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Excuse me, I have tumblr now..

sue-haila.tumblr.com

And it is user friendly, time friendly and not as leceh as blogspot.

but but but, if I have the need to ber-leteh more,

I will find this veteran of mine to nag about.

Best friend ku just came home from KL this morning.

Going there again next week with the family..

And in 3 weeks time, going back there with me..

Aku rase die tak jelak la gi KL..

Love the someone, embrace the past

Today, I am feeling lovey dovey, thks to my beautiful boyfriend.

I was reading some tweets from a few acquantainces (is that how you spell it?) and the words 'break' and 'past' inspired me for this entry.

Everyone has a past. It can be good or bad or in some cases, worst past you can ever imagine. So the one you love happens to be the one who has the bad or worst past, will you still accept him or her? If you do, I would say your heart is beautiful and strong BUT depends on how your reaction is while in the relationship.

Come on people, if you love that someone, embrace the past that he or she used to have, not 'ganyah die dengan lebih cili.' What I meant by this phrase means, don't bloody hell bring up all the stuff he or she has done before they were with you. This always happens in a bad, really bad fight, when you don't think what you say will hurt the other party more.

That will in fact make you feel horrible, because I used to be the one who got screamed at by my past and I used to be the person that screamed at the other party for their past. After all that is done, its both parties that are hurt in the end. N believe me, these 2 reasons are the roots of failure for my previous relationships.

If you love someone, embrace him or her with their shortcomings and faults, and their past. Love them for who they are. Don't let their history affect you because we are only human. We make wrong choices through some paths throughout our life. If they are willing to change for the better and not repeat their mistakes, then stop all the 'ungkit-ungkit' nonsense.

Because you are hurting yourself and others.

What the Society says..

This phrase, "In the eyes of the Society."

I was having this conversation with my sister, okay, more of a debate going to be a quarrel thing.

"Thin is beautiful"

And who says that? Society.

So if Society say, eating shit is a cool thing, why don't everyone of us do that?

I have all the biggest problem with this society thing.

Because I believe that an individual has their own choices and their intellectual mind to vary what is right and wrong, create their own beliefs from how they see the world and their upbringing.

So why are people stereotyping by what the society say?

Back to the thin is beautiful topic, why can't it be fat is beautiful?

I have seen lots of people who are fat but they are beautiful, physically. I can name tons already.

And even though they are fat, they are the most secure and confident people around themselves than the thin people who keeps saying "I need to lose weight. I'm fat."

Baby, you are so thin!! How can you say you are fat? Believe me, thin people are mostly insecure and keeps saying they are fat, because I used to be one of them.

And for me, fat people are the gerek-est people to hang out with because like I say, they feel secure and comfortable with themselves, that it is easy to joke around, you know.

Like, kau nie gemok la.. Then, they will answer, Gemok2 tapi aku lawa and baik hati.

And I truly agree. And trust me they won't take it to heart.

But you say that to thin people, they say, "Really???! Am i fat??" and they will panic and look at their bodies non-stop when they get home. Trust me, because I used to be one of them too.

And one of the gemok people I can name which have all the qualities, is my boyfriend. He is someone who is secure about himself and comfortable with how he look like.

I am not trying to defend myself, because I am not fat. Okay, a little fat. I am just, in malay terms, berisi.

And i feel that it is time people try not to be narrow minded or have a one way mind about the stereotypes of society. Because if you do, you are the most dumbest person and with that kind of mindset, you have not seen or enjoy the wonders of the world in a different perspective. There is more to that, believe me, because I used to be one of those stereotypers but now, with an open mind, I see, hear and learn things about others.

Its not just about the fat and thin, but those who were addicts, who had bad backgrounds or convicts or even gays or tranvestites or anything that society say is bad. People tend to criticise them and run away from them, but you go closer, you see lots of things the society never see and how baseless their assumptions are.

Before I start on my DSE 20 pg report, I just wanted to blog about something. Randomly, maybe.

I just thought I could express my appreciation to someone special.

And of course, when I say special, you know whom I meant.

Besides my mom, that is.

So to that special someone,

Thank you for all the moments that you have spent with me, making me laugh, bringing me to places to savour delicious food, and most of all, places where it held the utmost memories for us. I love the way you made me laugh, made me smile, made me blush and also, made me cry, out of happiness of course.

And I like it a lot that we don't quarrel as much, but when we do, it sounds so silly that we would say sorry at the end of the day. We are just matured adults in a relationship.

I love the pretty necklace you bought me, and most of all, I love you.

i just realised the blog has not been updated for almost a month.

I should start updating it regularly soon.

Blame assignments okay.

As of now, I am left with DCE Assignment 2, DSE Assignment 2 and Anchored Instruction left to do.

After that I am free!

And thereafter, I will slowly try to update this blog again.

Selamat Hari Raya

Im a week late.

But better late than never.

Am I right?

So,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

The maaf zahir and batin is necessary.

Because my mulut laser. Confirm manyak orang sudah terguris hati nye.