ banquet..
my fried fish noodle wit soup..
yum2..

off we were to pasir ris beach..
tangkap angin like i said b4..

im sori..
i hate it wen u cry infront of me..
yes, i noe i hurt ur feelings..
pls..
no more of tears..
im trying to let go..
like i told u..
yes, i noe it hurts u to noe u r not the only one in my heart..
i noe, im a stupid girl..
trying to catch cloud in a bag..
wen all u get is water in the end..
wen it is impossible..

but i cant control it..
the emotions are part of me..
i cant make it go away..
*sobs*

jus give me more time..
i noe u don like to see or hear me to b sad..
cry everynite for no reasonable reason..
so tats y wen i cry or am sad, i don show it out..
i jus keep it to myself..
cos i don wan u to wori abt me..
its better if i cry by myself den 2 c u worried abt me..

niways, i do love u..
like i always said..
aite?
jus not u alone..
its divided..
i nd sum love for my family and friends kan?
hehe

pics of the day..

bubble chEEKs!!

will this lasts?? jus havin hopes of it..

my fLyIng pEnguIN!!

waduh!!!!

so B-O-R-E-D!!

seriously.. it almost noon..
n dere's only two online..
the 2 biatches..
wat a coincidence
out of almost 100 contacts on my list..
summore that girl, ask me to online at 11.15..
till now, not even in..
Sheesh..

Today, hmm..
wsa tinking of studying..
but jus not in the mood..

so, going out later..
maybe, tangkap angin..
haha

i don noe whether to feel sad or happy for u..
maybe both ways..

im sad for u..
in a way u don believe in love anymore..
the only way to fall in love is to kill urself n u would rather die than fall in love..
u may be tired of it..
but sumhow, its not worth freezing ur feelings jus bcos u were disappointed a few times..
come on, its jus.. hmm, plus tis, it shud be 7 times..
haha..
u've been thru it a lot..
y must tis b an exception?
rite?

im happy in a sense that u deserve it..
i noe, aku nie dengki sikit..
but to noe u r sad..
it makes me satisfied..
makes u learn a lesson on the way to treat girls..
n rship as how they shud be treated..
plus, im sure u will find sum1 soon..
u always do..
jus treat them seriously this time..
aite?
*winks*

i have 3 tests to go b4 exams..
Stress gileeeerrr!!!

at least im okai..
my bf?
haiz..
he's so damn bz he don have time for me..
like i said, jus his codings and HTML 24/7
sheesh..

mayb going out tmr
to Sentosa..
with Fid and gang..
Insyaallah..

If not, klua tangkap angin,pun cantik..
haha

k lah.. bye..

MUACKS!!

3 makan places in a day.. from 12 to 9.. how many is tat?

met dee ard 12.30 @ orchard.. seriously that was the earliest i've ever been to orchard.. so early lah.. haha.. while waiting for mal, we went to ljs far east.. after which we sat there for 1 hr.. we were very hungary.. ate.. the atmosphere seriously was very cold.. wit sum1's moodiness and sleepiness.. till i got shouted at.. then situation got irritating.. one, it was vey mendak.. two, we don noe where to go.. so walked ard.. was realli bored, so called Elektra to ask wat we can do.. Luckily he gave a suggestion.. take neos!! hehe

Plus to create the atmosphere, i was the only one who was making stupid jokes n laughing at my own jokes.. very funny okay.. i feel like a clown..

After the neos, sum1 was craving 4 teh-peng.. so went to 7-11.. where we sat dere like 2 hrs.. waiting for shaf to arrive.. so lambat okai? are all tp students like tis? so star-karat!!

shaf was realli cute.. hah.. he was like a small kid getting lost in the middle of town.. haha.. kept callin to ask where to walk and the directions.. haha

den we sat at MacD, acc shaf to eat.. den we crapped there for like 2.5 hrs... Nuggets, sundaes, fries.. oh, oh.. mengutuk-ing the delifrance boy.. plus teasing dee.. a debate on which is high, busines or IT..

btw dee, WE WON.. business is a secondary process.. IT, design and science is a primary process.. BWEK!!!

den we walked to PS where we kutuk more ppl.. dere was tis girl, who look like a bitch/slut.. she walk like as if she... hmm, nvr mind.. i don wan my blog to b disgusting.. haha

den visited the toilet.. and took the train. n bye2 n niteZ!

I HEARTZ THEM!!!!
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im sori..
4 being rude..
i dint like the way u said abt me..
so i raise my voice a bit..
a bit je kan..
not that high..
Sori..
promise won b rude to u?
Muacks!!

okay..

cant tat irritating biatch go away?
VERY IRRITATING, U NOE!!!!

*My nick: suesue - i don noe whether i shud smile or cry*

biatch no 1: tissues
biatch no 1: sori
bIatch no 1: u shud smile.. smile nd less energy.. plus no nd to buy tissue.. save money
me: i can use shirt.. *sarcastically*
biatch no 1: still nd to wash, waste water.. still waste money..
biatch no 1: tissues..
biatch no 1: tissues..

wat the hell!!! wat tissues?? wen i don like sumone, i jus don like.. i don noe whether u r crazy or not.. but jus go away.. frm me.. AAAH!!! im very irritated.. dere he goes again.. Grr..

i was waiting at the entrance of the lib, waiting for gems mates to cum.. n biatch no 1 was sitting there wit frens.. frens went away and he walk wit them.. then he turn back, U-turn.. tok to me.. tok to me non-stop.. i was like, "aah-aah".. nod dere, nod here.. very annoying.. plus i don wan to hear abt ur past.. childhood.. ur malay frens or watsoever.. jus irritating!!

Sheesh..

okay, now im in the mood to curse..

not a person...
but my pumps!!!!!!!

i have blisters all over my feet..
back from the presentation..
i have so many bubbles to burst..
its painful..
cant walk..
tmr u will c me in a wheelchair or crutches..
which one is more glam??
*wondering*

okay, im being cheeky..
haha

plus im no more financially haus!!
my mother is sponsoring me!!
haha
so SWEET!!!

to Azri,
yes i noe im gd at asking for things..
cant help it..
im too SWEET for ppl to resist my requests..
ape i nak dorang kasi..
hmmph..
kalau nak sarcastic pun, straight to the point..
"IM GD AT TAKING ADVANTAGE!!"
kan, kan??
BWEK!!

tmr, im going to go out with my gerlfrens..
YAY!!

plus2, can i say sumting?

DEE IS SO SWEET!!
for now..
after tmr, no more..
haha

shud i go for X-ray?
im scared of the results..
wat if i have to go for surgery..
wat if after that i cant walk..
haiz..

but my shoulder and backbone has been hurting..
n it worries me..
i've been slouching past few yrs..
n its affecting my posture, shoulder and backbone..
i tink..
Seram-ism!!!

i tink i'll tell my mom abt it..

P.S: im listening to u okay? don say i only listen to my frens.. BWEK!! u noe who u r..

bye2..
MUACKS!!

fine... i wan to say sumting!!

IRRITATING BIATCHES!!

im not pissed now..
haha
but ytd.. yes!!

okay, my nite ytd was filled wit 2 irritating biatches..
Luckily i was in a gd mood ytd..
or else, i'll b cursing both of u rite now..

Biatch no 1: u nd help in wat?
me: ooo, nottin.. i jus have sum financial stuff to tc of..
Biatch no 1: oh, abt wat? FYP, is it?
me: Yes. i nd to buy chemical. will cost ard 200..
Biatch no 1: oh, ask ur fyp mates to pay ah.. they ard 4 wat?
me: yes, i noe.
Biatch no 1: Den y u ask me for help?

i was like, WTH!!!!
i did not even ask u for ur help.. it was jus a nick, for goodness sake..
plus u were not even the only person online..
feel like slapping ur face..
wen i saw u jus now..

me: u shud go to the doc de.. Aite? tc ya.
Biatch no 2: i noe n u too..
me: Den? sakit rindu ke? *teasing by looking at the nick*
Biatch no 2: Shut up lah
me:*pissed*plus love is not a tragedy.. its a beautiful thing if u treasure it*commentin frm nick*
Biatch no 2: u r not getting it.. face it.. cos i am
me:*blur*huh? i don understand.. sori.. plus no pun intended... no sarcastic-ity..
me: b4 i say more, bye.
biatch no 2: bye

EIC skills came on great.. AVOID IN A CONFLICT.. better stop before it starts as another argument.. i was irritated earlier.. den tis person made me more irritated.. well, if it makes u happy, den watever.. the love thing is sumting i've learnt these few weeks.. no matter wat the conditions, it will b beautiful if treasured and cared 4.. like my baby and me.. we quarrel like there's no tmr.. but by the end of the day, everything will be jus fine.. plus i noe u r havin r'ship prob.. but still, u have barriers.. so take it as a challenge ah.. fight for it.. buat ape nak marah aku? plus kalau cinta sgt, keeping ur loved ones closed to ur hearts.. ur love will still b beautiful n pure.. ok, i supposed 2 b feeling dengki? knp aku kasi advise nie??? *wondering*

im in the lib now.. rotting.. i have more than 3 hrs.. b4 my presentation.. sheesh.. my lab test jus now was great.. very the easy.. didnt even study for it.. muahaha.. jus look through my formal report..

my presentation skit? i didnt even prepare for it.. i didnt even make the sign boards.. hehe

to Elektra, u didnt tell me truthfully abt the rumors thing.. it concerns me too, okay? plus im sori if i've made u feel awkward or watsoever.. i don wan to b in the same situation again.. to sm and pb, u ppl ah.. cannot keep secrets is it? hmmph

i was wondering y im always put in a spot like this.. n i tink i got the answer..

Me: knp i selalu kena mcm gini? mesti ade je benda yg berlaku..
Azri: name u ape?
Me: *proudly* Suhaila!!
Azri: ape makne die? *sarcastic tone*
Me: Peramah dan MANIS!!! (SWEET and friendly)
Azri: Den??? too friendly, i guess..
Me: *in my heart* DUSSH, DUUSHH!!!

Eating lunch wit my bebo later!!! YEAH!!! sambal fish.. here i come.. haha

okay, ciao..

MUACKS!!

i don noe wat i want..

realli..

had another breakdown yesterday..

after so long..

its jus tat..

all this comes and go

i have no control over it..

im jus helpless sumtimes..

but..

I'VE BRAVED WORST STORMS BEFORE..

MY BRAVENESS WILL PREVAIL OVER WEAKNESS!!!

MUACKS!!!

morning was very lame!! cant even wake up to go to skool.. Mom woke me up but i sleep again.. hehe.. she had to spray water on my face, haha.. nah.. jus a wet towel.. heehee

okay, my class.. i hate the last period.. not hate but jus feel uncomfy.. We are not studying abt hukum-hakam of marriage.. so in a way, we get a bit of sex education.. hehe.. so my ustazah said sumting.. and there's a little bit of too much information for us to take.. heehee..

my sis and i reached hm.. to an empty hse.. everyone went out.. switch on the comp and hogging, till now.. hehe.. report-chionging.. but im DONE!! YES!!! haha

Now i have to study for 2 more tests.. den comes the big E!!! EXAMS!! AAHH!! Mal, if u are reading tis and smiling, let me tell u, i don like u!! hmmph.. ppl with no exam.. HMMPH!!! BWEK!! DUUSH!!

DEE!! mana kau menghilang ah?? btw, she msg me jus now.. Amazingly.. hehe.. Abt thurs.. will do.. miss u, girl!!

PowerBoi!! Jia-You!! i sUpport u de!! heehee

Superman, i noe.. Slowly, it will be relieved.. my turn to say.. My shoulder if u wan, i can lend u de.. Mine is at least fleshier than PowerGer.. hehe

hmm, to my dear...
Yes, im sick of the quarrels and tiffs we have everyday..
but we can werk it out, rite?
it will take time..
but..
OUR LOVE WILL PREVAIL!!!
hehe.. take care ya?
Get sum sleep and not tink of codings and HTML 24/7..
Leave sum time for me..
haha...

okay, everybody..

BYE!!

CIAO!!

MUACKS!!!

life is like tat.. u gain some and lose some.. rite? okay, no more philosophy..

First of all, 2 thumbs up to me!! My first saturday at home ever since i entered year 3. haha.. plus, i didnt go out and have been home early for the past 2 weeks.. Except last saturday lah.. it was an EXCEPTION!! okai? yes, yes..

By the way, im working on a project rite now.. jus started tis morning.. i still have a quarter to go.. Need to get it done by monday.. TOmorrow, i'll be studying for my exams.. So fast, i noe.. Nd to start early cos i noe i'll be slacking all the way.. haha..

Realise sumting.. so much fats on my body, esp my stomach and thighs.. so, it means sumting.. i need exercise!! aahh!!! Started exercise ytd.. plus2, to my dear frens, if u r running or playing sum sports.. ask me along can? Need to burn some fats.. keke

Oya, watch pirates of the carribean.. Hmm, one question.. the credits.. wat is it abt? i don understand.. wat bone is it? My overall comments: i would giv it 4/5.. It was damn funny.. n i didnt see the show for orlando bloom but Captain Jack Sparrow.. haha.. he is damn funny.. keke

oooo... i retrieve sum photos..
take a look if u like..

Ciao..

Muacks..

Back to my project!!

PowerGer, im smiling and im siao now alreadi.. wat is so different abt me? *wondering*
Superman, one word from me to u, "worried".. haiz

my group mates

my grandfathEr?

aiyo, my gerL!!!

slacking in BeD, at the cHalet!!

Jus wOke uP.. btw, haven bruSh teeTh yEt!! hehe

PG aNd DD

All in SmilES oN tHat DaY!!

WhaT u LookIn At??

its not over..

i still have flashbacks..
sumtimes, i wish i cld jus break down..
but i told myself no..
my life and tears are too precious for all tat..

i wan my life to be the same as it was 3 mths b4..
Where i lead a happy life..
i was joyful..
N i was happy with my Bebo..
far from sorrows..

i wan my life to be normal again..
i jus wan all tat..

i wan my Bebo to trust me..
i wan him to noe im trying..
i didnt ask for all tis attention..
i didnt expect it cumin..

Yes, i've said it..
i made a mistake..
But u jus cant condemned me for tat..
Im human too..
we told ourselves to treat it as a nightmare..
We promise each other not to bring it up anymore..
Den wat happened?
*sighs*

Lets tok abt yesterday...

It was Jun Wu's Birthday!!
so we celebrated his birthday wit a cake and candles..
Can see he was touched..
hehe..
niway, once in while, its a good deed to make a person happy..
rite?

den we went to fc 4, which i haven went since year 2.1..
Sheesh.. ate my sambal fish..
Yumyum.. the fish melted in my mouth..
or was the fish making me melt.. it was sooooo NICE!!!

Den one by one the rest came..
All in all, we sat dere like 2 hrs..
haha

Den went for DCP day..
jus went for the refreshments and to waste time till 4 pm..
haha..
Eat again..
keke..

To Superman and PowerGer,
yes, i feel guilty..
n i feel awkward with all the attention im getting..
But slowly, it will all passed..

Den, ard 4.30pm..
wen to support Powerboi in his soccer match..
there, the most sui thing happen to me..
i got hit by the ball!!!
my shoulder!!
Now i have blue black bump on my shoulder..
I was cursing the guy who kicked the ball!!
All the way..
Den tat stupid Chris laugh at me..
Stupid Gay!!
n Bebo join him..
Stupid Gays!!
Hmmph..

Power Boi, don wori..
u didnt get into the quarter finals..
But i wil still love u!!
haha

Choc ice blended..
Den dinner-ing..

My nite was nice..
noe wat i did?
SLEEP!!!!

haha..

Jus got hm..
Wanted to play badminton with dem..
but my mom..
haiz..

Nvr mind..
im watching pirates later..
the review coming up later..
okai..

Ciao..
Tata..

Oh, one more thing..
to Azri,
fine, i'll jus wear sumting decent okay..
no more necklines..
no more body hugging clothes..
no more stomach..

perhaps tmr i pakai baju kurung and tudung..
all the way..
hmm, haPi?
hehe

MUACKS!!!

2 more formal reports, 1 grp assIgnment report, 1 presentation and Countless dAtasheets...

aahh!!! im goiNg crazy..

sTress.. exams are in 4 weeks.. scheduLe are very relax.. will have tIme to study.. no worriEs.. n first paper is pma2.. I love it..

laST week and tIs week, i've been going home earLy. my mom jus keep asking me.. "so earLy??".. yes2, im earLy!! blek lambat tegUr, blek lekas pun tegur.. tak blek baru tau.. hehe..

today got home like Very early.. ard 2.. got Hm to an empty hse.. my mother went hm.. the rest all skooling.. hmmph.. so comp hoggIng.. went youtube.. watch video.. do report.. boring.. realli..
luckily there was food to Munch.. so munching all the way.. choc, kerepek, sushi..
so many!!

since ppl say im getting skinnier..i munch more.. keke

okai.. bye..
i wan to do report..

MUACKS!!!

seriously, i don like tis holding back thingy..
n the sensitive issue thingy..

very idiotic ok?
we must put an end to tis cold war thing..
n start afresh..

i mean, if u r proud of sumting..
n u treasure it..
u shud go all out..
no suppression..

i mean, wat is the point..
if u suppress it jus to satisfy a third party..

im very irritated with this holding back thing..
Like chinese saying translated in english..
"u have fart, quickly released"

i mean, holding back will jus hurt u in time..
yes, yes..
maybe i have too much experience wit holding back thing..
n jus end up disappointed or breaking down..
i hate it..
really hate it..

haiz...