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2009-12-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

Excuse me, I have tumblr now..

sue-haila.tumblr.com

And it is user friendly, time friendly and not as leceh as blogspot.

but but but, if I have the need to ber-leteh more,

I will find this veteran of mine to nag about.

2009-12-10T13:35:00.002+08:00

Best friend ku just came home from KL this morning.

Going there again next week with the family..

And in 3 weeks time, going back there with me..

Aku rase die tak jelak la gi KL..

Love the someone, embrace the past

2009-12-01T13:58:00.000+08:00

Today, I am feeling lovey dovey, thks to my beautiful boyfriend.

I was reading some tweets from a few acquantainces (is that how you spell it?) and the words 'break' and 'past' inspired me for this entry.

Everyone has a past. It can be good or bad or in some cases, worst past you can ever imagine. So the one you love happens to be the one who has the bad or worst past, will you still accept him or her? If you do, I would say your heart is beautiful and strong BUT depends on how your reaction is while in the relationship.

Come on people, if you love that someone, embrace the past that he or she used to have, not 'ganyah die dengan lebih cili.' What I meant by this phrase means, don't bloody hell bring up all the stuff he or she has done before they were with you. This always happens in a bad, really bad fight, when you don't think what you say will hurt the other party more.

That will in fact make you feel horrible, because I used to be the one who got screamed at by my past and I used to be the person that screamed at the other party for their past. After all that is done, its both parties that are hurt in the end. N believe me, these 2 reasons are the roots of failure for my previous relationships.

If you love someone, embrace him or her with their shortcomings and faults, and their past. Love them for who they are. Don't let their history affect you because we are only human. We make wrong choices through some paths throughout our life. If they are willing to change for the better and not repeat their mistakes, then stop all the 'ungkit-ungkit' nonsense.

Because you are hurting yourself and others.

What the Society says..

2009-11-23T11:12:00.000+08:00

This phrase, "In the eyes of the Society."

I was having this conversation with my sister, okay, more of a debate going to be a quarrel thing.

"Thin is beautiful"

And who says that? Society.

So if Society say, eating shit is a cool thing, why don't everyone of us do that?

I have all the biggest problem with this society thing.

Because I believe that an individual has their own choices and their intellectual mind to vary what is right and wrong, create their own beliefs from how they see the world and their upbringing.

So why are people stereotyping by what the society say?

Back to the thin is beautiful topic, why can't it be fat is beautiful?

I have seen lots of people who are fat but they are beautiful, physically. I can name tons already.

And even though they are fat, they are the most secure and confident people around themselves than the thin people who keeps saying "I need to lose weight. I'm fat."

Baby, you are so thin!! How can you say you are fat? Believe me, thin people are mostly insecure and keeps saying they are fat, because I used to be one of them.

And for me, fat people are the gerek-est people to hang out with because like I say, they feel secure and comfortable with themselves, that it is easy to joke around, you know.

Like, kau nie gemok la.. Then, they will answer, Gemok2 tapi aku lawa and baik hati.

And I truly agree. And trust me they won't take it to heart.

But you say that to thin people, they say, "Really???! Am i fat??" and they will panic and look at their bodies non-stop when they get home. Trust me, because I used to be one of them too.

And one of the gemok people I can name which have all the qualities, is my boyfriend. He is someone who is secure about himself and comfortable with how he look like.

I am not trying to defend myself, because I am not fat. Okay, a little fat. I am just, in malay terms, berisi.

And i feel that it is time people try not to be narrow minded or have a one way mind about the stereotypes of society. Because if you do, you are the most dumbest person and with that kind of mindset, you have not seen or enjoy the wonders of the world in a different perspective. There is more to that, believe me, because I used to be one of those stereotypers but now, with an open mind, I see, hear and learn things about others.

Its not just about the fat and thin, but those who were addicts, who had bad backgrounds or convicts or even gays or tranvestites or anything that society say is bad. People tend to criticise them and run away from them, but you go closer, you see lots of things the society never see and how baseless their assumptions are.

2009-11-09T20:51:00.000+08:00

Before I start on my DSE 20 pg report, I just wanted to blog about something. Randomly, maybe.

I just thought I could express my appreciation to someone special.

And of course, when I say special, you know whom I meant.

Besides my mom, that is.

So to that special someone,

Thank you for all the moments that you have spent with me, making me laugh, bringing me to places to savour delicious food, and most of all, places where it held the utmost memories for us. I love the way you made me laugh, made me smile, made me blush and also, made me cry, out of happiness of course.

And I like it a lot that we don't quarrel as much, but when we do, it sounds so silly that we would say sorry at the end of the day. We are just matured adults in a relationship.

I love the pretty necklace you bought me, and most of all, I love you.

2009-10-19T18:54:00.000+08:00

i just realised the blog has not been updated for almost a month.

I should start updating it regularly soon.

Blame assignments okay.

As of now, I am left with DCE Assignment 2, DSE Assignment 2 and Anchored Instruction left to do.

After that I am free!

And thereafter, I will slowly try to update this blog again.

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-27T00:07:00.000+08:00

Im a week late.

But better late than never.

Am I right?

So,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

The maaf zahir and batin is necessary.

Because my mulut laser. Confirm manyak orang sudah terguris hati nye.

2009-08-30T05:53:00.000+08:00

This semester of school, has been one hell of a ride, just at three weeks.

i am not even halfway the full ride.

It's like 1 big rollercoaster, with lots of twist and turn.

Because my option cohort has been on honeymoon period for the last two semesters,

We are getting full load, actually overloaded, this semester.

Assignments are like, water flowing from a running tap.

That exaggerated, that kind of simile I would use.

Let's count okay.

I am taking 7 modules.

On estimation, it's 2 assignment per module.

So I have 14 assignments, minus 2 DSS, equals to 12.

12 assignment minus 1 DUE and 1 DED equals to 10 assignments.

So it is 10 assignments plus 2 science tests and 3, for DLK, I believe.

And no!! the assignments are not due in September, but all in October and November.

Selang2 berape hari je!!

Tell me, how I am going to survive Hari Raya.

And now,

Out of the sudden, I received this email, from my lovely American professor,

yes, the one who calls me,

"Su-high-ler!"

I have an additional module, a follow-up from CELS.

DUE 105!!

*Checks time: Dah start puasa ke belum??*

Ok, dah start..

Never mind, save the words for later in the evening.

I'm pressured.

Not stress, pressured.

Now, I'm starting on my DCS script for anchored instruction.

That bloody assignment is really wasting my time.

2009-08-29T20:38:00.000+08:00

Okay, My beloved boy band new single.

I am still kental in my own ways at 22.

Listening to their songs, so that I would be so blue for being unable to go for their performance at the F1 race.

The colour, Red

2009-08-29T20:19:00.001+08:00

I just don't get it, really.

Since the beginning of fasting, I have come across blogs, twitters and facebook status which, for me, reads "SUMPAH-ORANG-LUAR-TAK-PERLU-TAU".

Us girls have this privilege (some regard it as privilege, me, I call it troublesome because I have to bayar balik!) to skip their fast during the Ramadan month.

And all that I have been seeing mostly, "Red riding hood came by, miss red came, my menses came, I am in the red light district, etc"

Don't you think it is inappropriate to be telling the whole of the World Wide Web that you are not fasting because your menses came?

Maybe to some, "It's women's nature what! Common knowledge what!"

For me, "Sumpah tak tau malu what! Bilang satu dunia kau tak puasa!"

2009-08-27T00:10:00.000+08:00

So the boyfriend cut the hair today because he had to go for his refresher course tomorrow at Sembawang Camp. And another thing, when is he going to be called for his reservist ah?!? 10 years okay! I think by 10 years, anak dah 4 pun, bapak masih pergi reservist! Sheesh!

Anyhoos, the hair, yes. His hair, but I am the one who is hurt. His hair was so long, even longer than mine and it was just 2 weeks ago when I did the cornrows for his hair. But now, its gone. There is no more hair to give tender care and love to, no more hair to tye up for and no more hair to belai.

My boyfriend has this feminine look. Even when he had long hair and a goatee, it is a wonder why people always miss the goatee and say he is a lady. Trust me, we have been through situations where he has been addressed by 'Miss' or 'ma'am', even why I am beside him, holding on.

Now, when he has chopped his hair off, he looks like a butch. Ok I am mean, but really!! He even said this when he looked in the mirror,

"My hair is like Khor Khai la!"

hahaha.. What a wonder!

Not saying I don't like his hair, but I told him to chop his hair off, I mean, Number 2 at least.

I prefer a botak boyfriend than an obvious-butchy boyfriend.

Nevertheless, i love you, very much.

Then..

Now...

2009-08-25T20:17:00.000+08:00

I just found that the new batch this year, basically all of them are taking 3 CS this year!!

AAAHHH!

This is not soo fair!

How come my batch had all this option to choose, A or C.

Now, I am regretting not taking the other option, because this semester, I am not feeling the kick of being a student like last year.

Why did I have to major on 2 CS?

No wonder lah she said, "We are the last batch for the module. We are the cream of the crop. I feel very nostalgic, etc"

Now, I need to do my project ideas which is due tomorrow, and I have next to none an idea on what I should be idea-ing.

Pfft.

2009-08-23T23:44:00.003+08:00

Blogger dah semakin merapek la okay!!

The alignment all gone!!

Aku tak paham la si bende ala nie.

Sekejap okay, sekejap tak okay.

Aku stressed la okay.

Now, by the way, today I berbual melayu okay..

Today feeling melayu, so berbual melayu.

On weekdays, I mean, school days, I switchd to English mode.

Korang berbual la melayu ngan I, I will balas you in english.

My boyfriend knows best, even though sometimes die fed up that I would reply in English to his malay sentences.

Okay, today I berbual about hari Monday, last Monday la kirekan, bile I pergi ber-dating dengan best friend I.

You all tau kan best friend I siapa?

kalau you tak tau, means you nie outdated or you first time baca blog I.

Either way, I also don't care asalkan, I boleh blabber on this blog sudah.

hehe *ketawe mcm pompan mentel*

Okay, back to the topic.

Ape die eh.. Oh yes, berdating ngan best friend.

So, kita dua berjanji la berjumpa dekat Orchard Mrt Station. Rindu sangat, sampai jumpa je cium2, peluk2 sekali. Betul, I tak bedek!!

Anyway, Orchard nie sekarang dah besar nak mampus. Banyak bangunan-bangunan tinggi yang tak perlu, sume die naik kan.. So instead of traffic jam, kat Orchard sekarang kita ade 'building jam'. So congested la okay!

So okay, Kite jalan punya jalan punya jalan, tembus sana sini, sekali kite dah sampai ke Wheelock place. Sekarang, tak payah la susah kite turun naik turun naik escalator, pusing punye pusing baru nak sampai Wheelock. Tembus je Ion dah sampai pun. Okay, kite pergi Wheelock, untuk Borders la. Nak beli buku punya pasal, beli la I one pencil case and the 'Frindle' book, which Miss Joan Netto Shek kite bace chapter per chapter every week. nak tunggu ending die, sampai hari raya tahun kedua pun tak abis. Betul tak?

Sekali, terserempak la dengan si kekasih best friend aku tu. Aduhai! malu2 kucing la si dua ekor tu. So shweet!! *okay, kepala maintain eh*

Selepas itu, si perut best friend aku nie berbunyi, mintak makanan la kononnya. So kite pergi la Pastamania since die mengidam pasta Aglio die. Kita tembus balik Ion go through Wisma and sekali, si best friend ternampak kedai si Pak Charles and Pak Keith. Die ternampak pulak si beg yang die nak gunakan untuk Raya. And beg die lawa la okay, price also reasonable. Siapa kata tak lawa?!?! So si gatal itu beli la beg raya nya. Beg die macam Chanel inspired punye bag la dengan a bit diamond diamond, you know. Sekali pandang, macam soooo spells bestfriend I punye taste.

After which, I pulak yang gatal nampak satu dress nie macam sungguh lawa selawa lawanya, so kite buang la duit kan, 35 dollahs!! At last, sampai rumah, ter-rai macam tak lawa pulak. Takpe la, bila ade feeling nak pakai, kita pakai la nanti ya.

After that, kita ade banyak punya banyak pit stop yang tak perlu, sampai a 10 minutes walk to Pastamania lasted us almost half an hour.

Dah sampai pastamania, kite pulak yang makcik2 kepo nie berbual and berbual and berbual sampai makanan abis pun kite masih berbual. Okay la, I yang berbual banyak tapi si best friend pun melayan kan so I continue je la. Betul tak??

And OMG!!

Okay, salah, that is English.

Rewind!

And YA ALLAH!!

Sungguh sedap la si Prawn Aglio tu!! Sampai cili padi die pun aku ngap sekali! Tapi kan, tetap tak boleh lawan Badoque punye Chicken Sausage Pasta and Prawn salad.

Dabes kite punye 'makcik-makcik kepo punye session', si best friend pulak nak pergi toilet and mati mati nak toilet kat Heeren. After 123456 hours in the toilet (because we cam whored abit, okay, maybe alot, sampai battery camera I flat!), We went to check out the Fossil shop and she went to get her kekasih a wallet, which is very sleek yet simple. Price also reasonable okay!

Dah tengok punye tengok punya tengok, sekali ternampak si Mamat nie. I show you the Mamat at the end of the entry okay. Peluk, punye peluk punya peluk (jumpa mamat nie selalu kene peluk kalau jumpa.), ade ke patut die kata,

"Su, are you pregnant or are you just boncit?"

Eh!! terima kasih banyak-banyak eh! nasib la I nie tak sensi-tip punya orang. Hello, baru makan okay and the dress is not making it any better. Sungguh aku nak buang dress yang tak flattering tu. Okay, NOT! dress tu lawa la! Murah pulak tu and from Bangkok!

So, dah berbual punye berbual, I pulak yang comment,

"Asal muka kau macam lain eh?? Is it the teeth? macam jongang sikit."

haha! Bukan nya I nak kenekan balek, tapi memang betul gigi die lain. Ish, tak tau pulak aku si mamat tu dah sensitive after all these years. Die terasa pulak. Sorry eh, sumpah tak sengaja.

After that, kite cakap Bye bye and blow flying kisses. Okay, the kisses part tu exaggeration la.

Then ingatkan nak balik, tapi aku nie si gatal nak pergi tengok pulak yang shopping centre baru tu yang kat Somerset. Buang masa je pergi situ. Takde paper. tapi turun naik escalator yang panjang tu pun jadi la.

Then baru la kite dua ekor nie balik.

Ah, adalah waktu kite jalan2 tu, semangat la aku nie nak tgk movie ngan si best friend aku tu, tapi knowing I have class at 8.30am the next day, she said,

"Dah, dah.. kite balik cepat.. before 9 kite sampai rumah."

Aah.. member sungguh confident. Kite sampai umah pukul 10 lebih. Jalan jalan sampai masa pun kita dah sedar dah lepas.

Okay dah.

Gambar time!!

after a loong time..

2009-08-07T23:19:00.000+08:00

This year's bonus, (insyaallah kalau dapat.) will be spent on the quite a few overseas trips of mine in December. I am so going to explore!

Korea ke, Bangkok lagi ke, KL lagi ke, Sunway ke, Genting ke, Koh Samui ke (padehal plane crashed the day we go back.)

Maybe what my mom said is true.

I should consider changing my profession to an air stewardes, with the loss of maybe another 10 kg from my body.

haha.

2009-07-08T12:49:00.003+08:00

One of the reason why, sayang.

Just because you can entertain all my nonsense, every single thing, I deemed as nonsense.

2009-06-20T19:21:00.002+08:00

For someone with a little faith in relationships,

I can say,

He is someone worth the wait and the time.

And no more overseas trip for me, not even across the sea within the next year or so.

Because I am going to start saving for my dream trip, Turkey.

Die, die, I want to make my dreams come true.

Mess, mess, mess

2009-06-10T13:26:00.003+08:00

I really need to get my ass off the bed and my feet in the house instead of out, to clean up my room and the house these few days.

Because I know that I will have my mother screaming her lungs out and nagging and following my big butt around saying, (sooner or later, latest by Friday afternoon i can gurantee.)

"Go and clean up your room and sweep the floor! Your 'future parents' are coming this weekend and the house is soooo dirty."

I mean, that was what she did when my boyfriend came over past few days. She shoo-ed me out of the house, asking me to stall for half an hour so she could clean the house up.

Ridiculous, YES!!

Because the house was already clean but it wasn't good enough for her.

Why must I have such a perfectionist mother?? *sighs over the mess in my room*

OH!!

I found the flying cockroach after 3 days, dead under the window.

Taught me a lesson to close my windows at all times.

2009-06-09T23:18:00.002+08:00

Okay.

I am so mengidam-ing A & W since yesterday!!

AAAAAAHHH! *bites fingers plus nails*

Sayang.. or Mal...

Johor or Kuala Lumpur??

Birthday dinner-sssss

2009-06-09T21:37:00.003+08:00

A frequent question I have been getting,

"Sue, what present you want for your birthday?"

The every same answer I gave, every single time,

"I don't want presents. Just take me for dinner okay?"

Okay, that should stop the questions coming to me again.

This year, I don't feel very present-y. I feel dinner-y, knowing myself, I love to eat!

So, I only have myself to blame if I have a few more kilos added to my butt. HAHA!

But hey, its the company that counts, not the monetary presents. Its good enough that you guys remember I turn a year older on the date every year.

*winks*

2009-06-06T17:21:00.002+08:00

I received my pre-birthday presents, without expecting it.

Being Suhaila,

I have a fetish for shoes. A HUGE FETISH!

i would buy shoes, at least 2 pairs per month.

BUT!!!

I would seldom wear them.

so we went around Orchard and I went crazy when I look at those shoes.

I wanted them soooo much.

And I know, I had to wait for my pay which is in a week's time.

Looking and looking, more geram and geram,

He said,

"Sayang, just pick one. I'll pay for it."

AAAAAHHHHH!!!

I went giggling and smiling at myslf, happy at that sentence.

So I went to pick one elegant wedge, which I can wear for work in 3 week's time.

After trying on all those sizes, I saw a pretty slip-ons which was casual and comfy, and he said,

"Sayang.. Just pick what you like. I pay for it."

AKU LAGI GEMBIRA!

And now, I have a few additions to the Shoe family.

Weeeeee..

But since I worry so much about his pocket, I told him,

"Sayang, treat this as my monetary birthday presents okay?

"But I expect something with your personal touch on my birthday, can?"

He was argueing and argueing about it, but as usual, I won. I'm too stubborn, for my own sake.

Its fine that I spend thousands for you, but its not fine for me when you spend don't say thousands, but hundreds for me.

Last year, was a beautiful birthday song at midnight from you. This year?

I'll wait, okay?

2009-06-02T22:39:00.005+08:00

Here it is..

The "TEMBELANG FIGHT"

Our outing had a very-basi aftermath, a week later. I received the email at night, and it was a pretty long email that I had to read 135173727862 times over. I mean, why now, after a week!! There was a terrible squabbling between so many people, among 10 of us. Then the surprise came, who was the "Pecah-Tembelang-er". I was more surprised, of all people. The quiet and nice one, with the story of lots of exaggeration.

Now, everything is fine between us, besides the "Pecah-Tembelang-er". When school re-opens, I tell you, we are going to be famous and things are going to change into an awkward, weird situation. Unlike me, some are unwilling to forgive and forget.

THE CASE OF THE EX AND THE BESTFRIENDS

We bestfriends planned days before to meet before she went to work. So knowing that, he decided to come along. He pleaded with me,

"Please tanye Mal. I know she may mind, but no harm asking what. Please, please."

Silly us made a bet whether Mal would mind him tagging along and thanks eh bestfriend! You made me lost that bet. So we pick her up and went bowling at Kallang. The duo was trying so hard to teach and make me throw the ball straight through the whiteandblackthings but it always end up in the pit. Why do I always play with the best of the best?!?! Mal and Him was challenging scores with STRIKES, SPARES and TURKEYS! Mal, I think your "bowling skips" work wonders! hehehe.

A trip down to Parkway for Pastamania before she goes off to work. And 26th June eh Mal! Don't forget my 'Jam Dinding' (which I know my present is better than that)!!

The DRIVE

I drove on the second day I got my license(Believe me, I still am denial on that). Remember, I ould only drive an auto car. But NO!! I drove a Cheverolet Optra, manual. If you have no idea about this car, its an American car where their gears are haywire and the signals are on the right side instead of left. Luckily, I survived the day, with only ONE stall in the middle of a junction. So I was on the hot seat and my boyfriend was the "SIR-besar" for the day. Remind me, next time when I am driving, to put him inside the bonnet. Because he went (screams actually),

"Sayang, you are going to hit the car!" *close his eyes*

"You are killing the suspension!"

"Turn some more, turn some more!!"

"Too near the car, sayang!"

Gosh!

When I get my license, tell me to shove it up in front of his face and tell him I am fine enough to drive.

RESULTS of SURPRISES

So, I got a message from Estee yesterday afternoon that our results are out. I, of course, was not prepared for it at all. You see, this semester was a semester of slacks for me, with only 2 lectures per week, in which I attended 1 only for the whole semester. And most of it was assignment-based modules. Science exam was a killer with 100 MCQs and I did not study for the paper, instead I was entertaining temporarycacat Fid with her plans. So with that, I was freaked out!! I took 15 minutes to calm myself down in front of the computer. And..

TADAaaaaaa!!

An A and the rest, Bssss...

Surprised? Yes! I can only offer thanks and praises to God. alhamdullillah.

Macam nie, next semester tak belajar pun boleh pass ah. haha.

Must-to-be-Updated!

2009-06-01T23:30:00.000+08:00

I have so many things to blog about!

the TEMBELANG FIGHT! yes, TEMBELANG FIGHT.

the outing I labelled as: The case of the EX and the BESTFRIENDS

The DRIVE of the first

the RESULTS of SURPRISES

The EXPO expediture

and the COLD, COLD SHOULDER.

haha

all updated soon!!

2009-05-27T20:49:00.002+08:00

I'm driving tomorrow!

I told my boyfriend,

"Helo, no manual please. Now and forever, I am driving auto."

And he replied,

"Your license is class 3 but u are driving class 3A. Only stupid people drive auto when they learn drive manual."

Thanks eh!

That's what 16 demerit points turns you into, okay!

2 Ph-AT people

2009-05-26T22:18:00.003+08:00

We are just two FAT people who

1. is a happy couple.

2. is stubborn.

3. loves to eat.

4. loves to fight and quarrel over silly, trivial things

5. loves each other very much, no matter how different our sizes were.

HAHAHAHA!!

Aku Rimas, Aku Lemas!

2009-05-25T23:19:00.003+08:00

I very rimas with his hair, you know.

I need to get a hair shaver.

Then I can go,

"OOPS!! i TER-shave rambut you."

That would jolly well force him to get a shorter haircut.

hehe.

Pretty but lazy Saturday

2009-05-25T23:03:00.004+08:00

I believe I spent so much time with Fid that I should share my blog with her.

On a pretty but lazy Saturday,

1. I was very early, and those two were late. Half and hour okay!
2. With Face shop products signed, I craved for Ramly Burger and Vadai.
3. Headed to Starbucks for sweet Mocha.
4. I craved for Nasi Ayam that we headed down Afghan just for that.

My Lazy Weekend,

Our First of NIE

2009-05-24T21:52:00.002+08:00

Our First NIE girls outing.

The thing about NIE is that, you will never have close friends. In fact, you will have alot of friends because your classes are all over the place with different, different people. And you will never get to interact in depth with them, because you will see them once a week. That's it, "bye bye, see you next week!"

So our dear Cik Farhanah Banu went to make the effort to have a all day Friday girls outing. 10 of us, with very little information of each other, and some girls whom I used to bitch about, started out with a lunch at Seoul Garden.

Gossips, gossips, gossips and more gossips!

I think, we girls scooped up alot of dosa for the day and night!

Especially at One Fullerton.

Like my boyfriend would say, (ustaz-mode): Dosa tau ni sume. Macam mane kubur wanita lebih dalam lagi. Mengumpat je.

But, I love the all-day outing with you girls.

Suka, suka, suka!!

Hanah!! Plan lagi eh??

The 1st of NIE

Our 1st

2009-05-23T12:40:00.004+08:00

Finally, I can do away with months, and count with the years.

The objective of our 1st,

Recession time, must cut cost. Throw all romantic times, and come cheap, fun day!

The early morning started with us hanging on the phone, wishing each other at 12 midnight. I mean, we do that every single month!! haha.

We started the bright Thursday morning, watching the crowning of Kris Allen as Idol (yea!!). Thereafter, we had some healthy breakfast at Afghanistan, chicken and meat porridge, accompanied by really katai-katai punye Kopi and Teh tarik. The double bus ride took us to East Coast for some good, old, tired but fun cycling. We headed to Bedok Jetty or maybe further, with stop-overs at the Bouganvillae Garden and the Food Centre for some sugarcane with lemon.

Mind you, the weather was so hot and humid. We were perspiring like nobody's business. After a whole 2 hours of that, we headed to Kebab Station for some turkish delicacies. Sedap okay the chicken wings! It was sour-sour yet sweet-sweet all in one. After all that, I TER-hailed a cab to get us to our next destination, Plaza Singapura for 'Angels & Demons'. I love the movie! It was predictable, even though I have read the book years ago but forgot how the story went. After which, we took the bus to Bedok for a dinner at the Bedok Food Centre (please eh, the nasi ayam there sedap okay!) and headed to Tampines to get those lovely cupcakes. Thank you, Hana! Those were lovely cakes.

The night ended early because we were tired and we were perspiring like no one's business, even at night.

Last not least, Thank you for that day, Sayang ku yang gemok. Happy 1st and hoping for more beautiful years to come.

Our beautiful First,

My Boyfriend

2009-05-16T22:34:00.002+08:00

This time round,

I am just so grateful and thankful to have him in my life.

Of course, I am lucky enough to be stuck with a good friend of mine.

Someone who knows me well, what I think and what I want, sometimes.

Because sometimes, guys just don't get it.

Someone is also open and wild to dream of every single detail we want in our lives.

I have learnt not to take him for granted and respect him as he is.

Communication is important in a relationship.

It works two good ways.

Even though I'm very stuborn and hot headed at times, and good at sulking my way through,

he knows jolly well what to do,

Leave me alone and let me sulk.

And make me pissed all the way through.

I know, silly.

haha.

I don't know why I am typing all this funny things.

But.

I know,

Next week is our 1st bebey!

Suke nye i!

2009-05-16T10:53:00.002+08:00

I bet Mal is having a whirlwind of a time shopping in Kuala Lumpur.

And I am stuck here, waiting for time to go for a kenduri.

Bleargh!

2009-05-14T22:32:00.002+08:00

Istighfar hati aku sepanjang that 30 minutes.

Malam-malam jumaat like this, banyak dosa die tanggung atas kata-kata itu semua.

No matter what, I believe her.

And it was wrong perhaps, in the eyes of our holy religion.

But during that 30 minutes, he has carried the sins more. All the words he said.

All the doings he did.

It was far much, much, much more that he has to carry.

And from that I realised, he does not love her anymore.

And that is silly and so ungrateful.

For she sacrificed so many things.

And to find that unappreciated,

its disappointing.

2009-05-13T12:47:00.001+08:00

bodyache.

shoulder ache.

backache.

stomachache.

and

love ache.

To sum all that up, it just ACHE.

So miserable.

2009-05-07T22:28:00.002+08:00

We were walking towards the bus stop, on our way home.

So I just randomly claimed,

Me: Sayang, when go KL next month, I want to buy kain la. I want to upah a jubah.

Boyfriend: *slowly slaps his right cheek, in a miming way and then his left cheek*

Me: Are you okay?

Boyfriend: Slap me. I am not dreaming, am I? hurry, slap me.

Me: *slaps his arm* Thanks eh. Surprising nya!!

My boyfriend is funny. He would go in his slap-me-and-tell-me-I-am-not-in-a-dream mode every time I talk about making good of my life with covering myself up or anything that has to do with religion.

I swear, he has been irritating me with his tutup-your-aurat-or-nanti-lubang-neraka-you-jawab-sendiri line. But you know, when you seem to hear that frequently, you tend to consider it and take it into realisation.

Now, if you have not seen, I am in that mode of realisation nowadays.

Very rare okay!

What to do,

Macam dah rasa tua, so must sedar diri sikit.

Realisation.

2009-05-04T23:20:00.003+08:00

In life, there has be a time where you have to wake up and realise that life is short and make it more meaningful.

Picnic.

2009-05-03T22:49:00.004+08:00

Things you do, when you have nothing to do or just plain lazy and want something to do before you are on course the next day for two whole weeks.

So we had our "picnic bawah block" just opposite her place, under a pavillion.

We had our pink tablecloth, colourful plates, my favourite "biskut butang", chips and chocolate, not forgetting McDonalds' Delivery.

Haha! We threw our promises to each other and ordered macD. So surreal. Now, she changed our pact from "cannot" to "Sekali-sekala bole".

We ate to our fill and started catching up of a week's load of crap and gossips.

Camwhore-d through the vicinity and ended the evening early.

Thanks for the awesome, silly times just now. Love same kau.

Looking forward for dinner tomorrow.

My now and forever friend,

2009-05-03T22:02:00.001+08:00

I almost had a big breakdown after the mini-accident.

Tengah tahan air mata je.

Luckily, all is well and fine.

Will update on our "picnic bawah block".

haha.

2009-05-01T20:31:00.005+08:00

My past 3 days was spent with my loved one.

On wednesday, we went to Kallang Leisure Park for a movie, X-Men origins: Wolverine.

It was an A-Okay movie, nothing to flutter about actually.

Dinner at Pastamania.

Tell me, isn't NIE students students??!?!

The cashier said this, "You are not a student. We want universities that has no relation with education."

Wait, aren't all universities related to education?? So irritated.

We went bowling thereafter, with the socks I bought.

It was back to secondary school days, socks tinggi sampai langit.

He said, "You!! So kental!"

Thanks eh.

2 games, well, i know i have improved, at the very least. Haha!

ON thursday evening, I was throwing my utmost tantrums.

I was basically ignoring him and taking out all my tantrumic antics, which he deemed as "MINTA KENE SEPAK" punyer perangai.

He came down all the way to my home, to take me out to dinner at EastPoint.

OMG! We had our very FIRST candlelit dinner.

So romantic can?

Nasib baik he took me out for a candlelit dinner, or else, I would still be mad up till the night.

Today!!

My boyfriend surprised me with a BONIA wristlet!

WHAT?!?!??

I was so, so, so EXCITED!!

I mean, it was a complete surprise even though I told him that I wanted a wristlet but I didn't expect him to get me one.

WEEE!!

I told him, I was like one happy girl who just got her first Barbie doll.
haha.

N because of these days, you make me cheery and happy,

I sayangkan you.

My boyfriend and me,

Short Date.

2009-04-28T22:59:00.005+08:00

We had a short but sweet evening date.

We went back to my precious little home first because I had a BIG nature's call.

Checking out the showtimes for Jangan Tegur, we cabbed down to Downtown East.

The story keeps you in close suspense from the beginning till the end.

And my hands keeps popping up to cover my eyes for those popoutofnowhereandscareyou scenes.

The night ended with him sending me home, even though I was pulling a very long face during the bus ride and he didn't even bother to take the initiative to perk me up. Like always, pretending to sleep and jerking your head a bit works everytime so well, in these situations.

My BIG, GREEN walking tree,

2009-04-28T21:09:00.002+08:00

We two best friends decided to meet up for a short lunch to Seoul Garden, after contemplating with the choice of Seoul Garden or Swensens.

All the talk over Craig David's concert, over our boyfriends, (yes yes! I still can't get over the fact she has a boyfriend!) and over food. All kinds of food.

After a filled stomach. we went separate ways to meet our boyfriends respectively.

Best friend, we will meet again in almost 2 months alright. For a BIG event. hee

Best friend for 7 years and friends for 15 years,

We were trying to mimic the poster below. We loved the caption.

"Best friends don't always agree. But there's always ONE thing that they agree on, SEOUL GARDEN."

Posting and such.

2009-04-26T17:45:00.002+08:00

I got my posting!

Good news, its at Tampines.

Bad news, its a Chinese school.

Not being a racist or such, just that I would prefer a multi-racial school, you know.

Another bad news, double session.

Oh, thanks alot.

Being sick for 3 days now, is a bad and a good thing too.

Bad, i feel so weak and I don't move around as much plus I don't have any appetite to eat.

Good, my body is shrinking, which is a good thing according to my mother.

On a Friday, the day I was down with high fever.

Someone.

2009-04-22T19:44:00.002+08:00

Someone who cares,

And someone I adore.

11 months.

2009-04-21T00:35:00.003+08:00

its 11 months now.

Exciting!!

Can we just get the months over and done with and start with the years now??

*smiles gleefully*

Pilihan bodoh.

2009-04-21T00:16:00.002+08:00

I'm just going to babble in Malay right now. And Sayang, I think your constant syarahan just comes in handy sometimes.

Kenapa dalam dunia, Tuhan itu dah berikan kite akal dan fikiran tapi kite tak menggunakan untuk buat kebaikan dan perkara2 yang mendatangkan faedah? Tak tau bezakan yg HALAL dan yg HARAM? yg SALAH dan BETUL?

I know I am in no position to say all this tapi at least a little bit of what I learnt from my classes and abit of enlightment from him, I am confident to say that I am at least equipped with the basics of our religion and stuff, just that I don't practise some of them like menutup aurat and keeping a distance from the opposite sex. For me, those are already big enough sins for me to handle.

Ustazah kate, "Belajar tinggi-tinggi pun tak guna kalau ugama taruh belakang pocket. Tak diberkati Tuhan."

Nak kate bodoh, tak bodoh.

Cume pilihan yang bodoh je. Tak tau pilih mane betul and mana yang salah.

2009-04-20T01:42:00.002+08:00

At 12 midnite,

I got the semangat to clean up my room, change the bedsheets and fix the cupboard I bought from IKEA. And for the first time in almost 22 years of my life, I actually went to wash the fan.

My boyfriend: What?!?! YOU WASH THE FAN??!!?

My boyfriend: YOU CHANGE YOUR BED SHEET?!?!

Me: Yes! It was dirty.

My boyfriend: Am I hearing what I am hearing??

Me: Yes gemuk!!

My boyfriend: WOW!! Really, boncit??

Me: Yes, see la who. Nak jadi kakak and practice jadi isteri tercontoh..

HAHA!!

Now, I just need to go and print my current family photo.

We were talking about some things that was sensitive. Suddenly, I just feel like I am not in the boat alone. There was someone else with me. Through all these weeks, I felt the guilt for feeling what I felt whenever I went there.

But after what happened tonight, suddenly, I realised I was right to feel that way. It was just the concern.

and I better sleep now. I have to send that botak girl for her treatment early in the morning.

Stress aku.

And now, I have an extra person calling me Gemuk.

Which will total up to be 8 of them calling me that.

Thanks eh best friend.

haha.

2009-04-14T19:19:00.003+08:00

I am all cranky today because someone promised that we will meet up but that someone forgot all about it.

And I am shutting my mouth until that someone remembers.

So anyhoos,

I had my Science paper today, it was tough alright, given the fact that I started studying last night, just because Aisyah scared the wits out of me.

I am very sorry to Nur Amalina bte Surani, because I cannot upload the videos and pictures of Craig Dvid, just because I misplaced my camera wire. I promise you will get to see them this Friday when we meet up.

I am not going to Bali with the girls, just because I have my lesson on the day of our flight.

But I am going to KL this June, with or without my family. YAY!! And I am not going anywhere further than that place because I promised myself all other exotic places will be spent and enjoyed with my special one.

My birthday is in about 2 months' time and I am sooo excited to turn 22. Yes, I am.

Tomorrow, I am going to Kampong Jawa, in Cik Timah's words. It is actually Arab Street, as commonly known. With Fid and Cik Timah. Excited okay!

Actually, I enjoy going out with her mother.

You know, when you go out with these old people, you get to learn so much from them. Sometimes, you are able to see from their point of view on something that we would actually disagree. You may even feel that it is sort of right, well, in the first place, it is. Just that as we would call it, "Old Fashioned".

I am so-oh mentally tired.

Be back later.

2009-04-10T23:33:00.002+08:00

I have many to blog..

Craig David Showcase. FYI, I was mesmerised and he looks so... HOT. What a time to misplaced my camera wire.

My hair! Yesyesyes. I cut my hair. SHORT. BOB STYLE but SHORTER and I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT.

Dinner, Yes, dinner, just. In Fid's words, "oh the drama!"

The boyfriend. uh-huh, the boyfriend again. what to do, without him, i'm just clueless.

The last assignment and the last test. Tuesday babe, tuesday. After that, holidays babey! Just waiting for August.

2009-04-06T22:12:00.002+08:00

I always wonder why my mum gets worked up when he is coming over.

She would shout, "OMG! House so messy!!" and "Long, go and sweep the floor!"

Then she will busy2 shuffle everything nicely and neatly.

And I finally got the answer today.

She said,

"Mun kan very particular about cleanliness."

OOHH!!!

And weird thing when I wanted to take out the fried fish out for dinner,

"Mun kan tak makan ikan." (translated: Mun don't eat fish.)

Ah, now I wonder, who is the girlfriend now,

Me or Her.

2009-04-05T12:48:00.003+08:00

I am in this love-hate relationship where one moment I just detest and on another, i love.

I might be spiteful in things he did,

but at the end of the day,

he is the one I want to be with.

Insyaallah, for a very looong time.

2009-04-04T11:59:00.002+08:00

Craig David is on Wednesday!

*sings oh i can't sleep till you're next to me..... feels like insomnia, ooohhh, feels like insomnia*

2009-03-31T00:39:00.002+08:00

" Because you are the smile and joy in my life, and I love you. "

Happy 23rd Birthday, Gemuk!

Wishing you all the best in everything and success in your journey of lives.

I hope you had a blast at the party, which I know you did.

And for me all that was not a waste of money.

Ikhlas, just to let you have a fantastic birthday this year.

And I am not asking for much on my birthday either,

just you and my family for a simple celebration.

I love you much and looking forward to creating fantastic moments together.

2009-03-31T00:13:00.002+08:00

I have never jejak Indonesia before.

And i thought I could.

Well, I wanted too!!

Now,thanks to all the makciks-makciks and my dad (thaks a lot eh!) I am paranoid like crazy after hearing the stories. Rapes, bombs and others, saying the place is not safe.

Sungguh aku paranoid.

And when Sha messaged me she couldnt book the tickets, I went, "okay, this is like a sign to ask me to consider." And after one last hit, from Cik Timah, thats it. I am not going, jut because I am scared.

Pathetic kan aku!! Nak gi holiday tapi takut.

And my boyfriend can even add,

"That place is an easy target."

Thanks a lot, knowing I am easily convinced.

Now, I am thinking, did I do the right thing or not??

And I was already planning to do shopping there.

2009-03-29T21:18:00.003+08:00

I had a tired 2 days, and I think It was all worth it.

Just for him.

Seeing him smile and have a fabulous time with famil-ies and friends.

It was very tiring and there were so many people, food catering to 60 people.

And with us being busy, ensuring that everybody had eaten their full.

And food was GREAT!!

It was worth all the money!!

HIGHLIGHT of the day:

Both our dads hugged each other so tightly and just simply happy to see each other, which we thought was their first meeting from both families.

Little did we know, they were old friends separated for almost 10 yrs.

Wokay, it was a totally weird moment.

I was expecting something like, "Hi, I am Suhaila's dad" or "Hi, I am ajir's dad".

But NO!!

They went straight for each other and hugged.

That was weird.

And everyone went, "ohhhh!!!"

Now, expressing thanks.

Thank you to Abg Adi and Haron's Satay for the fabulous food!(read: East Coast food Centre)

Sumpah the the satay, the BBQ ayam, the ikan pari and sotong was menjilat jari.

Thank you to Cik Timah (read: Fid's Mother) for the Fried Rice and for your info, it was nice and all of the rice was finished. Except for the last half a pot which was basi in the morning. Sedih sey! I thought of having it for breakfast. And also the kuih2 which she gave to us.

Thank you to Cik Ati (read: Mun's mom) for the Mee Goreng.

Thank you to Kak Urin for sponsoring the cake and help out, being the first to reach and the last to go home.

Thank you to Fid and Hussain and Cik Timah for coming down. I am sorry if you all feel tak terlayan. And Fid, this was one of the times where I wish that you could already walk because we would have hung out till the next day.

Thank you to Siti and Mari for making the trip down.

Thank you also to Arab and friends for making it down at the wee hours even though you were tired from work. And I am sorry I slept in first, I was very tired ok!

Thank you to the two brothers of his for helping out at the pit and housekeeping

Thank you for everyone else who came for the event.

Last but not least, Thank you to my one and only family for coming down to support me. Thank you lots!!

2009-03-27T14:26:00.002+08:00

I saw a man lying on the road, surrounded by blood.

And he had a seriously swollen forehead, the size of an apple.

Now, I can't get the image out of my head.

That is what happen when you jaywalk.

And as for me, this is what happen when you gatal turn your head to see what's going on.

2009-03-26T00:03:00.002+08:00

And now,

we have 2 friends consoling each other,

telling funny events just to keep us from crying.

2009-03-25T21:35:00.002+08:00

Maybe I have been quiet and holding it in too long, that I cried a pail tonight.

I typed out a whole long essay email.

but instead of clicking SENT, i click DELETE.

Seriously, why even bother sending it out only after months later?

Its just redundant.

I think I still prefer keeping it to myself.

Well, what can I say?? My first time being a fool in love.

and yes!! I am going Bali with the NIE mates, just because they want to.

And my KL trip again!!

but this time, with the family.

2009-03-24T21:17:00.001+08:00

Now, he won't talk to me.

Just because I told him I am leaving him for 4 days.

It has been 1 hr and 42 minutes since he said a thing to me.

2009-03-23T21:49:00.002+08:00

Life is crazeee!!

And loads of things to blog about!!

The trip to Sungei Buloh, Siti's birthday surprise, the sleepover at my Aunt's place, and Fid's bday, which was really happening!!

Plus my boyfriend's birthday chalet which I have been planning for months!! WOAH!!

Evrything is going fine and smooth!

And this is the first time my boyfriend is excited and counting down his birthday!!

Excited or what!!

And what better place to celebrate our 10 months (yes, yes, yes!)!!!

At Fid's party with our photoshoot!

All that by end of the week!! *big smiles*

And ZIRCA for Craig David next month!! Phweewit!!

(Even though my boyfriend is blabbering about the club thing because die very pantang, but... I don't care I still want my Craig David fun!!)

2009-03-19T00:50:00.002+08:00

I get all too extreme sensitive when someone touches my past.

Because I don't want to be reminded of it anymore but it is still haunting me.

Because past, that black hole, is a part of me.

Don't ask me why and what and who or whatever thing.

Because I can't answer and I have my reasons.

Coping with a lifetime of guilt and shame are serious issues.

2009-03-15T16:31:00.003+08:00

I LOVE YOU, SYG!

I MISS YOU, SYG!

*Mmmuacks!*

I'm Really Sorry...

2009-03-12T23:28:00.002+08:00

I just love how things are going now, and how the situation is like.

All so lovey-dovey and pleasant yet simple.

If I know the sparks might just be gone, like what you answered,

Then I don't want to be married or tied down.

I prefer things the way they are now.

and I want this feeling to stay forever.

2009-03-12T14:49:00.002+08:00

I was thinking and dreaming to myself yesterday.

During DCS presentation.

And yes, it was that boring but at least Science is better than Mathematics,

where you can see the Mathematics students just stressing themselves over the Mathematical Theories and such.

hehe.

Aniway, back to the topic.

I was thinking, I may not have the most exciting life ever,

with lots of friends, going out to lots of places every single time, having one hell of nights and such, with travelling and sorts of other things,

But I feel happy and thankful that at the very least, I have my loved ones close to me and close friends being there sharing my life with me.

Really.

2009-03-11T11:55:00.002+08:00

HAFIDZAH BTE ITHNIN!!

Buruk sak perangai kite dlm video itu.

Horrible.

Btw, NEXT WEEK OR WHAT!!!

2009-03-08T18:08:00.002+08:00

I miss my Sexy.

haha.

And yes, I accomplished my goal for the day.

I can't believe I threw my Science Lit. Review away for this.

Sci. Lit Review

Sci. Lesson Plan

Sungei Buloh Report

LEA lesson plan plus puppets

I think that is all kn?

Urrgh!!!

I can't wait for mid-April!

And then comes from 3 -4 months holiday of makan gaji buta!

Weewit!

KL, Cameron Highlands (insyaallah.)

Here I come!

Wooooooo!!

2009-03-07T13:02:00.002+08:00

I am having one whirlwind of a mind.

As I have always been a kan-chiong girl all my life, i feel like everything is totally disorganised.

I don't know what I have ordered and what there is still be added to the list.

plus the present which I have to run around about.

2 presents I may add.

I'm going nuts!

2009-03-05T11:55:00.000+08:00

I just miss my boyfriend.

Enough said.

2009-03-02T18:41:00.012+08:00

Weekends was filled with FOOD!!!!

Saturday Night, it was supposed to be our night together for supper.

But, he called me up,

Him: "Syg, are you ready?"

Her: "Yes."

Him: "Ok. By the way we are having a double date."

*Me having a dumb, blur moment*

Him: "We have an old couple joining us plus a kid."

*another dumb moment*

Him: "My parents are joining us la, plus Apa."

Her: "OHHH!!! ok. GREAT!"

He knows how I get very excited with his parents. I envy his parents actually. Its very hard to find a couple in their late 50s and early 60s to be very mesra with each other. The affection is till seen and their arguments ar more like, gaduh gaduh sayang than gaduh gaduh nak menang.

I told boyfriend that I want to be like his parents when we grow old together. Insyaallah.

So off we went to Jalan Kayu for a really good seafood, amidst the heavy rain with lightning and thunder.

The seafood was veryveryvery tantalising!

(I wonder if there is such a word and if I had spelt it correctly.)

A touch of lemon chicken, kangkong, tom yam soup and that hotplte beancurd, who can resists!

After which the night ended late, with sending the family home and waiting for him to express his bowels while awaiting an early morning we had the day after.

(Now you may have realised that I am using flowery language. I need to practise for my test.)

Sunday morning, as expected BOTH of us woke up late.

Cik Timah and Fid was already waiting. Kesian mereka.

We were on a journey to Vivo City to shop our way through.

That is basically me with my lappie. I had a serious deadline on Monday and I have not started on it yet at that point of time. So I had to drag my lappie along for the journey.

And that is her, Anak Cik Timah. Posing her way all the way from Tampines to Vivo City. You see the purple tudung there? That is Cik Timah.

And this is Cik Timah. Up close and personal.. plus my boyfriend's huge arm. haha!

THis lovely guy is my boyfriend, as you might have known. He looks veryveryveryvery happy just to be pushing Anak Cik Timah around Vivo CIty.

And this is US! The sweet ones. Looking so excited and anxious waiting for our food at Secret Recipe.

I told him that I hated taking photos with him. Because every single shot of his photos was a clean, decent shot.

Here I am showing off my food! That hand you see, is Cik Timah's. She just can't get enough of her fish and chips that she had to snitch mine.

Anak Cik Timah and Cik Timah. Like mother, like daughter Who sign??????????? That is his name. Serious.
Aaaahhhh!! a TRIP to Toys' R Us made us feel kiddy. As you can see, she has a lot to handle. That price tag, $15.95, was the hantaran settled between them. I know, Unbelievable! At this age.

After the end of the shoping journey,she was dumped at the Trolley Bay where she truly belonged. She blend in well, didn't she??

The day with them ended in the evening when it was raining cats and dogs!

YOU KNOW!! I hated the rain. I was seriously scrutinising the rain that much.

Rain means no food, and no food means no mood!

The young and old couples plus the kid was planning to head down to East Coast. And you know how East Coast has this open concept and once it rains, Byebye.

I was really praying that much for the rain to stop (which it did! Thank you.) so that I could eat. I know, I am such a selfish girl when it comes to food.

He headed down to East Coast from his home and hahahaha!! The food didn't disappoint me at all. In fact, it was better that I, actually we expected. Sedap gile, hingga menjilatjari!

The sambal sotong was... *MMMHHMMM* wet and spicy and soft and chewy and just delicious! I was like one satisfied girl who got her favourite ice cream.

And many, many other things that we just grab and ate.

We ended the wet night with a filled stomach and nice long sleep for the day after.

2009-02-27T16:25:00.003+08:00

Just because I love him,

And I miss him that much.

And not getting to see him starting next week.

Pizza Mania,

2009-02-25T23:34:00.001+08:00

You cut me halfway while I was saying I love you.

Now, I want to say,

I love you.

That much.

2009-02-24T23:35:00.002+08:00

And because I love them that much,

And because I don't care what you people might have said,

They are STILL my BESTFRIENDS.

2009-02-24T11:52:00.002+08:00

I was feeling all disappointed yesterday after seeing what it would be like in March, that I slept feeling all so cranky and grumpy inside.

But think again, it's alright.

Tak mati what!!

Kan?

So i figured out its okay that your timetable is ridiculously planned, and blame me for having too many things at hand, with school, with tuition, with assignment and my "Suhaila's time".

I know I will freaking miss OUR time together and I will be a freaking "single lady"
for the month for real this time, even though you claimed that I say that every month.

And of course, even though I am still pissed off about the 21st thing, at least I know a party will be there to prep me up high. Kan, Fidza??

And of course, like you mentioned as my best quality you love about me, I am understanding enough.

If you take me out this weekend for East Coast Seafood.

*Smiles big-big*

2009-02-23T21:23:00.000+08:00

Now I am feeling that disappointed.

2009-02-23T18:32:00.002+08:00

Where can you find a boyfriend who sends you off at the airport at 5 am in the morning when he is working at 8am later and he got back from work 8pm before?

Where can you find a boyfriend who sings to you at every random time he can find, provided he has a good voice?

Where can you find someone who would make fun of you and himself just to make you laugh?

Where can you find a boyfriend who lets you hit him when you are mad, while he is hurting and crying inside?

And where can you find someone who says "I love you and I miss you" 1234578292982 times a day?

And where can you find someone who would cover your head with his hand while walking in the rain because he says it will get you feverish?

Also, where can you find a boyfriend who gives you syarahan everyday about any topic he can come up with?

And lastly, where can you find a boyfriend who cooks for you dinner and makes breakfast while you sit and watch? ohhh!! and also takes you out for breakfast almost every week??

Well, I have found that someone.

And you can find him in Sengkang, Blk 100 plus, level 4.

And he is mine..

hahah!!

I don't know why I am typing that but never mind..

BTW!!!!

I'm meeting Fid again tomorrow and after that, meeting the bestfriends!!

Woohhooo...

Now, at least my recess week won't be mundane at all..

And yes, I am procastinating..

Still am, on the assignments.

Later, I would say..

2009-02-23T09:56:00.002+08:00

Oh..

I forgot to blog something..

Did I tell you I passed my Final Theory after 1 and half years, and after 5 tries??

Yes yes yes..

I was so freaking happy, excited and all the goodgoodgood things in the world.

Now, I can finally book my TP!!

Yeah!!

I was thinking of having my TP in the month of June, nicely near my birthday.

That would be a good birthday present for me!

And of course, I told my Syg confidently,

"Confirm I can pass la.. I have no problem driving."

Confident giler.

So lets see la k, in the month of June. Wee....

And also, even if I fail, I can just take another try.

No rush, my boyfriend drives.

Hahaha!!

2009-02-21T21:09:00.002+08:00

I would always go,

"Sayang, lawa eh I eh."

when i come across a pretty picture of mine and he would just roll his eyes and go,

"As you wish."

But just now, he replied,

"Mesti la lawa. Tengok la matair sape. Matair Mun sorang je yang lawa dalam dunia nie."

And that is why I love him,

because only he can come up with all silly answers to make me smile a million.

Happy 9 months, Sexy Boncit!

2009-02-21T09:58:00.004+08:00

MY EXERCISE ON THURSDAY:

Pushing the wheelchair around Afghanistan, up and down the hill.

My "heavy weight",

2009-02-19T11:09:00.002+08:00

Now, before I have to rush over to Fid's house and entertain all her nonsense or be an entertainer or making Arts & Craft, or pushing her to the salon on her wheelchair or whatever she want to do, seeing that she is recuperating from her misfortune,

LET's BLoG..

Later, right after tuition at 8pm...

hehe

2009-02-18T10:20:00.002+08:00

I didn't know today's tutorial was 1 hr instead of the normal 2.

I reached 8.45am and ended at 9.25am.

And it took me 1 hr 45 minutes to travel from Simei all the way to Jalan Bahar just for a merely 40 mins tutorial.

And yes, I am complaining!!

Why did NIE have to move from near Orchard to all the way here?

It would have save me so much trouble on transport time and money.

And all of my friends went back to halls or went home to sleep for 2 hours.

Now, why would I want to sleep??

By the time I sleep and in 2 hours' time when I wake up, I will still be as sleepy as now.

So might as well I rot here in the library and do all my petty assignments which only takes up 5% of the module.

5% and a 1000-word essay.

How ridiculous is that??

I am complaining. Yes I am.

And I am whining away alone in the library.

Wishing wednesdays did not exist at all.

2009-02-15T20:38:00.002+08:00

My mom went to Johor for a shopping spree with the Aunties.

So it was Aunties' Day out la katekan.

She got back with tons of bags and lots of stuff.

So each of us got shorts as ours were torn and tattered.

And we still can't bear to throw them away.

I can still remember how the boyfriend laughed at me everytime he comes over and sees me in those shorts.

So there was blue and pink.

So my 2nd younger sister and i were fighting over the blue as both of us loved blue.

Then my other sister said,

"K, Kak Ngah. You take blue."

"Kak Long, you take pink because pink are for virgins."

Hahahah!!

My younger sister was so pissed off by that caption.

"So you are saying I am not virgin la because I take blue!!"

And mind you, my other sister was so damn cute when she said that!

And my mom bought lots of food.

"Long, ayam percik!"

"Long, Hati Ayam!!"

"Long, Baulu!!!"

And she keeps complaining that I am getting bigger by day and I should exercise.

Sheesh!!

2009-02-15T13:28:00.003+08:00

I am sick of the DLK assignment.

Macam nak nangis la sey.

I do not know what to write.

I log on to Facebook and everyone's note is about DLK assignment.

Anyways,

I had a lovely Valentine's Day yesterday.

Going to my nephew's "cukur rambut" ceremony.

After which heading for tuition at Bedok reservoir.

And then, went dating with my DLK assignment.

And my boyfriend??

Was sleeping at home the whole day yesterday till his night shift.

hahaha.

My very own V-Day.

I started celebrating V day at the age of 17 and I have not celebrated it for 3 years.

No significance maybe.

And its our 9th month in 6 more days.

I told you I was excited to hit 1..

And many, many other things I am excited for.

Like getting prepared for the chalet next month and searching for his birthday pressie.

Weeeeeee....

And what else.. My birthday which is in 4 months' time.

Come to me, bebey!

hehehe

2009-02-14T22:57:00.002+08:00

Oh..

April 8 come quick please!!

Ever since I bought that tickets, I have been youtube-ing to Craig David's music.

You better know, we have been crazy about Craig David (besides Justin Timberlake) since secondary school.

That his email which was activated years ago was named "muncraig@...".

How fascinating!!

2009-02-14T22:23:00.001+08:00

I just love babies!!

Can I have one soon??

Without getting married and having sex??

hahaha

2009-02-13T21:34:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling paranoid and scared right now.

And I am paranoid that my friends will leave me.

Ignore me.

Just simply ignore me and I lose all of them at one go.

Silly, yes.

But..

Really.

2009-02-12T11:15:00.005+08:00

This is usually what we do when we are together.

Only on wednesdays, this group of people.
What we do,

Shop at school bazaars, eat yogurt ice cream, and take silly photos of ourselves during tutorials.

You will be amazed sometimes.

And don't ever try to guess our age.

You will be very surprised.

2009-02-12T11:00:00.002+08:00

I am so excited for so many reasons!

1. I am confirmed going for Craig David concert! I already got my tickets! Yeah!!

2. I am halfway through my DLK assignment. Part 1 done, and Part 2, almost there.. reaching.

3. I am meeting the girls later for seafood!

4. I am meeting my boyfriend later after ermm, a few days.

5. I just got my pay!! After being very kering gusi since I got back from KL.

6. I have found that perfect pinky things for his present. in NIE!

7. I am thrilled for the chalet next month. And I just can't wait about the planning and buying part. which I am already planned.

8. I am anxiously waiting for the 1st year to come in May. I told you I feel 16 in this relationship. Truly 16 even though I am turning 22.

9. I am turning 22 soon!! Come quick June!

10. Now finally!! I am just freaking excited for just everything above!!

2009-02-10T12:21:00.003+08:00

How could I have confuse Brad Pitt and Leonardo Dicaprio??

You tell me.

When I saw that Revolutionary Road book, I was like..

"Eh!! theres a book on it! I watched it already."

Confidently, commenting the movie was nice.

Then 2 days ago, I just realised that no, Revolutionary Rd was Leo and the one I watch was Brad.

The curious case of Benjamin Button.

So bodoh. So blur.

I bet if hui wen read this, she will surely go,

"As always."

2009-02-09T21:25:00.002+08:00

Have you ever had the fun of hitting your boyfriend when he made you really mad that you were in tears?

I did! For the first time in my life.

Now, I can stop torturing myself since he is there for me to hit on.

When he makes me mad, at least.

2009-02-09T11:49:00.002+08:00

Our grammar is in 2 and half hours time.

Everyone is going in with a whirlwind knowledge of english grammar and linguistics.

Ha-ha-ha-ha.

Andandand,

One more thing!!

I am going to craig david's concert!

I will be geared up in front of the computer, with Sistic website on exactly at 9am in the morning.

Huahua!!

And Mal, thanks for the info!

*Singing to the tune of Maroon 5* Saturday morning, rain is not falling.

Best Friend woke me up with this,

"BESTFRIEND!! CRAIG DAVID IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!"

Excited or what??

Woke boyfriend up, and I i got slammed for waking him up when he had just fallen asleep.

('__')

2009-02-08T09:31:00.001+08:00

Dr Wee cheat my feelings.

I thought the answers for Practice Papers will be out on Blackboard yesterday!!

TAKDE PUN!!!

Grammar is tomorrow.

Eeekk!

2009-02-06T23:39:00.002+08:00

Ah GREAT!!

Suddenly, I am so sick.

Coughing and running nose.

Just when I had recovered from my diarrhoea.

And i am waiting eagerly for the English Practice Papers to be out.

Tmr.

2009-02-03T21:09:00.001+08:00

I am looking forward to Thursday.

Yeah!

It better work out or I am really gonna freak out.

2009-02-03T00:25:00.003+08:00

My used-to-be-skinny boyfriend.

hehe!

I was walking alone yesterday, on my way to pick him up from work.

And Sunday night, I saw so many army boys with their girlfriends

Sending them back to camp.

There, I was smiling to myself how silly I was back then,

sending my best boy friend, whom is now my REAL boyfriend back to camp.

Accompanying him day and night on the phone.

Forcing him to find reception in the jungle so that he can contact me.

And also, wasting $$ on cab fare so I could send him back to camp.

Him sneaking away from camp so that we could have supper at Jalan Kayu.

Him being my "girlfriend" for shopping during camp on-site days.

My kaki mengumpat and my kaki mengutuk.

How he put smiles on my face with his merepek linggo.

How I accompanied him to find presents for his then ex-girlfriend.

And me always calling him stupid.

Still keeps me laughing during those silly days.

hahahaha

2009-02-02T23:42:00.001+08:00

The chalet is next month.

Which means,

His birthday is next month!

And I am ready to make it a wonderful, unforgettable birthday for him.

Get ready babey!!

2009-02-02T20:46:00.001+08:00

Because I have not stepped into my Science lecture yet since Semester started.

Now I am scared.

Because I realised attendance is taken.

Thanks eh krgs!!

Tak tau nak bilang aku attendance taken.

Note to self, wake up for Monday morning lecture will you??

2009-01-31T22:29:00.002+08:00

People have been bothering us with our rings.

Nice la, shiny la, blablabla..

Our rings only costs...

RM 3.90 la!!

And we got it like in July I think.

Shame to Silvera, which we paid $ 50++.

But got rusted instead only after weeks.

2009-01-31T13:51:00.007+08:00

The peektures from KL trip.

Day started out early at 4am for me.

With boyfriend popping up in front of my door,

when he is working at 8 am later and didn't sleep the whole night.

And he didn't bathe!

Smelly!!

At the airport where the four boyfriends' half-hearted look, letting us go for a girls' only holiday.

I think, if they could stick to the glass window, they would la.

Kwakwa!

Reaching KLIA at 7 am.

Took a bus to KL Sentral.

Took the monorail and a nice breakfast our hotel's Subway.

Masjid India first ahead with purchase of loads of kain, KLCC for a really good shopping experience.

Check in to our hotel, Tune Hotel, pretty clean place just that no TV.

Berjaya Times Square and Sungei Wang plus MacDonalds wings for Dinner.

Then, came the bad experience with Petaling Street.

Rude, Rude, Rude!!

Won't explain further even though we bought loads of things there after bargaining2 with the rude people there.

Though some were nice and friendly.

Retreat plus girls talk and ended up snoring at 3 am in the morning.

Morning for more shopping at Sungei Wang and Berjaya Times Square.

And more Masjid India.

And a really cold night at 4 am.

Final Day, to Genting!

Very cold Genting.

And a very scary, wobbly cable car.

With me vomitting of seeing things that I shouldn't be seeing.

Trust me, you wouldn't want to know.

2 rides in 3 hours.

Loads of people.

Off to airport at 8.30 pm.

We flew at 10.10 pm.

Reach KL with 4 bags, Reach Singapore with 1o bags.

Happy, Relieved faces on our boyfriends' faces

and..

HOME, SWEET, HOME..

2009-01-30T21:57:00.001+08:00

I will pray hard for you okay Sayang.

Insyaallah, you will get it.

Insyaallah.

2009-01-30T16:32:00.003+08:00

How much he hated pink.

And how much his girlfriend loves pink.

To the extent that she bought him a PINK Fred Perry Polo.

And how cute he looks in pink.

Now a very cute idea for his birthday present.

"23 things that are pink."

Nak tak Sayang??

Pink wallet, pink watch, pink shirt, pink pants,

SO PINKY!!

My PINKY PINK boyfriend.

2009-01-29T22:03:00.004+08:00

Had a beautiful evening with the bestfriend.

Major excitement.

NOW, PRESENTING.......

Our Abang Syahrul..

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Want a clearer picture???

Jeng, jeng, jeng...

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Amaciam?? Okay tak Dee?? Ade potential tak??

Hehe.

2009-01-29T11:09:00.002+08:00

We argue alot over many little trivial things.

And I have lots of flaws, manymany small ones and also big ones.

And he always do sweet little things, even small ones, but will still bring me to tears.

Like when he had a long day at work and didn't sleep but still sent me to the airport and fetch me from the airport during wee hours.

Like when he still said, I love you even though I did something grave.

Maybe I'm never good enough for anyone.

Maybe I was never meant to be with someone I love.

Maybe just the way I am, is just not suitable for someone, anyone else.

Just Maybe.

And the reason why I am in doubt and insecure of myself.

2009-01-28T22:18:00.003+08:00

A shock came forward when I heard my good friend, Fid was in the hospital.

Accident, car hit her bike from behind.

Scary or what.

Heard the news, straight to the hospital after work.

Bad state, stitches on the head, fractured leg and operation near the spine, lots of bruises.

This is her.

On a veryveryvery good note, CONGRATULATIONS TO MY DEARY MAL!!

peektures of the boyfriend will be uploaded tomorrow.

Gambar si Abang Syahrul kite..

Hehe.